I'm still nervous. But... I think I'm ready to talk? When you're not busy?

I think i need to give everyone space again... Considering what I saw...

Went to a therapist yesterday. Seeing another appointment next week. Emotions inconsistent.

Are you ok..? How are you feeling..?

I think I might be healing a bit. But I'm not sure if I'm ready to see my friends again. I feel they're doing better off without me.

It's so easy to do it. So easy to go there. But my friends won't let me do it. You guys won't let me. So I can't.

I want to say more. But I don't want to talk to people. My mind is so messed up right now. I will go into solitude and accept loneliness

I am sorry for speaking out like this. It hurts. It really hurts. I really hate this.

I hate how my friends, you guys, have to be my therapists now. It hurts that you have to exude so much energy towards me when you're feeling much better. This sucks so much.

Can someone please really love me? Can someone tell me you really care about me? I no longer know what I am anymore.

I have never expressed this much sadness in my life. I hate this feeling so much.

My heart is broken. Pieces that held good memories, now shattered. Can I move from breakup. Can I deserve a second chance?

I don't understand. Why? Why did that happen? What else can I do now? I can move on, but will it be the same? Can I never find love again? Will people ever love me again?

So, FA is up temporarly at this moment. SO, before it goes down again, I might as well share my newgrounds account I'm also active on. Please follow me there if you want to see my work still

https://studiomiles.newgrounds.com/

I am still open for these, but now is once again the time I'm in a desperate4business (pun intended) state of mind rn. So I decided to revise my commission sheet with a better layout and additional price options. If you're interested, I'm always up to drawing for folks:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61607226/

Heads up, a plethara of my works from my Main account  littlebigmiles will be coming here pretty soon so be prepared to see a lot of the same art here with bits of new contextual info (And to the FA staff who see this I apologize greatly).

To get out some legitimacy, yes. I am the SFW Alternative to  littlebigmiles (don't follow until you're 18 lol). I know this is sudden, but I just had some thoughts to make a separate and more clean and safer account as I am an enthusiast for manga art, especially the famous Akira Toriyama's art style, as my art (I will upload both old and new coming soon) reflects that (Plus on my main I'm not sure what counts as safe or not). So yea. If you're interested to see such art, keep on the lookout for my work, and maybe hit me up for commissions if you're interested.