...ok well actually i do always finish stuff... but i have like 4 unfinished draft articles for my site about various things that i keep jumping between.

as a result all 4 are progressing slowly.. one involves me seeing what makes a smartwatch tick exactly (spoiler: silicon)

when they are eventually done, they'll be at https://akaris.net .. if anyone cares owo

i'm all for net neutrality... but.. i doubt the FCC/comcast/AT&T or such will give any shits about what someone in Canada where net neutrality is already a thing ...says in a letter ... target US IPs plz

...i mean furnal equinox ..not Fe as in Iron :v

guna be posting pics soon!

i met Tarra irl! we went around the con.. and Toronto ..and was fun and awesome

.....and we fucked alot owo

1) What's their name?
Queen Tarragon, Pricess of Dragons, Eater of Sushi
(or just Tarra)

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
so far..ya

4) How old is the person?
Ageless

5) Has/have he/she/they ever cooked for you?
Nope / not yet?

6) Is this person the same age as you?
no

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
not yet

8.) Have you ever laughed for longer than 2 minutes?
for sure

10) Are you really close to them?
tarra > air

11) Nicknames?
milady, my queen, derg ... ferrari?

12) Do they have a nickname for you?
not really ... hopefully eventually

13) Have you and this person been outside the country?
nope..but likely will before long

14) Do you think they will repost this?
probably not, too busy and stuff

15) Could you live with this person?
not yet

16) Why did you pick this person?
*points at her* NEED I SAY MORE?!
also mostly because we worked together..and grew close...and ..just... "fit"

17) How long have you known this person?
feels like forever.... but.. uh.. been some months now

18) What's your favorite thing to do with this person?
oh fuck...i need to pick a favorite? uh... er... gaming..and ..just talking with her

19) Can you name one favorite memory with this person?
x~x well..i can name one of them i suppose ... sitting cuddled in ESO just talking..while our fort
was under attack (we are best team players!)

20) Have you ever joint bought something?
nope

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
unlikely id get much farther away than i currently am...

22) Have you ever written a song with this person?
no... totaly never even thought of it though.. im totally not that cheesey

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
nope

24) How many piercings does this person have?
between 0 and 100

25) Would you date this person's siblings?
no

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
huehuehue~ ....

27) Have you ever cried with this person?
yes

28) Have you and this person ever got into a fight?
fight feels like a strong word for it... calm disagreement?

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
not yet..its on the list though

30) Write something only they will understand.
<5

31) What's something special you share?
bodily fluids?

32) What's the nicest thing they've ever given you?
her heart

33) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
nope, am too manly! .. also prob wouldnt fit

34) What's this person's favorite food?
Sushi ... Tuna .. lyger milk

35) If it was "freaky Friday" would you switch bodies with this person?
just for a day? sure why not

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
i wish

37) Do you and this person frequently get drunk?
no

38) Have you ever stolen anything from this person?
....what.. why would anyone do this?

39) Have you ever gone dancing with this person?
no... maybe.. not yet..? ... unsure..

40) If this person were a color, what would they be?
tawny

41) Whens the next time you will see this person?
at minimum .. FE

42) Does this person have brothers and/or sisters?
yes

43) If you could spend a day anywhere in the world with this person, where would you go?
anywhere i could hold her in my arms

44) What are you looking forward to doing with this person?
so much secks! .. also ...jeez.. just.. so many things

45) What makes this person feel happy?
Sushi/Food, tummy rubs, pets

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
24/7 owo

47) Can you describe this person in one word?
Deeply Beautiful (2 words because fuck you)

48) If you were to make a film of this person's life, what would you call it?
..... probabl " Deeply Beautiful " actually

49) Do you want to go out with this person?
..wot? i mean.. yes..but.. this seem like a redundant question

50) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
yes... also seems a redundant question

51) What are your names?
Tarra and dork (aka syder)

53) Cool! What are your favorite colors?
a part of the visable wavelenth of light!

54) What's your song?
hmmmmm .... pending i think

55) What is your movie?
pending*

56) What is an accessory you both wear all the time?
clothes!

57) How long have you been together?
...i totally havent lost track...i uh.. just dont..want to ..say..?

58) What are your favorite animals?
ugh.. uh... Dragons ..and cats? i suppose lol

59) Okkkkk, What are your hobbies?
Art.. gaming making lewd videos?

60) Do you own any pets together?
nope

61) What's your favorite books?
whats a book?

62) Favorite bands?
ones that make music

63) Are you in love?
http://s2.quickmeme.com/img/97/973e.....a5d7c4129c.jpg

64) Where was your first kiss?
FE

65) How do you hold hands? Entwined fingers or non?
how would you even .. "non" hold hands?

66) Anything unique about your relationship?
a Dragon ..and a Lynx-Tiger hybird... oh there are many wonderful things ouo

67) Can you guys sing?
probably

68) Dance?
can you form proper questions?

https://twitter.com/Syderakaris

or syderakaris

....idk i just wanted to post a journal...so i decided to share my twitter \o/

https://canadianfurries.ca for Canadians, Americans around the boarder and anyone moving too, or often visiting us up here :3

we also have a Telegram group, link to join that is on the site.

the raffle is for a gift card/code of the winners choice!
details on site, check us out o3o

https://canadianfurries.ca

i have successfully survived another rotation around the sun!

https://gamesdonequick.com/

go watch, go donate,
benefits Doctors Without Borders

assuming it is,.. i hear everyone is leaving...yet it seems everyone i know is not leaving (so far?)

i have issues with fa..and the other sites...so.. overall.. one is as bad as the other in my view

:v

... for anyone who didn't already know, yes "Syder" is technically a nickname :P

i've been called Syder many times IRL and the name has its origin with me as far back as when i was 9 years old.

anyway, i am half native american IRL, and while i was pondering about any update for Syder appearance i wondered if i should include some kinda nod to my native american half?

thing is the official character lore doesn't really lend well to anything like that, but.. what do people think? stick to canon? or say fuck it and slap something in there :P

i say this partly because i am preparing to try to go on a Sexy Lyger Arts commision spree

(also figured i should flush those last two journals away and try to keep on keeping on)

hello rock bottom, haven't seen you for a while, how have you been?

ya,ya.. i'm back, probably stay a while...

...

oh fuck off .. after what more has happened i can be a -little- dramatic i hope..

TL;DR
gram died... Wake was today, tonight got .. re-dumped?.. by guy i love, and tomorrow is the funeral.

she was 106, she died in the last half hour on the 5th of March

she had been in relatively good health up until 2 weeks ago, when she developed shortness of breath, for which she was being treated for when she passed.

she died very peacefully in her sleep
having survived both world wars, the depressions, 5 heart attacks, and 2 strokes, all with no lasting effects

.....

Yo,
I'm offering free web hosting, unlimited space/bandwidth useage
if you own a domain, you can use it, or if you don't own one i can give you a free subdomain

for more details or to let me know you want one, just note me

my site is ( akaris.net ) hosted is hosted off of the same server, can use that as a example of just the basics of what's possible

the heck are people looking at? D:

well .. i guess since your here..

*poses and flexes*

[tech stuff]
So, I've been using Linux for about 8 years now, and 2 years ago I first tried Arch Linux.
And it didn't go well, took bloody ages to install and it was a mess once installed, I needed to learn more...

Fast-forward to last night and I've completed a fully functional desktop install of Arch in about 15 min
And completed 2 server installs of Arch the day before (yes I installed Arch on a server, wanna fight about it? >:F )
Thus taking my first step into the "expert" level of Linux, maybe in another 2 years ill step into master level (Gentoo)
[/tech stuff]

Also.. i've been having a shit week overall, ill spare everyone the sob story but times have not been good.
although it has been made better by some old friends reappearing recently (you know who you are)

that said, still have been quite lonely times,
i mean..not even any butts! .. i mean.. come on.. no butts even?

PS.
Syders 110% offical Lyger List of Linux levels!!11!1!!!
(non-exhaustive)

-Novice Level-
Android (a linux OS so easy most people never even need to install it)

-Apprentice Level-
Ubuntu
Linux Mint

-Intermediate Level-
Manjaro
Debian

-Expert Level-
Arch Linux

-Master Level-
Gentoo Linux
LFS

This years AGDQ is winding down, as i speak still a final bombardment of awesome games for the finale are coming up!

This year, will the animals live.. ? or DIE? ... duno what the hell i'm talking about? check out https://gamesdonequick.com/ for watching..

...or for Donating to fight cancer!

#AGDQ2016

AGDQ (Awesome Games Done Quick) 2016 starts January 3rd!

what is AGDQ? its a gaming speedrun marathon raising donations for the Prevent Cancer Foundation

full details, where to watch, and how to donate available at https://gamesdonequick.com
and
https://gamesdonequick.com/schedule

(SDGQ, Summer Games Done Quick, is a similar event in the summer rasing money for Doctors Without Borders)

..what? ..whats that? .sexy? .xyz? .... .rocks ?!

bah ... back in my day there were only 3 TLDs, .com, .net and .org!
and we had to dial servers long distance ... BOTH WAYS ...
and we were happy!

damn kids these days... spoiled i tell ya!

.... get off ma iner'nets! ..ugh

>:T

for any unaware, Rogers, Telus and Bell are starting to roll out Gigabit Internet starting January/February, initially in and around major cities, and slowly over the next year or so expanding outwards until most of Canada is covered.

as far as i am aware it is all Fiber Optic end-to-end (you will have a Fiber Optic cable directly into your house)

idea is to have as much of Canada covered as possible, but the furthest outlying areas may only see the service in little over a year.

the exact details vary by ISP, and while all 3 have said they want coast to coast gigabit coverage ETA for specific areas has not been announced, only that its starting Jan/Feb and that they hope to have most areas covered within the year

* maximum download of a Gigabit line is about 125MB/s
** at this moment the maximum upload is said to be 12.5MB/s (100Mbps)

So... uh.. i found a store today.. that use magnetic stripe of debit cards... ONLY

...no tap

..not even chip

magnetic stripe .. ONLY

..welcome to 15 years ago OwO

well FA ... i am impressed, ... new site beta is more and more in the right direction, altough i have noticed some text formatting oddities, annoying... but.. its a beta..so... bugs will happen

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..... butts...

to me

..whoopty fucking do

ya know... im generally ok with my current age.. can i just stop here? ... ok. cool

Sept 25 th... a new record for the oldest ill have ever been o:

fucking bitch cock ass shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker
.... and tits

stresssssssss

oh.. and also I've basically abandoned Skype no one really talks to me on there much, and i hate it screwing with my phone..thus... its 99% in the bin right now