I am alive, I have just been moving from Poznan in Poland to Visby in Sweden, on the island of Gotland.
I moved after my ski trip and told my friends to surprise some people.
So to anyone that was worried, now you know where I have been.

My special someone left me for someone else...
So now I am back and... I missed you all.

...but I'm leaving the fandom.
I've dated this wonderful guy and actually moved again.
I won't tell where I moved, I let that be a curious activity for you all.
As for my characters,  sashaws and  veedway will decide what to do with them.
Perhaps one day I will return, but don't expect too much.

To Sasha and Veedway: I'm sorry that I disappeared like that. Can you both deal with these?

I've come to experience hackers on my account.
I have been forced to retrieve my account multiple times and they always show up with a new password.
Haven't the staff of FA fixed this problem yet?
I know another victim for this who had a hacker assault yesterday night, but I leave out a name, since I think the fur in question have the right to be anonymous.
FA, stop being such a hacking target and do something about it, I'm starting to think of not returning here anymore due to this.
If you really want me to stay, fix a hacker-free FA now!

I've also, since I got evicted, lost many of my wonderful friends.
They argue about this and that, being like they are much younger than me.
I'm already depressed as it is that I'm not having a home and must stay at a hotel, have had my desktop stolen and must use a crappy laptop that doesn't even work with Yahoo.
I'm tired of all problems.
Please, just please, let me have some luck now.

For the last few days, I've been trying to get back into sleeping, but everytime I close my eyes, I have this strange nightmare.

In the nightmare, I'm sitting alone in this boat on a river with a sail, enjoying the silence, when suddenly I hear two individuals arguing.
As I move closer on the river, I steer into dry land to check what it is about.
There in the middle of a massive beach, stands Sasha and Veedway, my two angels, and argues loudly with each other.
When I get closer to ask them what is wrong, they stop arguing and is silent, at the next step, they look around, next one they look my way, two more steps, they seem to be observing me and at the next step I make, I suddenly feel two javelins making their way into my chest, cutting off the blood to my body and air from the lungs, making me slowly die from lack of oxygen.

I woke up and can't fall asleep again.
And this repeats over and over and over again and haven't still quit.
What is wrong with me?
Can someone please calm me down?
I'm really feeling unsure here.
Is this a message that something is about to happen, or have happened?
No matter what, I still want your sight of it.

Please, if you don't know what to say, just know that reading this was enough for me to be thankful.

I have been in hospital for 1 day because I was unconsious yesterday morning.
My roomie entered and thought I was dead appearently and called for an ambulance to get me to hospital.
They didn't declared me dead, but my roomie heard that they did and started all of this mess.
I'm sorry everyone who got into this mess and I make sure my roomie gets a lecture from this!
But first, I gonna sleep a little.
Nini everyone.

As I'm writing this journal, I'm sitting at an internet café in downtown Charleroi.

I got on from there to write this journal since I have been told under my times on SL that I really got amazing characters, but that it is a shame that I am not having better avatars of them and must use low-quality shit.

So, I'm wondering if there are someone knowing or that is an avatar builder on SL, who is cheap or for free that makes good avatars.

I want avatars of my characters and also of my mates' characters.

My list of characters are found --->here<---. Sasha's characters are found --->here<---. Veedway's characters are found --->here<--- and --->here<---.

Please, help me out with this.


Take care you all
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"
SL: Vicky Szentmartony



Donations - L$849 of L$104,000
Skunken Gascoigne - L$349
Shadow Forte - L$500

Well, the first news are the worst.
I'm to move in 1-2 months with help of the Belgian Police Force in Charleroi, Belgium, to either Gothenburg in Sweden or Poznan in Poland. I gonna miss Belgium, but memories hunt me already from here and I wanna escape from here.

Second news is that I have gone onto SL now under the name Vicky Szentmartony.
And I'm hoping to get many new friends on there.
I hope you are going there to meet me. :3

That was some news from
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

I got released from the custody today, but I'm still in a nightmare since I have no home and my best RL friend is dead.

I'm really in the shit.

All I can do is to either travel back to Poland and move in with my sister's family, or move to Sweden and live with my grandparents, but I can't afford it.

Please, what shall I do?

And for all of you who wonder, I'm sitting in an apartment right now that is paid by the police.

I'm having 2 months to find a new home or I will face the worst and live on the street.

This country is a piece of shit! (No offense to the Belgians.)

Either way, I'm out and I'm damn glad for it.


Be safe and respect your loved ones.
Victoria "StripedSmokSage", the reborn realist

Dearly beloved FA people.

Today, a kind spirit finally got a comfortable ending.

My roomie past away 5:33PM, Belgian time at the hospital in Charleroi.

She died from lack of oxygen to the brain after the machine keeping her body supplied with oxygen went powerless from a power-outage.

She fell asleep with a smile on her face atleast.

The police was the ones who informed me this when they picked me up, arresting me for murder on my own roomie.

I was asked a wish before I would disappear into a silent existence behind bars.

I asked them to have a computer to use and inform everyone close to my heart, which is all of you here on FA, about why I am suddenly becoming silent.

With this informed and everything done, I'm going to log off now and I will be back when they let me go.

1 week, 1 month, 1 year?

No idea how long, I only know that I killed my lover and my best rl friend.

Goodnight, my friend. I'm sorry that I killed you when I tried to kill myself. It shouldn't been you, it should been me.


Be well everyone, and never forget
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

I'm finally at the place in Charleroi, Belgium.
It took time since the assholes moving my furniture wanted me to pay them first for moving all furniture and then for looking at their bodies while they worked.
Talk about rude!
But now I'm back finally and gonna be talking to you all again soon.
I'm also answering five questions about myself, but I'm free to avoid answering them if I like.

Take care
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

P.S Remind me to buy a new vibrator. My old one broke.

My roomie is moving to another hospital and I'm moving after.

Also forgotten to tell that the house burned down so I have been living in a shelter home until now.

I'm moving inwards to Belgium, so tomorrow I will be moving to Charleroi, because doctors said they have better medical attention there than they have here in Liège.

Hope you all feel good.


Be well everyone
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

I thought I would do like  sashaws have done and make a clear journal about all my characters.
I will update if you think something is missing.


Alex (April/Santomius) Stripe
Age: 26
Species: Zebra
Gender: Male (Possesses the ancient Pharaoh's Gender Stone. This allows him to switch gender.)
Orientation: Bisexual
Fur Color: White-Black
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Pink-Purple
Religion: Catholic
Mate: None
Nationality: Italian-American
Occupation: Porn Studio CEO
Likes: Pretty much anything
Dislikes: Cops
Personality: Loving, clingy, cuddly, curious, always slutty and always horny

Height
Male: 231cm or 7'7"
Female: 208cm or 6'10"
Shemale: 231cm or 7'7"
Herm: 231cm or 7'7"
Cuntboy: 208cm or 6'10"

Weight
Male: 213kg or 469 lbs.
Female: 130kg or 286 lbs.
Shemale: 187kg or 411 lbs.
Herm: 160kg or 352 lbs.
Cuntboy: 173kg or 381 lbs.

Bra size
Female: 56C
Shemale: 58A
Herm: 62B

Penis size
Male: 69cm or 27"
Shemale: 61cm or 24"
Herm: 71cm or 28"

Ball size
Male: Grapefruit-size
Shemale: Orange-size
Herm: Honey Melon-size

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 4/3-2005

Male/Cuntboy Pic #1

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Celestia Maria Scythonette
Age: 33
Species: Raccoon
Gender: Female
Orientation: Pansexual
Fur Color: Brown-red with white-red tail
Hair Color: Orange
Eye Color: Turquoise
Religion: Christian
Mate: None
Nationality: French-Polish
Occupation: Porn Star
Likes: Sex, condoms, pies, junk food
Dislikes: People not wanting sex, janitors, humans
Personality: Seductive, motherly and playful

Height
221cm or 7'3"

Weight
98kg or 216 lbs.

Bra size
38D

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 7/5-2010

Pic #1
Pic #2
Pic #3

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Grass "Summer" Gaopez
Age: 23
Species: Geneboosted Southern Sergal
Gender: Female
Orientation: Pansexual
Fur Color: Green with hints of red along the back
Hair Color: Lightly green
Eye Color: Olive
Religion: Ancient Sergal Religion
Mate: None
Nationality: Vilousian
Occupation: Breeder and Porn Star
Likes: Ask to know
Dislikes: Ask to know
Personality: Playful, careful, loving, slutty, demanding

Height
272cm or 8'11"

Weight
148kg or 326 lbs.

Bra size
38A

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 26/9-2005

Pic #1
Pic #2

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Jukaihe
Age: 24
Species: Monstrous Mutant Dragon (Eastern)
Gender: Herm
Orientation: Bisexual with female preference
Fur Color: Black with purple-red chest
Hair Color: Red-orange
Eye Color: Glowing red
Religion: Catholic
Mate: None
Nationality: Unknown
Occupation: Manager for Underworld Angels and lawyer
Likes: Don't ask
Dislikes: Don't ask
Personality: See for yourself

Height
201cm or 6'7"

Weight
93kg or 205 lbs.

Bra size
36D

Penis size
61cm or 24"

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 28/1-2011

Pic #1

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Shahnaz Nazari
Age: ~300
Species: Manticore
Gender: Herm
Orientation: Pansexual
Fur Color: Brown with light orange chest
Hair Color: Reddish-brown
Eye Color: Yellow
Religion: Atheist
Mate: None
Nationality: Iraqi-Iranian
Occupation: Unoccupied
Likes: Ask to know
Dislikes: Ask to know
Personality: Cautious, playful, slutty, caring

Height
206cm or 6'9"

Weight
90kg or 198 lbs.

Bra size
40D

Penis size
28cm or 11"

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 11/9-2016

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Talaitha Seeleweiss Thorn
Age: 27
Species: Braunvieh Cattle
Gender: Female
Orientation: Bisexual
Fur Color: Grey-brown
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Blue
Religion: Romany
Mate: None
Nationality: Liechtensteiner
Occupation: Fortune-Teller
Likes: Fashion, Crystal Balls, Tarot Cards, Fortune-Telling, Surprises
Dislikes: Cops, Elderly Men hitting on her, Being called fat
Personality: Loving, cuddly, extroverted, curious and shameless

Height
178cm or 5'10"

Weight
92kg or 202 lbs.

Bra size
42F

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 30/7-2016

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Zacharias Kani
Age: 22
Species: Radiation Rabbit
Gender: Male (Can assume female form thanks to radioactivity)
Orientation: Bisexual with male preference
Fur Color: Gray
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Glowing blue
Religion: Atheist
Mate: None
Nationality: Ukrainian-Finnish
Occupation: Fashion Artist
Likes: Sex, cute boys and girls, muscular boys and girls
Dislikes: Ask
Personality: Loving, clingy, seductive, playful, careful, slutty, hyperactive and eager

Height
Male: 165cm or 5'5"
Female: 165cm or 5'5"

Weight
Male: 48kg or 106 lbs.
Female: 50kg or 110 lbs.

Bra size (Female)
32C

Penis size (Male)
23cm or 9"

Ball size (Male)
Grape-size

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 20/1-2011

Male&Female Pic #1

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Zula "Nubia" Tafari
Age: 23
Species: Anubian Jackal-Hyena
Gender: Female
Orientation: Pansexual
Fur Color: Black with brown spots, anubian mask around eyes
Hair Color: Red, has pubic hair formed as an ankh
Eye Color: Red-blue hybrid
Religion: Ancient Egyptian Religion
Mate: None
Nationality: Kenyan-Egyptian
Occupation: High School Student and Goddess
Likes: Anubis, hyenas, pyramids
Dislikes: Bullies
Personality: Curious, friendly, cuddly, eager and slutty

Height
226cm or 7'5"

Weight
94kg or 207 lbs.

Bra size
38B (She possesses the ancient Cleopatra's Breast Ankh. This allows her to switch cup size.)

Copyrighted to Smok Studios, 18/1-2011

Pic #1

I know that beginning is illegal in some countries and should be respected, but please.

Can someone give me some free art?

I can't afford it myself and it will take time until I make decent money to get even enough for a commission.

If you want info about my chars, then ask me.

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And for all of you who are wanting to know how I am doing, then lets say that my hand is feeling like someone ripped a hole in it and my chest is aching from the bullet hole I got there. Otherwise, I'm good.

I'm back at home after last night's adventure to the hospital.

I've had surgery to remove a bullet from my chest.

The doctor told that if it had gotten buried 3/4 cm deeper, I would been dead.

My roomie is in critical condition.

They have hooked her up to many devices to keep her alive and are working on recreating her lungs that I punctured with my bullets.

I'm hoping that they save her, because she means much to me.

I'll gladly donate my life to save her.

Please, I'm sorry that I tried to commit suicide everyone.


With love and respect
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

My roomie/mistress wanted me to hit the store in downtown Liège today.

I headed out the house and down the street when suddenly a dog attacked me and bit my hand, very deep.

I had blood flowing from the hand while beating up the dog to let it go.

It was first after I had called the cops that it stood clear who the owner was.

Out from the house came my landlady.

She tore the dog away from me and was worried about me.

The cops arrived on the scene and an ambulance got called to the place to pick me up.

I told them what had happened and the cops simply just took out their handguns and shot the dog on spot, saying that it was the fourth time that dog had attacked.

The landlady of course didn't liked it and blames me for murdering her beloved little snuggle puppy who never did anything wrong.

I got rushed into ER with my hand and after 3 hours of surgery without anesthesia.

I've had my hand fixed and bandaged and doctor said it will take me 1 month or longer to revive from this.

I just hope the landlady doesn't kick me out before that.


Be well everyone
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"

Yep, after losing my job,  alexspastic thought that I would try to draw a little since I'm young, so what the heck?
I'm going to try and draw a little.
I'm having an injury in my hand, so don't ask for much.
At least I'm taking a small step towards a big goal.

Yep, the boss had enough of me and told me to put on my best clothes, get my papers ready and get the fuck out today, because I was fired.

Really? I got fired for taking attention of the comix and also because I'm a girl!

I hope someone takes a shit in his first edition of Marvel Comics comix while I'm fired, because he is worth it, that stinking, fat, 48-year old virgin.

Now I'm back to being workless again and my roommate got a promotion from her job.

I guess she learned that some business are taken care of "under the table" if you get what I mean.

Either way, have no worry for me.

I got 60 euro to live on until October 19th.

Now I'm off to bed and off to suck up to my dominant roommate who now must provide me with food and home.

Be well you all.
Victoria "StripedSmokSage"



*puts on a collar and sigh*
I'm coming, Mistress...

-StripedSmokSage comes online-

StripedSmokSage: I work in a comic store in Liège, Belgium.

StripedSmokSage: They are planning to fire me for two reasons.

StripedSmokSage: First, I'm a girl. Second, I'm pulling more attention than anything in the store.

StripedSmokSage: I'm writing their newest D&D book and they wanna fire me?

StripedSmokSage: Kinda stupid, but what do I know?

-StripedSmokSage goes offline-

Borrowed from  sashaws, who stole it from  superswede88, who stole it from  luna_redmoon

[x]1. Smoked.
[x]2. Drank alcohol.
[x]3. Cried when someone died.
[x]4. Been drunk.
[x]5. Had sex.
[x]6. Been to a concert.
[x]7. Gotten/given a handjob.
[x]8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
[x]9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[]10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

[x]11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x]12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
[]13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
[x]14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[]15. Been to prom.
[x]16. Cried at school.
[]17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
[x]18. Went streaking.
[x]19. Given or received a lap dance.
[x]20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

[x]21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x]22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[]23. Kissed a stranger.
[]24. Hugged a stranger.
[]25. Went scuba diving.
[]26. Driven a car.
[x]27. Gotten an x-ray.
[x]28. Hit by a car.
[x]29. Had a party.
[x]30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

[x]31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
[x]32. Got paid to strip for someone.
[x]33. Run away from home.
[x]34. Broken a bone.
[x]35. Eaten sushi.
[x]36. Bought porn.
[x]37. Watched porn.
[]38. Made porn.
[x]39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[]40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70%

[x]41. French kissed.
[x]42. Laughed so hard you cried.
[x]43. Cried yourself to sleep.
[]44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
[x]45. Stabbed yourself.
[x]46. Shot a gun.
[]47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
[x]48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
[x]49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[x]50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%

[x]51. Watched a person die.
[x]52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
[x]53. Pranked somebody.
[x]54. Put somebody in the hospital.
[x]55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x]56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
[x]57. Dressed punk.
[x]58. Dressed goth.
[x]59. Dressed preppy.
[]60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 53%

[x]61. Avoided somebody.
[x]62. Been stalked.
[]63. Stalked someone.
[x]64. Met a celebrity.
[x]65. Played an instrument.
[x]66. Ridden a horse.
[x]67. Cut yourself.
[]68. Bungee jumped.
[x]69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
[x]70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 45%

[x]71. Got caught stealing something.
[x]72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[x]73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
[x]74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
[x]75. Got arrested.
[]76. Been pregnant.
[x]77. Babysat.
[x]78. Been to another country.
[x]79. Started your house on fire.
[]80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 37%

[x]81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x]82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
[x]83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
[x]84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
[x]85. Sat on your butt all day.
[x]86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
[x]87. Had a job.
[x]88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x]89. Been called a whore.
[x]90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 27%

[]91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
[x]92. Been in a car accident.
[x]93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
[x]94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
[]95. Raped somebody.
[x]96. Danced in the rain.
[x]97. Been rejected.
[x]98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[x]99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
[]100. Been raped.


20% virgin.

This is my first journal and it is just to say hi.

So, HI!