honestly what's even the point of talking to others? every time i try talking to anyone i just get ignored. would people even noticed if I disappeared? I try talking to others but it never works, I try to be louder and yet... nothing, I'M JUST FUCKING INVISIBLE TO PEOPLE, NO ONE NOTICES ME. I want to disappear but that has already happened because i am unnoticeable, I am the invisible woman that no one has noticed.

I realized that no one will even know about my stories, what's in the point in writing them if no one notices them. I want to be recognized by people for my work. But how can I get people to show interest in it? Its been like a year and i have done nothing. what's even the point anymore, just to sit in my desolate room and die inside mentally. I don't want to but what else can I do? I'm done with everything.

I can't even fucking think anymore. everything is just blank for some reason, I feel dead you could say. I DON'T FEEL ALIVE ANYMORE. LIKE I'M NOTHING TO PEOPLE AND TO OTHERS. what am I gonna do? just forget about this? I feel alone you could say. its making me crazy, thoughts of nothing but dread. what am i gonna do any more. I AM GOING CRAZY HOLY CRAP.

I have been writing a story about furries for once. I had a few concepts that I didn't like, I ended turning it into a romance story. I take inspiration from Zourik and his comics that he made. I must write now, bye bye!!!!