It has happened. I don't know how or why, neither do I care at this point. Zombies are everywhere. We thought there numbers were tolerable, a non threat that could be easily eliminated. In the early days of the outbreak it became increasingly apparent that this was not the case. When you blink their numbers multiply and the swarms are now whipping out entire groups of comrades, and with each passing hour there are less and less survivors. We have been degraded to rag tag militia fighting for survival and their sanity. Paranoia is quickly spreading among our dwindling numbers as they even turn against each other,.and I have already seen so many of my close allies fall to the swarm. I have amassed a small squad fighting force, we scour the edges of existence keeping a close eye for other survivors, and an even closer eye on zombies. they days grow shorter and the darkness grow longer more dangerous. It is now only a matter of time before we have all been overrun and wiped out. My squadron does not lie to themselves we know there most likely be a night that we wont see the sun rise, but as long as we are alive we will fight. This is a message to all other survivors, a message of resistance, a message of action, and a message of hope! The Human versus Zombie war is not over we can fight, we can win!

I am trying to start some free tribalizations for anyone that wants to send me a note

OFF ROAD BIKING WOOT!!!
I am currently working on another wall art. This one is massive and will probably take a while to get up. So i might do in progress uploads X3.

finished working on my first commission! will have the art up once i work out the transaction.

journal 4 and we are off
Okay wow day i had a real burst of energetic excitement for drawing again! I finished the fox on my wall! I made a few sketches to hone my skills a bit once again. MADE AN AMAZING NYAN CAT ON THE WHITEBOARD outside my room. and started my firs commission! holy cow what an art filled day.
ALSO I finally put up alot of my newest art up on the site so go ahead and leave comments if you wish :3

Okay journal 3 for reallz this time.
my friends and i organized a camping trip for this last weekend. not going to lie with the record for things falling through with these people i was fairly nervous that it wasn't going to work out so i keep my guard up and my organization cap on at all times. we were having a flux of people drop in and out of the trip so i stupidly invited one of my best friends from home and she stupidly accepted. So we go over to my friends house from college and we pack up there and spend the night. lol the night i talked about in journal 2. from there we head to the pond where we planned to camp. What a spot! the sense of immediate adrenaline and excitement overcame me as i simultaneously watch our tents and the weekend successfully unfold ("from tha corner of ma eye ;3 ). from there we made dinner delicious ......and then get wasted. Most fun i have had in a long time.
P.S lets see how many quotes i can get from the night
"the weeping geese are coming"
" I thinkahead to much I thinkihad to much lalala"
"Thats my tent its shitty and yellow but its my tent and I love it"
"WTF is this! this boxy thing OMG WHAT IS IT"
"this is the ultimate show down"
"What if"...."ITS NOT BWAHHH"

journal 3 i wanted to talk about my awesome weekend but these matters must be addressed while im still fuming out of the ears with RAGE!
CAP LOCKS TIME TO UNLEASH THE FURRY OF FURY!
THIS CAMPUS IF A BIG BALL OF FUCKING MONEY GRABBING DICK SUCKING SHIT TARDS THAT DON'T KNOW THEIR NOSE FROM THEIR ASS...OH WAIT THEY ARE ALL ASS SO IT DOESN'T MATTER.
-SO OFF OF THIS AMAZING WEEKEND MY GIRLFRIEND CALLS ME UP 'WANTA MEET UP" SURE THING XD! WELL TURNS OUT ALL THE WANTED TO DO WAS BITCH AT ME. BITCH AT ME FOR BEING STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND..BITCH AT ME FOR MAKING PLANS WITH MY FRIENDS..BITCHES AT ME FOR NOT MAKING SUPER EXPENSIVE DATES WITH HER.. MEANWHILE SHE EMOTIONALLY STARVES ME ..SHE NEVER TEXTS ME NEVER COMES TO SEE ME NEVER HAS PHYSICAL CONTACT OR EMOTIONAL CONTACT ..AND SHE TURNS AROUND AND SAYS YOU DON'T DO ENOUGH FOR ME!!!! FUCK YOU! NOW IM ANGRY
-SO IMMEDIATELY AFTER I GO TO EAT WITH MY FRIEND AND HIS DOUGH BAG FRIENDS SO ANNOYING!! AFTERWARDS TURNS OUT SOMEONE STOLE MY CONNECT CARD ITS LIKE A SCHOOL ID PLUS CREDIT CARD SO I WAS FUCKED. I INSTANTLY GO TO GET IT REPLACED BEING GOOD ...TURNS OUT THAT WAS BAD. THEY CHARGE ME 25 DOLLARS FOR REPLACING THAT SHIT.. NO YOU FUCKERS GIVE IT TO ME FOR FREE CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THIS IS STRESSING FOR SOMEONE LETS ADD TO THE FUCK SHIT THERE GOING THROUGH YAY WE ARE EVIL BUT NOW WE GET MORE MONEY. I ALSO HAD TO TAKE CARE OF 2 PARKING TICKETS I GOT FOR BEING IN THE PARKING LOT AFTER PAYING 160 DOLLARS FOR A PARKING PASS WTF DO YOU SEE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE ....OH YEAH ITS FRAMED WITH SHIT. NOW IM DOUBLE ANGRY
-SO NOW IM RAGING SO I GO BACK AND I LITTLE BIT LATTER I FIND THAT SOMEONE TURNED IN MY CARD OH COOL NOW I DONT NEED TO WORRY BOUT AND I CAN GO BACK AND GIVE THEM THE CARD AND GET MY 25 DOLLARS BACK (THATS HOW IT WORKS AT THE SCHOOL YOU GIVE THEM AN OLD REPLACE FOR FREE) THE LADY SAYS NO THAT NEVER EXISTED TAKES MY CARD FROM ME CUTS IT IN HALF AND SAYS TOO BAD! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! OH BTW IF U HANDED IT IN AT THE SAME TIME IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE...WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE! CUT ME A BREAK NO ALL U CUT CARDS AND SPIRITS IN HALF POS! NOW IM FUCKING RAGING ANGRY
`NOW LATE FOR CLASS A BLOW UP ON ANYONE OF ANY AUTHORITY YOU MONEY GRABBING CUM SUCKERS!
NONE OF THIS HAD TO HAPPEN I COULD HAVE BEEN LEFT ALONE WHY ALL AT THE SAME TIME WHY ME WHATS GOING ON I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ALL OF THIS SHIT HAPPENS TO ME AT ONCE ONE AFTER THE OTHER. I COULD HAVE JUST HAD A NICE DAY BUT NO IM NOT ALOUD TO
-P.S OTHER MINER THINGS FRIEND GOT TICKETED TODAY AS WELL FOR COMING TO SEE ME. SHE ALSO FORGOT HER PHONE IN MY ROOM SHE LIVES 2 HOURS AWAY SO I HAVE TO GET THAT TO HER. IM CONTEMPLATING QUITTING ONE OF MY LIFE SPORTS BECAUSE OF MY COACH, AND MY TO WORLDS OF SCHOOL AND HOME ARE COLLIDING IN A DOWNWARD SPIRAL OF DOOM..

Okay journal 2 lets do this!
Today continued the craziness that has been my life recently, I wont go into to much details unless some crazy bastard finds my life interesting enough to message me to do so.
I have been continuing the mural that i am making out of my dorm room. It is coming out incredible in my opinion. I cant wait to put up some of my work in progress pictures.
I also have taken some pictures of the long board that i constructed and painted myself. those pictures will be up soon as well.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO I AM SELLING A PAINTED LONG BOARD IT IS HIGH QUALITY MESSAGE ME FOR DETAILS AND PICTURES IF YOUR INTERESTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So my friends and i have decided to go camping for the weekend here to hoping it turns out wicked!
Staying at a fellow furs house for the night.
practiced long boarding skills at a sweet hill.
Invited one of my best friends from home to come up and camp with us I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER!
while writing this i was forced to watch Dr. who its both intriguing and mind blowing as shit!....and that is kind of why this journal is all over the place that and my computer started crashing right in the middle of writing this.
Well goodnight and cheers to another day of opportunity

this is my first journal and is meant for me to try to get into the groove of righting things down.
Okay listening to some ska music on Pandora at 12:30am... not my normal music but im liking it for this hour.
I really like to feel the mood that music conveys corresponding to the feeling in the moment of time.
Had a couple ruff days lately back at college....mostly with the COPS here -_-
Lets see here.... They try to arrest me for long boarding YEAH made a huge scene I could have basically signed autographs for the people walking by. BTW its totally legal! speaking of long boarding iv been getting really good on the slides and tricks SOOO EXCITED!!! also my friends backpack with her life being contained in it was stolen so we had to go to the COPS to report it TOTALLY didn't want to be there at all! and they were all pissy bout helping us. On my way back from that excursion i walk by my car and find a bunch of tickets attached to it even though i clearly have a parking sticker. SOOO DUMB!
Along with a shit ton of school stuff and sports junk my brain wants to ASPLODE! so i did what i always do best IMPROVISE!!!
LOL the sky decided to river on us today. the street were completely flooded. As everyone was in trench coats and soaked cloths I found it to be prime opportunity to have fun. I tore off my shoes and shirt and ran through the street. I met up with some friends to play some mud football. It was so exhilarating to run for the ball, catch it in mid air, then slide on your stomach 10 or more feet in the grass and mud. There just something about the raw brilliance and power of nature that I find aw-inspiring it really touches my senses in a way i cant describe.
if i keep this up i will have many interesting stories to tell should be funz time :3