What animal would you be if....

An Arachnid - Black Widow (only one I can think off atm, and please make me the female one... I dont wanna risk my life to have sex with the opposit sex, its so harsh, females eat the males as an after party, and sometimes even before... well not really before... because then it will never happen but you get the point. I hope)

A mammal:
Primate - Gorilla (Big and Strong just like me, Im only a hairy back away from being one)
Hooved - Zebra (basicly a horse with stripes...)
Pawed - White Tiger
In water - Dolphin
Other - Eliphant?

A reptile:
Snake - Black Mamba
Lizard - The Jesus Lizard (dun remember his real name, but hes called this as well cuz he can run over water)
Dinosaur - Dilophosaurus (some might wonder why not a T-Rex, easy awnser, hes no predator, hes like a vulture, only eatin from corpses)
other - is there an other type...?

An Amphibian:
I can only think of frogs...O_o in which case - Poison dart frog muwahahaharibbitahaha!

A Bird:
Predatory - Eagle
Secondary (something that doesnt kill other birds) -
Other - pfffft duck

A Bug/insect:
Flying - Coccinellidae
Predatory - some sort of Ant (theres this one that raids other type of ants nest and steal there eggs so they enslave them, and they dun kill all the Ants so they reproduce for a next raid, They are so cool xD)
Other - Pondskater

A Marsupial - Thylacosmilus

A Mythical - Dragon

THE END! Post your own, it makes you think

tough the title is rather fague it wont be as I will start explaining whats it about :P

TODAY IVE BECOME AN UNCLE!!
AGAIN!!!

why again? well I already became uncle twice, one time from my sis (nephew called Luka Berlein), and one time from my brother (nephew called Simon Christiaan). and now my brother spawned an other kid (nephew called Phillip Ferdinand).

My sis is pregnant again as well so I guesse you will see pretty soon that ive become uncle for a fourth time :)

My other brother and me should start spawning our own breed soon >.> else we will fall to far behind... Any Volunteers to help me :P

Merry Christmas all, its time again for a christmas story. But first I wanna make some announcements.

Up till now there isnt laughed enough for this Journal. Thats why I want you to do some relaxing exercise so you get to laugh a bit eaier. So just do the following.
ok first shake your head from the left to the right and back while laughing, this is what we call the no-laugh commonly used when a joke was plain wrong but funny.
Next you gotta tilt your head up and down while laughing, This is what we call the yes-laugh, commonly used for when you get a joke and found it funny.
ok, now place your hand infront of your mouth and giggle, This is what we call the Cover-laugh, commonly used for when a joke wasnt funny but when you still had to laugh.
Ok, now put your hands forward and put up all 10 fingers, this means you saw.... wait thats aiming to high, drop one hand so you got 5 fingers left... thats still to high.... Ok put down 4 fingers so you only got 1 left, this means you saw 1 good joke.
But when you saw one good joke you also need a laugh for that, so stand up, now lean backwards as far as possible without losing balance, and laugh real hard. This is what we call the loud-laugh, only used when you see a good joke.

ok up till here your expectations dropped so far that everything will seem funny. So now I present to you, THE CHRISTMAS STORY.

2045 years ago 4 wise man were riding trough the desert. they were heading to Steroids, king of Isreal for they new the new king of Isreal was born and that this king got a star so bright that they wanted to honor the Man. so as they got to Steroids and said they wanted to honor the king of Isreal Steroids was honored, so as he wanted to accept the gifts the wise man said that he wasnt who they were looking for. and Steroids got angry. He swore he had that new so called king killed.
Somewhere else a woman gave birth to a baby called Jesus. Jesus was an anoying baby, everytime there was suffering in the world he started crying, and drove everyone nuts.
Later that night the wise man came to Jesus and tolled the family what happened and how Steroids swore to kill Jesus. Few hours after they saw torches and heard the millitary marching there way for Steroids and his men followed the 4 wise man. Joseph, father of Jesus, collected there belongings, and Mary, Mother of Jesus, took jesus and they ran, but as Steroids men followed baby Jesus and his Family Joseph got an idea. He ran up the hill and cut down a tree, As Steroids Men passed by Joseph pushed down the tree and the tree started rolling of the hill. it dumbled down and all of Steroids Men got stuck in the tree as it kept on rolling right to the town square, where it got upright again. The towns folk gathered around the tree and saw how nicely the tree was decorated with the torches as lights and the armor of the men shining as the torched light glowed over them.
And this is how the Christmas tree was born.

I hope you enjoyed this years story, please leave a comment or two :)

Well well well, sadly enough its my birthday today, this means Im 20 and im an old bastard... not to worry, I feel bout 5 years younger then I am, tough I do notice some steppes into adulthood. I got a serious face now something I gradually grew over the last year. So far I hate being in my twentys, the sound of it makes me feel old... Luckily I got some young friends I can still relate to, so thats a good sign that I aint an Old Bastard... or atleast not completely Old.

Well the pressies I got sofar today were a Metalica CD (the Album they released in 2003 when they went old school with there music again), and pencils (range B till B-6, dunno howmuch this will tell most of you <,< guesse if your a casual artist like me, not much... but some pros here might have more of an idea :P well i do got a clue... what am I tryin to say ... I dunno...) and 150 Euro from me Grandma :) The rest of me pressies ill be gettin on sunday when me lil nephew turns 3, cause then the rest of the family gathers.

On a sidenote, I will restart my weekly entries and see if I get somewhat more of a reaction this time :P I like comments people, so dont be shy and bitch about whatever i put in my journal...

on a diff sidenote, I will do a new christmas story, im kinda figurin out what its gonna be bout this year, already got an idea, but I think it wont be as good as last years... cause its gonna be more serious... IM AN ADULT NOW YOU KNOW!

on a diff diff sidenote, I will turn in a piece of Art again on Christmas to help everyone get in the christmas spirit, this will be on the 26th, 2nd christmas day, yes we got 2 days of christmas in Holland... the story will be turned in on the 25, 1st christmas day...

First of all, You all are so lucky this is my second entry this week and sunday is still to come xD, but now lets get to the point. I will write a little story about HallowEEeeeEEeeeEEEEeeeen and I hope ya will like it. Oh yeah, I just write as I go allong so it might not make sence at all.

Boys and Girls of Every Age, Would you like to see something strange?
In this town of Halloween, there are some of the strangest things ever seen.
This is the story of Lantern Jack, who always jump behind your Back.
He is the pumking king, and is the reason why we sing.

Lantern Jack, The Pumking King, is the Man who gets honored during Halloween the most. At every doorstep a figure like his face is placed. Children walk around with buckets in the shape of his face and collect candy in it. But noone knows the true horrors of Lantern Jack. Or how he was Born. So I will tell you the story of his Birth.
A long time ago when the people from Europe started there great move to America there was a Man named Jack. He lived in one of the new founded towns there. And he was an important man. Not important like the Sheriff or the mayor. But his Job was important, He carried a lantern and brought people home at night for a fee, You see the new founded town was quite big already and crime wasnt uncommon there either. So every night he walked the streets with his lantern to see the road and his sword and revolver to protect himself. He was verry capable in his job and everyone trusted on Lantern Jack to bring them home.
At one night wich so happen to be the night of 31st of October just like today an Old Lady stepped out of the Bar and saw Jack. She screamed for his Help and of course he came to help. This lady lived outside the town. so they walked trough the town, due to his reputation all the criminals stayed away from him, and everything went allong quite easy, a little to easy according to Jack, because despite his reputation there was always an idiot according to him who would try to attack him. And as they walked allong Jack had an awfull feeling about this night, as if something was eating him from the inside to make room for fear.
They Safely got out of town and now they had to walk trough a forest, Jack thought it be safe for the lady to walk this part alone because every knew the criminals were only working inside the town, So as he was preparing a new Lantern for the lady to take with her he was suprised to hear that the lady insisted on him coming allong to her house. He first felt reluctant to do so, but when the lady said she would pay him twice his normal fee for the efforts he couldnt say no. After all he did had his family to take care off.
So as the walked trough the forest Jack noticed that he heard nothing, wich was very odd because normally he would hear the wolves howl when he got close to the edge of town. And again he got filled with Fear. He was glad when they reached the Lady's house, And as the lady invited him in to get payed he didnt dare to cross the doorstep. And for good reason, because when he looked inside the house he saw the weirdest things ever. He saw eyeballs in a jar, Books with a language on the cover he couldnt understand, he saw a circle of blood on the floor with eight candles on the outer line, and spiders everywhere.
This was enough for him to know he had to get out of there and he started running. Thinking he would be safe. But all of a sudden he got grapped by the arm, and as he looked around to see who had him he saw the old lady, but she looked anything but old now. She was standing upn straight her hair was weaving trough the air like there was a hard breeze, She had a wicked smile and her teeth were sharp, and black goo was dripping from her teeth. and her eyes, her eyes werent there anymore, but the eyesockets werent empty either, they got filled with Hellfire. And as she hold him he felt her nails growing and puncturing his flesh.
All of a sudden he was in the Ladys house and in the bloodcircle. he could just move his head and wondered why. because his body wasnt tied up. he was just paralyzed. Noone knows by what tough, some say Fear others said it was the wichcraft of the Lady. But some think that Jack knew what was going to happen and that he didnt want to leave.
The lady said to Jack "In Death you will serve me, in Death you will be immortal" and as Jack looked around to see what was going to happen the lady walked to him with a short dagger dripping with the same black goo as was on her teeth. Jack noticed this and asked what that Goo was. The Lady awnsered him that he should already have seen it, and stabbed the dagger into his heart. Jack didnt Die from that tough, infact he just felt reborn. He could only see sharper, hear better, smell better, he was improved and he knew it. But then he got dizzy, everything started spinning quicker and quicker, things got so loud that if a needle would drop on the floor his ears inner working would explode from the presure. So it didnt do him any good that he screamed. Blood started oozing trough his ears now, and he started breathing heavily. unforseen that his breathing improved also with a great deal he sniffed in all the blood from his ears trough his nose, and his nose got jammed. The Lady saw all these side effect and was mercifull on Jack, She cut of his head.
And that was when Jack died. But the Lady wasnt done with Jack, She was already prepared for this, and had something to replace his head by. She took some steel thread and sew a pumking to his Neck. She grabbed the dagger again and carfed out eyes and a mouth. Then she started chanting a spell. In Jacks new head a Fire started. The fire didnt burn the pumking tough, first it was a small fire, and it got bigger and bigger, at a certain point it split up in 3 fires, for each hole one, and Jack sat up straight again. This time he knew, he was really reborn. But when the Lady tolled him to stand, he stood up. He didnt like this. He wanted to be in control of himself. And as the lady said he should first kill his wife and kids he went out to do so. But the lady made a mistake, she didnt tell Jack that he had to return immidiatly when he was done, so he had time to prepare a trap to kill the Lady. He knew he couldnt do it Directly, So he made a Huge scene after killing his wife and kids. He stole a horse, dipped his Sword in oil and set it ablaze. And when he went trough the town like that, he screamed "All bow to Lantern Jack, The Pumking King, Servant of The Lady, whom lives in the woods, All Witness my Power and gaze upon my first act, I have erased my past and I will Erase your Future".
This had the effect Jack hoped for. The townpeople went rushing to Jack''s Old house and saw his Family dead. They Rallied and went to the ladys house, where Jack was waiting, he had to witness this. The lady ordered Jack to fight the Town People off with her, but there were just to many. The Town People Killed both Jack and the Lady. And left there corpses in the house as they set it on fire.
Jack's Corpse didnt Burn tough. He just stood up, looked back and said "thanks for making me immortal, but I never would've been your servant" and he walked away.
This was the Story how Lantern Jack, The Pumking King, was born. Now he found his peace, but he can't help but obeying the order of The Lady every year on the 31st of October. He will the go out and kill a Mother and 2 kids, just like the family he had.

Yesterday I got a phonecall from a gamestore and they said my Order was in. It was Red Alert 3 so I was kinda happy with that. I did my hair quickly and went out the door. When I was riding my bike to town and went to the store however EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT ME!!! I was the Centre of attention and I could just feel all the eyes say LOOK AT THAT CRAZY PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the end I dont blame them cause it was near 0 degrees celcius and I walked outside like it was summer in a T-Shirt while everyone else was wearing BIG HUGE FAT COATS and sweaters and they still looked like they were Freezing there balls off, even if they didnt had balls... I still dont know why people look at me as if Im a crazy person when I do stuff like that, I mean, They have to gotten used to it by now, I do it every year... Its what made me somewhat of a legend in school, next to my obscene strenght.

Well well well, finally its the time of year where we have to fast forward our digital clocks 23 hours because they dont build in a function to put it back one hour. Appart from that theres more why we should bother with DaylightSavingTime. Research shown that this disturbs our biological rythm and makes us more tired. But nothing we can do bout that I guesse, not unless our goverments decide we wont work with DaylightSavingTime. Did you know there are only 70 countrys in the WHOLE world that use DaylightSavingTime, and that Japan is the only industrial country that doesnt use DaylightSavingsTime.

But to be honest, im hopin every night the clock will be set one hour back, because that would mean I get an hour of sleep extra EVERY NIGHT, wouldnt that be beautifull. Well, last year I forgot to set my clocks right and the first week I did my paperround VERY Early cause of that. Pretty Much the same with my Last GF... I juz came to where we should meet real early so I was on time for sure... well 5 minutes early xD But thats allot for some1 whos always right on time. OH CRAP I STILL HAVNT SET MY CLOCKS RIGHT NOW EITHER!!! Lets do that now xD

In my Journal last week I said I had a certain hatred for the Dutch, and I couldnt really explain why. This is why I decided to dedicate this weeks journal to an attempt to explain this Hatred.

Well let's first get something straight for the people that start reading this journal with out having read last weeks journal or the ones that dont know me. I am Dutch myself and I hate the Dutch, not every Dutch person tough, juz the majority. and I hate certain Dutch things as well. But I am still happy to be Dutch and to life in Holland.

So let's start with my hatred to Dutch People, this one is hardest to explain but I will try. If you cant follow it, dont worry, I cant follow it either then... uhm to start exlaining this... uhm ok, all the emotions expressed in Holland sound fake, if you ever heard a Dutch Lady laugh then you might know what im talkin about. Well I remembered a good example for this. Listen to the song Flappy, the live version got some people laughin at the end, and one woman laughs very anoyingly, so anoyingly that I feel a burning hatred. This laugh is one of the more extreme ones, but there are quite allot of Dutch woman that laugh like that. Others laugh in such a fashion that it feels to me like they arnt laughin because its funny but because its feels compulsry to them. Oh Boy, I think I just found the words to explain my hatred to most Dutch people. They don't do things because they want to, but because its the polite thing to do. And they do it in such a way that you can tell that it's fake. but they fake it so much that they also fake it when they do want to.

Well lets get going with my hatred for Dutch things. one of the things I hate the most is the Language. In my opinion it is a weak language. Everytime I tried thinking of ways to explain my emotions I had to fall back to English because the English words for the same emotions sound somewhat more powerfull and therefor you can express yourself more easily. But wait there is more... I also hate Dutch Music, again, thats because well more then one reason I guesse. The Dutch are just crap at making music, and it's in Dutch. just listen to a Frans Bauer Song and you know what Im talking about. To all the people that are fans of Frans Bauer, Im not sorry, I cant stand the guy, and I think only the intellectuel impared listen to him. But dont worry same goes for the fans of Guus Meeuwis, Gerard Joling, Jan Smit and well I could make an endless list but you get the point here I reckon. If you dont, go listen to Frans Bauer music. And I hate wooden shoes, Klompen as we call them in Dutch, luckily you dont have to wear them, but I hate being associated with them when i say im Dutch to foreign people. They Noisy when you wear them, they HUGE, and well I just dont like them ok...

Course this all is a bit negative so im gonna name some of the Dutch things I like: Sprinkles (Hagelslag as we call it)(I know other countries got them as well, but we got it in bigger boxes and we use it on our bread), Pancakes (I know the world knows what pancakes are, but the Dutch just got a better taste in this, Go visit a Dutch Pancakehouse if you dont believe me)(Btw its Diner in Holland, not breakfast like those Stupid Americans have it), Overzeas (Yes its a Dutch Brand)

Ah well im bored now so I guesse this is it.

This week I can keep my promis of makin a journal every sunday, and I got something to tell for a chance.
Well today Im gonna talk about fellow furs.

Thursday I saw this show in Holland called "Valerio duikt onder", for the people that don't know the show, it's about a VJ who goes to a different lifestyle every episode. He been several things already such as a LARP (Live Action Role Player), GravityTagger, someone in the Hardcore scene, a Harikrishna and lots more. But thursday he was a Fur. I think it was a good thing to happen for the Furs in Holland, cause he was really positive about the walk he did, cause they were gave him a costume and he was juz doin silly things and said he would want to do it again because you can juz go crazy in one of those suits cause noone knows it's you. And let's face it, people are like sheep, they juz follow the popular sheep. and Valerio is pretty popular in Holland.
Unfortunatly for me it worked as a deterent to find Dutch furs. cause the ones on TV just creeped me out. Well I could see why the want to wear that costume for sometimes 4hours a day. If I looked like that I would to... I guesse it's my deep hatred for everything Dutch, well I dont hate everything Dutch, just the people... In any case, I felt much more at ease at the UK Furs I met this Summer. I reckon that this is part of the reason why I would wanna move to the UK if I get the money. Only thing I don't like bout it is leavin some of my mates here. but sacrifices must be made to achieve true happiness.

Well, First off, Srry that I havnt made this journal on Sunday, ive been busy with me cousins visit and all, and yesterday I completely forgot cuz I was playin WoW... I still got nothin to talk bout, but atleast Im on FA... WHOOPTIEDOO.

ok as an attempt to not make this a complete waste of your time I will be talkin bout sumthin what happened quite a while ago.
Well I went to my first Meet this summer, not even in my homecountry but in the UK. I was there for a visit and some people I met on WoW juz happened to be Furs as well, so they dragged me over to one of there meets, it was pretty good.

ok, that was pretty much all I had to say bout that... Srry for wastin ya time with this xP

Ok... Well IMO I come on here quite inregular, sometimes Im not here for months!!! So I decided to force myself being here a bit more by putting in a nice Journal every Sunday. Well I dont know what I have to put in it this week, I guesse that puttin in it that I gonna put sumthin in it every week is enough to put in it init...

Ok, So I bought a couple of magezines that suposidly shouldve told me how to get my Pen and paper work to a nice piece of Digital Art in Photoshop. Strangly enough the methods they described cannot be done on my photoshop, I reckon its cause I got a different version. And they so Nubish that they want to use the Pentool... Who The Hell Wants To Use A Vector Based Tool In A Non-Vector Based Programme. So I decided I will do the Lines in Flash, A programme I find easy to use to make Vector based lines. Easier then Photoshop or Illustrator anyways. But I got this tiny little problem with my Flash. IT DOESNT WORK!!! it sais im missing a DLL-file so it cant even start. So now Im lookin for a new Flash. But in the meanwhile I decided to study a bit on acrylic painting and try to color my drawings with that. So I reckon that ya can see my first piece of acrylic art in a month or so. I like to take things slow if ya havnt noticed xP

Its all about the game and how you play it. dont start thinkin its the game of love just by the title... please don, I beg of you, cause its not, though my lovelife fares well, this time its about an assignemt I got for the school I want to go to. To get into that school I gotta beat up a lot of lil kids that wanna get in too. Well not exactly beat them up, just beat them. Everyone that want to get into that school has to make a Boardgame. So I had this idea and now I juz finished paintin the board and all, a long story short, Im workin hard on it and cant get any art done so far. but I guesse you folk dont care bout that, you WAAAAAAAY more intrested in what the boardgame is about... Well ya gotta roll the dice then move your pion the number of eyes ya rolled, then ya land on a element and gotta fight that element of dragon, if ya stronger ya get the dragon and add his attackpoint to yours, and if ya weaker ya gotta start at teh start again and turn in ya strongest dragon. If ya hit the centre of the board ya get to fight the BossDragon who is master of all elements and you have to risen all your elements high enough to beat him, if ya did then ya won. Course its a race with other players, its a 2~4 player game cause you get a player for each element, but ya can do without 2 players cause not every element has to be used, course ya can also play by yourself, but than ya juz a freak with no friends...


anyways this was my update on my status of life for now, there few more things that I aint plannin on sharin so dont even bother to ask, unless ya got me on MSN <,< and then juz ask on MSN not here, cuz I aint gonna awnser here MWUHAHAHAHAHA

Well this is my dirty little secret that ive known for a long time, well its not dirty, But humans werent apes, atleast not all of them. as evidence I got a few bones in my back that I can let stick out on will, and have the shape of a birds wing. So everybody please check if you can do the same and tell me bout your results to see if im just crazy or that in fact some people evoled from a bird instead of an ape. . . Weird thing is tough that if I were a bird. . . I dont feel comfi in the air, well like on a tramp in the air, I dont mind airplaines and such, juz the things with lil less control :P

Well, I promised a Dragon soon, but that will have to wait a bit more. I was drawin Real hard last week, but suprisingly I messed it up real bad, so im redoing it. just have to think of different kind of claws, and thinning the legs, and change the pose a little. Draw a sun in the background, get better brownish color for mountains, better greyish/black color for clouds, better grey/white color for skeletons, better irongrey color for skeleton armor, darker green for grass, not that there will be much grass, but since theres some grass i need a bit darker for that.

Long story short, I messed up in the inking cause I didnt do that for a long time, learned from my mistakes and have a better attempt next time.

A long time ago a dragon came to life, he went by the name of Sagunari, but unlike other dragons no-one knew what kind of dragon it was and what it would grow to be. Now he has grown out to be stronger then anything my eyes have ever seen, and yet he is still searching for perfection. He will not be tamed by anyone yet he will befriend with everyone. and soon he will be known to the world. Untill that time enjoy the light because he brings his dark forces with him.

well, some of you mightve guessed that my avatar is Crap. . . thats prob cuz it was a 10 sec job on paint juz not to be borin. . .
So I juz decided that my first piece of Art will Become my Avatar, Ill do a Tiger cuz Tigers suit me. . . this isnt a hint that I got a Tiger Suit, cuz I dont. . . so anyways as I said in the journal before that I would do a Dragon as openings artwork for my return , yeah, ya guessed right I guesse, that won't be my first piece of Art anymore. . . and you guessed it again, it will be a tiger now. . . your gettin pretty good at guessin, mind hintin me what numbers I should pick for me lottery ticket.

First off, Happy Easter every1, hope you didnt had any chicks in ya eggs :)

Some of you might have noticed, most of you didnt, cuz really who comes and check my page. . .
I havnt been on here very much. Well, since I am posting this it must mean that thats gonna change again. I said several times that I would Ink my work in Illustrator, photoshop or any other programme that aint paint. but Photoshop is crap and my illustrator sais im missin a DLL-file, so that doesnt work at all anymore. So im gonna ink my work traditionally or not at all, all my previous works wont be inked anymore because well I trew them away after I scanned them. . .

Well my next piece of Art will be a dragon, never did a nice one so dont expect to much :P Im thinkin a Chinese kind of Dragon, but we'll see what it turns out to be,

So this was the first sign of me comming back.

For every1 that knows me and like hints. . . im commin 5 days before the end of juli and will leave 9 days after the first of the next month. . . (this isnt about my activity on here)

oh yeah, I turned LvL 70 Today with Me Warlock on WoW, So Gratz to me, COME EARTHEN RING FOLKS, and ask a Ministiry of Darkness member to invite you. . . Yeah I know there is a typ-o in it, and yeah its spelled as it is in game. . . So life with it.

Well I went to the store monday and tried to buy the scanner, unfortunautly they were sold out. So I had to wait some more, but as I waited some more till today and the scanner was restocked so from this day forth I can't complain about how crappy it is to try and make good photos with me cam to post on here. So I eleminated my excuse to my crappy work, guesse I really gotta step up now to prove that I am a decent artist.
ah well now for the funny bit again, a happy chickin family is standin next to the road and the momma chick starts crossin the road, any got an idea why momma chick might've started doin this?'dun worry I'll tell ya, cuz she was followin her cock.

(sum of you might not get the joke, or think its juz an attempt to say cock, ya probs right bout it, but cock is also a rooster in a very strange dialect or so i've heard)

A new year has started and we all very happy with that, or atleast we pretend we are. I got to kiss me neighbours. one of them is nice enough to kiss xP but enough of that, thats all beside the point. I juz put that in there cuz a certain lemur would prob flip out if she read that. . . or atleast im hopin she will. but back to topic, as if there was one, Everything is new in 2008, so also out changes to do things. but it's not like we will instantly be a total different person now that a new year has begun, so every choice you made and will make will be by the same reasoning. you could of course commit to changing who you are, but being someone your not isnt a good thing. So just be yourself and everything will turn out fine and most likely the same.

Well, I think its time for a lil update on the Scanner Fonds. None of you know this I think so I'll tell you what I do for work. I do a morning paper round. now this isnt that important to know but it gives you an idea what im talking about. anyways, I could collect my Christmas Tip from the folks I deliver to. and I made 273.34 Euro and 3 american cent. This wont entirely go to the fonds because I need about 150 euro for a night in a hotel and to rend a couple of horses for an hour or 2. but the rest will be for the fonds. I still havnt looked into the costs for a scanner but I think Im nearly there then.

so now we need some humor once again. . . there was this Gorilla that fell out a tree. he landed on his butt. and from that point on he was named a Baboon.

ok that wasnt funny, but who cares.

Well, what is Christmas without a Christmas story. Should I go to the classic story from the bible, or the other classic story from I dun know what his face was, but you all know it. about the fellow who got visited by the 3 christmas ghost. You know ill juz mix them up a bit.


A long long long long long long time ago a lil super baby was born for he would be the savier of the world. He was the son of god. and so the realm of the dead were commanded to show him his people history, present and future. And so when clock stroke midnight the first ghost appeared. He was a lil tiny racoon, or atleast he showed himself as a racoon. God knows what he really was. . . but back to the story I guesse. The Racoon toke the lil Super baby and brought him back in time. So after a quick diperchange the landed where Mozes was fighting for his people to be released by the egypts. The Racoon told the lil super baby: "This is what Christmas was all about before you came to earth" and the baby replied: "iggy iggy boo?". Soon the racoon relized how pointless his visit was, especially when the lil super baby got hold of his tail. So the Racoon tagged out and gave turn to the ghost of Christmas Present. This ghost was a Jolly Lemur. She decided to show the lil Super baby what was happening right now. So she started showing the baby why he was so important. First they went to a bunch of sheppards who got sang to by some angels, and when they heard that is was a singing telegram and the angels wanted money now, they just moved on quickly and went to 3 family friends or so it seemed because they had gifts for the baby. One brought Gold, the second brought mirre, and the last one brought some nice babycloths and wooden blocks to play with. So the baby asked the lemur: "Whats up with the mirre and the gold? Theres no way a baby like me got any use for that!!!" The lemur took the point and gave the ghost of christmas future a shot. This ghost was a strict and powerfull lookin tiger. and the tiger took him to where he died. and how his believers died in the roman arenas and finally to the christmas as we know it. and showed how many believers he now has. but the lil super baby just sawa people unwrappin gifts and heard them singin songs to a fellow named Santa Claus. So in his mind he decided something. and he said to the tiger: "I have seen enough, please take me back home." And so it was done. and when his parents woke up the next day they saw the lil super babys bed was empty. well not entirely, they saw a note. and in the note it says: "I've seen my future and it just makes people suffer, and in the end theres no use for me anyway because an other person shows up that teaches them what I want to teach as well"

Now that was a sad and unsuspected and to the story. . . even I didnt see that coming

Well since I wanna prove that I finished my drawin I will post my ugly pic now as well, I did a small paint edit. meaning I traced the lines as well as possible and added some last minute adjustments, dont worry they are also editted on in the real pic only nicer. So, after this being said and done I will tell you what I plan to do with the pic. You read about the scanner fonds, that is the last stage of putting it on, there is still one more stage I will go through, and that is inkin my drawin with a big fat marker so that the lines are very clear for the photo.

and now sumthin to keep you busy, try sayin "candle killing tweaser" 10 times really fast (this is a deffinition me and my bro made up for a tweaser like machine that extinguises the flame on a candle)

ok. . . well I have my pic finished for the contest, and I tried to get it on with cam as always, but this time the quality really got Messed up. So I decided to buy a scanner. Of course just like every youngster in the spring of his youth I got financial problems. . . meaning I cant afford a scanner yet. So I got a new life goal. Saving up for a scanner, , , Yeah you heard me, Saving for a scanner is my life goal. some of you might think its a pathetic life goal, all of you think it I guesse. but if you set many small goals you will get one big one and it only looks easier to overcome becuase instead of one big mountain you get a lot of little bumps. but if you hit a bump to many you can juz as easily get aggitated as in tryin to climb to high. So setting all these lil goals is pretty pointless. but atleast you can look back a bit easier and say that you accomplished many things already. Well this piece of my journal still lacks humor and smarts, dont mistake smarts for intellegents, because to me those are 2 different things and I don't care what you say about it. but for the humoristic smart bit: "I ain't Fred Flinstone, but I can make your bed rock"

PS: donations are welcome

Well people today Lemur finshed her pic for the compo. I still gotta start on mine. . . So atleast give her some credit for fast work, but everyone knows faster isnt always better. Between the turtle and the hare, the Turtle Finished first but I think ill have it dun in a day or 2, gotta mix in school as well, So I dun got that much spare time.