Ok, still having major issues.
Got stuff mostly paid off other than my most recent CT scans.

So I am now doing 8X10 acrylic paintings on canvas.

Price depends on complexity of your fursona or what you would like painted.
If you would like more than one fursona on a canvas I either need to get a bigger canvas or paint them smaller, the choice is yours.
Price starting as low as $15 if you're asking for a simple 1-2 color one
at that price I only make about $2-3 because I pay $6 for a small 4oz thing of paint.

I try to keep the price as low as I can and still make a couple dollars. I do currently have a few colors already so that will save both you and I money. Let me know if interested.

It took me a total of about 5 hours to do both of these ones so I do get them done very quickly.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13584838/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13584851/

First I do have an art piece to do that I owe someone, I've been stressed and haven't gotten to it, well painting on canvas actually relaxes me so that helps me a lot.

The main thing I am doing right now is working on making money.
Also trying to find a job and get through school.
My virus right now isn't helping, making my temp 104.8 and my throat to sore to eat.
But still putting in applications, resumes, and my letter of recommendation everywhere I go.
Selling pretty much everything I have that I don't need, piano, old clothes, prom dresses, old games.
Making money, slowly but it's helping, got 1 bill fully paid off, have like 3 others.
Waiting on results from the CT scan I got on Monday, knowing my doc he wont tell me anything until I come in for my next appointment.
Good news? I like painting on canvas so it's almost more fun than work. My man  nukem918 and I have been together nearly a year in person now. June 14th makes it a year <3

gah hungry as all hell, low on food low on money.

Makin a nice big ol batch of cheddar bay biscuits hopefully they will last me a week...

Making fettuccini alfredo, making a ton of sauce to freeze portions and heat up for dinner other nights.

Well need to go food shopping, need the food to last me 1 to 2 weeks and I have $15 to spend.

Eek... hope I can get enough with $15 to last 1-2 weeks...

Going to finish up commissions and probably accept 2-3 $5 headshot commissions so I have more money later this week or next.

Yes it is a real pie.

I am amazed by how many people didn't know this pie existed...

It is easily one of my favorite pies...

Looks like I will have to get a slice sometime as a little treat so people can see how amazing it looks lol.

But really!!!! It's soooo good, well I mean it helps if you like coconut, and if you do this pie is just downright amazing.

Well now I'm craving coconut cream pie...

What brought this on you might ask...
that would be the journal of  vexstacy
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5585226/

Definitely way over stressed now.
On top of everything else going on I now need to take Sarah to the vet.
She has been throwing up once to twice a week and losing weight...
she is eating normally and her bowel movements are normal...
She is only 9 years old with a life expectancy of 13-14
Praying that she only is having a stomach acid problem.
When she is throwing up it is only liquid and no blood and it doesn't smell overly bad, it smells like it normally would....
If anybody has any idea of what could be wrong I would appreciate input.

proof of my dogs surgery and price rage for it.
only 2 documents I have and pictures of the poor baby boy.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12867480/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12867498/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12867462/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12867443/

now all I'm waiting on is to get my own medical records.

Ok I wont be replying to all of you as quickly as I was before because I am about to call the doctors office and ask when they can have my medical records ready for me.

As for as me not having records, in Wa/Or you don't receive copies of medical records unless you ask for copies.
If you don't believe me you can ask  twistedcynn she has to ask if she wants copies of any medical records.

My parents never asked for copies and I haven't cause I hadn't realized I needed to.

I may or may not be on here for a couple days as to let people calm down and so that I have time set aside for art to get working on commissions I haven't gotten around to from being sick.

I hopefully will have my records sometime next week, including the ultra-sound that I had yesterday to figure out what's causing me severe pain.

Once the doctors office gets a request for records some times they can take up to 21 days to get them to me. From what I have heard it depends.
so it might be longer than I thought :/
Hopefully it wont take that long

Proof of the dogs surgery since that issue did come up
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5551010/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5549521/

proof of my dogs surgery since that issue came up as well
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5551010/

free sketches from  hippiewolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5543976/
go check it out, awesome artist!!!


and on a separate note
if you haven't seen it yet...
please check out this journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5536727/

before I say anything, I will accept absolutely any commission.

I hate to post a journal like this but I am in desperate need of financial help. And it isn't for some stupid game or anything, this is serious.

I have had cervical cancer for three years now, there was never a problem until now, it is starting to get worse and looks like it might spread. I need a surgery for it but I cant get the surgery until I have the money.

Not only do I not have the money, I am still in debt trying to pay off my dogs surgery.

On top of all that I have something wrong with my liver, if I knew what it was I would tell you but I don't. I need to go to get a test on it this Friday, again I don't have the money for that.

Any donations would be absolutely amazing. I am also accepting commissions but warning they will take me a while as I am fairly sick as well as busy with school.

My paypal email is jasmine.mertins[at]gmail.com

If you can do anything to help it would mean a great deal to me...

My dogs surgery alone is $3,000 and I only have been able to pay off $100.... I know it's a lot to ask but any help, any help at all means the world to me...

So I've been having money troubles and there have been a few awesome artists who have helped me out.
 primeofevil is a pretty great artist who is willing to help you out as far as price goes, but do not take advantage of that, artists need to make a living.
 sonyeon is another awesome artist willing to help me out with getting art of something I have wanted to get for a while.
And a shout out to all the other artists who have let me snag some awesome deals. <3
I listed these 2 because they are the most recent.

Also a shout out to my mate  nukem918 for keeping me smiling most the time and when he cant he is always there to hold me close. Thanks for being the most amazing guy ever. Get back to your digital art!! I absolutely adore your digital art and I'm dying to see more!!!

YAY!!!
EXCITED!!!!!

now to learn how to use it properly.....

Welp, guess I'll make a journal bout this, even though very few people bother to read my journals.
I'm going to start doing perler bead commissions.
About $5 for a small one((shipping price included)) and about $10 for a large one.
I'll give discounts if you get more than one.

Well i'm going to make a paypal and likely start accepting low price commissions.
I'm being kicked out and all so I need to save all the money I can for food and rent and bills and the like.
I'll do pretty much anything, furry or non-furry.
I don't do digital, I do pencil, watercolor paint, acrylic paint, pastel chalk, colored pencils, or whatever else I might have lying around.
I'm not very good I know, hence low price, prices will depend on detail, if its colored, background, etc, give me a description in a note and we can talk about a fair price.
But first off I have to set up a paypal, u can still send me a note and i'll work on it you just wont see it till my paypal is maid and I get paid.

so yeah, merry Christmas and happy holidays~ Love all you guys. (( Especially my draggie  nukem918 ))

well I haven't used acrylic paint before so I decided to practice before working on my fursona.
I'm debating about posting it seen as its just completely random to get the hang of acrylic painting.
I think it looks pretty decent but ehh...
idk if I should post it

Well hopefully tonight I can manage to get my fursona sketched out so I can start to paint her, I plan to do 2-3 different paintings of her.

I’m not sure how she will turn out but I hope you all like the end results.
I’ll take my time so she looks better lol.

*meows excitedly*
This should be fun, well I hope it will be.


P.S.
The new avatar I have is my small attempt to make her in paint.... not easy, I'm not a skilled digital artist...
well she is ONE of my fursonas, plan to create a couple of them

So it's nearly my birthday. Yay me I got one card from my pal Pinkie.

Highly doubt I'll get any other cards though since I haven't in years, but yay a year older.

Happy almost birthday to me.