Hello everyone.

I am finally recovering bit by bit after my surgery.
Been home for a week , but as you can imagine I haven't really felt like being on line much.
I have had my gall bladder removed. 12 staples and 4 small holes later.
just trying to recover and get on with living.

Well today is the day.

Heading out in a few hours , my gall bladder is being removed today. I am worried something will go horrible wrong. I hate my extreme anxiety disorder. Keeps me thinking the worst. Even with everyone telling me how simplistic and every day this surgery is doesn't seem to stop my mind from going to the worst case, that being myself taking the long dirty nap.

I hope that isn't the case obviously but keeping myself from thinking it is far easier said then done. I hope I get to make a new message sometime this week saying I was over worrying for nothing.

Sadly it appears It will be a lonely day for me. No plans, just sorta hanging around the house. Playing games and just trying not to be depressed for becoming another year older at 36.

All welcome to talk , ask questions, anything to stem my birthday blues and boredom.