Holey cow utters.
I leave FA for two days and there's a lot going on my page.
Well.... a lot to me.

But, thanks for the new watches!
And the favourites!
And the shouts!

I kinda lied about the pictures being up earlier this week....
But they'll get here eventually. >___>

But a huge thanks to my homie Jinxsis.
Without her, I'd be nothing!
.... Like seriously, this page wouldn't even exist. >__>

Oh mah lumpin glob!
She's finally here!!

For a few days, I was afraid she was lost in the mail and she'd never make it home to momma.
But she just got here today.

Pictures will be coming later tonight or sometime tomorrow! :D

I'm sort of excited for Halloween this year.
I don't know why though... all I'm dressing up as is a giraffe.

Maybe next year I'll be Lumpy Space Princess. :3

So I got an email that my T3KN0 suit is almost done.




This might be pretty dumb. But I'm trying to stay up until she is.
She's gonna be totes gorge.


I can't wait to get her in the mail.
My life will be totes perf in that moment.

Mines was yesterday :3

I'm 22 now... I don't feel any different though... =/

And I should be getting T3KN0 within the month! :D
I'm so excited!!

Also, American Horror Story~
I LOVE IT!!

I'm getting some watchers... And I haven't really talked about myself much either. I figure this would be a good way to say some things for right now. ^__^ Is harder than it looks though... Teehee... that's what he said... Or maybe she...

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Cigarette's.... are fucking gross. >:T

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
;-; Single. Why must I be reminded?

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
"Ew. Really? Feeling PRETTY average. Get it?! :D.... Sorry not sorry for that horrible pun."

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Lololol Nope! :D

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Just my Asian Cinderella.... For realsies, no. lol

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Next week... nothing really. =/

7: Do you want to be single?
Uhm.... I dunno. =/

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed my ass home yo

9: How late did you stay up last night?
Uhm.... 3 maybe? >__> I dunno.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
-sniff sniff- Otakon 2013, Saturday night rave... Such a fool~

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Water, Izze Clementine, Water

12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
A long time ago as a joke... like in middle school. lol

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I'm a jerk.... so yes. >__>;; I'm a little ashamed.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Uh.... yes maybe? I can't remember... I was drunk most of the weekend that weekend.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Depends on how much they meant to me. If it's just a fling, then obviously not very long. But if it was meaningful, then maybe a while.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Lololol.... Yes. u__u

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Waking up. >__>

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Me, myself, and I... why the fuck are there so many couple questions!? >:T

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
IIIIIIII don't think so. >__> I don't drink much to begin with unless it's a special occasion. But still...

20: What would you name your future daughter?
Tifa LeBreau Rinoa :D Brownie points to whoever gets that name.

21: Do you miss anyone?
Mah main batches! >:D

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Uh... no...

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Yes?.... Yes.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I unno .-.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Nope. I break things instead. :D

26: Who did you last see in person?
My mans Kevin and his peeps... but I can't hang with them yo.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nerr. Watching Bob's Burgers! :D

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Munnies!!! To take care of my needs in life.

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Uh.... I don't know actually. lol I don't speak a lot when I'm alone. >__>

30: How is your heart lately?
Should be fine... hopefully... Is this a health question? 'Cause if it is, I dunno, it's been kinda thumpy more than usual lately.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Only when I feel like a gangsta

32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope. I just threw them off because they felt wet even though they weren't.

33: What do people call you?
NomNom, my real name, and sometimes Meg

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
No!! ;-; Stop taunting me!!

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Ugggggh yesssss. I hate school yo. It is the BANE of my existence.

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Zeke the Zebra! :D He's my dream partner in crime... wait... you mean real people... 3 bad bitches! >:D

37: Did you do something bad today?
Uhm.... Not really. lol

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Maybe.... 2-3 hours ago?

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
I try not to, but you know Stress is an evil toe wrangler that doesn't really care.

40: Will you sing today?
I been singing all day!! Now what?!

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
If it's something horrible... I've never really been in that situation. If it's a surprise or something along those lines, of course.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Define... talk to someone. 'Cause I don't do that. lol

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope

44: What are you listening to right now?
A Domino's commercial

45: What is wrong with you right now?
I need to be asleep and I'm not. lol

46: What is on your wrists right now?
Mah skin and totally rad tanline from my watch >:D

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Hot Topic! :D I get most of my shirts from there.

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
That's a hard choice... I don't think I can pick. ;-;

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Sometimes

50: Are you a good artist?
Pretty sure I don't art for a good reason >__>

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I dunno

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
March.... I don't even remember March...

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
I don't think so

54: Do you have trust issues?
Yes. But they're very particular. Like how I don't trust beautiful people. :D

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
How long is all night? Because I'll fall asleep on you.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
I own a shit ton of stuff from Hot Topic. Who doesn't?

57: Do you use chap stick?
All tha time!

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yar and I'm still totally sorry. >__> lol

59: Do you have a little sister?
Yes-ish? Haven't heard from her in awhile though...

60: Have you ever been to New York?
Ew. Yes. I hate the city.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I don't think so. I think they just thought they thought they loved me. =/ I don't really care though so it's whatev's.

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Did... Didn't I just answer this??

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching YouTube... I think it was Markiplier. I love that guy. :D

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Not really.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Mah homies! :D

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Nope

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Nope again

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Hmmm. Some nights, yes. Others, no. 'Cause I honestly need half of bed full of shit so I can put pressure on my legs when I sleep. Don't judge me.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
If we mean the Friday that is next that will be this Friday. FUCK. YES. LEGEND OF KORRA AT 7!! GET SOMMME!! Ahem... Yes. Yes it will be.

My first Animal Crossing journal.

I have a few problems with my villagers.
And when I find out who it is, if they're not cool, BANHAMMER!! D:<

But for realsies, I want to get rid of Monty and Cookie.
I want new peeps! D:

Also here's my friend code if anyone cares!
They probably don't though. =/

3952-7364-7900
Add me! And I'll add you back... because I have no friends. ;-;

I totes miss you. ;-;

I had a blast this year meeting new peeps and making new friends (mostly drunk 'cause apparently I'm a social drunk).

And that Saturday night rave. Le oh my glob. I could've holy t-stepped all night... but I couldn't. 'Cause it was hot. And I'm lazy.

Next year will hopefully top this year as I'll have my suit by then and hopefully will be able to enter the dance contest! :D I'm pretty insecure though and tend to psyche myself out. >__> So we'll see.

Until next year Anthrocon! I'll miss you! ;-;

Urrrrg. I'm so tubby.
In order to fight the tubbyness.
I'm gonna get a gym membership.
And work out.

Then afterwards when I get in shape Imma practice dancing.
'Cause I have to lol.

Then. When I get my new totally locked on and definitely getting for realsies not for fakesis partial.
Imma practice dancing in that.
And then maybe some furry con, I'll enter a contest just for the giggles. :D

..... Mmkays.... that's it.
'Cause I'm boring. :D

Hmm... just now while typing the title out. I read it in a Southern accent... haven't even been home in awhile... Aaaanywho.

So. I don't do much on FA. Which suits me fine. But! I may start doing stuff. 'Cause hopefully, I'll be getting a suit soon! =D

I also have a new macbook..... tips on how to better my experience would be amazing because I'm way too used to the PC life.

S'about it...

Ehm.... bai~

So. I don't think I publicized this in my profile, but I love to play video games. :3
A popular DLC game is The Walking Dead, of course based on the comics and amc show.
The way the game is set up, is you have to buy either a season pass for the whole game. Or a season pass. I just went ahead and bought a season pass.
The game is also separated by five episodes. Each one... getting worse. Than the last.
Now as horrible as the game may end up to be (depending on your choices), it's actually pretty good.
Today, the last episode came out..............................
It was DAMN DEPRESSING! D<
Next time, I'm watching a fluffy family movie after what happened in that episode.
But, it was still fairly good with an emotional ending that left me wanting and not wanting for more.
Alas, because I can't resist, I'll end up getting the next season. >__>;;

Hmm. The only reason I also put bullying in the title is because of YouTube.
Doesn't make much sense, but my attention was brought again to the subject of bullying through two videos.
I learned of a girl whose name was Amanda Todd, who was bullied and blackmailed and cheated out of a good life.
I think it's terrible how cruel people and kids can be. I mean, I used to be bullied, but that was in the late 90s-early 2000s. It's so much worse now.
Kids have the internet and other unforeseen weapons at their hands.
Sigh... I wish this tiny little journal could express how I feel about this, but it really won't.
And for now, there's not much I can do and that really hurts me.
Someday though, hopefully in the nearby future, I'll be able to help in someway... I encourage whoever is reading this to do the same.

And finally. Dancing. Soon, I'll be getting a fursuit. :D
It's not from the person who I originally wanted it from, but now looking at my finances.
It would have taken awhile to pay for that. >__>;;
I've gotten a steal of a deal thanks my bud  jinxsis and though her gift may be small, it will be a token of my appreciation. Plus, I know she'll love it and probably squeeze me to death with love... Which I hope she doesn't. >__>;;
Now. Even though I am getting a fursuit for a HIGHLY good price with a character of my complicated intricacy, I'm thinking of still entering that dance contest. But I have to hurry and make up my mind. >__>;; The deadline to enter is quickly approaching.

I am so upset....
That the Republicans don't know how to take a hint >D

Haha, but seriously, this election was REALLY close.
It was so scary that I almost relasped on my old heart condition. >__>;;

Thank glob Obama won again this year.
Now I won't have to move Asia for four years and live meagerly as an English teacher. >__>;;

Sooo...

One Eyed Doe is having a dance competition for a FREE fursuit.

I'm feeling conflicted. D:
Should I join the competition and finally start using my page for something? >__>;;
Or should I just get a quote and buy a suit?

Is probably just nerves talking... I'll force myself to join the competition.
And if I don't win... at least I can always buy one. :3

So apparently.
I have fans? >__>

Jinx told me that if I got a fursuit by next AC (AC 2013).
That people would want to take pictures?

Well. The only problem with that is, I don't really have a stable job.
So money for me is really tight.
Recently though.
I have come into a steady flow of money.

Once I figure out how much and frequent it will be.
I'll be able to start saving up.

Right now, I'm looking at partials from One eyed Doe...
I hope I stylized that right...
Anywho. I emailed her for a quote.
But I know she's not feeling well.

Depending on how expensive or cheap it is.
I may or may not get a partial from her.
Then again... I really like her style so I'll probably get it anyways.
She has all the options I would like for a partial, so we'll see. :3

I guess I'll make journals on the progress of me getting a fursuit...
If anyone has any other suggestions besides OeD, I'll be glad to look into them. :3
I think... noting me is a good way? Or just comment... whatever isn't complicated.
I'm still getting used to FA believe it or not. >__>;;

This weekend has been a very busy weekend for my mind to comprehend things.

Recently, Kingdom Hearts came out with a new game for the series.
Being the fan of Square and KH that I am. I, of course, bought it.

It took me about a month or so to finish being that I'm busy with school and whatnot.
I finished the game Friday night.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
My brain... was fucked... and blown away. At the same time.
Thank glob the next game that comes out is KH3 for realsies.
Because I don't think I can take anymore.

Yesterday, I went to the movies.
The original plan was to see the potentially non-mind threatening movie Hotel Transylvania.
But, there were missing members, so we couldn't see that without them.
What did we see? House at the End of the Street.
It WAS a good movie.
A little slow at the start and the middle, only really picking up in the end....
But the ending.... was also mind fuckery.
I do recommend it, but I guess this also a warning to go mentally prepared.

Sigh.
I'm staying away from anything that looks complicated.
I'm sticking with my Animal Crossing and Happy Street.
And my Lion King and Happy Feet.

Rave tigers weren't made to comprehend too much at one time.

-sleeps-

I haven't made a journal in a while.
Nothing exciting has happened recently though...

I've started school back up and I'm almost done! :D
Thank glob. -__-

But that's besides the point.
Since it's always at the beginning of the school year and it's right at the beginning of fall.
I have to remind people that my birthday is coming up.

Soon I'll be 21! In about 10 days I believe...
In other words Oct. 8th.
I'm not sure who reads these things, but an early or post-birthday wish would be nice. :3

And I cannot wait.
I just paid for registration and already paid for the hotel.
It's gonna be bombtastic.
I'm going with  jinxsis and  saia.nyde and some other friends.

I may also be going to FurFrieght depending on the circumstances....

And hopefully, by next year...
I'll have a suit.
And become famous all over AC.
Again... It depends on the circumstances.

But I also just wanted to make a journal, just because. >___>;;

Even though I had to lie my way there, AC was pretty awesome. :3
Even including the few mishaps on the way to and from Pittsburgh.

I met so many people! I'm pretty sure no one knew who I was though. =/
I spent ALL my time with  Jinxsis and  Saia.Nyde
... Hopefully I did that coding right...

Next year, hopefully, I'll be able to go...
And if possible, it'll be 50 billion times more amamamazing!!

EDIT:
Also!! D:<
I was a little upset that I didn't  TesxaCoyote wasn't in the parade, but she was in the room.
>:I Pretty peeved about that.

Sooo I'm a little peeved that wizard books are cheaper than college books.
OBVIOUSLY I need to be a wizard.
Where's my letter Hogwarts??
Wheeerrreee? ( ; -;)

EDIT:

I made it into Ravenclaw!!
Awww popsicles.
I'm so happy, I could glitter.

I think I've almost got the hang of this...
Now I just need to know how coding works on here...
Is the same as others sites? Or different?
Hmmmm....

And how do commissions work? ( . ___.);;

I've started to comment on things... But I forget that I can click reply to comment rather than making a whole new one...

I think I'm too used to using Gaia...
But I'm getting the hang of this! >:D
Slowly... but surely.

I still getting used to FA....
Like... how does the whole... put a person's picture up instead of just their username thing work?

Kinda confusing...
Maybe I should just use this more...
Instead of lurking around. ( > _>);; lol

Harro everyone....

Ehm.... I dun really has a reason as to why I made this.
Just 'cause I guess. ( > _>);;

But I is friends with Jinxsis and Saia.Nyde
So I guess that's it... for now anyways.

Bai for now! ( ^ _^)