Pretty straightforward days commanding my attention for these two months.

Dropped the second page idea as it turned out unneeded. Sometimes I care about the aesthetic of a gallery a bit much.

I think I going to sway for refined B&W for a moment. Art has been going and found doing color is a second beast - one that interrupts me with other ideas while I paint, leaving me with flats and flat lining my completist moods. If color happens it happens.

Also, pretty haunting when some stuff can only be said visually - only when you derp and go
"How to I say this" ya realize it. The more you know

I love my senses but my nose is acting up. Between now and my break day, it should clear up. A thanks to those who stick by in the page's silent moments. I think I'll perk up more after getting the finishing touches in the longer exit of this hermit mood.

Very Fast. Much Fan. So Decisive. Whoa

Getting into this month gave me the vapors, taking the load of last month. So I'm gonna post first then say more

...is exothermically felt. Whew

Right now cleaning content for my other page, while I think I have a few shorts for this one. Reinfalls will be open for commission when the bulk of the content arrives while this one is more "community based" that is I feel it easily to more subjects, namely the mature themes. Speaking of community, going to hold on conventions for a bit.

Also quiet because I want make sure stay into the added interest I have and found out. Not a fan of posting and then excessively preen a gallery, indecisiveness doesn't communicate well by me.

- Will edit with any updates

Ok This is one of those journals (first person). One, Oh My Goodness I didn't think that arting mega plush fur bodies would be --this-- relaxing and interesting. I mean I know I like mass and size but...goodness. What do *blush grumps* ( note: shock and awed )

Two, holding on to posting en masse til my personal list is done. Seriously I just finding out the wildest stuff. Like where the muses come from. My tech skill and learning for that is fine, its the ethereal things I go quiet for. So now I'm stunning myself now that I made a 'highway to the arcane', like the abyss that stares back has a smile on its simile

Three, I -think- I had a thing where I treat a gallery like a whole world and would want to stuff it the best the first through, though a gallery is more like a sketchbook, meaning you should throw anything and everything at it. And its a happy accident for it to hold your da Vinci moments and fervor. Bah, that's to say I'm gonna turn that into some imagination and wing it in sketches (simply: keep head stuff away from big art decision, simplify your methods. Ultimate is to be a freight train of content >:3 )

On the flip side, that means there is a care to what is expressed, and maybe the art is designed to interlock in ways, which is a rather nice feeling to dote on

Fourth. Space..... no really I had something....
Oh! to artists who may be looking at this ( and read this far down lol), I realized this while converting a sketch into a made muse. In this age of heavy visual info and so much visual history on access, be sure what you have an feeling about arting is a feeling about you. No, no this is not another originality as it is, we are so capable of rendering ideas we can do it without connection or self-reference

the plush body note in the former lines, a perfect example. I like seeing them and by ability can do them, and can do them for a service, etc. But the ART of it, the "expression before the lines" came out - the inner eureka vision of ...well plush bodies lol. Like you see it in your head like you see on the net. But it sourcing from the imagination's start, again, holds that extra magic to bringing something to canvas/tablet/slab :P. That kind of item can let your own art give you feels a day later and such - which is cool

Let's see if I do another one of these journals, for now I'm gonna dive right back.

1. Clean up from rain
2. Clean up some more
3. Update
4. Fun

Edit 5.8.2014
Going to go quiet for a bit to get the latter bit of stuff out, may be perky toward the coming Tuesday (May 13th)

*griitng teeth* Seriously the part of making something an easily communicable visual language, from the arcane and whimsical arrangement of the artist inner has to be the one of the toughest moment artist have to craft..
No wonder I have been having "the 'feels' " saying the above and the context of those words together with a "in the fog, wind in the right direction" kind of soulful bullseye for another's soul.

An ode said with ire if you will. I feel looser now :) - back to square one and now want to 'hit the notes and harmony." I'm hoping to hear from the really awesome audience out there - you know who you are.

ps. Picking a rosy thorn out the side

... starts with a fever. bah

( will edit with info as it comes)

I love how FA randomly drops and adds watches, and drops and stubborn to add any favorites. *sarcasm intensifies* Thankfully I log and bookmark my stuffs

Birthday time! Going to take today and the weekend for me as its my Happy +1. Will resume things towards incoming week.

....Relaxing, nothing happens, want to work and complete stuff - all the calls and situations in the world, on a weekend... Not the level up I envisioned but one none the less.

Other than that everything is -mostly- on schedule.

Owen, Pax, and the upcoming Quintis. I'm officially in trench warfare with all this snow clearing. Like I need any other more time consumers....

Edit: Also, hello new watchers

...I must fix this, unfashionably late as usually. Hope all your starts of the New Year has been well.

P.S. Darn horse, I wanted to stay a closet fan..

Happy Mood, Gift Season, Back with the Art PC, Some Good Deeds done for mine. Looks good this far so looks good for some output.

...has started quietly

Still plugging away IRL. Art answers itself better with updates so I'll leave it to that.

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Signal Boost
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11914376/ - 10 Ways For Artist to Avoid Burnout
 jonas leaves some nice words for those artist who are the preserving types.

Get a break, gets in wait for second job call. I love that I do what a got to do, but Oi does it get to my art plans.

has too much junk in its trunk....

Break time finally as some temp work is done, going to ride out the little savings for art progress and catch-up. Probably throw some roughs and whatever I left over to finish. Meanwhile, about this tame and wild account item I've poked at. The one fact to the norm the two will have a key flavor to their content. Reinfalls is not to go over mature, while this account is not to use majorly tame characters. After that the naughty/nice split starts to take a unique turn. Tame side should get thematic while wild should get deeper into sensual 'lifestyle'.

What I enjoy about the fandom artists and audience is the sexual and sometimes sensual well that gets tapped. However I feel it gets more to the point, too quickly, and more to the existence of said themes w/o that mental input. Luckily I can art enough to add to the pool, that niche - and thus wild side's point. Its other point is to frankly put some weight(read: skill) behind fetish. Note my earlier post: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5004299/

This heavy curiosity needs art as the feeling have gotten that ironic abstract 'feels' (i.e. that's thing, you can't help to want know and be uncomfortable by, the oxymoron that makes sense)
Simply this is art in simplest words. I feel the feeling the idea is sharable and that there is art,that I've seen, that allows my imagination to get overactive because "I got what this person is visually telling me"or its just a healthy reminder. So more times the zeal and 'spasmodic keyboard typing', the more time the 'body drama' and calm. pooling states blaze forth, the more the this account is a "success". That means the art feels behind the visual art and storytelling gets told and spent. Thus art is being expressed about this life filled subject.

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PS. tbh imho I wanted to be a Sexologist for some time, I'm guessing my intuition is poking that its not time for that kind of deep study, so putting those feelings somewhere constructively. Plus anthros have the visuality factor I wanted so that's a bonus - and when logic has a reason to chew on, that let's the emotive, passionate, and artistic sides to go wild (hint hint) thus here we are now at this post.

Also I have a hope other artist, who are in this kind of art deeply, see this post. Those who have being looking for a clue to add directionality to that carnal need to art this kind of passion.

I knew I liked them, I knew fell in love with them, but I'm gonna break the dam and flood this feeling. My head is spinning hyenas. What do ?♥

Oh no, not me. But for anyone wanting to upgrade from a DS to a 3DS may like this raffle from Vesperia.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5121430/

Good luck! Holiday time may be a month away but there always time for a gift yourself.

To say: life, come on, let's not keep THAT many secrets from each other. You know I got some good stuff on the bag, and you have some awesome moments and sweets dig in the mix. y'know. Let's peel back the bravado that makes all this idle stuff seem important and make this a smorgasbord of miraculous events. Foreplay, hey, this courtship is lovely. Now let's get down to the passionately nitty-gritty

What if I told you....

that it was a pseudo-form for Erogenous ESP? And that the resulting interest was the best way the mind and its connections can deal with something so intangible.

(Yes I Totally Made EESP Up, I dare say its an interesting theory that popped up)

Posting will return shortly, got shooped by events.