i am now using the alias agitated_sheep, found here  agitated_sheep

everyone give me gifts

[dinosaur sounds]

cause im tempted to hurt myself or something cause something bad to me to start the conversation topic with "well i mean i was going through a lot of stres over being trans..." and that be the way i come out idk man its too fuckin much

being trans is like, the worst. i want to confess so bad to my family that i am female inside, but last time i did my mother was such a wreck she couldnt even sleep from crying so much. im old enough to make this choice myself but cant handle hurting them again, its either my happyness or theirs but being mean isnt my thing. all i can think about lately is why God made me go through this trial, making me make this choice but i guess it has a reason, theres a point to everything. but still, its really hard on me and a heavy thing, and i dont think i can live much longer unless i can muster up the courage to be myself, but that would require hurting loved ones and i just dont think i can do it..

sorry to whine guys like, fuck me right lol. i understand if you unfollow after seeing me be an open shit about crying and whining

/me puts her arm out, stopping you as you run toward the battlefield beside her. “Nothing personal, kid” she mutters as she pulls out her blade of a thousand memes, “but I will shrek these derps.” And with a leap leaving a trail of rainbow while the nyan song plays, her blade manifests an astral fedora which spews aces of spades towards the army of memelords, defeating them instantly.

my best rp ever

Hey pals, just so Ya know my Twitter is xxspace_catxx and my tumblr is stupidsharkart. Idk, just, in case ya know ya wana follow me then I can stalk your page.

like i try to be so nice and i hear how im the nice person n such but why do people still pick on me and be mean. am i toooo nice or what? idk sorry to vent just need to type it out it helps

i make it

i offer free art n stuff but nobody takes it and i spend hours working for no response to my effort so i guess im done with art

this wont get a reply anyways so idk why i even posted it

I guess I should draw my actual ref. Welp, here I go, I'm going to draw my actual ref.

Ok so, All I can listen to during art right now is this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjSNEDMJVow like seriously. on repeat. I have a problem.


But yeah, I'm thinking of starting comics and stuff soon, should be a failure like everything else I do but LETS DO IT.

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