SOOOOO i did a clean install of windows 7, wiped out alotta crap that i wasnt using.. BUT i also lost my photoshop CS4, well no i didnt lose it, had it in windows.old but yea.. im going to need to delete it reguardless and redownload it once more, WITHOUT the package deal aka like all the bundle shit thats realy realy much and way to much to delve into soo, two of my main things are...

1. get photoshop CS4

2. get Flash CS4

it would ultimatly have my harddrive spared from having way too much space takin up for somethings i dont use and or never had.. like adobe fireworks... wtf? lol can you do everything that you would need in photoshop? why all these other art stuff fuck..

lol anyways.. imma 'get' that photoshop and flash, prolly have it around tomarrow and ill continue my work lol. yes i do have all the art backed up, as well as a buncha other stuff i couldent part with... *coughporncough*

PS i need my fucking wacom divers!!! D: using this mouse is a bitch... im soo used to having my pen in my mouth while i type.. >.<

-SynisterWrath

Soo...

im in one of my binds here on the search for a fabled magical thing...

ive seen screenshots of pefectly textured nude tauren female charecters in WoW... and yes... the ones ive found.... lets just say the non furry charecters had better texture work then the tauren... which is fail.. a shit load of fail..

soo..


anyone out there know of a website that has better tauren nude skins then this one?..
http://wowskins.mmorgy.com/skins.html

might be nice fighting through the world naked, would give me something good to look at while im fighting things. xD

lmfao, but yea if anyone has info please do share. :)

-SynisterWrath

Space pope. :V





/Random/sleepy/

\WARNING!!! contains random shit.. im not thinking right/

Soo yea working on some arts trying to keep up my stuff you know.. its pretty hard to keep track of things when your mind you have lost, i mean im tired but still even when im not... aside from that i think im starting to get sick. which is uber fail.

some things im feeling somewhat depressed about are... the fact that im nearly out of anti depressents... dont have Wrath of the lich king... wish WoW would be free forever (laff like that will ever happen.)... but yea mainly whats depressing is... ive not been drawing alot.. SOOOO imma take a couple days to spend drawing.. hopefully in this time can get better and keep up my style. as well as focus on more random things possibly new charecter species and perhaps taking abit more time to detail my art abit better.. looking through my art it seems like.. further back my original stuff i mean like some of which turned out realy good... and that was before i knew what i know now.. but still that aside.... i need to get better... i mean like to fully express my art fully in grave detail down to the pixel.

hmm.. i guess im just kinda blah... my tonsols are pretty swollen and my nose is raw from sniffling... (Note: Swine flu/bird flu/ any sorta fucking flu thats 'special' like that, does not exist to me.. and there is no fucking way imma go get a vaccine for said stuff.) i know my sick pretty well and this usaly happens every time about this time usaly. soo its perfectly normal.. besides... i still have my tonsols.. lol

hmm..... hmm......

anyways... dont give up hope on me.. ill make a come back with the fury of a thousand burning suns attached to the fist of a angry god in a boxing match with Kathulu.

-SynisterWrath

hmm..

soo yea, i play on a server called malfurian.

all my charecters are not in a guild, ranging from 7 - 62 in level..

my problem, is well.. you see all thouse 1 - 80 leveling guides.. but seriously in all reality who wants to pay 50 - 260$ on something that your not sure will work on a game that you already have to pay for.

okay well does anyone know of any 'free' guides that would help? tired of doing every single quest i come across wasting time on them when other quests give more exp. better yet.. does anyone play on my server and could help me out? lol im not struggling for money.. im struggling to get to 80 soo i can get heirloom items for my lower level charecters.

oh, and ive never.. never.. been in a raid.. lmfao.. ive looked up on...

www.wowhead.com
www.wowwikki.com

plus some other web sites serching for something.. perhaps a quest addon that would tell me if certain quests are junk and perhaps point me in the right direction of better quests? becouse thats how you get to 80 fast right?...

lol well send me a note, or post it here. either way, i do apprishate any sort of help in that area i can get.

-SynisterWrath

well thought id update this before jumping on WoW agen.. well yea i guess im addicted once more, only problem is what happens when my 60 days is over? hmm well ive been looking into stalks and ive been studying and grown aware of how it works and how i could make money through it, hence all this free time i have.

after i do i could vary well keep feeding my addiction. what does this mean for my art? well, not as fast as before of course, but i have been doing some linework on some stuff, havent gotten back into the porn yet but i guess ill be doing that, as for flash, im not even going to touch that till i can figure out some stability in my life. basicly im going to draw, ink, and color my art where and as i see fit.. atleast for now.

being finacialy in this place where im at now isent fun, i cant realy go anywhere or do anything. im lucky to have a roof over my head internet power and food. i can deal with being alone well alone in the sence that im single (which i could care less about due to anti depressents.) ive got perfect ways of exiting reality, with tv games and books, yes i read i do enjoy it, and i love to read about alot of crazy shit. lmfao.

but yea. i didnt want to leave you guys hanging and sure ill post some porn first when i do post, but intell then, imma pwn some nubs in BG! :V

-SynisterWrath

WELLL i got meh nice new cooling system and its fucking awsume no more 50C + temps while playing games or doing anything that is taxing on my CPU! Anyways ive also got a subscrition for 60days for WoW!!! that and some extra poket cash a 20 dollar gift card for hot topic, some new cloths and a lotta sugar brain food! lmfa!! but yea popped on to be all like Merry christmas guys!! and to ask what you all got! hopefully it was something nice! :)

rawr rawr rawr ill be back to drawing in no time!

-SynisterWrath

okay well..

my CPU has been overheating, i think its becouse my heat sync is a broke ass peace of shit... which is not good, ive been able to track the heating of it, and have determined the reasons why things where the way thay where...

basicly, i awhile back when i first put the heat sync in i thought it was compleat you know a epic peice of awsume? but cleaning out the prongs meant that i had to pull up the latches to get the unit out soo i didnt have to worry about dust fallin in my computer, soooooo i think that had something to do with the thermal paste being shit aka drying out and not connecting the two propperly. when i had put in the video card... that epic one that makes all the difference, it caused the heat to go up dramaticly, not sure why, prolly becouse its soo fucking awsume... anyways, ive got a quad core, which means ive got four prossesers running at the same time in close proximity to each other, which means a lot of heat.

this is how way back when my computer was crashing left and right and i thought it was the graphics card itself, but then i relized it couldent have been that, later i came to the realization that perhaps it needed a new better layer of termal paste.... SOOOOO i get some.. did it right cleaned it up and stuck it back in after applying, for some reason, i dont know why i think i wasnt paying attention to the damned thing before it but i dont recall what temps i was getting up to... assuming around 55C - 60C after applying it sould have gone down... but the second i do some serious multitasking the temps shoot up around 60C - 65C... now before a couple of days ago i didnt know what temp i sould have, looked it up gotta lotta info, like say the gereral responce was around 50C/lower... soo i was like wtf wtf wtf right? but i had relized that the heat sync i have had some a latch that wasnt latching properly aka sealing it to the CPU, aka a broke ass peice of shit heat sync.

up in tell now, i wasnt looking into getting anything for christmass but i was desperate in needed a nice cool CPU in order to do all the stuff i wanna do all at the same time...

SOOOOO long story short, i wont be doing much when im on just checking things the temps run around 37C - 43C when im not doing anything other then say typing like now or checking stuff.. might even be able to draw... but this is depressing... my mind goes a million miles per second and i needs to multitask...

anyways im getting a Cooler Master Hyper N520 CPU Cooler, thanks to my mom of whome is going to get me working in stocks online soo i can be doing some crazy ass money getting while drawing my pron listening to music looking up random things and watching flash files while playing a graphical game all at the same time!... well perhaps not THAT intence.. but somewhere inbetween lmfao.

this Cooler Master Hyper N520 CPU Cooler has good reviews and should bring down the temp's about 15C - 20C possibly more, becouse to my knowlage my CPU isent even over clocked. aka in total while doing the things i normaly do ill be getting tempts like around 40C which would be fucking AWSUME.. and im hoping it goes like that soo i dont have to fuck with my computers guts anymore. building it myself its been one pain after anouther but well worth it in the end.


the bottom like here is, i doubt ill be drawing any, possibly... not sure havent decided on it.

till atleast after christmas or when the Cooler Master Hyper N520 CPU Cooler comes in the mail. which i hope is tomarrow.. lmfao.. this game ive been playing called Earth Eternal is pretty neat, highly suggest playing it. or looking it up atleast.

but yea peace for now.

-SynisterWrath

ive come to the serious most compleaty life altering conclusion, self realization..

i think.. im addicted to thease pills..

i know right? who would have seen THAT coming?!

well shit, ive noticed that when i am on my anxioty medication im able to be happy and content and amd able to draw with out distraction..

but saddly, when im not i sit and i stare and agitated and empty the illusion of happyness that the pills give me gone when im not on them.. and i find it hard to concentrait.. thay DO help with my panic attacks.. but recently i had one a day for three days in a row, things where going find till yesterday when i tried to draw some and get some of the stuff i wanna get done, done...

the sad and empty truth to all this is im aware that im addicted, as im aware im addicted to ciggerets coffee and the paranormal.

i can feel it... the smallest feelin of emptyness when im not on any of thease things.. im aware fully despite my dispossition in life.. perhaps its becouse im in the place that i am that i can read my own self from the smallest vibration to the most intence.

anyways.. thats the least of the issues ive got in this world.

i hope for the best in life, but expect the worse, Prepping for what ever may Abolish me.. call it surviving. call it a wretched exsistance.. call it what you will.

-SynisterWrath

Sooo out of shear bordem ive searched furrie in youtube, i didnt expect soo many hits... BUT yea ive gotta say something on anouther note you know theres alot of people that are out there that hate us becouse of what who we are and stuff, ive had plenty of violent episodes with them myself, but i myself wasnt violent about it all all i just think its some funny shit to see people freak the fuck out for no reason, in all reality its non of there fucking buisness for one, two thay try soo hard to get me just as agitated and violent as thay are becouse of there own insecuritys hiding behind what thay claim is there 'god' funny thing about god's If you do beleave in it, thats your choice, i beleave there is some higher power but im not religeous... spiritual maybe but reguardless of that for a person to flat out say its there god is somewhat amusing, what a hatefull god thay warship. the sad thing is a good 80% of all religeons that are based around some land sacred land like say a church or a jewish place.. 80 fucking % of them are corrupt, and using there god as there own way of getting what thay want. for instance...

religeousNut - "your going to hell becouse your not like me."

me - "idiot you have no idea what your talking about."

ReligeousNut - "If you dont beleave that jesus christ is our saviour and god then your going to hell, and if you dont convert yourself and conform to our ways you will burn forever."

me - "keep telling yourself that, any god that isent open kind hearted and loves ALL his people, is no god of mine. and im not going to sacrifice myself becouse you said soo, your not the voice of your god, your not even a prist i bet you havent even read the bible you stupid fuck."

ReligeousNut - *scowling walking away.*


i based that on a experience of mine, slightly altered due to having a warped memory of things. but still. it was something like that.

oh my point about this is, its funny as fuck how people can find any little reason to hate and hide behind something like a god, or a computer. id love to sink a nice long metal blade into there skull and lick out there brains but realy now, i wouldent wast time or effort persuing. its not worth it. just sayin.

ITS NOT JUST THAT THOUGH~!

Theres PLENTY of other different type of people out there that are hated beocuse of themselfs.

Larp, stands for live action role play, often.. Thay are usaly in the set of mythical and mystisism like say Elfs trolls (lol) halflings orc's, just think Warcraft but in real time with real people just look it up through youtube.. i used to larp quite abit not like that i used to larp as well Zero from megaman my friend with be megaman and well it was fun shit, my imagination was alittle but more innocent then then it is now, i know ive got a warped mind im taking medication to keep me from flipping out and doing something stupid. point here is i was picked on for this, but it doesnt stop here..

theres many MANY different orginizations.. if you can imagine it, it prolly exsist, (try looking it up on google.)

people hate over whos god is whos.. its human nature to hate, if your not evolved enough to stop and realize its pointless, what will come of it? war... death... destruction.. blood...mmmm blood... wait no.. but yea lots and lots of corpses will be found laying around.

there would be no end to the fighting.. unless people just mind there own, and seek there own for that sence of belonging that most or everyone trys to find. ive been a furry.. since i was 7 or soo im 23 right now, i used to hide it becouse well i didnt want to be picked on anymore then i was already being picked on. i couldent tell you how many times shit happened to me in school.

but, anyways enough with my rantings..

button line, and MAIN point of all this..

hate begets hate, war begets war. just walk away ignore and or do what i do, be nice to the haters, (i love attention.) what are thay going to do if thay see there hate is not effecting you? give up and go back to there own lifes, in all honesty i feel bad for them, becouse thay prolly had a rough time in life already and there parents might have pushed it upon them there hatefull look on the world, perhaps thay where bullyed beaten or worse.

i dont judge, not my place. to each there own.

-Furry For Life-

-SynisterWrath

okay, lmfao.. not making any promises but..

i do hope to get more pronz up some holiday shit too.

been slackin in that department and its slightly depressing seeing how drawing in itself is theropy to me.

been experimenting with backgrounds trying to get the proportions right, texturing by hand, and well yea just trying to improve all round.. i think ive come far.. hmm..

anyways ill be around hit me up on yahoo or something or send me a note. :V

-SynisterWrath

i doo i dooo!!

sometimes its better to have no idea whats going on and not care about it, then to know whats going on and become emotionaly shattered and broken about it.

if you read my previous journal you would know what im talking about.

even worse.. i think im addicted to thease antidpressents.

life is just peachy... isent it? (yea fucking right..)

-SynisterWrath

FINALY!! lol its back up, hmm... ive gotta admit.. ive slacked off.. but for good reason.. my grandfauthers heath is well... not the best, theres a iffy chance thought all this but im not sure how it will play out, hes decided not to go back into the hospitol, his hearts condition is well not that great, only 15% or soo is working, add that with all the other problems? like say the congestive heart failure thats gettin into him, well you have a mix for disasture.. i assure you hes one tough bastard.. but, with all that said ive been a nervious emotional wreck, theres a good chance that his time is near and honestly... ive never had to deal with something like this... when pets die i get rediculasly emotional, but ive never had a family member die...

anyways, enough with that thinking about it is only making it worse, ive gotta viset them aka my grandparents. well fucking shit hell.. lets see, um... yea.. OKAY, as you prolly already know, im pretty much a dead beat loser with a LOT of time on my hands, and no money.. a job? dont have one.. need one, wish i had some form of income i do wanna end up getting a gaming laptop soo that i could draw on the go, but i dont see that happening anytime soon, and my desktop is in.. well lets just say ive no fucking clue whats the problem with it... i have a Radeon HD 5400 pci-e graphics card.. i think thats what it is.. but yea i cant put it in becouse i know something will fail agen like last time and ill end up wiping my hard drive.. i think it has something to do with overheating. but in all honesty ive not the slightest clue what could be happening.. now i know what your thinking.. how the fuck can a graphics card wipe a harddrive? well i myself and not entirly sure, infact, the hard drive im using now is only 80 or soo gigs.. i do have a external which helps.. but only problem is.. when ever i transfer alot of shit, i think it overheats and shuts down for awhile, aka it will go a term i like to use is 'link-dead' it doesnt recognize thats its there aka unreadable. but i unplug it wait a couple hours try it agen and bam it works agen.. i dont wanna end up wiping it, becouse ive got lots of pron on it.. if i need the exact spec's of all my stuff id post it but i dont know for sure.. i do know i have a intell quad core and that my mouther board is nvidea, and i think my power supply is 600watt.. and i do have like 2 gigs of ram... might be nice to be able to play some of the games i could before like say.. left 4 dead.. but with the onboard graphics card aka intergrated is like fucking sigh why bother..

ive got alotta pent up frustraiton about life and shit and how its playing out for me.. maybe i need to try harder? try soo hard that i faint from exhaustion. or maybe its all in my head... all i now is this chrismas is going to fucking suck.. did i mention my cars transmission is compleatly fucked? and that its worth more then the car itself? i guess im just a broken down man of sorts.. i mean i could be worse off right now i know... but things could be abit better... if i could just get a foot in the door of someplace.. earn some money pay off my debt and get a entirly new computer or rather, gaming laptop and if i could instantly heal my grandfauther of all pain and suffering take 40 years off him and my grandmouthers age soo that thay are young agen.. and if i could buy everyone gifts and shit... how fucking depressing this is, if it wasnt for the anti depressents and Xanex id already killed myself by now.

i know nouthings going to fall into my lap.. and the opertunitys might be out there.. but i cant get out there lack of a car.. and if i could i doubt thay would hire a guy with shoutler lenght scene/punk hair a lip peircing two lobe peircings and a cartalage peircing. sure i could take them out and conform to society but where would my originality be? id feel naked with out my peircings ive had them for 7 years, infact ive not changed them in atleast 3 (yes yes i clean around them/on them realy realy good.. im OCD and shit.) ive been drinkin soo much coffee that i can feel myself being border line dehydraited, and i can deal with being single.. but i do wish i had a dog.. my cats fucking awsume but she tends to do her own thing, atleast a dog would sleep in my bed with me...

well maybe im just complaining.. maybe i sould stop and go rob a bank or some shit.. (LMFAO like i would do that.. i dont wanna die. or rot in prison) sigh, i hope someday.. ill get a chance to do something about it.. and i do hope my grandfauther will be okay.. thats one of my bigest concerns right now.. i dont want him to suffer but i dont want him to pass.. not on christmass/before it or anywhere near it.. ill hate christmas always.. ill hate the idea of it.. and i dont wanna cry around that time of year.. i fucking love the cold.. hmm... im rambling away its 3am.. my sleeps been fucked.. soo.. well i think ive said enough.. i do hope someone reads this, and if not atleast ive got it off my chest.. dont have anyone to talk to realy.

-SynisterWrath

Okay, well hm.

kinda bored..

dont know..

how am i doing in the art department? just curious some healthy critisizm might be good.

Oh dunno still kinda leery about it soo im going to ask you guys, sould i start doing Comissions/requests/gifts? lol still consiter myself not that great of an artist. but yea. xD

-Synister Wrath

okay i think something is up cant upload any images i wounder if its FA? FA says it cant wright my image to disk.. i wanna spread the love but i cant if i cant even post a image, you know? what if i had a epic flash done A REALY good one.. one that i spent months working on working through the artwork page by page.... i didnt im just saying ive got the worse luck when it comes to this shit rofl. but yea i DO have a image waiting.. and fucking RoK is Down!!! fail fial fail fail fail soo i cant do that right now despite the fact i wanna /win on my half-orc assassin.. sigh sigh sigh sigh...

im hungry... lmfao imma go eat some food. xD

-Synister Wrath

Soo im like getting one thing done after anouther, ive updated my avatar ive got two submissions up in one day with a epic outcum.. lol cum... xD

i love photoshop.. love it... love it... *makes babies with it* :V

flash is confusing.. but it is nice.. would be nice to have someone who knows more about flash right here with me to show me things.. couse some of the problems i having with flash might be simple fixes.. but yea im not going to give up on flash.. however.. im going to keep doing random pinup's for awhile possibly a week or two.. couse seriously? my brain still hurts from working with flash. despite how awsume it is.. (can be that is.. if you know what your doing.. and i dont... for the most part.... xD )

Anyways.. lol expect more stuff if not tonight, its 11:51 here, then tomarrow sometime durring the day. if i dont stay up late on a drawing binge. xD

Love you guys!! <3 /breaktime xD

-Synister Wrath

okay well im not sure.. but

i might take a break from flash and do some pin ups.

atleast for a good couple of pictures. ive been neglecting that and i think i could put out some realy nice ones. and it would keep me from beating my head agenst the wall from flash problems. soo its a win win situation.

Oh adding onto this, i thought id say, when i do some flashi might make a music video of some sort. thinkin about it.. maybe something epic.. dont know.. (dont worry ill do sometime too..) xD

-Synister Wrath

well shit, okay i just thought id say whats been going on...

soo i was making a transition into AS 3.0 soo i could use this tool called the bone tool.. supposably to make animation easyer.. well it seems like a good isea.. maybe its just me but when i get everything all boned up (lol) and move the body parts around and stuff, i end up with a boncha body parts everwhere... soo it was a dead end.. sad thing is, it would be easyer for me to go back into AS2.0 add some certain script i thought was cool to that soo i can keep it somewhat decent.. then inteast of tweening and that shit.. ill animate it by hand... only problem with that is, its hard to figure out what sort of path you need with out it looking choppy or robotic.. aka not fluid and natrual, like for instance.. when you have sex do you move your body in one direction? with out moving say your hips? like float into your goal where your aiming for with your feet sliding across the ground? okay maybe im exadurating this but, it is definatly a pain in the ass.. but i guess its worth it.. hmm..

i hate how flash has two different kinds of scripts.. instead of just putting them all on one type.. becouse seriously.. i like putting code on objects... rather then flrames.. and i like how i can put scripts in 'movie' symbols soo that i can change sceens instead of it looping a cock getting hard then dissapearing then getting hard agen..

well i guess ive got alot to learn. and learn i shale..

only problem is my anxioty is going fucking crazy couse im just dying to post something.. maybe ill take some meds... dont know.. fuck im hungry... maybe i need a break... ugh...

i know ill end up posting something at some point in time.. but this one project is pretty insain with how bad im trying to get it to work out well ill continue on this though and see it through till the end.. but later tonight maybe.. not only that... a whole shit load of RL stuff is coming at me from left and right like viseting my grandparents tormarrow, thanksgiving next week... when all i want to do is finish this and have it be in perfect quallity and i swear to god i think im fucking losing my mind..

/tired

-Synister Wrath

Alrighty, ive got some good stuffs going on, possibly my best work yet in flash!

but, i im kinda curious, thinking about making it multiple sceens.. like cub/beastiality/strait/gay/and possibly other stuf if you would be soo kind as to post here.

i dont want TOO much stuff in one flash couse it might take alot longer, and im already taking my time on making this flash epic. soo i think ill have you guys vote on what you want to see in it.

(it will have, Strait, Gay.. still debating myself on the third slot im choosing, in total ill have 4, 3 that ill pick out and 1 you guys vote on.)

well this isent going to be like you have a selection right here and you pick one and post it.. if you wanna see somthing some sorta fetish in it, just type out the fetish and post it here. which ever one has the most posts ill pick out and do.

one main thing... NO.. and i repead NO way in FUCKING HELL am i going to do ANYTHING with piss and shit. no fucking way.. dont post it.. ill ignore it.. and prolly shun you.. not becouse your into it, becouse you didnt read this, and didnt listen to me when i say "No You."

Aside from that every other fetish is fair game.

Good Luck! (*waits for posts*)

-Synister Wrath

im going to start working on stuff.. i mean all this time ive been studying (pretty much aside from running a couple chours.) but it wont be intell late tonight or tomarrow.

i recently upgrated to CS4, got the master collection soo ill be set for this no doubt, i do however aside from flash, want to continue drawing in Photoshop, ive got some sketches ideas and stuff, and ill be working on them when i feel like i need to, flash is going to come first (for now) becouse ive still got alot to learn about it. despite the fact that theres still alot i could learn in photoshop. ive yet to get down and hardcore with the stuff ive been studying, ive looked up platformer's guides (alot of the basics) and some other guides as well that are pretty neat.

Anyways tonights the night, will be friggan halarious to see all thouse people going nuts over twilight 'new moon' ill be laughing my ass off at them, and possibly the movie, becouse real vampires dont sparkle in the sunlight.. thay BURN and turn to flames. well reguardless of how bad the movie will suck.. might be nice to get out of this house for awhile.. >.>

-Synister Wrath

Welp my friends! ive got some great advice for improving my flash, soo great that i thought id give thanks where thanks was due!!

 monkeyxflash

Despite how i thanked him via note's, i thought id give credit to him as my flashes will be much smoother, not to mention ill have other things that will improve everything lol. kinda excited realy, want to dive in..

Anyways on topic here,

http://www.newgrounds.com/collectio.....tutorials.html

was the site he had pointed out to me, i know what your thinking.. duh.. right? well yea no one else seemed to remember that newgrounds had tutorials.. lmfao here ive been scowering youtube and tutvid.com looking up neat tutorials that are well.. well kinda way ahead of where i need to be..

he had also said some other advice thats prolly on the newgrounds tutorials but it would be hard to find and it is a must for the smoothness of animations, and pretty basic (lol i didnt know this) but more frames makes the animation not only cleaner but slower to fix that, turn up the FPS (more then just 14 - 16 somewhere around 24+) it may seem simple and easy.. but i didnt know and all this time ive been pullin my fur out trying to figure this crap out.. aka i wasnt a animator before doing thease flashes even while im doing them i dont think im a animator but i will become one if it kills me..

Anyways yea, all thanks to,

 monkeyxflash

My animations will improve!! /levelup

-Synister Wrath

Okay, my goals.

One, i Want to be able to make some increadable in dept flashes, with buttons here and there with some Extream graphics near 3d level (but not compleatly 3d) i guess what i mean by that is somewhat toonish charecters that can move around seemlessly with like a 360 camra view of the charecter.

Two, i want to make (if possible.) a MMO sexual rp game with this where users can chat walk around, change the appearence of there own charecters to where its almost sandbox like, with a large quantity of sexual positions with multiple lobbys with different area's. (sems like alot i know.. it is.. ive barly even scratched the tip of the ice berge with this code soo i dont know what all is possible yet.)

three, i want to over all improve my art, possibly figure out some tricks (shit that i obviously dont know like the whole 360 view thing) maybe figure out if people in general use photoshop to draw out charecter sheats then impliment them to flash.

Four, well my cum effects (on regular art) is fine and grand i mean i enjoy it, but i want to impliment that style onto flash with a better outcome then i have been.. its a real bitch trying to figure out how flash works. i mean the ins and outs.. there seems to be ALot of ways to do the same damn thing and some are faster easyer and better then others.

Soo far... (as well as some thoughts)

i know how to do simple buttons and animation loops, i know how to tween shape and motion (but not how to use them both togeather if thats possible) i know theres easyer way of doing it then how i have been.. Manualy moving the graphics around (soo i can not only move the graphic like say a leg, but also rotate it as well) but i know there has to be a way to get that to work much easyer then that and with a smoother and over all cleaner outcome. the loop animations i did atleast one of them was pretty smooth and to my liking aka the M/F straith awww love one, im not sure how i got it soo smooth, and i dont know why my latest flash wasnt as smooth as it (becouse i followed the the same steps with manualy moving each graphic as i did with the awww love submission.)

im a pretty independent bastard of a guy sometimes soo asking for help is kinda hard for me, i like to do my own reserch, so im not in a position where i feel less then smarter then what i actualy am (possibly why im soo fucking crazy.) but i do need help with this.. i dove in head first into flash with out knowing whats what and how to do this, i dont even have many resorses to guide me by studying. soo if anyone knows a thing or two about flash or knows someone that does know point them in my direction, as well as any websites with a database of code and what works with what would be nice, possibly some better video tutorials then what i have been looking up might help.

let me put it this way... I want my flash to be better soo that you all can enjoy it alot more, the more you enjoy my stuff the more im going to work harder on getting better and posting better stuff. good clean critisizm is fine as well, i dont mind i mean like shit if no one says anything about certain things that could be better And tells me/gives me the tools to make it better. it prolly wont get better, but if you do then ill work twice as hard and study more and make it better.

Any Advice or anything Note me or post here.

thanks agen!

-Synister Wrath

i just got my first HATE message ever!! feels good, lmfao becouse when i see something like "That was the worst thing Ive seen in a long time" i know someone's got penis envy. i personaly dont judge art is art there is no one better then the other, its simply a matter of tastes, if you dont like what taste of art i put out there are plenty of other artists out there, thats the fun thing about it, youll never know what youll find when you look shit up.

anyways got off topic, Hater's make me feel all happy in my pants. i swear to god if i could meet them in real life and thay hated on me then i swear id cum all over there face five times then give them a hug and a tissue. but no seriously i know how much i fail, i mean fuck im taking anti depressnts and anxioty medication for crying out load. but when someone else says i fail? i get a big stiffy. i dont even argue or fight i just find it funny as fuck.

Anyways lol goin to pass out for now.

-Synister Wrath

omfg okay, this next flash im working on is going to be epic i hope atleast, lol going to be a pain in the ass to get everything in working order but yea ive got some scripting down, lol soo it wont be all loops and stuff, imma add more to it as well hmm... im hungry... lmfao, kk imma grab some food then get back to work!! oh might be delayed even more, today is ticket day for the movies.. soo imma have to take my friend to the mall to get the tickets.

Anyways Keep watchin ill have it up in no time, (and by no time i mean like sometime late tonight.) xD

-Synister Wrath

Okay well heres whats going on...


its 3am, i had finished something i was working on posted it. and just staring at the screen now.. dont know if im like having trouble trying to find my bed or what.. tomarrow ive gotta take my friend to grab tickets to see a movie thursday aka 'New Moon' i personaly hate what twilight has done to vampires but it is fucking halarious to see all thouse teenage girls freak the fuck out. not to mention all thouse MILFS the same way. and it might be funny to see the shit just soo i can be acurate when i make fun of it. the only thing i might regret is filling up that slot in my head with that bullshit story of sparkly vampires.

tomarrow im hoping to get down and dirty with some moar flash, ill go back to photoshop perhaps abit later, as ive already said before i wanna become adept with flash, im pretty used to photoshop soo it wont be hard switching im sure, and with all this god damn time i have on my hands hell.. give it a year or two.. ill be pushin 1000 or soo submissions with atleast 200 of them epic and finely tuned.

Anyways, For now, Gnight. lol

-Synister Wrath

Well just curious and all whats everyone think? am i doing good soo far? do i need ALOT of improvement?

-Synister Wrath