I might have to move out of the apartment because the lease renewal is 1500 and that’s too much for me and mom to live by, so she’s currently finding a place for us to stay.

If she can’t find any, I’m probably gonna be homeless.

I would’ve gotten an original character that is currently auctioned off for $300 but no, I’m poor and need money for it. I fucking hate everything now and it’ll be for a long time.

Why did my original species failed? Probably because nobody was invested in them, what did I do wrong? Probably didn’t make them marketable enough. How do I fix it? Spread it more until someone gets one for $70.

I’m really considering it, mainly short stories, if anyone wants longer stories, then you have to commission me. Sorry.

My computer is working again, it was the power cord that was loose.

I’m afraid that I need to buy another computer because of this, but I don’t want to because it costs too much.

I’m trying to draw, but I’m not good at it. So I need an in-depth tutorial on how to draw something extremely specific like this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asiat.....g?wprov=sfti1#

Should I place them for adoption? I’m wondering if people would take them.

Ohhhh my, me love. 🥰😍

Would you jump?

I’m terrified, I’m trying to calm down, but the thought of the tornado hitting is terrifying me.

I hate looking for a job, so I made streaming my job. Hooray? https://twitch.tv/greywolf4568

I was considering making my own show featuring my OCs I made in the past and making some money along the way, but my worst fear about it is the budget, time, how much a success it might be, getting voice actors to pay, and getting an animator to animate for me since I suck at drawing. Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss has given me some inspiration to make a show and I want to make it happen, but due to my worst fears, I don’t think it’ll ever become a reality due to my budget and I’m usually poor and only get 100 a month and paying for 2 subscriptions.

I’m like trapped in my own head due to my fears and I don’t know how much it’ll be to make a show, I need some encouragement to make it a reality, but I don’t think I can do it.


I might be the only one who thinks that, but others may not see me as a successful type and more of a failure which I don’t blame them. I can write a story, but sometimes I run out of ideas easily due to being scared of adding in some clichés which normally I don’t care about clichés because nearly everything is a clichés at this point.

I don’t have a job, I’m not successful, I have a terrible Spending habit, I have a collection that I could sell, but I don’t know if it’s worth selling if my show would be a failure. I would beat myself up for it.

Truth be told, I’m a perfectionist who prefers things to go well and be……perfect, y’know.

I don’t think anyone will in believe me due to my doubts and I’m am the cynical type sometimes.

But, I want to try at least. But everyone might ostracize me for it.

I don’t know what you’ll think of it, will it be a success? Will it be a failure? Will it be okay? I don’t know, I’m not a mind reader.

You can tell me what you think of the idea, but I doubt anyone would believe in me.

I self ship often, maybe too much and I’ll keep doing it until the day I die.

My head hurts, my heart hurts, and I don’t feel good at all…

Hi, sorry it took me this long to come back, Drama stuff going on, but i won't elaborate due to being a personal thing.

What will i be doing?

I'll be writing stories and focus on working on commissions while doing some projects.

Am i still doing commissions?

Yes, because i have money problems and bills suck after it increased recently.

What is my new years resolution?

Its to keep out of drama and dealing with it with more maturity or handling it better.

and that's all i have to say about what's going on and answering questions that might be asked by anyone. any other questions can be asked in Notes if they are more personal or something.

I got the Amazon package from the office, they were nice enough to send it to my apartment.

They must’ve found it in their office, but at least it wasn’t stolen.

Specifically it was bleach set 4, 5, 6, and 8.

I need story ideas besides some I had in the past.

I’m still making stories, just need ideas so people would commission me because I need money to live. Plus I suck at thumbnails.

I hate the idea of being homeless, I really do. Which is why I do emergency commissions.

But sadly nobody has commissioned me, except a good friend, but they don’t have enough money to commission me right now. So, I’m hoping others commission me so that I don’t go homeless.

Oh and one more thing, I don’t have a job and I’m on disability that I only get 100 a month. My dad does help, but he has limits.

The only ‘job’ I have is writing commissions.

How do I get someone or at least a few customers to commission me, I’m not good at presenting myself when it comes to doing commissions.

I need to do commissions for a reason. Like staying alive and stuff.

Okay, this is ridiculous. Amazon temporarily withdrew my claim about my refund after they told me to call the police with evidence. I told them my package got stolen and clearly told me to call police with their number and name and location. Everything was shown and told.

Honestly I’m so mad about the situation.

I’m so pissed because it costed $123.35 and I’m looking for a refund due to that happening, but Amazon won’t give me my money back. I need help.

This question has been in my head for a while now, but now I’m just gonna ask this.

Does anyone prefer my fursona be pred or prey? I’m fine with either, I just want to know.

Also, there’s another question I want to know. What is trending the most?

I will await answers.

The apartment complex where I live is increasing their prices even higher and I don’t get any commissions from anyone, if I don’t get any money, I’ll be broke and will be homeless. My moms fear is being homeless and I don’t want that to happen. So I’m opening my commissions until I get enough money for the increasing bill.

I’m 23 now on the 23rd in 2023

If anyones got gifts for me, you can send them here in the comments or notes, whichever you prefer. :3