If you cant see it, then press f5 for spoilers about my upcoming dragon!

My beautiful art picture which explains my feelings beautifully ~ ^,,^

This is an question that has troubled me for a while. Looking in my gallery, you will instantly notice the heavy influence on general fantasy art, but with one unifying thing; Dragons. Call the drakes, drachen or lohikäärmeiksi, they are an real passion of mine, as they are to many other artists here. I havent even tried drawing other actual animals, so is my emphazis on these popular, and often sexualised, creatures halting me back? Please, do share your thoughts. But first let me explain why I dont even bother drawing other animals: To me, nature is beautiful as it is. I love seeing dogs, wolves and other such creatures around here, but to my desire, they strike as fixed and frankly very plain in terms of technicality. Dragons on the other hand come in various forms and personalities that defy humanity. They are fantastical creatures which can be made to be kind, mysterious, evil or simply mind defying. They can be smooth, rough or edged, really offering endless possibilities in terms of EVERYTHING. I love drawing other fantastical creatures, but none can truly quench my thirst to create more of these serpentine creatures of myth and legend. But as always, please share your thoughts ~ ^,,^

is holding an raffle for free! So come in to give him your support and you might just win =3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:39709751

Good day people ~ So, I've been having some money problems for a long while now and school money I am getting doesnt really help at all. I'll live for now, but the future demands more, so..

Im considering opening commissions.

Now, I am totally new to it. I never have even commissioned anyone! But some people at least seem to like my stuff, so I am wondering how much people would pay for pieces like this:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13012742/

or this:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13062247/

Or even this mini one:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12840769/

If you can be kind enough, then do suggest some prices. I dont honestly care how big they are, since I still do have a brain in my head. Give off ideas and everything, or even some critique about my current way of drawing!

Totally irrelevant topic, I must say. Im just starting new courses in school and one of them is art class... Using acrylic paints, Im once again visioning a huge picture with epic scales and propably will spend the whole class just in it... The theme is water, so I will be applying some rain, which is new to me, and tackle a subject that is close to my heart. If you want to know the subject, then this quote should enlighten you: "When facing a hurricane, you move out of the way. But when you are in a Jaeger, suddenly you can fight the hurricane. You can win" ~ >,3,>

Doing shit load of work atm. Need to study microbiology, do an media work, finish an group work nearly alone and finally learn economical math until saturday!
I will survive, but I wonder how well.. o...O;

Finally we got answers e3e

Just had an massive nostalgia bang hit me, after my dear friend Tobi played this song all of the sudden...

I have no idea if anyone else here actually has heard about this song, but here ya go ~ Inspiring stuff! ^,,^

Happy mother meeping new year! X3

This man has all the respect:
http://www.utrend.tv/v/1-one-chance/

Just saying happy halloween to ya all! Im having a blast of dressing up here and making people truly fear the dark! ewe

Be seeing you around! Lotsa love <3

(Song is relevant)



Lyrics:
Bravery
As we've all seen on TV
Explosions and swords
Hot girls in reward

And in the games you play
You are the hero of the day
But outside that land
Your head's in the sand

And you think you are bold, and you think you are brave
When push comes to show, you know it's a feign
You're better off if you choose to abstain
Your fear is your true grave

Turn your head
From all the things you dread
It will keep you alive
At least for a while

And all your sympathy
Is like flowers and tea
Sent by the man
Who betrayed your clan

You have covered your eyes, you have covered your ears
So easy to hide from confronting your fears
Sooner or later it will all end in tears
The cry that no-one hears

Good morning world, this is your wake-up call
It's not your war you say, while you turn your head away
A thousand deaths for you to die before you fall
Mayday, Mayday, S.M.S.  Save My Soul, forget the rest

Good morning world, this is your wake-up call
 Those who stand for nothing at all, for anything are bound to fall
A thousand deaths for you to die before you fall
 Your lame excuses you can spare, they only live who dare!

Coins you toss
Weighted by your fear of loss
Both sides are heads
The tails between your legs

And just as well as I
You know what you should do and why
But just falter on
And hope it'd gone

And you think you are bold, and you think you are brave
When push comes to show, you know it's a feign
You're better off if you choose to abstain
Your fear is your true grave

Good morning world...

Die! Die you sucker die!
Let me go! Let me free motherfucker!
Die! Die you sucker die!
Let the coward die!

Time stands still
For you to write your will
What's left behind
No way to rewind

Im a little bored and very lonely, so please ask me anything if something comes up in mind. @.-.@

Well some people may have noticed that I do suffer from annoying monthly acid refluxes. Its an condition where I have serious heartburns, which only end if I do nothing for around 12 hours, or I literally vomit my stomach content out. It has been diagnosed several times, but the doctors cant really help with the symptoms. To them, its just an major heartburn.

I have been taking some lactic acid bacteria pills ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lactic_acid_bacteria ) and they have helped me digest my food a lot better now. The acid reflux may have come from my inability to digest large quantities of heavy food (mainly fat. It sorta builds up, until my belly cant take it).

I still suffer from these refluxes. Twice now in the passed two months, but they have passed with me being patient. Today I had one really annoying one (where the burning food piles up against your throat) and it passed with me just relaxing.

To be honest, I am quite pleased. My grandad had these kinda symptoms, when he was still walking among the living, and he got an stomach wound. So who knows, maybe I will live a better life, if I just take my medicine daily?



The song is relevant. Finally got my vengeance...




Lyrics:
A thunderous crash in the dead of the night
We ready our weapons, prepare for the fight
My band of comrades, so cruelly betrayed
Now face the cold edge of justice's blade
They knew how to hit us, they knew where to look
Our fortress was breached and its mighty walls shook
Accused of this treason, I fled to the sea
To track down the true source of that treachery

Sold out, betrayed
Attacked, besieged
Outcast, accused
Honour, refused

Ride
The Black Spot in my hand
On a quest for the truth
I scour the land
This traitorous curr
Shall die by my hand
If I'm to be spared
I must have his head
I shall not rest 'til this traitor is dead

I called in all favours, I bartered and bribed
I must find this turncoat, and find him alive
And so I was taken to a little old inn
And deep in his cups, my man sat within
We bitterly battled, but I won the fight
And tied him beneath the high tide mark that night
And when I'd made sure he could no longer stand
I left him there with that Black Spot in his hand

Avenged, absolved
Justice, made right
Vengeance, deserved
Honour, preserved

As the lifeless corpse of my enemy floats in the bay, choked on salty brine, I swear a deadly oath.
By Poseidon's name, no traitor will go unpunished.
Hear these words and tremble, for our vengeance shall be swift and merciless!


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/chronicl....._alestorm.html
All about Alestorm: http://www.musictory.com/music/Alestorm

Just wanted to share some stuff ^^;






Lyrics:
All embrace me, it's my time to rule at last.
Fifteen years have I been waiting to sit upon my throne.
No allegiance, I will swear no oath!
Crowned by God, not by the Church, as my power is divine.

They thought I was too young to rule the land.
Just as they failed to understand how to rule.
My time has come.

I was chosen by Heaven.
Say my name when you pray.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

With the Lord my protector.
Make them bow to my will.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

Proved in battle, lead my men to victory.
No man alive or dead commands me, I answer to the Lord!
Hear my orders, question me and die.
What I say was set in Heaven, and so it shall be done!
I know I was destined to rule alone!
All for myself I claim the throne, born to rule!
My time is now.

I was chosen by Heaven.
Say my name when you pray.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

With the Lord my protector.
Make them bow to my will.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

(Background, translated: Onward Caroleans! The enemy is here! Crush them! Throw them through the gates of Hell! )

All this might shall be mine, there's no stopping me.
All over Europe, my rule shall be questioned by none.
All I see, give to me - that is my decree.
My will be done!

They thought I was too young to rule the land.
Just as they failed to understand how to rule.
My time is now.

I was chosen by Heaven.
Say my name when you pray.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

With the Lord my protector.
Let them bow to my will.
To the sky!
See Carolus rise.

To the sky!
See Carolus rise...



Lyrics:
I will rule the universe

1804 as emperor sworn; soldier at heart a child of war
Napoleon Bonaparte
A master of the game and equal to God
Invading the lands of greed and fraud
Turned warfare to an art

He was known as the chosen one
Born 1769 in Corsica
His family's joy and pride
It is just like a fairy tale
This boy was not for sale
And he never lied, but how he cried:

I will rule the universe
I'm the glory, I'm the brave
Going down in history forever
I will rule the universe
I shall crush their sorrows veil
And soon I will be marching into heaven
I'm greater than God

Who could believe this boy would achieve
All of his dreams and what he believed
It went down in history
But luck has an end you know it too well
Heaven is bound to turn into Hell
His time was running out

At the battle of Waterloo
No chance; the enemy was far to strong
And here's another song
It was the end of the fairy tale
Everyone is bound to fail
It must be right; but damn he tried

I will rule the universe
I'm the glory, I'm the brave
Going down in history forever
I will rule the universe
I shall crush their sorrows veil
And soon I will be marching into heaven
I'm greater than God

There are many types of heroes, and this is one of a kind
In these days so full of zeros, I keep gazing at the sky

Solo

He was known as the chosen one
Born 1769 in Corsica
His family's joy and pride
It is just like a fairy tale
This boy was not for sale
And he never lied, but how he cried:

I will rule the universe
I'm the glory, I'm the brave
Going down in history forever
I will rule the universe
I shall crush their sorrows veil
And soon I will be marching into heaven
I'm greater than God

.... Really not looking forward to this one. I still have some things to clean up from last messed year and even have to read more swedish...(incase you dont know, I HATE learning Swedish language). But yeah... it had to come sooner of later.

Lets see how this year will go, eh? Getting my inspiration and drawing programs back, so expect to see some new stuff sooner or later!

Thank you guys and gals for reading this (pointless) journal! ^.^


Singing bows

(The song is sung in savo, so I cant really post finnish lyrics for now)





English lyrics:
The grey folk is moving again, quiver filled with death

Heavy boots stamp the ground, rouse anger and fear around

Gloomy song fills the tract, every man shouts at the top of their lungs

Serfs give them dirty looks, as none keeps the tune

I’ll doubt you’ll see the next morning, if you stand against the archer army of Savo

Strings are set sing the bows the song of death

Thousends of players join the song, sky fills with black arrows

When that rain falls oppressors cry out their fear of death

Its funny how I havent picked any furmeets around here in Finland (we arent that expressive and open), though we do have some cons, one of which is Ropecon! Its a con dedicated solely to roleplaying and larping ~

This will be my third visit there! First time was... confusing (sleepless nights xD) and the second way too short. I hope this one will go better!

it will last for the whole weekend, but I will answer messages here! You guys and gals keep on living with your lives and remember to smile! ^.-.^

So I guess it had to come to this sooner or later, I guess!

So yeah, Im turning one year older now. I can already feel my mane starting to turn grey... @n@
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... nah, Its even floofier! xD

Back to life, realizing its 1.00 AM here while I am writing this, Playing Warframe and generally being with people!
Got to thank all of my IRL friends and furs out here who have made me smile and in return I have hopefully done so to them as well!

... Forgot that I had school work... in the middle of holiday. >-<

Buuuuut, unless you brought a chocolate cookie cake, then do just enjoy the music which I picked!

This song somehow reflects my life. How everything has always gone forward. There has been high hills with their glorious moments, but also many, oh so many, deep ravines. But I have always made my way up eventually, with still a smile on my face and a damn well beating heart!

So do always remember that even if life doesnt feel as good as you would wish, it always could be worse. Enjoy the moment. Live life as you want!

Sooooo.... I havent posted anything here for a good while and I have been terribly inactive!
Actually I have been a good while in SKype and even browsed here! Its just that I usually just lurk more, than actually do, so I apologize (again) to anyone who has possibly been worrying about me or just wondering what the f@#k has happened to me. Heres a general recap of some shiz what I have done:

- So today I cancelled my chemistry test. Not that big of a deal, but I have never done so before, thus making it feel like a life changing experience! Plus I do need to inform my parents more about these, since they were caught by suprise when I announced that I am not doing it (like an hour before the test xD)

- Little bit downtime on my personality lately. I havent been able to properly draw nor game, but I have gotten into a wonderful little game called "Warmachine" once more, so its not all that bad. I hope my spirit will soar once more, after I have finished school (Still three more days, grrrr!)

- Im fat! Or mildly fat, as my school doctor says! So this dragon is off to lose some weight in a serious manner! (Like 5 kilos. I just am like 1-2 kilos too fat for my age )

- Did I mention that this is purely random? I didnt?! Well now you at least know it o.o




Le music ~



Lyrics for this "masterpiece" :P :

Translation: When it's morning, and I begin to vomit, I crave for mid-strength beer(keppana), but my beers have been drunk, none in the fridge, I know it was Jani, he took my last beer, I only have a guitar and five liters of raw strong homemade brew, I only have strong homemade brew, and I hate that prick Jani

(chorus)

Jani is a prick and I'm not interested in living without mid-strength beer, Jani is a pirck and I'm not interested in living without mid-strenght beer, Jani is a prick... etc..

LYRICS

Finnish:


Vihaan sitä viimeistä sanaa, revin maasta tuskan juurineen!
Se mikä joskus kuoli, nyt takanani korisee!
Vääntyy ja kääntyy, olen pakotettu aistimaan!
Eikö se perkele jo kyllästy, samoja tikkuja kynsiin työntämään!
Työntämään! Työntämään!

Tervetuloa helvettiin, nyt kaikki lasinne täyttäkää!
Opinnäytetyöni alkaa, sitä elämässä käyttäkää!
Itselleni ristin rakennan, ja takapihalleni Golgatan!
Ja siellä ristillä rinnalla ryövärin, kaikki sikaria poltetaan!

Ei voimani lopu, mutta lihakset repeää!
Ilmiliekeissä palaa ihmisen pää ja kyynelvirta leviää!
Olen majakkasi syntien merillä, kädet verillä vedän laivasi satamaan,
ja sen sytytän palamaan! Tähän rakkauden paskalampeen!

Jos elämän suola ei janota, se tequilalla alas huuhdotaan!
Kun silmäsi on kiinni viimeistä kertaa, minäkin uskallan korahtaa!
Kuoleman porteilta ohjaan jumalat, kynnysmatoiksi manalaan!
Ja siellä saunassa saatanan temppelin, me kaikki sikaria poltetaan!

Kallo murtuu, kieli turtuu, emäntä suuttuu, mieli muuttuu!
Sydän hajoaa, pää lahoaa, vatsa vääntyy, ja ihminen kääntyy!
Virtaa viini, ovi on kiinni, porttola palaa, emännät halaa!
Kiinni pitelee, vasaralla hivelee, veri roiskuu, ja viha poistuu!

Ei voimani lopu, mutta lihakset repeää!
Ilmiliekeissä palaa ihmisen pää ja kyynelvirta leviää!
Olen majakkasi syntien merillä, kädet verillä vedän laivasi satamaan,
ja sen sytytän palamaan! Tähän rakkauden paskalampeen!

Ei voimani lopu, mutta lihakset repeää!
Ilmiliekeissä palaa ihmisen pää ja kyynelvirta leviää!
Olen majakkasi syntien merillä, kädet verillä vedän laivasi satamaan,
ja sen sytytän palamaan! Tähän rakkauden paskalampeen!


English:

Salty Captain:

I hate that the last word, and plucked from the pain from the root!
What ever died, now behind me rattles!
Twists and turns, I'm forced to sense!
Hasnt the fucker got tired to pushing the same sticks to my nails!
Push! Push!

Welcome to hell, now all fill your glasses!
The thesis begins, use it in life!
For me, the cross will build, and the back yard of Calvary!
And there alongside the thief on the cross, We all burn cigars!

Do not run out of strength, but muscle is torn!
Ablaze returns to human capital and the stream of tears spreads!
Im your lighthouse in the sea of sins, I pull your ship into the harbor with my bloody hands,
and then set it on fire! Into this shit pool of love!

If the spice of life not thirsty, it is flushed down the tequila!
When your eyes are closed for the last time, I dare growl!
The gates of death I control the gods, the underworld doormat!
And there's fucking in the sauna house, we all cigar burned!

The skull is broken, the language will become desensitized, the hostess gets angry, the mind will change!
Heart breaks down, the head decays, the stomach twists, turns, and man!
Flowing wine, the door is closed, the whorehouse to return, wives hug!
Sticking holding, caressing a hammer, blood splatters, and anger disappears!

Do not run out of strength, but muscle is torn!
Ablaze returns to human capital and the stream of tears spreads!
Im your lighthouse in the sea of sins, I pull your ship into the harbor with my bloody hands,
and then set it on fire! Into this shit pool of love!

I do not run out of strength, but muscle is torn!
Ablaze returns to human capital and the stream of tears spreads!
Im your lighthouse in the sea of sins, I pull your ship into the harbor with my bloody hands,
and then set it on fire! Into this shit pool of love!


(Google translate xD)