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New account reminder!!
Posted 9 years ago
Reminding everyone that I have left this account!!
Please rewatch me at Alruic to see my artwork.
Thank you!
Officially moving accounts!
Posted 9 years ago
First of all, I wanted to give a huge thank you to everyone who has followed me over the years, and thank you for all your endless support!! It feels great to be starting anew!
I will be a little sad if you don't all rewatch me at my new account, but I understand at the same time!
So what's going to be happening on this account:
I will not long post artwork or journals, but I will swing by now and then to check for messages, just in case someone didn't get the memo for some reason.
I will be keeping all my artwork on this account, just will be moving it all to my scraps, so the account appears empty. However, I don't want to delete everything because then that's just a hassle for everyone, plus I like having all my art up somewhere.
So thank you all again! If you don't follow me to my new account, then farewell, and it's been fun!
If I made a base...(short survey!)
Posted 9 years ago
You guys know how much I love my surveys LOL
Here's one about bases!! For... research purposes :D
http://goo.gl/forms/REhtDPshZh
THANKS
Moving Accounts Soon!!!!!
Posted 9 years ago
I have one commission left to post once its finished, then I'm outta here!!! Please don't forget to watch my new account Alruic so that you can continue to see my submissions!! I'll try to be a lot more active, posting sketches and forcing myself to do some fully finished personal pieces as well. And of course, I'll still be open for commissions once I get my price sheet together!!
Thank you again for all your patience and love through my account change.
Tri Force Heroes?
Posted 9 years agoAnyone have this game? I want to try the online mode but I'm not sure if you need to have those friends added or if it'll find me random ones. Either way, I'm asking because if you have the game and want to play online with me let me know!!!
If the game doesn't work that way, add me anyway, I have Pokemon and other cool 3DS games we can play together!!
My code is 1220-5937-4250. Comment with yours and I'll add you!
If the game doesn't work that way, add me anyway, I have Pokemon and other cool 3DS games we can play together!!
My code is 1220-5937-4250. Comment with yours and I'll add you!
Offering art in exchange for video games
Posted 9 years ago
There are a couple games that Toby and I have been wanting, but the nearby video game traders are selling them for a heavily inflated price ($100+), not to mention we don't exactly have expendable money to purchase them. We've checked online and same thing, super expensive, and I've gotten ripped off before so we are a little hesitant.
SO we are reaching out to our followers to see if any of you are willing to mail us out if you have any of these games you don't play anymore and in exchange well give you some art! How much and type of art will depend on the rarity of the game, but just note or comment and we'll discuss. So these are the games we are looking for :
Pokemon Channel - GameCube
Conkers bad fur day - n64
Conker live and reloaded - 360
Golden eye 007 - n64
N64 controllers
Fallout New Vegas (PS3)
Fallout 3 (PS3)
Thanks! No comments other than offering, please.
New Account! Will be moving soon....
Posted 9 years ago
SO
I was planning on switching accounts as soon as I finished up all my commissions here, but due to my phone getting cut off I had to open some more, and I'm not too sure when I'll actually be closing them so....
I thought I'd let you all know my new account! I'll be moving over there slowly now. I want to repost all the art I've already posted here this year, plus some of my personal sketches and artwork, so if you see some repeats, my apologies!
Alruic Alruic Alruic Alruic
That's my new account and handle, my friends! I'm officially coming out as Non-Binary as well, you can call me him/her/them; whatever suits your fancy! I really don't care :'D that's the point
You can call me Alruic, Al, Ally, Sukes, or Drake. However, I do prefer you don't call me Sukee anymore! Don't want to get confused? Just call me Sukes. It's one letter different, but has whole different meaning to me. Strange, no?
Anyways, like I said I'll be moving over slowly, and I'll make another journal when I'm officially moving over and leaving this account behind permanently.
I'll be revamping my commissions sheet and prices as well, so keep an eye out for that in the coming future. Thank you all so much for your love and patience! I hope you'll all follow me to my new account <3
Open for Emergency Commissions
Posted 9 years ago Lost my phone somewhere in the house so I got Toby to call it so I could find it, only for Toby's phone to say that the number he was trying to dial is not in service.... meaning my phone company cut me off due to lack of payments.
I'd been trying to pay off a little bit every now and then, but between that and rent, and internet bills, and groceries, transit passes, and a large debt I owe my sister... well I guess it wasn't as much as I thought I'd been paying aahhahaa
I checked my account online and I currently owe $475.27 which is y'know, an amount that's easily payable.. not. lol
I'm kind of fucked.??????
I literally don't have a dime I can send to my phone company right now, so I guess it's out of service until... god knows when to be honest.
So I'd like to open up some commissions LOL Here's my current pricing, and anything helps! I have a "donate for coffee" fund on my front page if you'd like to just donate $2 if you don't have money to buy a commission but want to help. Or a signal boost would be great too!!! THANKS
Full Color
$100 ($80 for an additional character)
Bust: $65 ($45 for an additional character)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15826902/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18272534/ )
Flat colors
$80 per character ($60 for an additional character)
Bust: $55 ($35 for an additional character)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18361092/ )
Linearts
$70 per character ($50 for an additional character)
Bust: $50 ($40 for an additional character)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14942917/ )
Flat-Colored Sketches
$50 ($30 for an additional character)
Bust: $30 ($20 for an additional character)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19178799/ )
Monochrome Sketches
$30 ($20 for an additional character)
Bust: $20($15 for an additional character)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19178311/ )
Reference Sheets
$130 (includes front/back, color dial, uncolored chibi OR close-up detail)
Extras:
Additional Body Pose: $60
Colored Chibi: $40
Clothing Ref: $50 (per view)
Additional Details: $~10 (dependent on the detail)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18912648/ )
Pixel Icons
Animated: $35
Still: $25
Couples: $55 (always animated)
(Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19176221 )
WILL DRAW: NSFW, Any species, Humans, Mythical creatures, Hyper, Scat, Babyfur, Most fetishes
I'M willing to draw anything once!!!!!! NOT SURE IF I'LL DRAW IT? JUST ASK.
WILL NOT DRAW: Mechanical anythings, gore
Updates!
Posted 9 years ago
Hey everyone, it's been a while C:
It's been busy IRL, so I apologize for my lack of attendance to the online community. We finally got our internet back online today (literally ten minutes ago), so I can finally get back to working on these commissions. Thank you again for your patience, it means so much to me that all of you are so easy going hahahha
I'll be working on art as much as I can after my day job, so it's not going to be much quicker, unfortunately, but I'll do my best!!
AND!!! Something to look forward to! Once I get this current queue done, I'll be moving accounts officially! How exciting is that? I'm getting some stuff prepared for my new account in between commissions, so that'll be fun to look forward to.
Thank you again for all your love and support!
3 (+?) Page comic auction!! Read for info
Posted 9 years agoToby wrote up all the details in his journal, so go check it out!!!!!!!!! :D
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7351059/
heavy sigh [long rant about my life...??]
Posted 10 years ago
I really want to reinvent myself.
I've gone under the name of Sukee for many, MANY years. Going on 13 I believe. In the beginning, Sukee was one of the first OC's I ever made (see this horrible drawing: https://gyazo.com/bdd16ec4d79e7d96d50ae9f73a2691f3 she's the redhead )
And she was really dear to me. She was the second OC I ever made, Tyson being the first (he's the one in the backwards hat in the drawing)
My time on deviantArt was great, that's where I first started posting my artwork online, and thats when I adopted the username Sukee, and people started calling me Sukee, it was really cool. I begun to love the online world.
It was just up until a couple years ago actually that I begun to hate the username.
I joined a roleplay group on DeviantArt which is where I met many of my fantastic friends, and even Toby. It was the best thing in my life, and I still get emotional over memories of it. It eventually came to an end, as all good things do. But towards the end there I made some friends who weren't necessarily the best influence. One got incredibly jealous that I roleplayed the characters I did with her with other people, one was very manipulative, and the other was very back-stabby. I never noticed at the time how un-cool they were, but I sorrowly regret it now. I don't talk to any of them anymore, but they really changed me for the worse, and I became a huge asshole. All of my friends I made in the beginning I drifted away from, and I'm slowly trying to rekindle those friendships, but I burned some bridges.
I felt my username was a bit tainted, because the Sukee I was, definitely wasn't the Sukee I had become. I became reclusive, and avoided the internet as much as possible. I stuck to video games and got really depressed being locked indoors all the time. My sister who I was living with at the time, told me she thought I should get a new start by moving out, and try socializing. I ended up moving in with one of my highschool friends, and they really boosted me back up, but I always felt a little uncomfortable living with them, since I was basically just squatting, and I didn't pay rent. I felt bad. That's when I met Toby. He was a friend of the manipulative friend of mine, who I was unfortunately still friends with at the time, and the three of us agreed to meet up in person. While I was better friends with the one and not Toby, when I met them in person I instantly became attached to Toby. He was just.... more my type of person. Maybe it was because we were both reclusive back then.
Anyways, after a few months, I moved out of my friends house and in with Toby and his friend. Though, his friend didn't actually live there, so I kinda took his place lol So Toby and I begun living together, being dorks and playing video games together, and I begun to get my social butterfly back. I still talked with my bad-influence friends, and it wasn't until I moved out with Toby back into my sister's that I realized how shitty they were. They started showing their true colors, and I eventually stopped talking to them. I grew depressed again, because now I really had no friends, except for Toby and my sister.
I still haven't really gotten my groove back yet. I used to be the first one to initiate conversations, and now I wait for people to talk to me, or I don't talk at all. I'm so afraid to meet new people, because I feel like I might be that asshole again.
Time went on, and I started drawing for Furaffinity. My step-sister welcomed me, as she too was on this site, and she told me about a few of her friends, and I watched all of them, as I really admired their art. And I wanted to better myself, so what better way to do that then to surround myself with them?
A few of them followed me back as well, which I thought was great at the time but I soon learned what a bad idea that was. See I wanted to be a different person online than I was in person. As most people do. You're not cool in real life, so lets become cool on the internet, right? Well since most of them knew me in person, they begun to lash out at me for some of the things I said online. I got defensive, they kept attacking.
Even right now, I don't even remember how it started. But all of a sudden, I felt like my step-sister and all her friends were out to get me. I was mortified, and really hurt. I looked up to all of them, and suddenly they all hated me. I grew even more depressed, hated my artwork and hated myself. It was a really hard time, since I felt like no one was on my side.
Things eventually levelled out, they stopped attacking me, and I went my own way. Toby made a journal talking about my/our hardships and mentioned my step sister and one of their friends, and it all came spiralling down again, with them attacking me. I said some really hurtful things in return, because I was scared, angry, and hurt. It was eventually relayed to my dad and step-mom, and I told them the things that had been going on, but I don't know if they really supported or believed me, but it doesn't really matter.
Since then I haven't spoken to my step-sister, or her friends. Which is really nice for me, because that was painful. And I still get all boiled up when I see them or their art anywhere.
But.... all that together made me really hate my past 13 years as Sukee. The name has so much shoved into it now, it's hard to breathe.
I tried switching to Toronbo, to make a fresh start, but I got consumed by my watchers on this account, and didn't want to lose that, so I kind of fizzled away from it.
I think once I finish my commissions here, I'm going to completely reinvent myself. Recreate myself under a new image and a new name. Something that... maybe reflects me a little bit more, instead of something that reflected a character I so desperately wanted to be.
I'll of course let you all know what that is when and if it happens.
Anyways, I thought you all maybe would want to know my history (or not?????), so here it all is (mostly).
To my old ToyStore friends who might read this, I formerly apologize for being a major asshole. I miss you all terribly, and I hope I can make amends and befriend you all once again.
To future friends, thank you!
I'm disabling comments on this, because if you want to talk to me about something, I'd rather it be in private! Note me if you want to say hi, if you want to console, or whatever lol
Anyone want to buy a commission from me?
Posted 10 years agoAnd not expect it to be done for another month? Lol....;;;;;;
I didn't get paid as much as I'd hoped this last paycheck and I'm owing quite a bit on my phone and internet bills, as well as to my sister.
I can afford to put a little to each, but I'm afraid my services will cut me off if I don't pay then in full soon.hopefully these little payments will suffice but I can't be certain.
In total I owe $900 but I don't expect that to be cleared off right away. Especially when I only make $700 per paycheck and that's not including rent and groceries and utilities.... Being an adult sucks guys lol
Anyways um!! Donations??? I hate asking for them but idk. My PayPal is houshi[at]live.ca if you are into that kind of thing. If not I'll be taking any kind of commission if again, you don't mind waiting a month or so to receive it. I'm rather busy after all, plus I do still have a queue to finish. -sigh-
Thanks though!!
I didn't get paid as much as I'd hoped this last paycheck and I'm owing quite a bit on my phone and internet bills, as well as to my sister.
I can afford to put a little to each, but I'm afraid my services will cut me off if I don't pay then in full soon.hopefully these little payments will suffice but I can't be certain.
In total I owe $900 but I don't expect that to be cleared off right away. Especially when I only make $700 per paycheck and that's not including rent and groceries and utilities.... Being an adult sucks guys lol
Anyways um!! Donations??? I hate asking for them but idk. My PayPal is houshi[at]live.ca if you are into that kind of thing. If not I'll be taking any kind of commission if again, you don't mind waiting a month or so to receive it. I'm rather busy after all, plus I do still have a queue to finish. -sigh-
Thanks though!!
Giggles
Posted 10 years agoToby and I just took our first bath together
Ehehehehehheheee
Just thought the world should know LOL
Ehehehehehheheee
Just thought the world should know LOL
Updates!
Posted 10 years ago
Laughing that I post more update journals than I do art
ANYWAYS LOL
I've been doing a terrible job working on commissions. It's just been so busy, one thing happens after the next and I can never find myself getting to my computer. I'm checking everything on my phone to keep myself in the loop, but I haven't actually been to my computer in a few days.
My tailbone is pretty much fully healed, only some seats ache it when I try to stand, but that's it. Lately though my upper back as been giving me some really intense sores. I'm going to go see a chiropractor this weekend hopefully, then get myself to a massage (got a coupon for christmas yeeaaahhhhhh) and then HOPEFULLY I won't have any more back problems;;;;
I had a 24 hour flu on Monday, but that is all gone now thankfully. I still have a bit of the sniffles but that's nothing. So now hopefully!!!!!!! I'll actually be able to sit down and work.
My day job hours are finally back to normal, this week was a bit tough due to all my coworkers being sick, and me having to work overtime. But next week will be totally normal!!! YAY.
So here's hoping I can get ALL these commissions done by the end of the month!!!!
TMI Tuesday?
Posted 10 years ago
Not that anyone ever asks me anything but hey why not give it a try. I'm bored.
Art to resume!
Posted 10 years ago Foorrrrr two days lol
I'm back to a normal schedule at work tomorrow, but I only work two days, then I'm shipping off to my sister's for a new years party.
ONCE I'm back, I'll officially be back to doing commissions after work. This has been a crazy month, so hopefully January won't be too much of a mess;;;;;
thank you again for your patience!!!!!
Great Adoptables + Raffle!
Posted 10 years ago
Hope you all had a really great Christmas!! Mine was very quiet with just Toby and my sister, but we had a lot of fun.
SO MY SUPER AWESOME PAL HERE Neonbluh has some really fucking cool adoptables, and he's currently raffling one of them off!!
Like, his adoptables are on the next level cool, they're all things you'd see in an MMO and ahhughghghuh I love them all
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/neonbluh/ Check here for his art/adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7259506/ Check here for the raffle!!
Christmas and things
Posted 10 years ago
So I woke up this morning feeling a little down. I don't know why the thoughts came to me, but I was thinking about how little friends I have. Toby is really my only friend, and while most if the time that's all I need, there are times I really get down.
I thought I had this one friend I was really close with, but when they didn't wish me a happy birthday despite being online all day (kinda bummed me out) and they don't even reply to my messages half the time, well, we aren't as close as I once thought we were.
Aside from that, I have the few people I talk to online, but none I'd really day were close friends. I don't have anyone I talk to on a daily basis, and have inside jokes with. I don't really have anyone that starts a conversation with me that's not a formal greeting, but like "look what I just found that you'd love!!"
Someone that I just have a bond with.
I had some really close friends like that many years ago, but I'm not exactly.... The nicest person I guess. I don't know, they all seemed to leave me around the same time and I got really depressed because of it, and I haven't really gotten better, or even opened up since then.
It's even harder now for me to make friends, because I'm afraid I'll get left again.
I was really bummed out this morning until I got on the train and checked my messages and found this gem
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18595484/
I was shocked, to say the least. StupidShepherd and I have talked a little, did a trade once,, and bought each others commissions a couple times, and we're both so awkward I didn't really think much of it BUT to see this?? That they thought about me enough to include me in this picture I just oh man. I was/am so excited! I just couldn't believe it. I have a friend???!!!!
Then the memories just started flooding in.
NeAA I don't even remember when we started talking but we slam each other like we've known each other for years. You are so cool and I'm glad to consider you a friend.
DarkNZ you buy my art, yes, but you are the most patient and kind guy I know, and I love drawing for you more than anything.
I'm sure there are more people who have been incredibly kind to me than this, but I'm on my phone at work and I don't have much time to type this BUT man!!!
I have so many of you that watch my art and think I'm a pretty cool cat, who cares if I don't have my old friends anymore? I have so many friends I don't even know how to thank you all.
I hope all of you have a really great Christmas and holiday, or whatever else you might be celebrating in the next couple weeks, and a really great new year!! I'm going to come out of my shell in the new year and start pestering people daily for someone to talk to, so those mentioned above BEWARE LOL you'd going to get pretty sick of me quickly.
Thanks you for being there for me.
Journal feature
Posted 10 years ago
YEAH I LIKE THIS
I have my Queue featured so you guys can all see how behind I am in artwork LOL
It'll help me remember to update every time I work on it too! :'D
Thanks again for the patience everyone <3
Updates!
Posted 10 years ago
It's been another busy month, I want to apologize for my lack of progress with anything //sob
I'm doing my best, I promise!!
My tailbone is healing from its fracture rather quickly, I can sit for a lot longer now. So I've been chipping away at commissions little by little. I still have so much left to do this week at home, but hopefully I can take some time to get some artwork done. Thank you again for having so much patience with me!!
I promise next year I'll be back to doing quick turn around artwork. I'll take on less projects so I can post them quicker.
anyways, thanks again, and hopefully you'll see more stuff from me soon!!!
Follow me on Twitter~!
Posted 10 years agoI post a lot of gay shit on there, and by that I mean I mostly just complain and vent lol
if you wanna follow me and chat me up while I'm at work though-!!! I would love to have more people to talk to on twitter. I'll follow back too :D
I stopped using it for a while because it was kind of boring with no one on there to talk to, so maybe I'll start using it again if I have active friends!!!
you can find me @ Alruic !
Artist Pumping!!! Check them out!!
Posted 10 years ago
missdeerface is a great friend of mine, and an even greater artist. She's doing a Christmas Iron artist and she's SO GOOD AT IRON ARTISTS LIKE FUCK she pumps them out so fasthttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7220869
There's all the info you need for her iron artist, go check it out!!!!
Hoopa, Vivillion, and art news!!
Posted 10 years agoHey friends!!
I hope you are all doing well!! I'm healing up rather nicely, which is super great!! The only pain I get now is when I go from a sitting to a standing position. So as long as I stay standing or stay sitting, I'm not hurting lol. It's the weirdest pain though, because it's centralized around my tailbone, but it feels like a muscle spasm when I get the pain. Anyways.
My sister just finished moving out too, and Toby and I have been redecorating. I almost have my office all finished, so that means art will continue tonight! And should keep going every night until I'm done lol
On a Pokémon related news, Hoopa is being released through an event via McDonalds! Just go with your 3ds, and your X, Y, Omega Ruby and/or Alpha Sapphire, connect to the internet and get your Hoopa gift!!
Shitty thing about Canada is we don't get fun pokemon events LOL Toby and I tried, but the internet at our McDonalds require you to accept the terms and conditions before you're able to connect, and obviously that's impossible to do on the 3ds, so we're unable to get Hoopa :(
Would anyone be willing to get me one? I don't know what to offer in exchange, since my art queue is so stacked lol I have some cool shinies to offer?? Or if you don't mind waiting I could offer a sketch?
Toby's looking to get one too. He'll probably offer shinies or legendaries because somehow he has a shit ton of those.
Also!!! I would love to connect different colors of Vivillion!! So if you have a cool color you don't want, or live in another "region" than I, (I live in Canada) I would love to trade :D
I hope you are all doing well!! I'm healing up rather nicely, which is super great!! The only pain I get now is when I go from a sitting to a standing position. So as long as I stay standing or stay sitting, I'm not hurting lol. It's the weirdest pain though, because it's centralized around my tailbone, but it feels like a muscle spasm when I get the pain. Anyways.
My sister just finished moving out too, and Toby and I have been redecorating. I almost have my office all finished, so that means art will continue tonight! And should keep going every night until I'm done lol
On a Pokémon related news, Hoopa is being released through an event via McDonalds! Just go with your 3ds, and your X, Y, Omega Ruby and/or Alpha Sapphire, connect to the internet and get your Hoopa gift!!
Shitty thing about Canada is we don't get fun pokemon events LOL Toby and I tried, but the internet at our McDonalds require you to accept the terms and conditions before you're able to connect, and obviously that's impossible to do on the 3ds, so we're unable to get Hoopa :(
Would anyone be willing to get me one? I don't know what to offer in exchange, since my art queue is so stacked lol I have some cool shinies to offer?? Or if you don't mind waiting I could offer a sketch?
Toby's looking to get one too. He'll probably offer shinies or legendaries because somehow he has a shit ton of those.
Also!!! I would love to connect different colors of Vivillion!! So if you have a cool color you don't want, or live in another "region" than I, (I live in Canada) I would love to trade :D
Cat emergency ;3;
Posted 10 years agoHey guys, A little while ago, Jack and Chess got some weird dirt-like stuff on their chins, and after quick research we discovered it was a condition called "Cat Acne". I took action and begun washing their chins daily with some baby shampoo and warm water, and within days Jack's chin cleared up. However, Chess' seemed to stay the same, then eventually it just got worse. It's now pimply, inflamed, and puss filled. I'm afraid the soapy water mixture is just going to cause pain for her now, as she seems to be resisting my hand now where before she quite enjoyed the chin massage.
I just recently started a new job, and won't get my paycheck for another two weeks, but I'm afraid I won't have enough to cover the cost of the vet visit and antibiotics she will likely be prescribed.
I would love to get Chess to the vet this week and get her cleaned up and back healthy again, as it pains me to see her in discomfort. The sooner I can get her to the vet the better!
Thank you for taking the time to read all this, and I hope you can help me get her to the vet, even with a signal boost!
I would love to take commissions for this, but with the queue I already have, I won't be able to get them done until possibly January. If you're okay with that long of a wait please note me!!
Otherwise, I have a GoFundMe and a Paypal.Me if you'd like to donate ;v;
https://www.gofundme.com/dgd3wrhw
paypal.me/sukee
I just recently started a new job, and won't get my paycheck for another two weeks, but I'm afraid I won't have enough to cover the cost of the vet visit and antibiotics she will likely be prescribed.
I would love to get Chess to the vet this week and get her cleaned up and back healthy again, as it pains me to see her in discomfort. The sooner I can get her to the vet the better!
Thank you for taking the time to read all this, and I hope you can help me get her to the vet, even with a signal boost!
I would love to take commissions for this, but with the queue I already have, I won't be able to get them done until possibly January. If you're okay with that long of a wait please note me!!
Otherwise, I have a GoFundMe and a Paypal.Me if you'd like to donate ;v;
https://www.gofundme.com/dgd3wrhw
paypal.me/sukee
Flops
Posted 10 years agoI have this problem where I want LOTS of friends, but then I'm too scared to talk to any of them??????? LOL
Like idk
I want to offer you all my Skype so I can make some new friends and chat you all up, but I'm scared to for so many reasons. I don't want to be used, is a big one. And I don't mean just for art. A couple friends use me to give themselves their guilty pleasure. Idk its....
I don't want to be used for art either, not that too many people do anyways.
I want to roleplay with people again, but I'm scared to. A lot of people on here don't have the same roleplaying preferences that I do. I don't like rping furries, or taurs, or magical creatures like that. I like roleplaying as humans, elves, demons and angels, magical things like that.
But again I'm scared to start. I don't know why I'm so intimidated to try and make friends. I think because they can turn on a dime so fast.
I thought I had a really good friend on here once, but her husband got into a fight with Toby over something that I still think was just a misunderstanding, then it just snowballed because he was still angry with us and now they both absolutely hate us. And it hurts. I hate losing friends, which is why I don't make them in the first place...
-just lays on the floor-
If anyone wants my Skype but is okay with me never messaging them first and sometimes not reply let me know LOL its not that I don't like you, its that I don't know what to say and suddenly lost my nerves
Like idk
I want to offer you all my Skype so I can make some new friends and chat you all up, but I'm scared to for so many reasons. I don't want to be used, is a big one. And I don't mean just for art. A couple friends use me to give themselves their guilty pleasure. Idk its....
I don't want to be used for art either, not that too many people do anyways.
I want to roleplay with people again, but I'm scared to. A lot of people on here don't have the same roleplaying preferences that I do. I don't like rping furries, or taurs, or magical creatures like that. I like roleplaying as humans, elves, demons and angels, magical things like that.
But again I'm scared to start. I don't know why I'm so intimidated to try and make friends. I think because they can turn on a dime so fast.
I thought I had a really good friend on here once, but her husband got into a fight with Toby over something that I still think was just a misunderstanding, then it just snowballed because he was still angry with us and now they both absolutely hate us. And it hurts. I hate losing friends, which is why I don't make them in the first place...
-just lays on the floor-
If anyone wants my Skype but is okay with me never messaging them first and sometimes not reply let me know LOL its not that I don't like you, its that I don't know what to say and suddenly lost my nerves
