A few weeks late but back in April, me and  Wild-Oates celebrated one year together. We had alot of ups and downs, almost broke up once but thanks to family and friends supporting us, we decided we're gonna stick together no matter what. I'm happy I met him and I love him with all my heart.

Thank you to those who helped us in hard times. I love you all so much.

Two friends of mine need help. One needs to reach her rent goal by Thursday at 4:00pm EST or she'll be evicted and the other is helping and she needs help too.

They're both selling adopts, you can read all about it in theese journals.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10207687/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10208231/

if you can't help out with money, then please just spread these around in journals or if your on Twitter, please tweet about these.

So disregard that last journal if anybody'd seen it. My boyfriend and I talked it out and got back together. His folks and mine managed to pay for this month's rent but they can't keep helping us for long. Once he gets a better paying job, we can try to offord next months rent. Hopefully but until then we'll both have to work an extra hour at our job. I knew I still loved him.


Anyway I'm also signal boosting for some artists who are holding a fundraiser to help fellow furry artist GoldKhalia (sorry if I mispell that, on phone) as she needs surgery to help save her life from a possible cancerous cyst. You can read all about it here and donate https://fundrazr.com/71w1Vf?ref=ab_.....Xrn510vzhPTXrn They ask me to spread this around and ask other to do the same if they don't have money.

Also fellow artists are doing commisions to help raise more money for the event. if you wanna spend money for a cause, I recommend these artists plus the artist in need because they deserve all the praise. Go check them out. (i hate linking by phone)


https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10147024/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10147533/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45916003/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45802181/

It's funny how long I've come. I used to be a little troll shit on dA and tumblr, pretending I'm Mary Lee Walsh/Slaweel from "Sonichu" while I was like 14. I was quite the stupid little shit. Now I've grown from that and moved on from being angry with people in my life. I got to be back with my mom since we were separated while I was a baby. My father was a piece of shit criminal and he nearly killed me growing up. I had to live with my grandparents until I graduated from high school.
Ever since my mom got her act back together and started dating one of her support agents, we moved away from the shit state called Georgia and moved to the Northwest. Our lives have gotten better. Mom and my stepdad are getting married and he's an awesome guy. And I got my own place and have the greatest guy in the world. <3
My only regret is leaving behind my grandfolks in Georgia, especially my grandma as she's diagnosed with cancer. I miss them so much. They raised and protected me.

I'm grateful to all the wonderful people in my life and I think them in helping me get this far and accepting me as who I am.

Hello, hope everyone had a great Christmas and happy New Years. I sure have, which was why I was offline. Though the only thing bad was my boyfriend caught mild COVID despite being vaccinated. Thankfully he's gotten better. And yes I'm vaccinated. I really hate needles but I'd rather get a little pinch than suffer with a deadly fucking disease. Which btws, serious rant incoming:

Fucking GET vaccinated you fucking anti-vaxxing pussies!!! You know who you are you fucking cowards!!! I don't care if you don't like needles, nobody does!! But nobody wants to prolong this fucking pandemic! It'll be your fault it's ongoing and more and more people die!!! GET FUCKING VACCINATED!!!! And fuck your anti-vaxx agenda. Keep your asses quarantined but don't make the rest of the world suffer because your coward asses be afraid of needles.


End of rant. Sorry just hate that bullshit when people all around me are dying left and right and other people jack off to their own pride than take one little needle that'll save the world. Thankfully nobody I knew has died yet. I just want this pandemic to end already. I'm tired of living in fear and not being able to sneeze without someone acting like a bomb went off. Not helping that I'm half-Asian so fuck you racists too.

Okay onto other things, my boyfriend and I managed to save up to buy a new car and he'll be helping me earn my driver's license. I'm excited and scared. Hahah let's hope I can pass so I can finally go to places. Oh and I'll be 21 this year but I don't plan on drinking ever. Ha.

I think that's it. If you're reading this and you watch me, I missed you and love you. Hope you are safe and let's make 2022 less shitty.

Hello anybody. Merry Christmas. Stay safe out there.

It's gonna be my first Thanksgiving in years with my mom involved. Plus my boyfriend is bringing his folks over and I get to see my grandparents and cousins again. It's gonna be the best I'll have in years. I'm happy to have all my family together and my bae-bae by my side. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. hehe.

A great artist  NickyVendetta has just lost her job earlier today.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9977271/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9977626/

She's not open for commissions yet but she's a great artist. Once she opens for them, you can help her out. Or for right now, you can donate to her Kofi https://ko-fi.com/A487LL5 or buy some adoptables from her. https://toyhou.se/NickyVendetta/cha.....folder:1751221 Help her out or spread this around. Please and thank you.

My new friend needs help. Some incel attacked her just for rejecting him despite the fact she's married, that it resulted in a temporary stay in the hospital. thankfully her husband beat the fucker up and landed him in jail. She needs help in medical bills. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9924052/
If you get help she also does commissions. if you can help out I'd appreciate it.

I finally got my boyfriend to join FA. I bugged him to join and now he's here as  Wild-Oates He's not an artist so he'll just be a watcher and friend. He's a really sweet guy though. Feel free to give him a warm welcome.

So first off thank you to those who the few people who wished me happy birthday. Which was only two people, haha. But I love you who did, thank you very much.

Again, I've been hanging out with the most wonderful guy in the world and I'm happy he came out as pan in time for Pride Month. lmao. I fucking love this guy. He gave me his blessing to make more arts of his new fursona. Also I'm back in the spirit for MLP like I used to. And since a certain artist I used to admire just turned into a "bleh" person and forsaken the fandom, I'm just gonna keep doing Sunstar and MLP style because I'm not giving up that love for MLP anytime soon. I still love AC too don't worry, still will do some Sunflower arts as well.

And lately I've gotten into "Miitopia" that I got for my birthday yesterday. It's really fun.

That's about all for right now. Sorry not sorry if this journal was long but probably nobody is reading this, lol.



Peace out, fuckers. J/k I love you.

Hello anyone if anyone is alive out there. If anyone cares, it's my birthday today. I just turned 20. I'm no longer an edgy dumb teenager. I'm now an edgy dumb adult. LOL.

I just got back celebrating with my parents, my bf, and his folks. We had fun. He got me Miitopia as a present and I can't wait to play it!

Hey if anyone cares reading this. I've been busy IRL but I'm slowly popping in my social sites to check in on my few favorite peeps. I'll only fav and fun, sorry. Most of the time its cause I either don't have much to say or I'm just shy AF.

I still love you. Hope everyone had a good Easter. I moved into a new place of my own with a new roommate and possible lover. But wifi is still shit. We're working on that soon.

Hey anypony, one of my favorite artists  NickyVendetta has a GoFundMe page open to help a friend of hers. The good news is they're saved from homelessness. But they may still need help to keep their place as from what I read about, they've been going through so much hardship.

If you can please donate to help keep them afloat, here's the link to the GoFundMe page https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-kee.....going-homeless

And NickyVendetta has a Ko-Fi account if you wanna donate some tips there to help out. https://ko-fi.com/A487LL5

Or if you cannot donate any money, then please spread this in your journals. Pass this around to others who may help. Thank you.

And fuck you to 2020, the worst year in recent memory! Let's hope 2021 doesn't shit on us too.

So I told someone here off that I don't do sexual RPing (or RPing in general), they got butt-hurt, blocked me, and bitched about it in a journal entry. Thankfully they didn't mention my name but I know they're talking about me. lol.

And the kicker is they're in their 30s. they're twice my age and they're acting like a baby throwing a temper tantrum just because some teen they just met refused to RP with them.

This site is already amusing. lmao.

If anyone's reading this and watching me, I'm gonna try and submit some works here now. They're all from my deviantART gallery. And sorry but there's no NSFW stuff. Least not yet. I may try some in the future though.

My name is Mary and this is my first time on FA. I haven't been on due to being underage but I'm 18 now. Though that doens't mean I allow any fucking perverts on me. I'm not interested ever. Please show me respect. I'm also on other sites if you wanna follow me on these, thank you.

https://www.deviantart.com/sunstar-mage
https://sunstar-mage.newgrounds.com/
https://inkbunny.net/SunStarMage

If you got questions 4 me, I'll gladly answer. I'm new so I could ask some questions if anyone is willing to help me out. Thank you.