I have come to a realisation, instead of drawing stuff, i just sit here and think about things i'd like to draw, but then I start thinking about how bad it would look when i do actually draw it, and that some people on here might turn into, quite literally, a**holes and say im crap at drawing and should give up all together. ((Trust me, its happened to me before)), but im thinking of saying to hell with them, im going to draw something even if it kills me!

expect something to be posted, retarded muzzles, dis-proportionate bodies and heads, rather idiotic backgrounds and illegible drawings that look like a 5 year old has drawn them, be prepared to see the worst art of your entire lives, i wasn't one of those people who were born to draw, im going to force myself to draw just because i want to and can't stand sitting around fantasizing about drawing masterpieces like some of the other artists on this site draw!

WOULD YOU....
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?


HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

quite literaly.. i was using my 90lb draw bow.. and like... i destroyed my fingers... lol.... i had to be retarded and stubborn and shoot arrows until the sun went down, and this was at mid day i started.. sun doesn't go down until like 6pm.. i did it.. but my fingers were bleeding... lol :P... im a retard sometimes XD was fun tho, like 90 thousand shots and i didn't manage to hit the bulls-eye once hahaha XD i fail lol had a few right next to it tho :P

can't draw, can't learn to draw, no tutorials on the internet help at all.... not even videos on youtube, 90% of them are how to draw women which i don't want, and the 10% that are to draw males don't help at all, maybe im cursed to forever be doomed to not be able to learn how to draw?.... if that makes sense... lol....