SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get.
Stolen from:  sharkhal

♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you ;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) =vielä We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o/
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top >:3 = I want on top





Extra question. Listen to this and tell me your thoughts o.o

So I just really wanted to make this journal, just to tell how sorry I am for not thanking all your lovely people and kin members for supporting my art by either watching me or faving my pics. I appreciate every single one of them immensly and often even tend to forge new friendships with my supporters, but more often those people come in too quickly and I find myself overwhelmed.

I am not an popular artist. I am not that self delusional. But I am however an artist who constantly seeks new stimuli. I may not thank every one of you nor even pay any attention, but thats just me putting the thanking to my personal "to do list" and then... forgetting it. I know, I am a brat for doing such a thing, but its a problem I have IRL as well! (unfinished school projects, meetings not answered, etc.). So I just want to say I am sorry for not thanking you all, but also want to emphasize that I really am thankful for every single one of them!

Thanks everyone for your support, in the past or now in present!



Meep! Meep!

I put a curse on you! Now you must do this! xD

1. What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown.

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
At a specific photo shop, which name I cant remember...

3. What's your middle name?
Tapani >_>;

4. Your current relationship status?
Dating~

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
I know he does o.-.o

6. What is your current mood?
Neutral ~

7. What's the color of your underwear?
Blaaaaaack!

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Pounding metal music!

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
>..>;

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Id kick my arse and tell myself to work harder.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Dragon! xD

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Dunno. Maybe I have, maybe I havent. Obviously no, since I am writing this.

13. Something you do a lot?
Have fun ~

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
Sabaton - Coat of Arms

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Dont know anyone oAo

17. When was the last time you cried?
.... few weeks ago?

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
NOPE! :P

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Be a God. :P

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
The eyes and the hair. Those mean a lot to me o.-.o;

21. What's your biggest secret?
Not telling it, since it wouldnt be a secret then!

22. What's your favorite color?
Cobalt blue ~

23. When was the last time you lied?
Sometime ago...

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
If you count something like Naruto or Prätkähiiret, then I can say that I watch them a lot :P

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing!

26. What's your favorite smell?
Field of roses ~ <3

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Insane

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
A day ago

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope :O

30. What are you thinking about right now?
Save the Geth or the Quarians in Mass Effect...? >_<

31. What should you be doing?
Writing shit

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
School.

33. Do you like working in the yard?
Posssibly.

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
The Meeperor! xD

35. Name 5 things in your closet:
Chlothes, clothes, clothes, clothes and a little more clothes.

36. Do you act different around your crush?
I am very meepy o.o

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
Too long ago! ;A;

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
4 times >.>;

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
I do if I can o..o

40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
Of course!

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
I dont watch any kinda games, especially not hockey! I think they should be cancelled, right now.

42. Do you lie about your age?
Maybe o-o

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Very many times!

44. Do you pick your nose?
Occasionally.......

45. What's the one food you hate?
Olives and buttermilk *Vomits at the thought* o~o

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
Pizza D:

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
12? ó..ò

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Many times :P

49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
They are tight o.o

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope!

Awesome music ~

So I beated Mass Effect 2 and got the third one for... 20€?
Immedialety after it, I went with my papa to celebrate one of my distant cousins birhday. It was great. Food was good and so was the company. Even my acid reflux was stayed thanks to a new medicine I've been using.

But immedialety after getting home, I began feeling sick. It only took an hour and I was already having flu like symptoms. So I go to sleep. And boy, was it horrible. I had nightmares literally about Mass Effect. Not about Reapers or any horrors, but of the dialogue options the game gave me. I saw about 10 different options to speak and after clikcing them, also got 10 more options. I know, I have fucking weird dreams. Then a song stuck on my head, which I think was Threshold: Pilot in the sky of dreams. Holy fuck, it felt like drilling inside my brains. I would have taken any nightmare instead of that pain >.-.<

Then waking up... not hungry, but a bit thirsty. Go to a toilet and have a... disgusting experience. I had diarrhea.

So now I have taken too much medicine and currently am feeling weak. At least my dad gave me his home for usage, so I dont have to set off to my mothers house...


As said, lifes a bitch sometimes.

Congratulations to:

 Commander_shep for the #1 place!

And~

 Draneviper for the #2 place!

Thank you to you all for participating! Im sure to do this kinda raffle again sometime, so I will inform privately of it to those who didnt win in this one ~

Love you all! ^.-.^

Hey guys and girls! As you can propably tell from the title, this is a artwork raffle by me with the obvious theme: Mass Effect. Though this one aint about all those quarians, turians, etc. (or those little fat aliens >.>)

This one is about the GETH! If you dont know who they are, then have a little look of these pics:
http://masseffected.pbworks.com/f/1.....6014526034.jpg
http://videogame-art.com/wp-content.....guePralier.jpg

Yes, they are the hyper evolved machines created by the quarians, but then decided that they should have real rights and thus rebelled. Now they are an sentinent species of machines, fully militarized and oozing with infinent possibilities ~

What I am offering is a chance to turn your own furry character as one these machines, inhibiting key looks, colors and general posture! (yay for nerdiness <3)

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WHAT WILL YOU GET

As I said, your char will be turned into a geth, as stated above ^^. The winners of this raffle will be able to specify what kinda traits of their characters they want to incorporate in the picture and what type of geth you want to be. Currently there are 5 classes:

Geth Hopper: http://images4.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....eth_Hopper.jpg

Geth Warrior: http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....th_Trooper.png

Geth Hunter: http://images2.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....eth_Hunter.png

Geth Destroyer: http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....troyer_ME2.png

Geth Prime: http://videogame-art.com/wp-content.....guePralier.jpg

Geth Colossus (if you want something big and quad legged x3): http://images4.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....olossus_01.jpg

Choose freely from these and tell me if you want anything specific. Oh, and you will also have the freedom to specify your weapons, but preferably only if you know what you want.

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RAFFLE RULES

There will be 2 winners! Number 1 winner will get a linearted and flat colored picture (still need to work on my coloring. it will be shaded, if I get the right "drive") and number 2 a clean sketch. I will use a random number generator! This raffle will end either tonight or at friday, depending how many want in it.

- Pimp this journal!

- Watch me, but only if youd like it (required if you are the winner :P )

- Winners will post their reference and advice via notes. Dont put references here!

- Type "Meep" to your post, so that I know that you have read all of this :)

This is like one of the only progressive metal bands I like. Most of them are boring or too weird for my liking, but Threshold feels like giving something unique and beautiful at the same time.

Also, imagine flying upon the sky while listening to this. Its a great image ^.-.^






Lyrics:


in heavy consternation I move across the hall
I pictured this so many times
and wasn't scared at all
but every time I got this far I never felt so small
my mind was full of questions
of arguments and lies
but every word was melted down
when I looked in your eyes
and I don't need these memories
for now I'm mesmerized
and I'm staring down the barrel of my life

now I'm entranced, you possess my full attention
how my thought dance freely on the journey
you attended all along, to somewhere I belong
like a pilot in the sky in the sky of dreams

can you promise me the world
and everything I need
can you promise me the world
can you promise me a sky
that's trouble free and clear
so it's safe for me to fly

but who can stop my plane (stop my plane)
from drifting out of range (far away)

will this sky be precious to defend
will my sights go dark before the end
will I see the landing lights again

can you offer me the speed
to travel like the wind
if I ever feel the need
can you guarantee the sun
won't melt away my wings
way before my journey's done

and who can stop my plane (stop my plane)
from drifting out of range? (far away)

drifting away (drifting away)
out of the grey and out of control
such a nice day (such a nice day) for drifting away

what became of the blue horizon
are you sure I was flying blind
never saw that the plane was diving
never thought I was out of time
and now I'm disenchanted
you endure my disaffection
all my systems running red
the radio is down and there's trouble ahead

get me back down
I lost my way and I want to be grounded
get me back down
I lost my way coming out of the storm

did I promise you a sky
where rain would never fall
or did you listen to a lie
did you radio to base
I waited for your call
but you left without a trace

but I can stop your plane (stop your plane)
from drifting out of range! (far away)

still this sky is precious to defend
still your will last until the end
you will see the landing lights again

I need my brains O.O

This is not meant to be a rant. Just a common concern I am having to a person who I hold close and regard special.

The fandom is a fantastic place, but sometimes I have seen and even felt how people tend to ignore others over more popular persons. One of the earlier ones is my dear draggy  sharkhal . Believe or not, he is an extremely social guy, who loves to talk and even fool around. But something happened, which I nor he can explain. People literally just stopped talking to him. Now I am not the one to judge people and how they view other persons, but I happen to know Sharkhal extremely well and he is not one who treats his friends badly. If you have talked to him, then you can explain what is wrong with him, if there is any.

He has posted journals, notes and shouts, but found that almost no one seems to answer him. This has driven him to serious times of depression and I am not the one to leave someone like him to suffer. So if I am a special guy to some people, then please do contact him by notes, comments, shouts or via skype. Even little things help a lot and I can assure that he appreciates it immensly, as do I.

He has also made some new industrial music with his (and my) friend Dr.Cyber, so do go to the following journal to find more about it. They are aspiring, but have shown real talent and even caught the attention of more famous artists, like Alien Vampires.


~~ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4355792/ ~~

Valentines day again... *sigh*... no one to be with. Happy valentines day or whatever, Im going to color my hair black now... *Le Emo change*



I have special powers

As the title says, today is my last exam, but its not always a good thing. Its basicly Psychology and deals with how peoples personalities develop and about mental illnesses. Such annoying little thing... (I swear I will go mad if I need to remember each and everyone of those theories >.< )

On a side note, I will be changing my IRL looks drasticly soon and you can expect a special pic of my sona :)


Time for some sick music!

Hhttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4252519/

Well... Things arent going as planned. I have a hard chemistry exam tomorrow and I feel sickly stressed by it. x..x To top it off, my laptop just went blank. Really, it starts up windows and then just shows a black screen with my cursor hovering on it. I dont know what has happened. ._. So for those to who I promised to come online to chat, I offer my deepest apology. This was unexpected... *Sighs*

It is true, Sylvybutt is going CYBER xD

Thankies go to for doing this awesome pic in such a short time. Do check him out! ;D

Stolen froooom:  nepahlo

Rules:

1). Pick one of your FCs/OCs!
2). Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your FC/OC.
3). Tag 3 people at the end of the quiz.

1.) What's your name?
Its Toni, but I get Tony, Tonyboy or Tontsa a lot. Human names suck xD

2.) Do you know why you were named that?
Because my father is an huuuge history fanatic and decided to name me after Antonius >_<

3.) Are you single or taken?
Forever alone? ;-; Nah, Im single :P

4.) Have any abilities or powers?
Lightning bolts, huge butt, meeping and being silly :D

5.) Stop being a mary-sue.
NEVAH!

6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
I would right after I called the police in :3
(Actually it would look like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_WI0VI7aIw)

7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Yeah... dad, mom and annoying lil bro (jonne)
Here I do have lotsa bro dragons :O

8.) Oh? How about pets?
I have a super silly dog and a dragon pet  zanath <3

9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
Anger and sadness. Oh! And liver :s

10.) Something that you do like?
I like you o..o

11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Drawing, meeping (thats all I do), painting miniatures and being sillybutt :D

12.) Have you ever hurt anyone in anyway before?
Unfortunately I have v_v

13.) Ever killed anyone?
Not yet and propably never will. I feel bad for squashing a fly ;..;

14.) What kind of animal are you?
A meepy nordic lightning butt battery dragon. Say that three times repeatedly :D

15.) Name your worst habits.
... Hating my photoshop v_v Cant get my damn pics done for people

16.) Do you look up to anyone at all?
Some friends, but I am not naming anyone in particular o.o

17.) Gay, straight, or bi?
Rainbow flavored cupcake ^3^

18.) Do you go to school?
Im in college right no :O

19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Could be cute, but they should be meepy >_> Plus I dont see how: fag + fag = ???

20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
I have my meepy legion!

21.) What are you most afraid of?
Fear of the unknown and my friends being hurt

22.) What color is your hair?
Dark brown :3

23.) Eyes?
Turquise o.o

24.)What do you usually wear?
I dont wear clothes....
Well usually I like wearing jeans, something warm on the top and of course underwear :O

26.) Do you wish this quiz is over?
Diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie! D:<

27.) Well, it's still not over.
........
........
........
Meeep >_<

28.) Anyways, where do you live?
In the forgotten land of Finland o.o

29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
Middle class? o_o;

30.) How many friends do you have?
A good bunch <3

31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
stop being a lazy dwaggy D:

33.) What is your thoughts on pie?
If it is pie flavored, then Im allllll over it <3

34.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Pizza xP

35.) Favourite drink?
Coffee & Coca-Cola

36.) What is your favourite place?
In my cave o_o

37.) Least favourite?
School D:

38.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
*Reloads shotgun*

39.) Well, it's over.
*BANG!* >:)

 sharkhal  adam0800  libragon

Your meepy batterybutt here just wants to wish happy new year to everyone of you (reading this journal)! Take care people and heres to a new cycle ~ *Pours drinks all over*

Merry christmas fur friends and bros! :D

*Scoots around and throws marshmallow cookies everywhere*