lol okay finaly im able to post my first flash work ive posted one thus far but i will end up posting the other later tonight around 6 or soo. but yea.

Just woke up soo, imma go eat some food drink some coffee and prolly get back to drawing or something. xD

-Synister Wrath

well flash is still down.. saddly.. i just finished a first rough flash file and i wanted to show everyone, wanted advice opinions possibly help on how i could make it better, most of the tutorials out there are for CS4 and not CS3 (which i have.) soo its kinda like banging my head agenst the wall trying to figure out most stuff.

wish i could post it.. i will soon as i thay allow it.. but i guess ill keep trying in flash to see what i can do, kinda a pain smooth animations with out tweening is a real bitch. might try alittle harder though who knows maybe its just me.. lmfao. xD

anyways ill be on yahoo i guess, hit me up.

-Synister Wrath

Normaly im diligent with my posts making sure thay are all in the same catigory if thay are the same, but ive come to a realization, one of the pages of my comic, was somehow set to flash, the problem here is that not only have i tried to change it but the flash has been turned off on FA, which is kinda funny if you think about it, becouse the page is not flash made. i would however deleat it and put it back up agen.. but then the comic would be out of normal 1 - 16 order. soo unless there is some way i can change that on that image theres realy nouthing you guys can do but wait till flash gets turned back on.

Anyways, Good morning, time to go eat something take my meds and get a couple things done before i hop on and delve into flash making agen, soo far.. ive been doing line work in it the linework is coming out realy realy smooth and well, the animations that i make is kinda choppy, but i know why, becouse i need to take abit more time and put abit more detail on where the lines go in each frame, with out making the lines a half a inch appart and stuff. well that aside, ive till gotta figure out how to color in this thing.. im sure i could prolly draw up a image and put it in flash somehow and work with it in there, but that seems abit more tedious then helpfull.


hmm but yea food.. coffee.... things i need to do...

hit me up on Yahoo, ill be back at some point.

-Synister Wrath

Soo upon looking into flash CS3... its like... jesus mixxed with obama! its THAT fucking awsume! soo awsume that i fucking JIZZED IN MY PANTS.. and on the screen and the key bored and on the walls and on myself and on my cat and on everything.. omfg.. lol

Sooo um as ive looked into it, i was able to make a short flash of Syn sticking his toungue out and blinking, a small achivement, thanks to totorials, otherwise id be soo lost. lol ill delve into more detailed ways of getting into flash later.. but for now, im going to keep working with some flash, and see if i cant make some pron with it, possibly even some cleaving blood fun. lol.

but yea its awsume i recomend it to anyone that wants to animat, the tweens make it easy for anyone to just mess around with it and for the more hardcore artists page by page animation is nifty aka how i managed to do what i did with Syn. i of course deleated it becouse it was scratchy and i didnt take my time. but ive got a good feeling about this, im sure ill be able to maybe loop some pron or make a highly interactive (with buttons and everything) RP sex game with of course furrys. with a selection of charecters to play as. (im sure something like that will take ALOT of time.) that aside though its going to be a bitch juggling photoshop and flash for pin ups and compleat animated sex sceens.

might take some getting used to the controlls in flash is different from photoshop as well.. like the quicksave, as well as undo shortcut.. kinda depresses me becouse switching with the too might get me confused and stuff. reguarless. ill make some nice stuff with this im sure.

Well Back to work on this some more (aka playing around with flash) then i might play some RoK or something. ill be on yahoo.

-Synister Wrath

Woot!!

okay the comic Indulge a friend is finished, ill be posting the rest prolly later tonight. But aside from that, im honestly not sure if im going to take a break and play some more zelda twilight princess (could have beaten it already but i wanna collect EVERYTHING.) or if i sould keep on drawing. i could.. in any case.. i need some friggan coffee.

lmfao

ive no plans for any more major projects, i might think of something, but if i do ill hold off on starting it, and make a note of it on here. ill be mostly doing pin ups, or my darker side of art (deal with it.) might even mix the two somehow.. lmfao pronz plus butchary and crazy insainity with lots and lots of blood... hmm...

ANYWAYS yea coffee.. need that coffee.. >.>

oh yea, ive recently gotten back into RoK if you dont know what that is, then well im sorry lol google it. i might play some of that later. Oh and Rp is always nice. hit me up on yahoo or something, might be on.

-Synister Wrath

Lol i got alot of shit done today, not only have i colored the rest of the pages of my comic ive highlighted and stuff, the final touch would be to add the cum effect and BAM... all done. But i dont think im going to releash it all at once.. when i do release it..

perhaps people could persuade me otherwise, reguardless of this, ive also got stuff done around the house. my living envoroment which was in desperate need of help, soo i cleaned
it.

Something weird and odd though, the airbrush for highlighting, (something i didnt us in the begining of my comic.) made each page look alot cleaner.. which is kinda bad seeing how i was aiming for kepeing them to style.. but reguardless of that, i think soo far thay will hold true to that, before i finaly get into improving my artwork, i wont be working on anouther one for awhile, but there might be a part 2.... oops said too much already.

anyways its friday night and my sister and her girlfriend want to go out and drink themselfs into a alcoholic coma, soo im going to be the driver.. lol what? me drink? thats what the pills are for.

/Gets ready for that.

oh and i think ghost adventures is on tonight!! WOOT!

-Synister Wrath

Well i was miss informed about the movie which i thought was tonight.. apparently its not intell next week.. i got dressed and all ready for nouthing.. le sigh, suppose i deserve this i guess.. for one reason or anouther..

hmmm soo im using this time to work on my comic.. soo far...

ive touched up some of the sketchy line work (trying to keep the style with the comic.) also i colored a page, i think i might go ahead and color all of them right now, i dont know might take me some time to finish it, becouse its not as easy/perfect as using the pen tool (for linework and coloring.) not to mention i wont be using any of the neat fucking awsume ajustmentlayers for highlighting and shading with air brush effect.. maybe some air brush but it wont be like that.. its kinda depressing knowing how to make it better and not doing it for the sake of keeping it to style.. (which is why i guess im trying to hurry and get through the comic. with out rushing to make a compleat mess of it.)

After the comic. i ugh.. i dont know, lol i might just draw some random things, sexy pin ups maybe some gay/lesbian work, dunno though this is all speculation, i usaly draw what comes to mind at the time i draw.. soo its realy is hard to say.. BUT!!

i think, possibly after i get the hang of the 'good' style of shading and lighting. i might do some gifts for people. MAYBE... oh i also wanna learn how to animate lol using flash or something, prolly going to be hard as fuck but yea.

oh might go make some cinnamin bunz or some shit.. might be good to eat something tasty. xD

-Synister Wrath

as i delve deeper, looking towards the end of where this will all lead me. ive barly got my feet wet with my art, seeing how i want to draw alot of stuff, i mean things people wouldent normaly draw, the rare stuff that when you find your jaw drops from what ever feelings you have on it, im not a human.. i must be a monster. ive lived far to long in this way that the basic social situations are a mystery to me now. there was a point in time where i did have someone to look up too, someone that could guide me on the ways of the world and spiritualy lift me. but i left that becouse i missed home, but who knew home would have me this way..

im a fucking loser, i know this.. im not human.. im not anything. i prolly dont even exsist at all, and my attemts to leave something behind in this world that people can see i fear will not be enough. ive been unemployed for a good 4 -5 years now, ive no concept of time, things in my life seem a blur and every breath i take it seems is a wast of energy.. this isent a cry for help, this isent a suicide note.. this is me expressing myself.

i dont know how long i can last like this.. i need to take more chances, i need hope.. but my faith in all things has been torn asunder in choas which ive created. being alone for soo long, can warp a mind, with out the basic human contact.. like a hug.. or even a handshake, it can leave a person broken perhaps just like me.. this situation ive had for as long as i can remember since i was young.. but the reason why i hurts soo much now, is becouse well ive had a taste of the world, atleast some of the better parts, partys money a life, a car that worked. after a year it was forfited to move back in with my parents. i did have a car for awhile but i dont have that now.. i can only depend on my parents for there cars or even my sister.

i cant even imagin what it must be like for people that have it worse off then i do. and im sure there are.. but from where i stand the way i see things my perception of my reality, this nonexsiting hell ive created, that i call home.. is unbearable at times..

and with out a outlet to spill this ever filling glass of thoughts it would surly swell then rupture, leaving me more broken.. no good can come from this im sure.

i am my own worst enemy, i am my own void, i am nouthing at all yet here i am. i dont excsist but here i am typing this out..

my rantings, i appologize.

-Synister Wrath

lol soo ive been having this insomnia for quite some time, not only that either im forgetting to eat or just dont realy care to eat.. sad thing is im remembering to take my antidepressents and grabbing coffee now and then. i know this cant be healthy and perhaps i sould eat something or try and get some rest..

hmm in any case, i know its been like "WTF post moar of your comic now." i know i will but im having way too much fun with all this new shit ive learned, and if i do continue and finish the comic, i might have trouble not implimenting the effects becouse well i like them, makes things alot neater and cleaner. (for the most part.) i need to look up lighting and shadowing totorials, as well as some other stuff that might help make my art better and cleaner. and hell i know i havent drawn much gay pronz but i do want to get some up here sometime, its just well aside from the comic and RL i dont know.. lol i just need to sit down and finish that damn thing soo i can move on to other stuff. only problem is i have the next four/five pages drawn out not colored or highlighted though.. dont get me wrong i do like my own comic, only problem is, i wish i would have learned the stuff that i know now before it soo i could have it looking abit better.

well fuck, okay ill stop drawing other crap and focus on the comic, but first.. i think i sould try and atleast eat something, i can deal with the insomnia thing, and ive got some other RL shit i need to take car of as well. not to mention, some friends are going to drag me to see twilight mainly becouse im the ride.. but yea mainly to see how bad its going to suck. interview with a vampire is good, twilight is bad, white wolf's vampire the masqrade is fucking awsume, and twilight.. well to me there realy is only one twilight ever.. thats twilight princess aka zelda. nouthing to do with sparkaling vampires, just the way i likes it. rofl xD

soo yea on to does that stuff nao.

-Synister Wrath

Le sigh, ever feel under apprishated? or neglected in some way or form? or has the lonelyness and being stuck inside a house all day long for weeks on end caused massive maddness..

well im kinda in that area right now. kinda want to draw more.. but ill prolly just fail like i have been... im having a hard time grasping everything. ive seen many different ways to shade/highlight and give lighting effects.. ive spent hours on end drawing, and i still cant seem to get up to par with some of the more epic artists. ive not been doing this for as long as thay have, aka drawing with a tablet soo im sure that has something to do with it, and ive only just figured out about the pen tool which made my line art alot cleaner, and ajustment layers to shade.. ive also tried shading the traditional digital way. with mutiple layers and darkera nd lighter versions of the same color, and its just.. it doenst seem like im getting anywhere..

i stare in awe at the other artists that have not only clean art but perfectly shaded colored with drawn out backgrounds with such perfections its almost goddly. seeing this kinda brings me down.. like im just walking into a wall in the dark trying to find a door that isent there becouse im in a box.

it sucks being out in the middle of no where.. i miss living in the city where i could just walk to places i want to go to.

im not depressed becouse well, im on anti depressents, so its not realy affecting me, its just the thoughts are still there, and i do feel put down..

its hard keeping a upbeat attitude when you have nouthing to look forward to in life, and your just in the same position stagnent, trying to find meaning in it all, trying to do your best at what you can do even if its not that great.

i hate being a failure.. but its all i ever was, and prolly all ill ever will be.

hmm.. i sould go play some more twilight princess.. i can excape from reality with it.

-Synister Wrath

SooOoooOoo ive come to this conclusion, drawing porn attracts people.. drawing anything other then porn makes them run away.

my flogic is lawless.

-Synister Wrath

SooOOooOo... ive pretty much be on a zelda binge, im sorry... still am actualy playing twilight princess right now.. hmm.. dont know exactly when ill start up my drawin spree's agen i hate leaving shit half finished, aka my adult comic thing.. then agen... im a gemini soo kinda goes with the territory.. speaking of which....

ever just want to own a person? lmfao i sometimes feel like if i did own someone, things might be alittle more interesting.. but what makes fantasys craved is the fact that near all of them are unreachable.. for instance, one of mine is being a dog of some sort preferably a medium - large breed, or strait up wolf (or any other wild dog.) i know that isent going to happen anytime soon becouse its kinda physicaly impossible.. i hate that word.. impossible.. i mean shit, anything is possible.. and my minds soo far open you can see my brains from space. yet with the knowlage that comes of growing up in a world like this, (aka sience and stuff) limits us soo rediculasly much that im not suprised we are infact slaves of it.

i mean shit, there are storys all around of fucking crazy shit... i mean alians (totaly possible. aka life on other planets.) werewolfs, (im sure its linked to something from the age in which it was, i mean there has to be some truth to it.) vampires.. lmfao vampires are real, just not as you think of them as, and no thay dont fucking sparkle in the sunlight either. im talking about people that drink other peoples blood kinda like canables. i mean ever since humans started to think, im sure thay thought blood was some sort of importance, and drinking the blood of your enemys would make you stronger, (not that physicaly taking down anouther person had anything to do with it. lol sarcasm) theres even storys out there that seem impossible, like this mothman shit, theres a whole movie on it, and it was based on true events. eye witnesses amoung other things. fuckin hell we are discovering new species all the time whos to say right?

what if, werewolfs where driven back into hiding, fairys pushed back as well along with other 'magical creatures' like dragons. i know this shit may sound crazy i mean hell it does to me as well, but what if we actualy discovered something like that.... oh example, sea monsters of old times, giant squids that would rise up and take entire ships down, totaly fucking true, only problem is back then we didnt know that thay where just giant squids, and not kraken. giants dwarfs fucking shit the list goes on like crazy.. all shit has prolly happened or showed up on some level, even if it was a fluxuation between two realitys in which showed up in our reality, and our fucking consisnous is underdeveloped for us to compleatly see the world and all other alternat universes/realitys.

wow, how the topic turned.. anyways back to twilight princes.

ill check in now and then to see whats up. <3

-Synister Wrath

fuck got soo drunk and wasted off my ass i kinda blacked out, and woke up in my bed, it was a crazy party.. but yea hate waking up to the whole, still being drunk afterwards thing. its sucks. but yea art is still postponned till a couple days, perhaps tomarow, im not sure..

/recovering lol

-Synister Wrath

Okay i know ive not been on my game lately.. havent had much time to do anything, but i have been looking up totorials on how to make my art better, aka cell shading lerning more about the tools, i didnt even know about the pen tool and what it was capable of intell i read up on it.. i mean shit, no wounder other artists that have been doing it longer then me and prolly know more about photoshop then i could shake a pen at.. lol but yea, i will improve my art, i need to get through this comic... soo i can work on the other stuff.. its going to be a pain in the ass ending it, couse i still have 4 pages sketched out, one of them colored. i think i could end it in five more after the forth one, bringin it up to a total of 20 pages, which isent bad for a first comic ever.. lmfao.


But yea i am humbled in awe at the splenders of photoshop, and all that im learning.

i know i will become that art jesus in no time.. and by no time i mean like a good couple of years. but each thing i learn i make progress, soo im not stagnent in the same place, soo much shading soo much layers cell shading, texturing, and other effects.. i think ive barly scratched the surface...

P.S. ill be working more sometime next week, ill stray away from adding stuff ive learned to the comic to keep it in all its noobcolor glory. but after i will be adding more stuff, as well as to my charecters, like peircings more distinct fur patterns, cloths style and possible hairstyle, infact i might just 'evolve' Synister all togeather, becouse the other ones i have are the more advanced in the details... aside from kristy, deliria is pretty detailed to my expectations, i could work on kira abit as well. but dont be surpised if after i get my comic out of the way my art changes on some level, and my charecters alter abit.

-Synister Wrath

Okay i may be on anti depressents and all but, i still have thoughs thoughts which would get me depressed if i wasnt on anti depressents... if that makes any sence, thouse thoughts are random, spontanious in nature and leave me lethargic and mentaly paralized. sometimes i hate the idea of being alive, sometimes i think the world would be better off with out me, i mean fucking hell im 23 jobless with anouthing to look forward too no direction, no faith, no hope, and yet here i am still alive.. i wounder what makes me tic, there has to be some sorta clock work to it all. it is facinating how the human body works, even moreso the reality the human body is placed in.. but reality is the perception of the one who lives in it. if thats the case... then souldent i be able to fall into a coma like state in my own little world inside my mind or change my perception of the world to where everything is like i imagin it like overlay of layers transparent enough to know that its just a illusion but real enough to actualy feel taste touch and see.

sometimes i ramble about nouthing at all and philosophy, as well as the idea of PK.. being able to move shit with your mind is fucking cool no matter how you look at it. ive seen youtube videos of such things but its hard to pull the bullshit from the real.. becouse my perception is making it all real... i guess the idea of magic and the paranormal gets me all randy. Occult shit too, ive spent countless hours scowering the internet reserching, for no real good reason at all other then the fact that i think all of it is interesting. i just wish i could make some of it happen with out devoting my the rest of my stupid life to a dicipline like telekinisis with out actualy seeing it up close and personal from someone and be givin pointers.. alot of that stuff is staged soo well it seems real but its just slight of hand. i wounder if anyone actualy ready my journals? i mean, the realy long ones like this one where i just go on and on... with no one topic to stay on becouse my minds running in circles.. i hate being alone.. yet i crave it, self preservation is the key and soo what if i turn into a lonly cold emotionless robotic world hating anarchist with a warped perception of things. fuck here i am going on about my problems...

Anyways, im still kinda in some pain, i hade to finish Demonic Possession though. i needed to do something alittle different before my art fell apart and got sloppy. couse id prolly get all like wtf im still on this comic? shit, i do it tomarrow.. and go play diablo 2 LoD, already beaten it all with all the classes full end game sets.. soo ive been hacking.. trying to figure out how the hackers on open battlenet get soo fucking pimp with there instant kill aura's.. ive gotten close to it, i mean ive ith'ed a bunch of jewels adding absorb's by level and %, ive also added peirce with all elements and added holyfire holyfreeze holylightning and thorns two four differeent charms with all the obsorbs dmg % and by level and fuck i hacked soo hard i cant mouse over my stuff with out crashing. wait.. i was talking about drawing right? ugh, i need some sleep meds or something.. maybe i sould take some anxioty meds and call it a night.

P.S. Ill own you in a hacked duel... /nolife

-Synister Wrath

Rofl soo im lazy okay, ive gotten lazy or perhaps its the other way around ive got soo much fucking energy im about to fucking breakdance on the wall, in otherwords i cant sit still and work on the comic, perhaps after i wear myself out with some sorta activity maybe practice my hardstyle or something.. i mean the holloween party is this weekend, and im going to the party as the Sin Lust lol go figure that shit out. soo i spent the morning shaving, shaving everything.. and im still not done shaving all i want to shave.. body hair sucks.. i wish i could get surgery to have fur instead. anyways i think i need some more coffee and maybe go nail my hand agenst a tree or something. or run around the hood with nouthing but trip pants on. hmm... it has been awhile since ive been out.. when i mean out i mean out of the area that im in aka my house. perhaps i sould take some anxioty meds and head to the village... wish i had a fursuit soo i can hump random people with out them knowing its me.. fuck.. lol ive got some serious issues.. and being cooped up has driven me stir crazy.. if its possible to get me anymore crazy then i already am... lmfao i need to get laid or something.

-Synister Wrath

lol One of my biggest problems, is getting emotionaly involved with my RP, and being a attention whore that thinks when hes not given full on attention shits going on behind his back. i have a HUGE imagination and it pains me to say it usaly goes the other way aka i start thinking about the darker side of things alot more often, being as cold as ive become. thease anti depressents supress all emotions, but its easy to fake being happy and cheerfull. But theres always that other crap there in the back of my mind, the thoughts the things that are not emotions and connot be supressed by simply taking anti depressents. ive come to a conclusion, not to get into Any Relationship ever.. ive come to terms with being a nouthing my whole life, as well as being alone. it doesnt bother me not any more. infact something happened to me that i thought id have to take a anxioty pill over i went agenst my number one rule, dont get into a relationship.. at all costs NEVER get into a relationship especialy online. reason being is becouse when ever i am in a relationship i expect full attention at all times and when i dont get it, i think im being cheated on or worse.. and when i feel like that i panic and get extreamly bad panic attacks and say stuff that might hurt others.

soo i decided to hop on Furcadia to find some random people to rp with, becouse i do miss rping.. didnt have to be sexual didnt have to be intence i just wanted to type becouse i enjoy it its a fun thing to do. end up finding what i was looking for, only thing this other was looking for something more.. day two i give in and allow it and right after i the rp slacked on the others part to the point where i was sitting there like wtf do i do now? then i ask whats going on thinking well maybe this is just one of thouse random times when RL is insain and stuff.. when the rp finaly stopped i was left waiting with nouthing to do bordom kicked in as well as my paranoia and and i nearly started up with a freash panic attack. before i calmed myself down and politly explained to the other that i am infact a loser with nouthing better to do then to spend his time online and when online becomes your world you cant disconnect that easly and you feel strongly connected with othres when you talk to them even though your nouthing more then text on a screen to them, ive come to terms with the fact that ill spend the rest of my life a cold hearted loser loveless intoxicated with paranoia.

i understand that this may seem alittle extream to people who have lifes that thay live outside of the internet but understand i dont have one. soo Dont push fake relationship proposals on me, i dont want it i dont want to feel even worse i dont want to be brought down to that pit agen, ive climbed just soo and im at a pleatu if i could stay here, right here prolly half way out of the pit thats soo deep, id be satified. Rp is wounderfull i love it, its like living anouther life.. but when it gets to the point when it becomes what it does.. people finding realtionships even if thay are in relationships in the RL why do i even bother Rping when its pushed on me every time things go sexual even when i dont mean them to go that way?

my point is through all this..
i want to rp, i dont want a relationship. soo understand when i say if thats what you want then leave me alone.

couse i feel like...

I should've seen all the signs all around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you

You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all and still it's not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the death of me

I confess I'm always afraid always ashamed

Of what's inside me

I confess I'm always afraid always ashamed

Of what's inside my head

-Lyrics by Red - Death of me/Confession.

Soo i spent the entire day doing yard work to get ready for the epic holloween party that will go down.. i spent like one our cleaning then the rest of the time i brought brances from my brance pile that i had from when i was working out there awhile ago to grow my own food, on the up side to all this i made the most epic fire ever... well atleast by me, i did everything by the book packed everything nice and neat in tp shape then stuffed certain areas with paper then lighted it, i used ALOT of logs and sticks, ALOT of them to start it off, then after i coninued to put more and more stuff on the fire it burned through stuff like crazy... okay soo im kinda a pyro. lmao i even got to use my machete to cut down some more brances to put into the fire!

but... the downside is i havent gotten any of my art done.. and im pretty damn tired.. my body hurts from lifting heavy logs brances and the 40 or soo foot walk to the fire each time to get more wood. soo im definatly hurting now, and tomarrow im sure im going to be hurting alot more.. scrapes cuts and bruses i dont mind, infact i kinda like them. (when there not ichy and stuff) but i did get a nice warm shower and i am done for a good couple of days soo i sould get anouther page out soonish i hope.

Sometimes i hate the RL i wanna live in my delusional world of paranoia meds and drawing, in other words i wanna spend all my time inside my room and not leave for anything.. unfortunatly i do have to for the stuff that i actualy need, like food drink and the restroom... theres also friends that attempt to drag me away from my computer and my art... it sucks, infact one wants me to watch a movie right now.. ill prolly end up going soo i dont lose a friend, but in all honesty.. id rather be here.. drawing.. or atleast rp'ing.. which ive only did once soo far in like months.. but yea.. hmm..

i suppose i sould go make something to eat and head over there.. will continue progress tonight when i get back.

-Synister Wrath

Sokays a new day a freash start time now to grab foods and start working on some more pages!! this next page is going to be awsume i think i outdid myself atleast with the linework, i cant look at it with out feeling that need to fap, rofl, but yea imma be here on Yahoo, and stuff chillinz and drawinz if anyone feels like talkin. xD

-Synister Wrath

okay soo ive gotten alittle lazy, i could have two no three more pages colored and finished right now im sure.. well id like to blame all this on the dishes i had to do earlyer.

the pain in my back isent helping and my head is hurting some, lol soo im sitting here staring at the work ive done and actualy im pretty content with myself atleast right now im sure im going to blaze through a page or two tomarrow, erm well today it being 3am and stuff. but yea i think i need some good R&R for right now and then after that R&R i need a good breakfast.. ive not eaten anything but like one meal a day if that even being compleatly obsessed with my artwork and all.

but yea ill be getting to it all im working on page 9 im prolly going to finish some sketches up intell 15 or soo ive got a good idea of what sorts of stuff i could do with this comic, and where im heading with it, and what kind of conclusion there will be.

only problem with comics in general thay have to have a ending.. like a good book or a good movie, that you want to last forever but never does.. dont worry though im sure ill work on anouther comic after this one, but im definatly going to work on some pin ups right after this comic, delve back into my darker side, i wanna do a animated avatar and ive got an idea of what i want it to be, only problem is going through with making it, i have photoshop cs3 extended and i know How to make one.. the problem is how to make it work as in, art wise. ive no practice in that area.. but im willing to give it a try, for what i want to do. anyways.

much love <3

-Synister Wrath

Okay!! whats up everyone?

lmao i think im doing pretty good soo far i love messy stuff as well as boobs apparently. but im going to hit on a buncha other kinks as well ill see what i can do with this comic to make it appealing for anyone with kinky kinks. the kinda kinky kinks that are super kinky. xD

anyways yea on page 7 cleaning it up some aka the linework then imma head to page 8 and do the sketching for that, after i get to 8 and done with that ill start on coloring page 5 adding effects and such. ill be moving on to switching off on them to keep them flowing steadly on my FA.

-Synister Wrath

God i hate doing the dishes.. thay suck, expecialy when i spend all my time in my room hardly eating and obsessing over my work like im Dr Frankenstein or something. infact today was the first time i ate something in line two days lmao ive been running off coffee anti depressents and anxioty meds. soooo Lmao.

Well im hoping to get on the comic agen to work some more on it, the concept is there as is the story behind it. having soo much time on my hands its insain how long i spend on here drawing but its something i can call my own, my style my brain child my charecters. its pretty fucking awsume almost like RP in its design.

hmm its kinda hard to keep working on this comic though as in i get all happy in the pants and its like wtf, come on i need to finish this... sometimes i even give in to the urges.. its happened more then id like to admit and i wounder if every artist goes through something like this.. i mean atleast the ones that draw pronz.. had a chat with a friend of mine about it, infact just last night. he says he would definatly.

soo any artists out there have this problem? lol not that it is a problem but im just curious is all. xD

Anyways lol. <3

-Synister Wrath

Okay im making progress, which is good, first image is alot of sucking second is some fucking and sucking, and third is some viginal DP, (OKAY it may hurt for some, im aware of that, its just a comic though and Deliria is perfectly capable of handling two perhaps even three inside her and still be tight, reason? becouse shes my charecter i made her and thats what she likes! xD


lmao BUT i am making progress finaly finished the 5th page it was still in the sketching phase, ill start sketching 6-8/9 or soo then ill start coloring and posting, depends on what i feel like. xD

LMAO sooo here i am coloring like crazy trying to get through this comic soo people can enjoy it... but i still dont know exactly how im doing... i mean like i might get a comment or two but... over 200 views and only 4 comments and two of them are mine.. dont get me wrong ill still draw reguardless, just helps me through sitting here doing this for everone is all. lmao.

i hate to ask but damn... how am i doing?

/low self-esteam
aka
i think i still suck. lol