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General | Posted 10 years agoBecause I haven't done enough of these apparently
Name: Drake
Nickname: Sukee, Toronbo, Drakie, Toby calls me faggot sometimes
Location: Cananaaadaddaa
Age: 25
Height: 5'8
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets?: Three fucking annoying cats; Jack, Chess, and Max. Wouldn't trade them for the world tho
Fun fact: I've got a bruise the size of my fist on my ass right now
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual orientation: Bi-sexual with a tendency towards dick
Romantic preference: Again, Bi probably
"Kinsey Scale" score: ugh fuck I have no idea anymore
Relationship status: Dating
Myers/Briggs type: INJP or something
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": definitely fucking night owl
Bath or shower: shower, baths are stupid
First thought in the morning: ffuuuuucccckkkkkkkkkkkk
Last thought before falling asleep at night: it's so fucking bright all the time
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: work :U tho I wanna become a student soon
What do you do well: eat
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Hopefully working as a teacher in Japan
Habits (Do You...?)
Drink: only at family get-togethers, and I drink very little
Smoke: nope
Do drugs: weed the occasional time when I have some, hookah as well
Exercise: uhhhhh.... its something I should do
Have a go-to comfort food: nachos lol
Have a nervous habit: hide my hands or bite my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): My smile is cute sometimes?!??!?!????
In Others: Good hair/hygiene
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): oh fuck lol um ??? I'm quick to switch moods??? Which can be a good and bad thing
Food: Ham. FUCKING HAM.
Drink: Fanta Cream Soda. It's pretty much the best thing ever
Animal: Cats of all sizes
Artist/Band/Group: UHH idon't really listen to bands. Orchestras and video game music composers, shit like that.... P!ATD maybe?
Author/Poet: like I fucking read lol
TV Show: Simpsons, MLP
Actor/Actress: shit idk like.... Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie????? Though Jim Carrey is hilarious too
Name: Drake
Nickname: Sukee, Toronbo, Drakie, Toby calls me faggot sometimes
Location: Cananaaadaddaa
Age: 25
Height: 5'8
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets?: Three fucking annoying cats; Jack, Chess, and Max. Wouldn't trade them for the world tho
Fun fact: I've got a bruise the size of my fist on my ass right now
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual orientation: Bi-sexual with a tendency towards dick
Romantic preference: Again, Bi probably
"Kinsey Scale" score: ugh fuck I have no idea anymore
Relationship status: Dating
Myers/Briggs type: INJP or something
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": definitely fucking night owl
Bath or shower: shower, baths are stupid
First thought in the morning: ffuuuuucccckkkkkkkkkkkk
Last thought before falling asleep at night: it's so fucking bright all the time
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: work :U tho I wanna become a student soon
What do you do well: eat
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Hopefully working as a teacher in Japan
Habits (Do You...?)
Drink: only at family get-togethers, and I drink very little
Smoke: nope
Do drugs: weed the occasional time when I have some, hookah as well
Exercise: uhhhhh.... its something I should do
Have a go-to comfort food: nachos lol
Have a nervous habit: hide my hands or bite my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): My smile is cute sometimes?!??!?!????
In Others: Good hair/hygiene
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): oh fuck lol um ??? I'm quick to switch moods??? Which can be a good and bad thing
Food: Ham. FUCKING HAM.
Drink: Fanta Cream Soda. It's pretty much the best thing ever
Animal: Cats of all sizes
Artist/Band/Group: UHH idon't really listen to bands. Orchestras and video game music composers, shit like that.... P!ATD maybe?
Author/Poet: like I fucking read lol
TV Show: Simpsons, MLP
Actor/Actress: shit idk like.... Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie????? Though Jim Carrey is hilarious too
Mah birthday
General | Posted 10 years ago
Thank you guys for the birthday wishes yesterday! It was a pretty stellar day. Got a surprise birthday donut at work (everyone sang, I was embarrassed), then at home Toby and my sister surprised me to dinner at a super swag restaurant where I ate way too much dessert.
Got some coffee gift cards from me mum, and a really neat comic book about my cat Chess from Toby and my sister <3 coolest present ever.
Back to commissions tonight, regardless of me not being able to sit lol
I have the worst luck with commissions I swear
General | Posted 10 years ago
Every time I buckle down to get then done, SOMETHING happens that prevents me from doing so. I swear I'm not procrastinating, or lying, I just have terrible luck
First I was sick, then I was in Disneyland, then I was sick again, then I had two jobs, now...
I slipped on the fucking snow/ice yesterday and fell down the goddamn stairs at the train station and cracked my back, tailbone, and ass against the stairs. Knocked the wind out of myself and immobilized myself forna good ten minutes before I could get up and walk home. Had a hot Epsom salt bath, then just laid on a heating pad the rest of the night.
You guys should see the bruise on my ass though. It's just about black. And my upper back is suffering from the shock, as I can't turn my body without getting a winding pain from across my shoulders/chest.
So, thanks to my ass bruise I can't really sit lol
I'll do my best to perch on my chair to get this one commission I'm working on finished, and hopefully by this weekend I'll be able to sit properly again.
Also it's my birthday tomorrow so I'm taking the day off lol
SOON YOU GUYS I PROMISE ILL HAVE THE COMMISSIONS DONE, GOD IM SUCH A HORRIBLE ARTIST FOR MAKING YOU ALL WAIT FOR SO FUCKING LONG WHILE I GIVE YOU EXCUSE AFTER EXCUSE.
I promise I'll have them done soon as I can!!!!! I really appreciate it!!
Commissions to resume!!
General | Posted 10 years ago
Since my job at the candy store sucked balls I quit early. So I'm back working only one job, mornings, so I'll have all afternoon to work on art!!
At the moment I'll be closing commissions temporarily, just until I get my current queue done. With two art slaves I'll be doing soon, I need to dedicate my time to those before I think about opening for more.
So I might not reopen until after the new year, but we'll see how quickly I can get everything done ;)
Thanks again for your patience!!
Art Slave reminder!!
General | Posted 10 years agoGo here for more details!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7180949/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7180949/
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCED (COMMISSIONS)
General | Posted 10 years ago
So I start my new job tomorrow because my current ass-hat of a boss cut my hours over half because I told her I was quitting. So, in order not to lose out on money for rent and food, I decided to start my new job early, and just work two jobs for a week and some.
That being said, I pretty much won't have any time to work on art AND IM SO SORRY I didn't really think of that aspect, but well. To be frank, commissions don't pay the bills. They pay for groceries, and I can live off 10 cent ramen noodles for the next two weeks.
I'll be working from 6am to 9pm, two jobs, and when I get home I'll be going right back to bed so I can be refreshed for the next morning. Like I said though, it'll only be the rest of this week and next, then I'll be working monday to friday mornings, so I'll have all evenings and weekends to work on art. So I'll be really slow, if even active at all in the next week and some, so please bare with me.
I know I've been slow with these commissions already, and I apologize greatly for that, but with so much shit going on here, it's been difficult to find the energy and mindset to sit down and draw. I hope you'll all forgive me for this.
Thank you again for your patience, I should have commissions out soon ;;;;;;
Art Slave: buy me auction;;;;
General | Posted 10 years agoI figured I might have some luck with an art slave ???????
Again I'm panicking a bit because I'm not sure I'll make rent because my boss cut my hours, so I'm looking to secure myself with commission money.
You'll buy me, and my art services. you can buy my body too if you're into that. skype me ;P
I'm making this into a ladder auction, the more you pay the more you'll get.
LADDER:
(Willing to discuss other types of art given as well)
$50-100: 1-full pinup, 3-full color sketches
$101-150: 3-full pinups, 2-full color sketches
$151-200: 4-full pinups, 2-full color sketches
$201-300: 1-Ref Sheet, 4-full pinups, 3-full color sketches
$301-400: 1-sketch page, 1-ref sheet, 4-full pinups
$401-500: 1-sketch page, 2-ref sheets, 5-full pinups
$500< : We'll discuss if it gets this high.
Autobuy:nudes, basically you'll own me for a month (or two), and I'll draw whatever you want, whenever you want. You'll be placed at the top of my queue, I'll pretty much be your dog.
It would be a huge help to me to participate in this auction. I'm not expecting it to get high at all, I just need some kind of cushion to help me know I'll make rent.
Rules:
- Payment plans can be discussed on high bids.
- Will be asking to NOTE me your paypal to send Invoice to.
- Please do not hide/retract your bids! If you want to bid, make sure you can pay it/want it before replying with your bid!!like srsly wtf I will deny you from ever bidding again you if you do this.
- Reply to the highest bidder with your bid and keep it going
- Anyone leaving negative or condescending comments for any
reason will have their comments hidden & be blocked from bidding
Again I'm panicking a bit because I'm not sure I'll make rent because my boss cut my hours, so I'm looking to secure myself with commission money.
You'll buy me, and my art services.
I'm making this into a ladder auction, the more you pay the more you'll get.
TL;DR
Let's get down to business, and begin the auction ladder.
Starting bid: $50
Raise by: $10
Autobuy: $1000
Highest bidder: 
oranthos $110
AUCTION ENDS: Nov 27 2015 23:59:59 (FA Server Local Time)
oranthosLADDER:
(Willing to discuss other types of art given as well)
$50-100: 1-full pinup, 3-full color sketches
$101-150: 3-full pinups, 2-full color sketches
$151-200: 4-full pinups, 2-full color sketches
$201-300: 1-Ref Sheet, 4-full pinups, 3-full color sketches
$301-400: 1-sketch page, 1-ref sheet, 4-full pinups
$401-500: 1-sketch page, 2-ref sheets, 5-full pinups
$500< : We'll discuss if it gets this high.
Autobuy:
It would be a huge help to me to participate in this auction. I'm not expecting it to get high at all, I just need some kind of cushion to help me know I'll make rent.
Rules:
- Payment plans can be discussed on high bids.
- Will be asking to NOTE me your paypal to send Invoice to.
- Please do not hide/retract your bids! If you want to bid, make sure you can pay it/want it before replying with your bid!!
- Reply to the highest bidder with your bid and keep it going
- Anyone leaving negative or condescending comments for any
reason will have their comments hidden & be blocked from bidding
Commissions are open!!!
General | Posted 10 years ago
Hey guys-!!! I'm kind of tight right now because since my boss found out I'm quitting she cut a lot of my hours in the next two weeks, and in getting kind of nervous I'm not going to make enough for rent now.
I'm open for any and all commissions, and I'm willing to draw anything and everything, so anything will help.
I'll do my best to get them done as soon as possible too, so there shouldn't be much for a wait time ;v; thanks friends!
Just a heads up
General | Posted 10 years ago SO I decided I'm never going to close my commissions LOL I'll be doing them for life probably.
The point of my Toronbo account was for me to slowly transition over to that account, closing up my commissions permanently and doing just personal artwork for myself and the occasional gift. However, I'm always in need of money, and am always going to be open for commissions. And it's too much hassle to try and get everyone over to Toronbo when all my info is already here....
I just didn't like the name Sukee anymore, to be honest. It had a lot of dirt on it from my past, but I've grown to not care about that anymore. I have a lot of friends who still call me Sukee and I just need to think about all the positives attached with this name.
Anyways, I'm still keeping Toronbo as a side for personal art, if you guys want to watch, and I'll keep Sukee as solely a commissions account.
I'm heads-upping people that I watch that I'm going to be re-watching them on this account, and unwatching on my Toronbo account just to keep everything I need into one place. I'm a bit sick of switching accounts just to check what my friends are submitting LOL
So to you, my watchers, nothing is changing. Just some icons lol But I just wanted to let you guys know that the Sukee account is here to stay :D
Commissions to resume tonight
General | Posted 10 years ago When I'm home from work I'm gonna watch StarWars Episode V, then I'm going to work lol
Thanks everyone for your patience with these, hopefully I'll stop being a weeny and will get these done quicker next time. I am still accepting commissions if you don't mind the wait, and if you DO mind the wait, then go commission either malware or 
house.of.sin because we're going to be pumping commissions quickly from there too.
So yeah :D
house.of.sinGreat artist promotion!!!!
General | Posted 10 years ago
HEY GUYS one of my bffs is needing some support this month, and he does some really great art, and he does fetish art as well-!!
drakkin go go go!!! Check his Tumblr too at http://asphyxion.tumblr.com
When Toby and I return tomorrow we'll be pumping out commissions as well, as we need to make rent too LOL;;;;; thanks for your help!
drakkinGone!!!!!!!
General | Posted 10 years ago
The day has come, we are leaving for Disneyland!! Commissions and everything else will resume on November 12th!!!
If you have any comments or questions, unfortunately I won't be checking my FA while I'm gone, since I'll be in a different country and don't have network coverage.
I will talk to you all and answer anything you need when we get back.
Ciao!!
The deed is done!! (New kink-account!!)
General | Posted 10 years ago
Thanks to your guys' great interest, Toby and I opened up a kink account!!
It's made solely for people who want a kink drawn that maybe other artists wouldn't do. We are also KINK-SHAME-FREE!!!! We will not tolerate any bullying on our account towards the fetishes we accept/draw/post.
house.of.sin (I apologize for the lack of icon right now lmao)
Happy yiffing!
Been kink shamed?
General | Posted 10 years ago Toby and I have been musing about the idea of creating an account solely for kinks and fetishes. Any and all kinds. Would you guys be interested in that? Is there a fetish you have that artists here just don't want to draw, or you can find very few anyways?
Please let me know if this would be of interest to people!!
Four days
General | Posted 10 years ago
SHIT GUYS Four days until we head out.
and I'm HELLA poor lmfao no souvenirs for me this round :'D but whatevs.
UM. So Undertale. I finished the True Pacifist Route and it was amazing!!! What a quaint game this was. Then I decided to do the Genocide route.
It's mega depressing, 10/10 do not recommend. Seriously. I'm having a really hard time LOL
I'm so intensely angry today
General | Posted 10 years ago
I can't believe how rude some people online can be, first of all. Not that that's new or anything.
I also can't believe how I'm STILL the only reliable person at my workplace????? Not only have I been the ONLY employee for the past two weeks, when Heather finally does hire people, they are shit.
The one girl; great. But she can only work like, two days a week because she has a second job she'd rather work at.
A guy she hired lasted one day before quitting. Thanks man.
Another girl was hired, she worked three days, then got 'sick', and suddenly couldn't come in today, so my boss is asking me to cover her shift. I'm so fucking tired??!?!!!??
My boss also taunted me with a day off yesterday; She said "You've been working really hard lately, and I super appreciate it. I'm going to let [new girl] close in your stead, so you can have the day off" I was like YEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Then she was like "Oh but wait, I open that morning...... Okay I'll get Dom to open with me, so she can learn, then you'll close as normal." I just stared at her.
Now I have to work the new girls shift ANYWAYS because she decided to not come in because she's sick. Which I call bullshit on, because she told me she was going to a party with her boyfriend last night. Like???? If you want to pretend to be sick, try not to tell people your plans ahead of time. Just don't lie and say you're hungover. Jfc.
Sick and Undertale
General | Posted 10 years ago
So, if you follow Toby then you've already heard the news that I'm sick lol
I got a head cold over night, and I'm all stuffed up. No chest congestion yet which is great. Should be over this cold before Disney.
As for commissions, I'm not feeling too sick to do them, so they should still carry on as normal, I'll try and get one done tonight anyways.
In the meantime, I did purchase Undertake and it took over my attention lol
I didn't want to play it because it was so over-hyped, but I do have a weakness for videogames regardless. So I thought I'd play it.
Spoilers below:
So I was playing and got to the part where Toriel tries to stop you from leaving and demands a fight. Now I'm sure everyone did the same thing I did on their first try. Fought her, felt bad and restarted the game to play it differently lol
BUT THWN THAT FUCKING FLOWER WAS LIKE I KNOW WHAT YOU DID. YOU RESTARTED YOUR GAME.
I freaked out man. This game is going to be great, I know it.
Anyways that's it lol
Toby, you're gorgeous BTW.
SO commissions to continue as normal, expect some Undertake fanart maybe
Exhausted; slow commissions
General | Posted 10 years ago
Hey guys, sorry for the delay in commissions again uvu;;; As mentioned before the owner of my store fired pretty much all her staff because they 'had bad attitudes', and the only people kept on staff was me and one other girl, who decided to stop showing up as well, so as of right now I'm the only staff member at the store -laugh-
So until my boss hires new people, I'm working lots of overtime because WELL IM THE ONLY EMPLOYEE LOL
which means I'm absolutely EXHAUSTED. I've been putting in lots of hours at the store, and when I get home I just want to veg and watch tv.
Next week should be slowing down again, my boss had four interviews today so hopefully she'll hire all of them LOL she'll only hire one with my luck, though. But anyways, next week I should have more personal time. Then one more week after that before we're gone for Disneyland!!
I'll try try TRY to get everything by Disneyland, but that's wishful thinking LOL
anyways, bear with me!!!!!! THANK YOU
you know those days
General | Posted 10 years agowhere just one thing happens and it fucking snowballs
and you're sitting at the bottom of this hill pinned underneath this mountain of snow
that's been this month, really. Women all over the world are collectively having their periods or something, and before you bitch me out for saying that, I do have reasoning behind it.
My cousin is currently residing in Australia, and has been there for like, 8 months now. She and my sister are both on their periods this week, Toby's getting his soon, my female store owner fired almost all her staff last week because 'they had bad attitudes', leaving just me and one other coworker (female) who has fallen ill once again to hospital admittance due to stomach infection, leaving just me and my store owner running the store.
I know it's not just periods happening, but like????! The fuck is happening to the moon????? It's even making me cranky, and its like. It's horrible. I have a shitty day at work, come home and get harrassed by my sister, make one snappy comment to Toby who then hides in a bed cocoon and I'm like
fucks sakes I just want ONE person to be chipper?????!!! Is that too difficult to ask?
All I need is a good pick me up, and Regular Show isn't loading on my computer for some reason, I'm pissed. What the hell moon, go back to where you were and quit being so close to the eartch
and you're sitting at the bottom of this hill pinned underneath this mountain of snow
that's been this month, really. Women all over the world are collectively having their periods or something, and before you bitch me out for saying that, I do have reasoning behind it.
My cousin is currently residing in Australia, and has been there for like, 8 months now. She and my sister are both on their periods this week, Toby's getting his soon, my female store owner fired almost all her staff last week because 'they had bad attitudes', leaving just me and one other coworker (female) who has fallen ill once again to hospital admittance due to stomach infection, leaving just me and my store owner running the store.
I know it's not just periods happening, but like????! The fuck is happening to the moon????? It's even making me cranky, and its like. It's horrible. I have a shitty day at work, come home and get harrassed by my sister, make one snappy comment to Toby who then hides in a bed cocoon and I'm like
fucks sakes I just want ONE person to be chipper?????!!! Is that too difficult to ask?
All I need is a good pick me up, and Regular Show isn't loading on my computer for some reason, I'm pissed. What the hell moon, go back to where you were and quit being so close to the eartch
Commissions Update!
General | Posted 10 years ago
I'M GONNA WORK MY HARDEST TO FINISH MY QUEUE
then when I'm done I'm gonna start doing some IRON ARTISSSSSSST
Meaning I'll take like, TWO commissions a day, and complete them same day! So you have that to look forward to :D no more of this month wait~
The pros and cons of working customer service (rant)
General | Posted 10 years ago
Some people are just fucking assholes.
Please don't go into a business and treat the workers like shit. If we're in a bad mood, you being rude to us isn't going to make us treat you any better. Give us a smile and a thank-you, and we'll probably really appreciate it. If we're still an asshole after that we'll then I apologise on our behalf. Because working for the public is shitty. Everyone mocks us for having a minimum wage job, we get shit thrown at us by customers and our employers. The last thing we want to be doing is forcing a smile on our face when people are jackasses to us, when we've been having an already shitty day.
Please don't go into small businesses and steal from them. That's just rude. We can barely make enough money to cover salaries and building costs, please don't steal from us when our back is turned. In fact, please don't steal from anywhere because that's rude lol its tempting but come on.
I steal too, not going to lie. I need to stop as well. I know I'm poor, but do I really need that candy so much I'm willing to steal it? I'm pretty sure that woman who stole from us yesterday didn't NEED those six bags of $5 chocolates. If you're starving and need something, I'm sure if you went to a bakery and explained, someone will pity you and give you bread.
If you're not starving, and you just want a thrill, try skateboarding. It's a much bigger thrill than stealing chocolates from a small business.
But you know, there are pros to working customer service. When people are over the top happy, it really boosts me up. When people are just so excited they finally found the product they've searching for, it really lifts my mood. It's great. I love seeing people go home just thrilled.
The friends you make are just great too.
The store owner of my current job fired our manager today because they got into a disagreement. It shocked me that the owner could do that. Our manager was really great, and she really tried her hardest to make this store successful. Unfortunately, she was young and had some really great new ideas that our owner was probably a bit scared of, so they disagreed.
It's just shitty. I'm writing this journal throughout my day (I started writing this about two hours ago) so I apologies if my thoughts are all over the place. I dunno, I love working customer service but sometimes I just feel so shitty.
I really don't remember where I was going with this.
Gone for the weekend
General | Posted 10 years agoSorry I'm a little bit drunk. Having a pumpkin carving party and I mixed myself too strong of a drink lmfao
Anyways I'm gone for the weekend to get drunk further. Hmu if you wanna sext bahahahahha
Love you Toby babe I do hehheheh
Commissions to resume Monday night or tuesdaaaaaaay
But really I'm not that drunk I'm just raging over people who have fucked me over in the past ten years. Maybe a lil drunk.
Anyways I'm gone for the weekend to get drunk further. Hmu if you wanna sext bahahahahha
Love you Toby babe I do hehheheh
Commissions to resume Monday night or tuesdaaaaaaay
But really I'm not that drunk I'm just raging over people who have fucked me over in the past ten years. Maybe a lil drunk.
I'm sorry you decided to be a bitch
General | Posted 10 years ago
I'm sorry you decided to take offence to that small thing that didn't involve you.
I'm sorry you decided to get your friends to bully me because you had nothing better to do.
I'm sorry you decided to destroy peoples lives to suit your needs.
I'm sorry you thought your life was more valuable than his, and you bullied him to death.
I'm sorry you think it's acceptable to belittle him and call him worthless.
I'm sorry you think he owns you.
I'm sorry you thought it was okay to cheat.
I'm sorry you dont think transgender isn't a thing.
I'm sorry you got butthurt over a design.
I'm sorry you don't believe in bisexuality.
I'm sorry you decided drugs were the best option.
I'm sorry you think it's acceptable to lie to your whole family, and ruin your fathers life who thinks its all his fault.
I'm sorry you think your special needs baby is the only one in the world.
I'm sorry you don't approve of my life choices.
I'm sorry that I'm sorry. I shouldn't be because you are a bitch.
Whether you're a man, woman, neither or both, you have no right to treat people like the dirt you walk on. This rant isn't about one, but several people in my life. Fuck all of them, I'm glad to no longer associate with them.
The thing I love about sleeping
General | Posted 10 years ago
Like, you are literally laying in bed doing nothing. I'm just being a lazy ass when I sleep but when people come in all like "why hasn't drake done the dishes yet????!" Then they see I'm sleeping they're like
"Aww he's sleeping." And they leave. It's a free get out of jail card in a way. Sometimes they even feel bad for being mad.
"Poor guy must be so tired... I'll get him to do dishes tomorrow." And I'm like jokes on you I'm sleeping to avoid responsibilities.
Rutting
General | Posted 10 years agoNot really in art but in life motivation. Toby and I have been kinda off lately and we can't figure out why.
I just feel like I have no meaning, ya know? Like I'm not making any difference in the world whatsoever.I work in a really small business candy store where none of my coworkers actually care about being there, my art isn't as satisfying when finished anymore, I just. Ahh. Wish I could figure out what's missing. ???
I don't have any inspiration to do anything. Art, sleeping, waking up, gaming.... Nothing. I can barely sit and watch a movie I just don't want to do anything. But I also don't want to do nothing????????
I dunno its 6am practically I should sleep.....
I just feel like I have no meaning, ya know? Like I'm not making any difference in the world whatsoever.I work in a really small business candy store where none of my coworkers actually care about being there, my art isn't as satisfying when finished anymore, I just. Ahh. Wish I could figure out what's missing. ???
I don't have any inspiration to do anything. Art, sleeping, waking up, gaming.... Nothing. I can barely sit and watch a movie I just don't want to do anything. But I also don't want to do nothing????????
I dunno its 6am practically I should sleep.....
