My Demon's Symphony
General | Posted 10 years ago"This is the beginning of my greatest fear,
the beginning of an ending that might never end.
This is the end of my demon's symphony,
the beginning of their rage,
I'm the mouth piece,
they're my protection.
I've known better,
I just can't escape their words,
sharp tongues and clenched teeth,
they speak of death,
speak of so many things,
if you knew my demons,
if you knew the monster in me,
I guarantee you I won't calm the raging tides.
I've done it so many times that I've lost myself in the vast oceans of blood. Marilyn Manson is Scary
General | Posted 10 years agoDon't get me wrong he's fucking awesome.
I fucking love Marilyn Manson...
Unfortunately his imagery fucks with my head.
I've been drawing these very creepy masked character's for a long time now and I thought they were scary....
They don't even touch the surface of a mannequin pulling out maggots from her head...
Yes I drew that.
My vent art just gets a lot worse these days.
Thank you Marilyn Manson.
I'll dedicate the creepy mannequin to your song Tourniquet since I oddly relate to the lyrics right now. That moment when...
General | Posted 10 years agoThat moment when you're reading the Crimson Door Kaname/Zero fanfiction,
which then inspires you to write smut about your own characters.
Expect the difference is that your characters are straight, not gay....
Whaaaaat? This is all very bad costumer service
General | Posted 10 years agoOkay so sequel to the last post, I should've pointed this out. Actually there are a couple of things I should point out because I hear this shit all the time and I find it completely ridiculous. If you sell stuff on here for a living, if this is your job, stop and think for a moment. Just for a minute in those insecure miniscule heads of yours, (No I don't mean all of you just the stupid people berating you for shit) Just imagine this being an actual job, an actual job with a manager looking over your shoulder. How do you act? Do you act difficult and rude toward your follows? If you are in the business of selling things that is instantly connected to socializing with your costumers. If you're not good at socializing with other people and constantly have a stick up your ass about the stupidest shit, this really shouldn't be your job.
Like taking back characters. If you have sold a character, it might be your art, and you have a right to say it is yours, but that does not mean you take the product back. Your art is like a store your costumer takes something from the store buys it, then it's not yours anymore darling so wipe those tears away and just be fucking happy you made a profit.
There's also people complaining about a watermarks on the art that you have given the artist that they've done themselves to make sure it's not stolen. If you haven't put a watermark on your own art, then your costumer has a right to protect the art they bought (with hard earned cash) with their own watermark given that they credit said artist that drew it.
There's also the issue of being a bitch in general about stupid shit. This is all very bad customer service. You all should learn not to be a bitch. You're not standing up for yourself, you're just being whiny because you didn't get your way. That is the way the world and that is how retail works my kitties.
Like taking back characters. If you have sold a character, it might be your art, and you have a right to say it is yours, but that does not mean you take the product back. Your art is like a store your costumer takes something from the store buys it, then it's not yours anymore darling so wipe those tears away and just be fucking happy you made a profit.
There's also people complaining about a watermarks on the art that you have given the artist that they've done themselves to make sure it's not stolen. If you haven't put a watermark on your own art, then your costumer has a right to protect the art they bought (with hard earned cash) with their own watermark given that they credit said artist that drew it.
There's also the issue of being a bitch in general about stupid shit. This is all very bad customer service. You all should learn not to be a bitch. You're not standing up for yourself, you're just being whiny because you didn't get your way. That is the way the world and that is how retail works my kitties.
I am...
General | Posted 10 years agoA person who usually tries her best to stay out of drama and doesn't attempt to take sides unless I really fucking like you. Yeah you know who you are. I recently got an adopt from another person and I absolutely fell in love with it and I really want to use her. Unfortunately the ref sheet had a watermark with the original user's name and I can't do anything about that so I wanted to get an un-watermarked version from the actual Creator. Unfortunately that didn't go to well so I suppose I need a new reference because well I have a feeling that if I post it with someone elses name I'm going to get crap for it. *facedesks*
FUUUUUUUCK
that is all folks LOLZ
Anyone willing to do a ref for me? I'm not good with the whole get art stuff stuff.
FUUUUUUUCK
that is all folks LOLZ
Anyone willing to do a ref for me? I'm not good with the whole get art stuff stuff.
Yep....
General | Posted 10 years agoBecuase uselessness is fucking genetic...
Beauty's bullshit...I want to make a point
General | Posted 11 years ago Okay, I have to make a point. A really good point, cause me and a friend were talking about this. I don't know if it's true or not, and I feel your pain trust me I barely have any money to get the stuff I need either sometimes.
If you are making money from commissions, and I mean like really good money with commissions, and you live on your own, and you don't have an actual job instead of commission work.... Why the Pocky sticks are you going to spend that hard earned money on Dreamies, on a piece of digital work that you will never put up on your wall, that you will never have art of in real life when you know you need the cash for rent, or food?
Why? I don't get it. I mean I admit they're adorable. But come on you could be spending money on a car, or a house. I can agree with like a 40, 50 dollar limit for adoptables. I can do that, but that's if the art is damn good and if it's really damn good, if you see the depth, and the expression and just the pure amazingness of how realistic it looks then yeah that's probably worth 400 dollars. Man dreamies shouldn't be 400 dollars *Face desks* if you have 400 dollars and you need life essence, like food and rent, then spend on that not a dreamie, just saying life decisions man. ATTACK OF THE RAIN!
General | Posted 11 years ago So the great Goddess decided to respond to whatever wish I had for rain....
It started raining out of nowhere while I was at the mall Lolz.
My friend lost his car so we were walking in
the pouring rain longer then necessary
which caused my good jacket,
my nice expensive
jacket soaked through my sweater.
Me and the goddess have to have
a conversation in Summerland when
I'm good and growing into a tree....
That or God... Whichever pair looks out for me. We don't give a shit
General | Posted 11 years ago Everyone just wants to be loved and accepted....
Except us.....
We don't give a shit :D I feel good now considering....
General | Posted 11 years ago People are funny when they're acting like a bitch :3
They makes me laugh. I kill with Carbonated Tea
General | Posted 11 years agoYeah, I was at a friend's house
and we went to the convenience
store to buy some food.
By the time I got back
and opened the cap to my tea it
overflowed and got on the wooden
floors and the counters which stained,
so it looked like I killed someone or something. I felt so bad v.v
and we went to the convenience
store to buy some food.
By the time I got back
and opened the cap to my tea it
overflowed and got on the wooden
floors and the counters which stained,
so it looked like I killed someone or something. I felt so bad v.v
So yeah didn't expect this to ever happen
General | Posted 11 years agoI wanted to brag a little bit maybe...
*Blushes* I was asked out by my long time crush.
We've always really liked each other but due
to some certain circumstances it's always sort
of been an if. We had had our own opinion on the concept.
I'm so happy she asked me though, to think that she mustered
up the courage to ask an idiot like me out makes my head spin.
I love her so much and I hope I make her happy in the future and further on. ^w^ VICTORY!!!!
General | Posted 11 years agoVICTORY THY NAME IS CIEL PHANTOMHIVE!!!!!!
One day folks... I shall scream this on the top of my lungs when I get a fucking scanner!
One day folks... I shall scream this on the top of my lungs when I get a fucking scanner!
I am back!
General | Posted 11 years agoWell after a long needed break to break away from several insecurities that were hitting me like bricks anyway. I wanted to inform everyone that I'm going to try and at least get one adoptable every two weeks to show off or a comission of some of my OCs. I really want a good one of benny, and Rod, and Kayne. lolz so hopefully I can get that done very very soon ^w^ I don't have a scanner but I do draw. so if you still want to see my artwork just post below cause I can just take pictures and such.
QUIZ TIME BENNY!!!!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoYour Character: Benny
1. Gender?: Male
2. Age?: 20
3. Hug?: What's a hug?
4. Bad Habits?: Killing unnecessarily, irritating Rodrigo's wounds is alway fun... never gets old ((His mask is nailed in))
5. Favorite Food?: I have a thing for sour candy... does that count?
6. Ice Cream Flavor?: cookie dough... only because the great disembodied type writer says so
7.What is your species?: Psssh I'm a demon, a psychotic one, I don't think I can even be properly placed in that catagory anymore.
8. Killed Anyone?: *Laughs manically* Killed? I have a plan for humanity and it ain't pretty folks
9. Hate Anyone?: Ummm, this guy, and this guy, oh this guy... lots of guys... cept death kitty he's smexy *Smirks*
10. Secrets?: Several, they're on a need to know basis.
11. Favorite Season?: Winter... because uniform in the summer... ugggggggh
12. Best Friends?: Death Kitty, and A man named randy and a few others that shall not be named for the sake of protection.
12. Hobbies?: Rping, and teasing, and renacting horrible deaths in front of my audience.
14. Fav Drink?: Voltage mountain dew, what else do you think I live on?
15. Birthday?: May 18th
16. Nice Or Mean?: Well that depends, if I'm being nice you have much to worry about.
17. What do you think of your creator?: Creator! Psssh, She's one hell of a lady I'll give you that much, how do you think I became the man I am today... her other characters are quite mean to her.
18. Weakness?: I have no such thing, stop this blasphemy before I reign hell down on your house!!!
19. How long can you stay underwater?: I don't like water... *Avoids his onlookers*
20. What do you do on a regular basis?: Tease Rodrigo
21. Do you love someone?: Well it's more of a tiny babyfur I have thing for these days... oh I wasn't supposed to say that. Oh well.
22. Does the person love you back?: I would think so I lent them my hoodie.
23. What do you consider fun in the day time?: Fun... I can think of so many... ((MY good benny use a fucking filter!!!!!)) nevermind....
24. At night?: Heehe night... hehehe
25. Do you like to play videogames?: I don't understand them...
26. Are you gay?: WHY YES I AM AND I WEAR IT PROUD ON MY SHOULDER!
27. Say that you were trapped in a closet with your lover for 2 days?: I don't think they'd last for very long in that case.
28. Place of origin?: Hell
29. Large or small family?: I have my cult
30. Who are your parents?: Beats me
31. Do you have a phobia?: There are so many things wrong with this question.
32. Piercing/tattoos?: Once you tear my jacket off I'm sure you'll know
33. Do you have a pet?: Pet? Like, an animal pet?
34. Lucky number?: Who needs luck when you're me
35. Favorite color?: Black and Red
36. Eye Color: It's a mix of purple I believe...
37. Hair color: Black and white, though you can't really see much under shadow now can you.
38. Quick! Someone kissed your love! what do you do?: hmmmm tear them limb from limb
39. Favorite music: Metal, screamo, loud things.
40. Where do you want to be right now: In my room
41: What are you in you're loves opinion?: I AM A SILLY GOOSE
42: Do you have work: I do, though I don't get paid for it.
43: You're alone, what do you do?: I listen to music and fall asleep bish.
44. Do you like parties: I'm required to hold them for requirement purposes.
45: Someone drawing you in a porn situation: I'm honestly surprised no one hasn't but then again I haven't asked.
46: Favorite film: I Don't really get around to movies just fun little moments in my daily routine that require popcorn and a sofa.
47. The End, would you share that quiz to someone?:
Yumenoshi
Madhatter6667
Ps. Mind you these are in character answers and they are in no way assoiciated with my life style... except maybe voltage and ice cream.
1. Gender?: Male
2. Age?: 20
3. Hug?: What's a hug?
4. Bad Habits?: Killing unnecessarily, irritating Rodrigo's wounds is alway fun... never gets old ((His mask is nailed in))
5. Favorite Food?: I have a thing for sour candy... does that count?
6. Ice Cream Flavor?: cookie dough... only because the great disembodied type writer says so
7.What is your species?: Psssh I'm a demon, a psychotic one, I don't think I can even be properly placed in that catagory anymore.
8. Killed Anyone?: *Laughs manically* Killed? I have a plan for humanity and it ain't pretty folks
9. Hate Anyone?: Ummm, this guy, and this guy, oh this guy... lots of guys... cept death kitty he's smexy *Smirks*
10. Secrets?: Several, they're on a need to know basis.
11. Favorite Season?: Winter... because uniform in the summer... ugggggggh
12. Best Friends?: Death Kitty, and A man named randy and a few others that shall not be named for the sake of protection.
12. Hobbies?: Rping, and teasing, and renacting horrible deaths in front of my audience.
14. Fav Drink?: Voltage mountain dew, what else do you think I live on?
15. Birthday?: May 18th
16. Nice Or Mean?: Well that depends, if I'm being nice you have much to worry about.
17. What do you think of your creator?: Creator! Psssh, She's one hell of a lady I'll give you that much, how do you think I became the man I am today... her other characters are quite mean to her.
18. Weakness?: I have no such thing, stop this blasphemy before I reign hell down on your house!!!
19. How long can you stay underwater?: I don't like water... *Avoids his onlookers*
20. What do you do on a regular basis?: Tease Rodrigo
21. Do you love someone?: Well it's more of a tiny babyfur I have thing for these days... oh I wasn't supposed to say that. Oh well.
22. Does the person love you back?: I would think so I lent them my hoodie.
23. What do you consider fun in the day time?: Fun... I can think of so many... ((MY good benny use a fucking filter!!!!!)) nevermind....
24. At night?: Heehe night... hehehe
25. Do you like to play videogames?: I don't understand them...
26. Are you gay?: WHY YES I AM AND I WEAR IT PROUD ON MY SHOULDER!
27. Say that you were trapped in a closet with your lover for 2 days?: I don't think they'd last for very long in that case.
28. Place of origin?: Hell
29. Large or small family?: I have my cult
30. Who are your parents?: Beats me
31. Do you have a phobia?: There are so many things wrong with this question.
32. Piercing/tattoos?: Once you tear my jacket off I'm sure you'll know
33. Do you have a pet?: Pet? Like, an animal pet?
34. Lucky number?: Who needs luck when you're me
35. Favorite color?: Black and Red
36. Eye Color: It's a mix of purple I believe...
37. Hair color: Black and white, though you can't really see much under shadow now can you.
38. Quick! Someone kissed your love! what do you do?: hmmmm tear them limb from limb
39. Favorite music: Metal, screamo, loud things.
40. Where do you want to be right now: In my room
41: What are you in you're loves opinion?: I AM A SILLY GOOSE
42: Do you have work: I do, though I don't get paid for it.
43: You're alone, what do you do?: I listen to music and fall asleep bish.
44. Do you like parties: I'm required to hold them for requirement purposes.
45: Someone drawing you in a porn situation: I'm honestly surprised no one hasn't but then again I haven't asked.
46: Favorite film: I Don't really get around to movies just fun little moments in my daily routine that require popcorn and a sofa.
47. The End, would you share that quiz to someone?:
Yumenoshi
Madhatter6667Ps. Mind you these are in character answers and they are in no way assoiciated with my life style... except maybe voltage and ice cream.
Benny and Rodrigo
General | Posted 12 years agoSo I managed to draw some new pictures, mainly my fursona and another character that I've completely fallen in love with. Hopefully I'll be able to post them soon if I can get to a scanner. *Has been using a camera* Yeah guys sorry for crappy quality. I'm not to good at digital art so I do traditional instead. And with my left hand fucking up these days its probably best I don't use a mouse to much, *She injured it somehow* But anyway New characters coming up soon so cross your fingers I find a good scanner around *Looks in her house* or if it still exists....
NEW TABLET :D/Need tips for drawing x___X
General | Posted 13 years agoOkay lolz since I got this epically awesome samsung tablet for chrisy-mas I need tips on how to use it for digital art.... I have no idea it PS is the program to use or something else X_X helps me please.
To be more specific its a 10.1 Samsung Note with an S Pen very handy actually
To be more specific its a 10.1 Samsung Note with an S Pen very handy actually
repost for princessu
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:28828439
its an easy raffle and I want something done lolz X3
its an easy raffle and I want something done lolz X3
Beading: Personal commissions
General | Posted 13 years agoHello everyone I've been wanting to post this for a while and depending on how my babysitting and my income go I'm willing to take up to 2 personal commissions for necklaces, eyeglass chains, bracelets, earrings, and whatever else you can think of. It can be a random made ((any color)), or I can do something that personally represents your fursona ((Fursona colors)) Just PM me or leave a comment. I'll talk about prices with you personally depending on how much I'm going to need for the beds string and clasps. I'm also making this a first come first serve. First two people who comment or PM me I'll gladly make you something. Check out what I've already made for
YumenoShi I'll be posting up the pictures tonight ^^
JA!
Allie
YumenoShi I'll be posting up the pictures tonight ^^ JA!
Allie
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