So Yeah
General | Posted 9 years agoI drew some stuff. Don't get too excited or used to it just yet. But please enjoy
I see there's been some concern
General | Posted 9 years agoAnd thank you for it. Very kind.
I am ok.
Time has flown, didn't realize I was that inactive posting wise for that long. I'm dealing with some personal issues that don't leave me with much interest in creating. Sort of a side effect I suppose. But I'm getting a handle on things and with luck may start doodling again soonish.
But no promises.
I am ok.
Time has flown, didn't realize I was that inactive posting wise for that long. I'm dealing with some personal issues that don't leave me with much interest in creating. Sort of a side effect I suppose. But I'm getting a handle on things and with luck may start doodling again soonish.
But no promises.
It needs saying
General | Posted 11 years agoTo my friends,
I treasure you all and would like to enjoy you more.
Some quite significantly more.
I don't think I say that enough.
I treasure you all and would like to enjoy you more.
Some quite significantly more.
I don't think I say that enough.
See y'all at FC
General | Posted 11 years agoUnless I don't. Then I won't.
Also, I probably have no idea who most of you are irl.
Then again you probably have the same problem re me.
Well whatever. I'll be there, you may be there, good chance we'll see each other and part in blissful ignorance.
I'll be the one wandering aimlessly for the most part.
And if you're not going have fun anyway!
Also, I probably have no idea who most of you are irl.
Then again you probably have the same problem re me.
Well whatever. I'll be there, you may be there, good chance we'll see each other and part in blissful ignorance.
I'll be the one wandering aimlessly for the most part.
And if you're not going have fun anyway!
Satisfy my curiosity
General | Posted 11 years agoSo my issues aside.. in the future should I do artwise...
1) more volume
2) more color
3) comics
Or, God help me,
4) color comics
Just curious as to what you all want to see.
Survey results are not binding
Thanks!
1) more volume
2) more color
3) comics
Or, God help me,
4) color comics
Just curious as to what you all want to see.
Survey results are not binding
Thanks!
This, all of this
General | Posted 11 years agoFound on the Web
Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation.
Depression is humiliating.
If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.
It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too.
Depression is humiliating.
No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.
I'm at FC
General | Posted 12 years agomostly wandering about aimlessly. Feel free to say hi. And to invite me to things. I never know what's going on
In case you were wondering
General | Posted 12 years agoGreetings from the Art Block of Gibraltar.
No I am not enjoying my stay, nor do I wish any of you were here.
I'll be trying to get something done soon. Anything really. Ah well.
No I am not enjoying my stay, nor do I wish any of you were here.
I'll be trying to get something done soon. Anything really. Ah well.
lets have a poll
General | Posted 13 years agoHi, I have a few questions for you all. So if you'd be so kind
1) how did you find my work?
2) what keeps you coming back?
3) what do I do best?
4) what do I do worst?
5) what do you want to see more of?
6) and what less of?
7) and just for giggles -what kind of person do seem like to you?
Thank you for your cooperation. Resistance will be noted on your permanent record ;)
1) how did you find my work?
2) what keeps you coming back?
3) what do I do best?
4) what do I do worst?
5) what do you want to see more of?
6) and what less of?
7) and just for giggles -what kind of person do seem like to you?
Thank you for your cooperation. Resistance will be noted on your permanent record ;)
Just FYI
General | Posted 13 years agoSince I'm giving into drama tonight,
I am deeply and profoundly unhappy.
There will be no discussion.
That is all.
I am deeply and profoundly unhappy.
There will be no discussion.
That is all.
Back from FC
General | Posted 13 years agoNot that travel time was a real issue but still.
Well it was a good con I presume because it went by in a flash. Saw alot of people. Way lots. Saw many of my friends, missed quite a few in the crowd (see way lots), was gently poked by the good folks at Furplanet to make more comics, not so gently poked by others to make more ANYTHING (well OK porn), ate some good food, ate some not so good food, and generally had a good time.
Would have liked it to be longer so I could have seen and spent some real time with some folks. Would have preferred to avoid some of the cat herding that goes into actually seeing some of the folks I did. I hope I was non-irritating when I wandered up to some busy people to say hi and demand hugs (I'm a big cat, I can do that nhyaaa! ;) )
It was both nice and strange to be wandering the con again. I've gotten used to being behind a table and watching the crowd go by as people come up to visit and get sketches. Didn't draw at all this time. That was strange. Ended up alone more often than I'd have liked but that's more my fault than anyone else's I'm sure. Still couldn't shake the feeling that my presence wasn't completely necessary for anyone but I have issues along those lines.
Anyway - in short and too repeat - overall a good time. Glad to have seen everyone I saw. Hope to see more of the closer ones than I do. Grateful to have seen those that have to travel to get there, and mildly resentful about the pesky way RL works that keeps others from being able to attend.
Hope you all had fun.
Well it was a good con I presume because it went by in a flash. Saw alot of people. Way lots. Saw many of my friends, missed quite a few in the crowd (see way lots), was gently poked by the good folks at Furplanet to make more comics, not so gently poked by others to make more ANYTHING (well OK porn), ate some good food, ate some not so good food, and generally had a good time.
Would have liked it to be longer so I could have seen and spent some real time with some folks. Would have preferred to avoid some of the cat herding that goes into actually seeing some of the folks I did. I hope I was non-irritating when I wandered up to some busy people to say hi and demand hugs (I'm a big cat, I can do that nhyaaa! ;) )
It was both nice and strange to be wandering the con again. I've gotten used to being behind a table and watching the crowd go by as people come up to visit and get sketches. Didn't draw at all this time. That was strange. Ended up alone more often than I'd have liked but that's more my fault than anyone else's I'm sure. Still couldn't shake the feeling that my presence wasn't completely necessary for anyone but I have issues along those lines.
Anyway - in short and too repeat - overall a good time. Glad to have seen everyone I saw. Hope to see more of the closer ones than I do. Grateful to have seen those that have to travel to get there, and mildly resentful about the pesky way RL works that keeps others from being able to attend.
Hope you all had fun.
Furtherconfusion - I'm there
General | Posted 13 years agoWandering mostly aimlessly for the next few days :)
Merry Merry!
General | Posted 13 years agoMerry Christmas and Happy Holidays to those of you into that.
And Happy Krampus if the thought of kids getting dragged off to hell is more pleasing... I can think of some kids.. ;)
Either way, I hope the season has been good to you all!
And Happy Krampus if the thought of kids getting dragged off to hell is more pleasing... I can think of some kids.. ;)
Either way, I hope the season has been good to you all!
Harken to the herald!
General | Posted 13 years agoJust one month from today till the arrival of mighty Galactus!
Well it's just as likely as all the other nonsense, and so much cooler
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Well it's just as likely as all the other nonsense, and so much cooler
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Harken to the herald!
General | Posted 13 years agoJust one month from today till the arrival of mighty Galactus!
Well it's just as likely as all the other nonsense, and so much cooler
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Well it's just as likely as all the other nonsense, and so much cooler
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Sketchmissions closed!
General | Posted 13 years agoFirst off thank you to all who responded. I've decided to randomize the responses and will get to them in the following order.. (Randomizing brought to us by a handy internet site so don't blame me ;) )
1)
h_raptor H_raptor
2)
Rys_Khyrsal Rys_Khyrsal
3:
Zeis Zeis
4)
Rannik-Starkiller Rannik-Starkiller
5)
Paulgon Paulgon
6)
Chiaroscuro Chiaroscuro
7)
tjtheorca tjtheorca
8)
Xbuimonsama Xbuimonsama
9)
Meanbeard Meanbeard
10)
GraveyardGreg Graveyard Greg
11)
Yiffyhusky Yiffyhusky
12)
zigzagziggy zigzagziggy
13)
SenkoLKE SenkoLKE
14)
Drunklion Drunklion
15)
WeaselZERO WeaselZERO
dukehorseman
16)
Valmir Valmir
17)
eragonfan24 eragonfan24
18)
BoachaNC BoachaNC
19)
leokronos123 leokronos123
20)
Xianos Xianos
21)
Sokatak Sokatak
22)
Mortis_Kull Mortis_Kull
23)
Swampwulf Swampwulf
I will be contacting you in clusters of 5 for descriptions of what you want. Once again thanks to everyone who requested one and please be paitent, I plan to get to you all! :)
1)
h_raptor H_raptor2)
Rys_Khyrsal Rys_Khyrsal3:
Zeis Zeis4)
Rannik-Starkiller Rannik-Starkiller5)
Paulgon Paulgon6)
Chiaroscuro Chiaroscuro7)
tjtheorca tjtheorca8)
Xbuimonsama Xbuimonsama9)
Meanbeard Meanbeard10)
GraveyardGreg Graveyard Greg11)
Yiffyhusky Yiffyhusky12)
zigzagziggy zigzagziggy13)
SenkoLKE SenkoLKE14)
Drunklion Drunklion15)
WeaselZERO WeaselZERO
dukehorseman16)
Valmir Valmir17)
eragonfan24 eragonfan2418)
BoachaNC BoachaNC19)
leokronos123 leokronos12320)
Xianos Xianos21)
Sokatak Sokatak22)
Mortis_Kull Mortis_Kull23)
Swampwulf SwampwulfI will be contacting you in clusters of 5 for descriptions of what you want. Once again thanks to everyone who requested one and please be paitent, I plan to get to you all! :)
Commissions closing tomorrow night
General | Posted 13 years agoJust a fyi - I'll be closing down the request list tomorrow night and breaking up the interested into 5 slot clusters. So if you want a sketch commission respond to this link by tomorrow night!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3994876/
Details about what and price here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3990004/
Thanks! :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3994876/
Details about what and price here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3990004/
Thanks! :)
Sketch Commissions Open
General | Posted 13 years agoIt begins, respond to this if you may want one and we'll see how it goes. Slots will be chosen randomly if interest is high. There will be 5 to start with. All goes smoothly more will happen.
Thanks for your interest! :)
Thanks for your interest! :)
Sketch Commissions?! At long last??
General | Posted 13 years agoThe Devil you say! The madness is truly upon me!
Since I'm not going to have a table this year at FC and think it'd be nice to extend the opportunity to everyone instead of just con-goers… here we are.
How Many?
On Sunday November 4th I will put up a journal for sketch commissions, respond to that one if you want one, this journal is just a general announcement of intent so nobody will be surprised. To ease myself back into a productive mode I will be taking 5 slots to start. These will be chosen randomly from the respondents should that number exceed 5. If everything goes well more slots will open. I will try to work through the extras that respond before opening new ones.
There will be no color work as I simply do not have the time to do this and I want to keep this going with reasonable turnover time. I hate making people wait. By sketches I mean pretty much everything I post that's not color or cell-shaded as an example.
Da Rules
We reserve the right to refuse service to anyone at any time for any reason. Now with that unpleasantness aside, good things to avoid asking me to do include but are not limited to – scat, watersports, cub, rape, torture, vore, herms, the insanely obese, overly hyper, and pretty much anything else that I'd be uncomfortable with. Some of this is ethical, most of it practical – as I will just not be able to do a good job with subject matter that I find squicky. You've seen my gallery, you know the kind of things I can do.
How Much?
Sketches will start at $30 USD for up to two characters. Additions such as extensive backgrounds will add $10 as will any character after the second. Once the commission is accepted you will get a small version for final approval. If you approve payment will be due before delivery of the final image, if you don't and want a redraw ½ of the final payment will be required. If you just don't like it then we're just done.
PayPal will be preferred, and be sure not to reference for what in the info. I don't need problems with them.
So if this sounds interesting to any of you – watch for the upcoming journal and good luck!
Since I'm not going to have a table this year at FC and think it'd be nice to extend the opportunity to everyone instead of just con-goers… here we are.
How Many?
On Sunday November 4th I will put up a journal for sketch commissions, respond to that one if you want one, this journal is just a general announcement of intent so nobody will be surprised. To ease myself back into a productive mode I will be taking 5 slots to start. These will be chosen randomly from the respondents should that number exceed 5. If everything goes well more slots will open. I will try to work through the extras that respond before opening new ones.
There will be no color work as I simply do not have the time to do this and I want to keep this going with reasonable turnover time. I hate making people wait. By sketches I mean pretty much everything I post that's not color or cell-shaded as an example.
Da Rules
We reserve the right to refuse service to anyone at any time for any reason. Now with that unpleasantness aside, good things to avoid asking me to do include but are not limited to – scat, watersports, cub, rape, torture, vore, herms, the insanely obese, overly hyper, and pretty much anything else that I'd be uncomfortable with. Some of this is ethical, most of it practical – as I will just not be able to do a good job with subject matter that I find squicky. You've seen my gallery, you know the kind of things I can do.
How Much?
Sketches will start at $30 USD for up to two characters. Additions such as extensive backgrounds will add $10 as will any character after the second. Once the commission is accepted you will get a small version for final approval. If you approve payment will be due before delivery of the final image, if you don't and want a redraw ½ of the final payment will be required. If you just don't like it then we're just done.
PayPal will be preferred, and be sure not to reference for what in the info. I don't need problems with them.
So if this sounds interesting to any of you – watch for the upcoming journal and good luck!
Happy Convenience Store Day!
General | Posted 13 years agoNow go have a Slurpee. :)
More to the point
General | Posted 14 years agoVoting closed and bugger.
General | Posted 14 years agoWell even after leaving the voting open for an extended period it seems there is a tie.
Southern Comfort and Hallway got the most mentions.
Now I suppose I need to flip a coin or something.
Southern Comfort and Hallway got the most mentions.
Now I suppose I need to flip a coin or something.
Choose and perish... er pick something
General | Posted 14 years agoOk so just for fun I'd like to try an experiment.
Of my sketches which do you want to see colored?
Leave a vote here and on Saturday night I will tally them up and color the winner.
Of my sketches which do you want to see colored?
Leave a vote here and on Saturday night I will tally them up and color the winner.
Choose and perish... er pick something
General | Posted 14 years agoOk so just for fun I'd like to try an experiment.
Of my sketches which do you want to see colored?
Leave a vote here and on Saturday night I will tally them up and color the winner.
Of my sketches which do you want to see colored?
Leave a vote here and on Saturday night I will tally them up and color the winner.
Announcement and stuff.
General | Posted 14 years agoWell I was going to mention this later on but since they're clearly better marketers than me...
There's a new comic by me coming out for FC 2012! yay! info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7111374/
It's even in color and everything!
Also - not dead, just busy. So that's why I've not gotten much posted here. Hopefully that will change soon.
Hope you're all doing well
There's a new comic by me coming out for FC 2012! yay! info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7111374/
It's even in color and everything!
Also - not dead, just busy. So that's why I've not gotten much posted here. Hopefully that will change soon.
Hope you're all doing well
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