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[MEME] Disorders
Posted 12 years agoI figured I'd post all my meme-y stuff here instead on my main.
***Avoidant personality disorder***
[/] You have low self esteem.
[x] You have a fear of embarrassment that results in avoidance of new activities.
[x ] You retreat from others in anticipation of being rejected from them.
[x] You have a preoccupation of being rejected or criticized in social situations.
[x] You yearn for social relations yet you feel you are unable to obtain them.
[x] You have created an imaginary world for yourself to escape your loneliness.
[x] You often appear self-involved and unfriendly to others.
Score: 6.5
***Paranoid personality disorder***
[/] You usually shift blame to other people.
[/] You are very distrustful and rely more on yourself than on others.
[x] You search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others.
[/] You're consumed by anticipation of betrayal of friends/families/etc.
[/] You are quick to challenge loyalties of friends and loved ones and try to avoid close relationships.
[/] You often appear cold and distant to others.
[x] You tend to carry long grudges.
Score: 4.5
***Borderline personality disorder***
[x] You are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger.
[x You'll often take your anger out on yourself by injuring yourself or you even attempt suicide.
[/] You have low self esteem.
[ ] Your relationships with friends/family/bf/gf are quite unstable.
[x] You are quick to anger when your expectations aren't met.
[x] You're very impulsive.
[/] You think in black and white terms.
Score: 4.5
***Narcissistic personality disorder***
[ ] You take advantage of others.
[ ] You require excessive praise and admiration.
[ ] You have a lack of empathy.
[ ] You exaggerate the things you did so others see you as superior.
[x] You are picky with choosing friends since not everyone deserves to be with you.
[ ] You have a grandiose sense of self-importance.
[/] You make a good first expression but you have difficulty maintaining long lasting relationships.
Score: 1.5
***Schizotypal personality disorder***
[x] You were told that your mannerisms or appearance is odd or eccentric.
[x] You believe you have an extra sensory ability or that an unrelated event relates to you in some important way.
[x] You were told that you have a odd way of thinking or that your speech patterns are difficult to follow.
[x] You often appear shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others.
[/] You have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time.
[x] You seek isolation from others.
[x] You have feelings of anxiety in social situations.
Score: 6.5
***Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder***
[/] You are overly focused on orderliness and perfection and not very flexible.
[x] You tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture.
[x] You avoid making decisions because you fear making mistakes.
[x] You often have difficulty expressing emotions.
[x] You avoid working in teams, believing others are too careless or incompetent.
[/] You aren't very generous with your money or time.
[x] You set unreasonably high standards for yourself and others, and you tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards.
Score: 6
***Antisocial personality disorder***
[/] You lack remorse for harm done to others.
[/] You tend to steal, lie or have other criminal behaviors because you believe your victims are weak and they deserve to be taken advantage of.
[/] Your decision-making is rather impulsive and irresponsible.
[] You are much more concerned with your own needs than the needs of others.
[/] You don't care about the feelings of others.
[x]You are usually very aggressive.
[x] You disregard the safety of yourself and others.
Score: 4
***Histrionic personality disorder***
[ ] You NEED to be the center of attention.
[ ] You dress or act provocatively in order to get attention.
[ ] You are overly-dramatic and your speech is theatrical.
[ ] You exaggerate friendships.
[/] You are manipulative.
[ ] You think everybody loves you.
[/] Your emotions change rapidly and are shallow.
Score: 1
***Dependent personality disorder***
[x] It's very difficult for you to make decisions.
[x] You might cling to people because you fear losing them.
[/] You have bad thoughts when someone rejects you.
[ ] You often feel helpless and/or depressed when you're alone.
[/] You get deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval.
[/] You're really submissive.
[ ] You jump from relationship to relationship.
Score: 3.5
***Schizoid personality disorder***
[/] You don't show much emotion.
[ ] Your interpersonal skills are weak.
[x] Some people call you a 'loner'.
[/] You don't seek relationships with others and prefer to be alone.
[ ] You don't show a need for acceptance and attention and you are unresponsive to praise or criticism.
[ ] Your desires are low.
[ ] You often appear to others as remote, aloof, humourless and unengaged.
Score: 2
ANOREXIA:
[ ] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat one meal.
[ ] You're very weak.
[ ] You hate yourself.
[ ]You starve yourself.
[/] You have low self esteem
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ]You need to be more skinny.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] People think you are too skinny.
Total: 0.5
ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 1
BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[/] You are antisocial.
[ ] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[/] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[/] You have thought of, or attempted suicide.
Total: 3.5
BULIMIA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[/] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[/] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[ ] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 1
CONDUCT DISORDER:
[/] You are a bully.
[/] You threaten other people.
[/] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[ ] You have raped or molested someone.
[x] You destroyed property on purpose.
[/] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[/] You have ran away from home (ran away from school; have considered/threatened to run)
Total: 4.5
DEPRESSION:
[ ] You are always sad.
[ ] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed or around the house all day.
[/] You have low self esteem.
[/] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[/] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[/] You have ran away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 3
OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:
[x] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[/] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[/] You have harmed yourself.
[/] You are afraid you will get an STD, AIDs, or any kind of germs.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6
POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:
[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[x] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[/] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be or are antisocial.
[ ] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[/] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6
SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[/] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[/] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[/] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex.
[/] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 7
Total: 69.5
same as my weight actually wat
***Avoidant personality disorder***
[/] You have low self esteem.
[x] You have a fear of embarrassment that results in avoidance of new activities.
[x ] You retreat from others in anticipation of being rejected from them.
[x] You have a preoccupation of being rejected or criticized in social situations.
[x] You yearn for social relations yet you feel you are unable to obtain them.
[x] You have created an imaginary world for yourself to escape your loneliness.
[x] You often appear self-involved and unfriendly to others.
Score: 6.5
***Paranoid personality disorder***
[/] You usually shift blame to other people.
[/] You are very distrustful and rely more on yourself than on others.
[x] You search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others.
[/] You're consumed by anticipation of betrayal of friends/families/etc.
[/] You are quick to challenge loyalties of friends and loved ones and try to avoid close relationships.
[/] You often appear cold and distant to others.
[x] You tend to carry long grudges.
Score: 4.5
***Borderline personality disorder***
[x] You are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger.
[x You'll often take your anger out on yourself by injuring yourself or you even attempt suicide.
[/] You have low self esteem.
[ ] Your relationships with friends/family/bf/gf are quite unstable.
[x] You are quick to anger when your expectations aren't met.
[x] You're very impulsive.
[/] You think in black and white terms.
Score: 4.5
***Narcissistic personality disorder***
[ ] You take advantage of others.
[ ] You require excessive praise and admiration.
[ ] You have a lack of empathy.
[ ] You exaggerate the things you did so others see you as superior.
[x] You are picky with choosing friends since not everyone deserves to be with you.
[ ] You have a grandiose sense of self-importance.
[/] You make a good first expression but you have difficulty maintaining long lasting relationships.
Score: 1.5
***Schizotypal personality disorder***
[x] You were told that your mannerisms or appearance is odd or eccentric.
[x] You believe you have an extra sensory ability or that an unrelated event relates to you in some important way.
[x] You were told that you have a odd way of thinking or that your speech patterns are difficult to follow.
[x] You often appear shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others.
[/] You have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time.
[x] You seek isolation from others.
[x] You have feelings of anxiety in social situations.
Score: 6.5
***Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder***
[/] You are overly focused on orderliness and perfection and not very flexible.
[x] You tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture.
[x] You avoid making decisions because you fear making mistakes.
[x] You often have difficulty expressing emotions.
[x] You avoid working in teams, believing others are too careless or incompetent.
[/] You aren't very generous with your money or time.
[x] You set unreasonably high standards for yourself and others, and you tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards.
Score: 6
***Antisocial personality disorder***
[/] You lack remorse for harm done to others.
[/] You tend to steal, lie or have other criminal behaviors because you believe your victims are weak and they deserve to be taken advantage of.
[/] Your decision-making is rather impulsive and irresponsible.
[] You are much more concerned with your own needs than the needs of others.
[/] You don't care about the feelings of others.
[x]You are usually very aggressive.
[x] You disregard the safety of yourself and others.
Score: 4
***Histrionic personality disorder***
[ ] You NEED to be the center of attention.
[ ] You dress or act provocatively in order to get attention.
[ ] You are overly-dramatic and your speech is theatrical.
[ ] You exaggerate friendships.
[/] You are manipulative.
[ ] You think everybody loves you.
[/] Your emotions change rapidly and are shallow.
Score: 1
***Dependent personality disorder***
[x] It's very difficult for you to make decisions.
[x] You might cling to people because you fear losing them.
[/] You have bad thoughts when someone rejects you.
[ ] You often feel helpless and/or depressed when you're alone.
[/] You get deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval.
[/] You're really submissive.
[ ] You jump from relationship to relationship.
Score: 3.5
***Schizoid personality disorder***
[/] You don't show much emotion.
[ ] Your interpersonal skills are weak.
[x] Some people call you a 'loner'.
[/] You don't seek relationships with others and prefer to be alone.
[ ] You don't show a need for acceptance and attention and you are unresponsive to praise or criticism.
[ ] Your desires are low.
[ ] You often appear to others as remote, aloof, humourless and unengaged.
Score: 2
ANOREXIA:
[ ] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat one meal.
[ ] You're very weak.
[ ] You hate yourself.
[ ]You starve yourself.
[/] You have low self esteem
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ]You need to be more skinny.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] People think you are too skinny.
Total: 0.5
ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 1
BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[/] You are antisocial.
[ ] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[/] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[/] You have thought of, or attempted suicide.
Total: 3.5
BULIMIA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[/] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[/] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[ ] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 1
CONDUCT DISORDER:
[/] You are a bully.
[/] You threaten other people.
[/] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[ ] You have raped or molested someone.
[x] You destroyed property on purpose.
[/] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[/] You have ran away from home (ran away from school; have considered/threatened to run)
Total: 4.5
DEPRESSION:
[ ] You are always sad.
[ ] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed or around the house all day.
[/] You have low self esteem.
[/] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[/] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[/] You have ran away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 3
OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:
[x] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[/] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[/] You have harmed yourself.
[/] You are afraid you will get an STD, AIDs, or any kind of germs.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6
POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:
[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[x] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[/] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be or are antisocial.
[ ] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[/] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6
SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[/] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[/] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[/] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex.
[/] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 7
Total: 69.5
same as my weight actually wat
MOVING FA ACCOUNTS (READ: THIS IS NOW MY ALT)
Posted 13 years agoThe StroopWaffel account now acts as my alternate account, much like synthfursizer used to. All my art can now be watched over at kurone
I won't be clearing out this gallery though, just relocating my most important uploads ie. commission prices etc.
Thanks guys~
I won't be clearing out this gallery though, just relocating my most important uploads ie. commission prices etc.
Thanks guys~
my cat has heat stroke ;;
Posted 13 years agoHey guys, I've got some bad news.
My cat Kitkat.
He's 16, now, getting old, and also getting prone to heat stroke. In case any of you haven't noticed the temperatures around Australia right now, it's a little over 42 degrees (about 107 F). If a cat's body temperature raises above 38 degrees, or the environment around it does so, the cat risks its' organs failing on it.
I really would like to see my cat okay, although my parents believe it's better to let him go normally and are doing little to help him. It's much too hot outside, and way too expensive, to take him to the vet where he'll be put down in an unnatural environment and probably disposed of in a bag. Still, I want what's best for him. I guess this is kind of a "please donate i'll sketch you stuff" journal, although I don't think there's much we can do to help him and he probably won't last the end of this month.
My only hopes are that our hearts are with Kitkat, and that he will either recover safely or go peacefully. ;;
My cat Kitkat.
He's 16, now, getting old, and also getting prone to heat stroke. In case any of you haven't noticed the temperatures around Australia right now, it's a little over 42 degrees (about 107 F). If a cat's body temperature raises above 38 degrees, or the environment around it does so, the cat risks its' organs failing on it.
I really would like to see my cat okay, although my parents believe it's better to let him go normally and are doing little to help him. It's much too hot outside, and way too expensive, to take him to the vet where he'll be put down in an unnatural environment and probably disposed of in a bag. Still, I want what's best for him. I guess this is kind of a "please donate i'll sketch you stuff" journal, although I don't think there's much we can do to help him and he probably won't last the end of this month.
My only hopes are that our hearts are with Kitkat, and that he will either recover safely or go peacefully. ;;
Ayla and Zeny discuss Cereal
Posted 13 years agoZeny wrote: One time a friend of mine was high
Zeny wrote: and was staring at a box of cap'n crunch
Zeny wrote: And he was like
Zeny wrote: "Yo...if frosted flake pieces are called flakes...what are capn crunch pieces called? Like you know...the yellow stuff....what are they called?"
Zeny wrote: he IM'd every single person with a photo of capn curnch askin that question
BlackStatic wrote: ...INTERESTING QUESTION THOUGH
BlackStatic wrote: are they called crunches
BlackStatic wrote: or crunch as a plural like sheep or fish
BlackStatic wrote: gonna get me a spoonful of these crunches
Zeny wrote: like
Zeny wrote: i mean
Zeny wrote: they could be crunch
Zeny wrote: or they could be crunches
BlackStatic wrote: like cheetos are obviously cheetos
BlackStatic wrote: but what the fuck is a crunch
Zeny wrote: you need to put this convo on tumblr
Zeny wrote: and was staring at a box of cap'n crunch
Zeny wrote: And he was like
Zeny wrote: "Yo...if frosted flake pieces are called flakes...what are capn crunch pieces called? Like you know...the yellow stuff....what are they called?"
Zeny wrote: he IM'd every single person with a photo of capn curnch askin that question
BlackStatic wrote: ...INTERESTING QUESTION THOUGH
BlackStatic wrote: are they called crunches
BlackStatic wrote: or crunch as a plural like sheep or fish
BlackStatic wrote: gonna get me a spoonful of these crunches
Zeny wrote: like
Zeny wrote: i mean
Zeny wrote: they could be crunch
Zeny wrote: or they could be crunches
BlackStatic wrote: like cheetos are obviously cheetos
BlackStatic wrote: but what the fuck is a crunch
Zeny wrote: you need to put this convo on tumblr
Merry Christmas!
Posted 13 years agoMerry Christmas/Yule/whateveryoucelebrate!
a little something australian for you all: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ItNMLUIsf_s
a little something australian for you all: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ItNMLUIsf_s
IT BEGINS
Posted 13 years agoAustralia has reached the final day.
Shall we never live to see flying kangaroo robots? Our nation has survived six hours already. We can only hope to live for more.
See you all on the other side.
Shall we never live to see flying kangaroo robots? Our nation has survived six hours already. We can only hope to live for more.
See you all on the other side.
SIGNAL BOOST! FURSUIT HEAD STOLEN FROM FENRIRS_CHILD
Posted 13 years agoThe Good And Bad Of Summer
Posted 13 years agoThe good news: SUMMER BREAK LASTS UNTIL FEBRUARY WHOOO
The bad news: POTENTIAL HEAT STROKE DAYS.
So yeah if I'm slow in anything I do today it's because it's like 40 degrees right now or something stupidly hot like that ;;
The bad news: POTENTIAL HEAT STROKE DAYS.
So yeah if I'm slow in anything I do today it's because it's like 40 degrees right now or something stupidly hot like that ;;
The Skype Life
Posted 13 years agoTobias Ferrus wrote: My room is full lit
Tobias Ferrus wrote: It's illuminated
Tobias Ferrus wrote: I was asked to enter a video call
Tobias Ferrus wrote: And my face is completely hidden by shadows
Tobias Ferrus wrote: I might actually be evil
Tobias Ferrus wrote: Or I am a silhouette
Ayla "BlackStatic" Kurone wrote: grab that knife you have for the full image
Tobias Ferrus wrote: They hung up
Tobias Ferrus wrote: It's illuminated
Tobias Ferrus wrote: I was asked to enter a video call
Tobias Ferrus wrote: And my face is completely hidden by shadows
Tobias Ferrus wrote: I might actually be evil
Tobias Ferrus wrote: Or I am a silhouette
Ayla "BlackStatic" Kurone wrote: grab that knife you have for the full image
Tobias Ferrus wrote: They hung up
125 watchers + updates (HBHK news and OPEN for commissions)
Posted 13 years agoI know the amount is small, but I just want to thank you all for watching me and putting up with how little art I post haha. I love you guys <333
The upcoming Hybrid Hardkore album now has a name, 20khZ. Updates can be found on HBHK's facebook page, and any electronic musicians who feel like collaborating on potential tracks for this release are free to message me. Will mostly contain happy/uk hardcore/hard dance tracks, those with paypal will receive a small percentage of their collaboration profits! (please contact me first to discuss)
Art and music commissions are OPEN, info can be found at this journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3834989/
Unfortunately though, it looks like I won't be making it to MidFUR. Money and planning just didn't go as expected.
The upcoming Hybrid Hardkore album now has a name, 20khZ. Updates can be found on HBHK's facebook page, and any electronic musicians who feel like collaborating on potential tracks for this release are free to message me. Will mostly contain happy/uk hardcore/hard dance tracks, those with paypal will receive a small percentage of their collaboration profits! (please contact me first to discuss)
Art and music commissions are OPEN, info can be found at this journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3834989/
Unfortunately though, it looks like I won't be making it to MidFUR. Money and planning just didn't go as expected.
fldkjfdslkf
Posted 13 years agoi have never been happier to look at an image of a fictional blue haired cat in all my life
thank you falvie i'm gonna jump throguhg the screewn and hgug you forever and you can have my hypothetical first boern child*
i'm too chickenshit to have a baby ever
thank you falvie i'm gonna jump throguhg the screewn and hgug you forever and you can have my hypothetical first boern child*
OH MY GOD CARS
Posted 13 years agoWHEN WE SAID WE WERE GOING TO MULLUMBIMBI FOR A FEW HOURS
WE DIDN’T THINK THE FRONT WHEEL BEARING ON THE CAR WOULD GO
I’VE BEEN TWO DAYS WITHOUT A COMPUTER JFC
but i'm finally back, and my internet access has returned.
WE DIDN’T THINK THE FRONT WHEEL BEARING ON THE CAR WOULD GO
I’VE BEEN TWO DAYS WITHOUT A COMPUTER JFC
but i'm finally back, and my internet access has returned.
Commissions - OPEN!
Posted 13 years agoCOMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN!
PRICES
While my prices aren't final, these are the standard for what I'll do. Payment will be through paypal and prices are in Australian Dollars (AUD). My FA gallery should be used as a current reference for example images.
ART COMMISSIONS
As of now, I'll only be taking up to one-character commissions with simple or no backgrounds. With college in the way, I simply don't have time to complete refsheets or full pieces of work. However, if you are willing to wait for a while, note me on FA and I'll negotiate how much time I have for your request.
1. nault - icon
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
MUSIC COMMISSIONS
Please note: I mainly produce electronic or video game music. I cannot guarantee the quality of your track if you chose another genre. Examples of tracks under one minute can be found on my alternate account synthfursizer
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
PRICES
While my prices aren't final, these are the standard for what I'll do. Payment will be through paypal and prices are in Australian Dollars (AUD). My FA gallery should be used as a current reference for example images.
ART COMMISSIONS
As of now, I'll only be taking up to one-character commissions with simple or no backgrounds. With college in the way, I simply don't have time to complete refsheets or full pieces of work. However, if you are willing to wait for a while, note me on FA and I'll negotiate how much time I have for your request.
1. nault - icon
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
MUSIC COMMISSIONS
Please note: I mainly produce electronic or video game music. I cannot guarantee the quality of your track if you chose another genre. Examples of tracks under one minute can be found on my alternate account synthfursizer
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
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Posted 13 years agoButt Hands
Posted 13 years agoBlackStatic wrote: second time a phantom succubus thing has tried to attack me in my sleep
darklordxavier wrote: so just sleep paralysis
BlackStatic wrote: sleep paralysis in the form of a hand groping my butt
BlackStatic wrote: but the hand isn't really there
darklordxavier wrote: wouldn't it be an incubus
BlackStatic wrote: I suspect a gay cat would get followed by gay demons
Josh | SpAz wrote: I have gay demons coming out of my ass
Josh | SpAz wrote: It tickeles
Dylan wrote: Too much information
BlackStatic wrote: It'd be like the scene from Alien
BlackStatic wrote: A hand bursting out of my butt while I sleep
Artemis wrote: i...
BlackStatic wrote: Totally going to make a furry OC out of that
BlackStatic wrote: Cousin Sh* from the Bottoms Family
BlackStatic wrote: Just some hairy old hand coming out of a butt
Josh | SpAz wrote: "A hand bursting out of my butt while I sleep" <-- Draw this
Artemis wrote: I'm going now.
BlackStatic wrote: No arti come back
BlackStatic wrote: My butt hand just wants to be friends
darklordxavier wrote: so just sleep paralysis
BlackStatic wrote: sleep paralysis in the form of a hand groping my butt
BlackStatic wrote: but the hand isn't really there
darklordxavier wrote: wouldn't it be an incubus
BlackStatic wrote: I suspect a gay cat would get followed by gay demons
Josh | SpAz wrote: I have gay demons coming out of my ass
Josh | SpAz wrote: It tickeles
Dylan wrote: Too much information
BlackStatic wrote: It'd be like the scene from Alien
BlackStatic wrote: A hand bursting out of my butt while I sleep
Artemis wrote: i...
BlackStatic wrote: Totally going to make a furry OC out of that
BlackStatic wrote: Cousin Sh* from the Bottoms Family
BlackStatic wrote: Just some hairy old hand coming out of a butt
Josh | SpAz wrote: "A hand bursting out of my butt while I sleep" <-- Draw this
Artemis wrote: I'm going now.
BlackStatic wrote: No arti come back
BlackStatic wrote: My butt hand just wants to be friends
MiDFur: I kinda really wanna go but??? ($5 sketches OPEN)
Posted 13 years agoEDIT: Also need to pay an electricity bill, that's $200 gone. Please guys? ;;
Hey guys, I wanna go to MiDFur this December, and be able to at least have a fursuit head so you don't all see my ugly face. Gonna try and go with straitis and cckuribon, but I'd like to be able to manage the money as effectively as possible.
So once I've got my current commissions out of the way, would any of you be interested in $5 rough sketches or $10 "ringtones"/fursona themes?
Sketches would be done digitally and look somewhat similar to these examples here (1 2). Music would be a maximum of one minute long (+$2 for an extra minute) in an electronic and/or videogame style. (Examples can be found here, here, here and here.
It's not much, but I'm already busy with college and this is simply to try and rake in a little more money for travel and accommodation expenses. If anyone's interested, drop me a comment and I will try to reserve you a slot. When current commissions are done, I'll post another journal and send everyone notes to confirm wether you still want your sketch/midi.
Hey guys, I wanna go to MiDFur this December, and be able to at least have a fursuit head so you don't all see my ugly face. Gonna try and go with straitis and cckuribon, but I'd like to be able to manage the money as effectively as possible.
So once I've got my current commissions out of the way, would any of you be interested in $5 rough sketches or $10 "ringtones"/fursona themes?
Sketches would be done digitally and look somewhat similar to these examples here (1 2). Music would be a maximum of one minute long (+$2 for an extra minute) in an electronic and/or videogame style. (Examples can be found here, here, here and here.
It's not much, but I'm already busy with college and this is simply to try and rake in a little more money for travel and accommodation expenses. If anyone's interested, drop me a comment and I will try to reserve you a slot. When current commissions are done, I'll post another journal and send everyone notes to confirm wether you still want your sketch/midi.
night skyping with ayla and halo: a world of wonder
Posted 13 years agoHalo wrote: this is like the equivelet to 3AM for me usually rttuj now
Halo wrote: *flues into berd*
BlackStatic wrote: U HAS BERD FLUE
Halo wrote: omfg im ding
BlackStatic wrote: /ding/
Halo wrote: vufkc
Halo wrote: u should see me right no
BlackStatic wrote: i'm gonna see how badly you're ding
Halo wrote: no it embarrasss
BlackStatic wrote: fkuck]s
BlackStatic wrote: assalf
BlackStatic wrote: assalf al razi
Halo wrote: omfg i almost tiped
Halo wrote: 'cunt vbreathe"
BlackStatic wrote: CUNT BREATHE
Halo wrote: iism litylyy scvrygn
Halo wrote: omfg i cynt eve red taht
BlackStatic wrote: ow my wefvewrtthing
BlackStatic wrote: evweryitng
Halo wrote: no rly bed
Halo wrote: ddie
BlackStatic wrote: i'm not leggi g tyou go
Halo wrote: SLEEEPP!!!!!
BlackStatic wrote: extra exclamamtipnm manerks for emtphahsiss
BlackStatic wrote: WE ARE SHIBES
Halo wrote: we sheib e
Halo wrote: *flues into berd*
BlackStatic wrote: U HAS BERD FLUE
Halo wrote: omfg im ding
BlackStatic wrote: /ding/
Halo wrote: vufkc
Halo wrote: u should see me right no
BlackStatic wrote: i'm gonna see how badly you're ding
Halo wrote: no it embarrasss
BlackStatic wrote: fkuck]s
BlackStatic wrote: assalf
BlackStatic wrote: assalf al razi
Halo wrote: omfg i almost tiped
Halo wrote: 'cunt vbreathe"
BlackStatic wrote: CUNT BREATHE
Halo wrote: iism litylyy scvrygn
Halo wrote: omfg i cynt eve red taht
BlackStatic wrote: ow my wefvewrtthing
BlackStatic wrote: evweryitng
Halo wrote: no rly bed
Halo wrote: ddie
BlackStatic wrote: i'm not leggi g tyou go
Halo wrote: SLEEEPP!!!!!
BlackStatic wrote: extra exclamamtipnm manerks for emtphahsiss
BlackStatic wrote: WE ARE SHIBES
Halo wrote: we sheib e
sickkkk (commissions delay)
Posted 13 years agoI've been feeling sick, irritable and ugly all week; I'm pretty sure I picked up a winter bug from someone in my IT class. Best thing for me to do at the moment is just rest it out until I'm feeling better.
So for this reason, current commissions are on temporary hold. I've been trying hard to pump out as much art and music as possible, but it's just too much for my system to handle at the moment.
My current to-do list though is:
1. Cide (colouring flats, 1/3 complete)
2. Feathers (planning/sketching)
3. MLP commission (planning, on hold)
4. Tobias Demon Ref (on hold)
5. Chuchianci trade
Sorry guys. I'll try and get onto them as soon as possible!
So for this reason, current commissions are on temporary hold. I've been trying hard to pump out as much art and music as possible, but it's just too much for my system to handle at the moment.
My current to-do list though is:
1. Cide (colouring flats, 1/3 complete)
2. Feathers (planning/sketching)
3. MLP commission (planning, on hold)
4. Tobias Demon Ref (on hold)
5. Chuchianci trade
Sorry guys. I'll try and get onto them as soon as possible!
Thinking of creating another series
Posted 13 years agoSup guys, I'm thinking of writing another series alongside the Hollow Earth Chronicles/Thunderpaw Project.
I know it's terrible of me that I haven't done hardly any work on my current project, it's been five years and there's still no real previews for Thunderpaw. I suppose you could say it's on somewhat of a hiatus, but that's also because I want it to be as professional and up to standards as possible.In other words, I'm being my own worst critic.
But as my childhood interest in robotics and cyborgs has come back, something that would be incredibly difficult to incorporate into the Hollow Earth series, I have considered another project to write on.
Unlike Hollow Earth, the theme in this series would be centred more around the future of humanity rather than that of animals. So while it's not particularly anthropomorphic, there would be different levels of human development. And while the characters in Hollow Earth are likely to be adapted to manga, I'm thinking this second series could be my kick starter for any involvement in the games industry.
So, what do you guys reckon. Should I take this second writing somewhere alongside Hollow Earth Chronicles? Put my first project on hold? Forget it and just get Thunderpaw over and done with?Give up entirely because my muse will die again in five minutes? Send me your ideas!
I know it's terrible of me that I haven't done hardly any work on my current project, it's been five years and there's still no real previews for Thunderpaw. I suppose you could say it's on somewhat of a hiatus, but that's also because I want it to be as professional and up to standards as possible.
But as my childhood interest in robotics and cyborgs has come back, something that would be incredibly difficult to incorporate into the Hollow Earth series, I have considered another project to write on.
Unlike Hollow Earth, the theme in this series would be centred more around the future of humanity rather than that of animals. So while it's not particularly anthropomorphic, there would be different levels of human development. And while the characters in Hollow Earth are likely to be adapted to manga, I'm thinking this second series could be my kick starter for any involvement in the games industry.
So, what do you guys reckon. Should I take this second writing somewhere alongside Hollow Earth Chronicles? Put my first project on hold? Forget it and just get Thunderpaw over and done with?
STREAMING: OFFLINE
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/blackstatic
Doing some work on cide's refsheet, touching up that Spencer pic I posted on tumblr, and generally doing some scribbles. Might work on some music while I'm at it.
Livestream may bork on me a little and if it does cut out, I'll probably just end stream. If things do work though, I'll be streaming Stanton Warriors: The Stanton Session (ripped from an old damaged CD of mine so the quality might not be great).
EDIT: sound not working properly, stream may be silent.
Doing some work on cide's refsheet, touching up that Spencer pic I posted on tumblr, and generally doing some scribbles. Might work on some music while I'm at it.
Livestream may bork on me a little and if it does cut out, I'll probably just end stream. If things do work though, I'll be streaming Stanton Warriors: The Stanton Session (ripped from an old damaged CD of mine so the quality might not be great).
EDIT: sound not working properly, stream may be silent.
I LOVE CANBERRA OMG (back from hiatus)
Posted 13 years agoI HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUN JESUS SHIT
Man, so glad I could have that trip. Got to feel jealous about Halo's wardrobe, see my brother’s face in a commercial on the Belconnen movie screens (he manages a bar), and to top that off I also lost weight and got a DVD of Rocko’s Modern Life. Not to mention the surprisingly cheap amount of clothing from DFO I dragged back with me.
I saw Brave (great movie) and, because my brother's friends dragged us to it, Ted (crap movie). My reviews and overal cynicism can be found here, although there are mild spoilers for those who haven't seen them. Also hung out with Halo and watched Princess and the Frog, which was a neat movie.
Oh my holy freakin' god, I ate so much amazing FOOD. Lamb pizza, turkish pizza, burritos, great chinese, tubs of icecream, real sushi, bought a ridiculous amount of chocolate, even more insane amount of free tea samples from T2, a buttload of KFC, excellent chai latte, iced coffee, asian snackfoods, bottled lychee juice, pearl smoothies, and something I can rarely find in this part of Australia - smores. UNNNF.
Despite this, I now only weigh sixty-nine kilograms instead of seventy-five.Yes, I'm all 69 baby
Made some new RP buddies on skype this week as well, and finally got some friends of mine to download it and set up a form of instant messaging.
Bought manga and comics for straitis and cckuribon, and two little surprise plushies that I'm sure they'll enjoy. Two new badges to add to my bag strap, a new notebook, and an awesome book of politically (in)correct euphemisms that I can try to use against Straitis. Also bought myself an awesome studded collar to replace my old one.
Saw my little baby neice, she's absolutely adorable. I'm going to be the last in the family to get my name pronounced, she can already say "uncle" and "more please" along with the generic "mama" and "daddy". Yeahhh, cute little kid.
And the cool part? I only spent a little under $1k, and the government gave me a huge student payout of $800 in the middle of the week. Lying to centrelink is fuckin' great.
We also bought a new car, which I will be learning how to drive.
BUT LIKE I SAID
THIS WEEK WAS AMAZING
I HAVE DECIDED THAT WHEN I DIE, I WANT MY ASHES SCATTERED IN THIS CITY
probably from the top of Telstra Tower. Because y'know, I left Canberra airport and there was a huge full moon glowing behind it with one of the best sunsets I've seen in the past three years.
AAA I WANNA CRY IT WAS SO GREAT FKJDSFL
Man, so glad I could have that trip. Got to feel jealous about Halo's wardrobe, see my brother’s face in a commercial on the Belconnen movie screens (he manages a bar), and to top that off I also lost weight and got a DVD of Rocko’s Modern Life. Not to mention the surprisingly cheap amount of clothing from DFO I dragged back with me.
I saw Brave (great movie) and, because my brother's friends dragged us to it, Ted (crap movie). My reviews and overal cynicism can be found here, although there are mild spoilers for those who haven't seen them. Also hung out with Halo and watched Princess and the Frog, which was a neat movie.
Oh my holy freakin' god, I ate so much amazing FOOD. Lamb pizza, turkish pizza, burritos, great chinese, tubs of icecream, real sushi, bought a ridiculous amount of chocolate, even more insane amount of free tea samples from T2, a buttload of KFC, excellent chai latte, iced coffee, asian snackfoods, bottled lychee juice, pearl smoothies, and something I can rarely find in this part of Australia - smores. UNNNF.
Despite this, I now only weigh sixty-nine kilograms instead of seventy-five.
Made some new RP buddies on skype this week as well, and finally got some friends of mine to download it and set up a form of instant messaging.
Bought manga and comics for straitis and cckuribon, and two little surprise plushies that I'm sure they'll enjoy. Two new badges to add to my bag strap, a new notebook, and an awesome book of politically (in)correct euphemisms that I can try to use against Straitis. Also bought myself an awesome studded collar to replace my old one.
Saw my little baby neice, she's absolutely adorable. I'm going to be the last in the family to get my name pronounced, she can already say "uncle" and "more please" along with the generic "mama" and "daddy". Yeahhh, cute little kid.
And the cool part? I only spent a little under $1k, and the government gave me a huge student payout of $800 in the middle of the week. Lying to centrelink is fuckin' great.
We also bought a new car, which I will be learning how to drive.
BUT LIKE I SAID
THIS WEEK WAS AMAZING
I HAVE DECIDED THAT WHEN I DIE, I WANT MY ASHES SCATTERED IN THIS CITY
probably from the top of Telstra Tower. Because y'know, I left Canberra airport and there was a huge full moon glowing behind it with one of the best sunsets I've seen in the past three years.
AAA I WANNA CRY IT WAS SO GREAT FKJDSFL
i'M SO FREAKIN' HAPPY NOT KIDDING (and mild hiatus)
Posted 13 years agoA number of awesome things are happening this week, I'm stupidly excited.
First off, flights to Canberra are ridiculously cheap right now and I am scoring myself a week-long holiday to hang out with Halo and other friends/family. This has got me hyperventilating and pelvic thrusting the walls, because I haven't properly been to the city in over two years. I'm pumped to spend as much of my money as possible, and most of that spending will be in Impact Comics stocking up on as much manga as possible. Because y'know, I'm an otaku butt hahaha.
Other good news is that I've gotten a much stronger grasp of my music, and managed to break out of all the trance I've been doing and work back into Happy Hardcore. There's no confirmed release yet, but I'm slowly pulling together an album that I'll be trying to work more professionally on. Alongside that, TAFE has been highly rewarding and I'm doing a few collaborative song covers which are going quite well. Wether or not I'll be able to do a live gig on-campus at the end of the year, we've yet to see.
Commissions are still slow, unfortunately. I have to reinstall my tablet drivers, but I have luckily found a good cheap Mac alternative to GIMP, FireAlpaca, which I'll be experimenting with as it looks a lot more reliable.
I also have a story aka writing mess I'm working on, with a newly developed character. I will likely upload a version of the text here, for those who are into weird contemporary sci-fi.
All in all, I'm jumping around and bouncing off the walls with excitement. I'm expecting this week to be amazing.
So, see you all in a week's time~!
First off, flights to Canberra are ridiculously cheap right now and I am scoring myself a week-long holiday to hang out with Halo and other friends/family. This has got me hyperventilating and pelvic thrusting the walls, because I haven't properly been to the city in over two years. I'm pumped to spend as much of my money as possible, and most of that spending will be in Impact Comics stocking up on as much manga as possible. Because y'know, I'm an otaku butt hahaha.
Other good news is that I've gotten a much stronger grasp of my music, and managed to break out of all the trance I've been doing and work back into Happy Hardcore. There's no confirmed release yet, but I'm slowly pulling together an album that I'll be trying to work more professionally on. Alongside that, TAFE has been highly rewarding and I'm doing a few collaborative song covers which are going quite well. Wether or not I'll be able to do a live gig on-campus at the end of the year, we've yet to see.
Commissions are still slow, unfortunately. I have to reinstall my tablet drivers, but I have luckily found a good cheap Mac alternative to GIMP, FireAlpaca, which I'll be experimenting with as it looks a lot more reliable.
I also have a story aka writing mess I'm working on, with a newly developed character. I will likely upload a version of the text here, for those who are into weird contemporary sci-fi.
All in all, I'm jumping around and bouncing off the walls with excitement. I'm expecting this week to be amazing.
So, see you all in a week's time~!
Youtube-mp3 risks shutdown (musicians please read!)
Posted 13 years agoall information can be found here
additional info here
copypasta from tumblr:
This is a pretty popular online youtube downloader, and one of the more reliable ones at that. But these guys recently got an email from one of YouTube’s lawyers, who wants them shut down.
As an online musician, I use youtube a lot to obtain music and various acapellas. And I know a lot of you hate paying for music as well. So I’m not much of an activist, but I figured I should share this with you guys.
All the details are in the URLs linked, and complaint emails can be sent directly to the public address of YouTube itself. I for one support online piracy and believe that sites such as youtube-mp3 should remain up and running.
additional info here
copypasta from tumblr:
This is a pretty popular online youtube downloader, and one of the more reliable ones at that. But these guys recently got an email from one of YouTube’s lawyers, who wants them shut down.
As an online musician, I use youtube a lot to obtain music and various acapellas. And I know a lot of you hate paying for music as well. So I’m not much of an activist, but I figured I should share this with you guys.
All the details are in the URLs linked, and complaint emails can be sent directly to the public address of YouTube itself. I for one support online piracy and believe that sites such as youtube-mp3 should remain up and running.
Writing with Ayla and Straitis: "The Business District"
Posted 13 years agoWhen trying to proof read some of straitis' writing, this is the conversation that took place.
Tobias: “Anyway” Trish interjected, effectively quelling Laura’s protests “This is the main business district."
Ayla: Maybe add a little more description of the surrounding area? For example,
Ayla: "This," Trish interjected, gesturing towards <object in environment here, say, a tree> "is the main business district."
Tobias: "This, "Trish interjected, pointing at the tree, is the main business district."
Ayla: Okay so maybe not a tree, but you get the idea. A building of some sort.
Tobias: "This," Trish interjected, pointing at the pub "is the main business district"
Ayla: A pub in a tree...
Tobias: At this point, Gareth could already tell that moving here was a bad idea. "Surely there is more..."
Tobias: "Well... there is a tree over there" Trish muttered.
Tobias: "Do you actually have a house...?" Gareth started, worried for what the answer might be. "Let me guess, you live in the tree."
Tobias: "No, that's silly" Trish giggled. Gareth sighed in relief. "I tried that already, I kept falling out. So I just live under it."
Tobias: *As they pass, a strong breeze knocks down the cardboard cutout pub*
Tobias: “Anyway” Trish interjected, effectively quelling Laura’s protests “This is the main business district."
Ayla: Maybe add a little more description of the surrounding area? For example,
Ayla: "This," Trish interjected, gesturing towards <object in environment here, say, a tree> "is the main business district."
Tobias: "This, "Trish interjected, pointing at the tree, is the main business district."
Ayla: Okay so maybe not a tree, but you get the idea. A building of some sort.
Tobias: "This," Trish interjected, pointing at the pub "is the main business district"
Ayla: A pub in a tree...
Tobias: At this point, Gareth could already tell that moving here was a bad idea. "Surely there is more..."
Tobias: "Well... there is a tree over there" Trish muttered.
Tobias: "Do you actually have a house...?" Gareth started, worried for what the answer might be. "Let me guess, you live in the tree."
Tobias: "No, that's silly" Trish giggled. Gareth sighed in relief. "I tried that already, I kept falling out. So I just live under it."
Tobias: *As they pass, a strong breeze knocks down the cardboard cutout pub*
SNRRK OKAY YOU GUYS
Posted 13 years agoStop it guys
my username is not food
you have other FA food-names to eat
lmfao
my username is not food
you have other FA food-names to eat
lmfao
