Okay guys, so I'm back, and I'm glad to see I haven't been entirely forgotten XD Sorry for my absence, I've had an UNREAL amount of life shit happening.Let's give you a quick run down:

-I graduated and moved out
-Moved into another place with my boyfriend
-Working 40hrs a week and never drew anymore :(
-Realized how much I missed drawing and started up again
-Took my art and became a tattoo apprentice
-Lost all my friends due to just keeing my head down and working nonstop 60+hrs a week
-Got molested by a roomate, broke up with my boyfriend, and moved out pretty much all at once
-Was living out of my car for a month
-Got picked up by a random super nice family after they heard my story
-Started tattooing a bit for tips. Making money doing something I love!
-Got molested in a drunken stuper after trying to make new friends (wrong people obviously)
-Realized I messed up by losing all the people I really cared about and trysted after isolating myself after what had happened. THIS INCLUDES YOU GUYS! I AM SO SORRY!!!
-Now I'm making ammends and finding myself again

SOOOOOO after spilling my guts for you guys, lets warm back up into things Leave a comment with a little bab you want me to draw!! I missed everyone so much! Let me treat you guys!!!!

Hey guys, I haven't been active forever, but I'm looking to change that. I miss you guys. Throw me a comment or something and let me know who's still here XD


Alright guys, I am in school right now and am doing absolutely nothing, so put a link to your reference sheets down below and let's have some fun!

*EDIT* Okay, so since I'm having such a blast doing these, please keep posting your references! It's great to get practice in during my free time! *EDIT*

Hey there! It has been a long time since I've updated as I've had so much schoolwork to do. Things have finally slowed down for me so I am able to fill 2 fursuit commission slots for me to begin production on ASAP once application have been reviewed and supplies acquired. I am trying a new method to review potential suit designs to streamline the process of picking a client to work with. I am excited for this new year, these new suits, and the new people I will get to meet along the way!

If for whatever reason the Google Form is not cooperating with you, you may contact me preferably via email (12345huskey@gmail.com), or if you never check your email you may message me through notes.

Please fill out this form to submit your desired suit design for review.
Before submitting this form, please also read my Terms of Service. Thank you!

This is NOT first come first serve. I will being going through each design and will pick the designs I feel work best with my style.

Thank you guys so much for the support you have shown me! I am excited to see what submissions I receive!

So I've been curious lately... why do you (yes, you personally) watch me on FA? Is it because you know me in real life? Is it my suit work or artwork? Id love to know why so I know! Also, what do you think I should post more or less of? Thanks!

I will accept anything $2+ via PayPal. Note or comment if you'd like one!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16229347/

Since I'm stuck in school and bored out of my mind, I decided to do some free sketches! It isn't first come first serve, so if you're late to the party then that's alright! If your character looks like fun to draw, I'll do it!

Where are you staying?
I'm staying at the overflow hotel across the street!

How are you traveling?
I'm getting there via car.

What day are you getting there?
Late Friday!

How is the best way to find you?
I'Ll be posting a "Find me at TFF" pictures sometime soon!

Are you taken?
Yessss ;u; my boy will be at home and I'm all his <3

Are there any panels you might be attending?
I dunno... I mean, it all depends on what I'm doing at the time.

What do you look like?
HUGS! And... uh... MORE HUGS!

Will you be suiting?
Totes mah goats! I'll be wearing Zaphod! Sorry, no Taco this year ;3;

Do you do free art?
If I decide to gift it then I will, otherwise please DO NOT ask!

Do you do trades?
No, sorry!

Do you do badges?
Nope, not currently.

Will you have a DD/AA table?
Nah

What is your gender?
I'm a chick :D

How tall are you?
5"5" ;u; not the tallest of the bunch

Can I talk to you?
SURE! Let's have lovely conversations X3

Can I touch you?
YAAAASSSS just please be careful with suit eyes and teeth!

Can I visit your room?
No. Absolutely not. It isn't even in the con hotel so there is absolutely no reason for it anyways.

Can I buy you drinks?
Nope, I'm under-aged. Don't do eet.

Can I give you stuff?
If you are so inclined ;w; <3

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
HUG ME! ALL THE HUGS!!!
Please ask before snuggling!

Are you nice?
Yes!!! I don't bite! I promise!

Will you be going to parties?
No room parties. Sorry!

Will you be performing?
Well, I'll be hosting a panel on fursuit care and repair, but aside from that I'll probably be in suit for most of the time!

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just yell either 'Taco' or 'Zaphod'. It doesn't matter which suit I'm wearing, I'll respond to both.

What/where will you be eating?
I may be eating meals with my family but I'm not sure yet •3•

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Sure! Please just ask before following me so I don't get to feeling uncomfortable, especially if I haven't known you for very long ^~^

Can I look in your sketchbook?
If I bring one then sure!

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If I bring it then hell yes!

Can I take your picture?
OMG YES!!! Send them to me if you can!

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Making new freinds and reconnecting with old ones!
Oh! AND HAVING FUN OF COURSE!!!


★Cons I will be attending!★
Texas Furry Fiesta 2015
Anime Overload 2015
Ikkicon 2015-2016
Furry Fiesta 2016
Anthrocon 2016
(TBD)

★Cons I have attended!★
Texas Furry Fiesta 2014
Anime Overload 2014
Ikkicon 2015

YES!!! Finally I have confirmed being able to go to TFF! I almost didn't go because my mom was very reluctant but I think she's starting to understand just how much all this means to me and te benefits going to cons can provide. In specific, I've been accepted to host a panel on Firsuit Repair and Care and my mom is happy that I am able to comfortably stand in front of an audience and give a talk on something I am knowledgable about. My social skills in general are being boosted which helps in pretty much every aspect of life. Either way, TFF BABY! WOOOOO!!!! I may even be able to go to the rave this time!

Who's going?! I can't wait to see all you lovely people again!

Someone I know is having a tough time financially so I'd like to make a graphite sketch for anyone who helps them out!

Their link:
http://www.gofundme.com/iqk22o

If you have pitched in, please let me know and I'll check the recent contributors list to verify. Thank you guys!!!

Okay guys, back when I went to Anime Oberlaod in August, I was approached by the guy who runs Ikkicon and after having a long discussion with him as well a follow up email or two, He has given me the amazing opportunity to host two panels during Ikkicon, but being on Saturday. One will be fursuit building basics and the other wi be finishing techniques. I'm ecstatic!

So if you're going to Ilkicon, let me know!! Also, if you're going and have experience with fursuit building, I'd LOVE to have a bit of help up there! Also, I'll be posting a "How to Find Me!" picture soon so that ya'll know who I am! See some of you soon

So, while I've been planning on going to TFF 2015 all year, it seams that I can't go after all. A school event came up that I simply must be at, and there isn't any way around it. It sucks, but hopefully I'll be going to next year.

That being said, guess who's planning on going to Anthrocon 2016?!?! I know, it's the year after next and that really far away BUT OMG ANTHROCON IS SOMETHING IVE WANTED TO DO FOR SO LONG NOW!!! I'll be 18 then and will be asking for the trip as my 18th B-Day preasant! Guys. Woah. Mom said it's likely I can go and that's saying A LOT! I can't wait!!!

Love you guys! Hope you're all doing well!!!

Hey guys! I've decided to take 5$ sketch commissions in light of Cyber Monday! Comment or note me if you would like a slot. Please send me the reference sheet and whether you would like your sketch to be anthro or feral. You can purchase as many slot as you'd like!!!


All payments are to be made via PayPal to the email 12345huskey@gmail.com

I'm sorry to everyone here on FA! I have been gone for a long time, only checking in every other week or so. Things have been very busy here at home. We have moved houses, I have gone from being homeschooled to public school, and I've also been trying to make sure everyone in my family is alright.

As far as emotions and my mental health go, I'm actually doing very well considering the circumstances. I look at every day in a brighter way than I used to. I guess I just have more of an appreciation for life now that ive lost my dad.

I have a boyfriend now! He is very good to me, and I love him. It has been a month today that we have been going out
I just thought I'd tell y'all. He's my tiger u//////u we were both born in the year of the tiger so that's what I call him sometimes.

I should be posting more often hopefully and will become gradually more active again. I appreciate y'all's support and I love every one of you

A huge shout out goes to who has always been there to support me I can't thank you enough!!!

My dad's guitar, possibly the most sentimental thing he left behind, was taken from his vehicle. We are trying our best to find it. Just yesterday we thought that maybe we had.. but it was a scammer... We lost $300 to some guy in Chicago who obviously had no regard for people's feelings. I've seen people rip off other people, but on something like this? Wow. My mom was so excited she was in tears, and now we are losing almost all hope. I figured I should come to you guys to see if maybe you could help boost this post as much as you can and keep an eye out. I really appreciate it.

CRAIGSLIST POST
http://anchorage.craigslist.org/muc.....654772218.html

My little brother is five and for those of you who have missed the recent journal, my dad committed suicide after a long line of family scandal and CPS cases. To go into a bit of detail, my older sister, whom is 20, went to see a therapist because my father had apparently sexually abused her. To clearify, he never physically hurt her, but she was mentally scarred. The therapist she went to was legally obligated to call CPS (Child Protective Services) on our family. At first, no one in my family knew anything or even suspected it because my she and my dad's (her step-dad) relationship seemed completely normal. Well, in short, nope.

After a short time, my family found out and fired him from the family business that he had built up himself. He did what they asked and left the state. He went to Alaska and acquired two full time jobs so that he could try and eventually support us, even if he wasn't here. At this time, my little sister (she's 14) and I where not supposed to have any contact with him, but my dad couldn't bear not hearing from us, and we couldn't bear not hearing from him because no matter what he'd done in the past, he's still our dad and we had shared so many wonderful memories together. He had never once treated us badly or inappropriately. Anyways, we built an email account that we three shared, and communicated through saved drafts so the authorities couldn't trace us. We just talked about daily life, and he would tell us about his new jobs. He went from company owner, to a Chili's waitor in less than a month. He bought a run down truck, and he would tell us how proud he was of it. We would snapchat too, and use the snapchat video call when we could. He cried nearly every time we talked to him. I had only once or twice seen him cry before all of this had started.

Time went on and back at home the family was blowing up with these crazy accusations against him. I don't know how much of it was true, but by the end of it he had been accused of three or four other instances where he sexually abused people before he met my mother. Once all of this came up, my sister declared she was going to call a detective to locate my dad and throw him in prison. The charges faced against him would have landed him there for life without parole, or may have even warranted the death penalty.
The day they told me that, I waited until everyone left the house for their various reasons and I called my dad. He was in the middle of his first training day at his second job, but he told them he needed to leave for a family emergency earlier in the day due to an email draft from my sister and me. We video chatted on snapchat and I told him everything that happened.

He told me that there was nothing left to do but to kill himself. He said that he wanted to spare us the publicity of a trial because my little sister was just going to a new school, and also said that it would spare us financially. I didn't want him to. He was my dad no matter what. He was right though, a life behind bars was not really a life. I couldn't argue with it.

When he got off the phone with me and before everyone got home, I started calling people in my contacts whom I had considered my friends. I just wanted to hear someone say that it would be alright. I wanted anyone to tell me that. No one bothered picking up. Of all the people I called, only one person texted me back, telling me that he was busy right then, but he ended up calling me the next day. I just never felt so alone in that moment. I waited until my mom, sister, and grandmother came home to pull my sister aside. We video called him alone, while the adults were downstairs, then we came down and told them what his decision was. My grandmother had been strong through all of this, but when she heard the news, she just broke down. A mother's grief is the saddest thing to behold. My mom cried horribly too. Though she didn't love him anymore, my dad and she had been best freinds for 17 years, and one cannot just wave all of that off. We all called him one last time before he ended his life on August 20th. He left videos for my little brother, who had no idea anything was wrong and thought that daddy was gone purely for work purposes. Dad died in one of the most beautiful places on earth, Alaska.

Well, we went to the seeing on Sunday (open casket thing) so I was able to say what I wanted to say to his face for the last time, even though I knew he wasn't really there. Monday was the actual funeral, and everyone in the family was letting us know that they were there for us. I didn't cry at the funeral until everyone was gone and it was only my sister and me. It was then when they lowered the casket. My little brother wasn't at the funeral, but he's known since Saturday that dad died. Though he is only 5 years old, he has been acting so mature for his age. Before he realized that my grandparents knew, he discretely pulled them aside to tell them, "I have to tell you something sad. My dad died from a brain sickness. I know that this is sad for you because he was your son." He hasn't cried in front of me, but apparently he did when he told them. When my mom and he were cuddling, he told her that he was sad dad was gone because he had a lot of things he still wanted to show him, and he knew that dad had a lot of things to show him as well. He also told my mom that since he was the man of the house now, he wanted to take karate. There have been a few other little things he has said/done that are just so mature and heartwarming.

I know that my dad loved and will always love us, and while this is heartbreaking, I know that my family will rise from it and become stronger.

I want to thank you all for being so supportive. You guys mean so much to me

Special shout out to: and You two are the two most supportive people I know. Thank you for everything.

I don't know why I'm late, but guys. Snapchat. My sis and I are having way too much fun on this app so who wants to dnapchat with me?! Let's do it! Post your usernames! Mine is: thetacoshack

YES!

Okay, as you may have noticed I haven't been very active. I'm still here and I check things, but not as often as usual. Here's why:

My family... had a little run-in with CPS (Child Protective Services) and at first I was like, "Oh this sucks but at least we have nothing to hide so whatever, right?" I still thought it was odd though that anyone would call us in. I mean, we're seriously one of the most loving families I know and everyone is well taken care of. Not only that, but we hadn't been in public very much in the days before the call.
We went in and answered questions, each of my family members in different rooms. It seamed pretty routine and casual at the time. The lady wouldn't tell me who called or why, saying that our parents would tell us if they saw fit. Still strange but whatever, right?

As of now, I am unable to tell you all of the details, but I know now who called and why. I know things I never wanted to know about my family's past. I am shocked and sad and confused and angry and scared all at once and my world has been turned upside down. My family is not being torn apart, but something could happen and it terrifies me. I am being treated well and I am supported at home so there should be no concern over my physical well being. I'm going to keep working on commissions, so commissioners don't worry about that! Please DO NOT ask me any questions about this as I am unable to tell you more. Thank you for listening and for being amazing people. I know that I can get through it because everyone here is so supportive and understanding. Thank you for reading this lengthy explanation and I'm sorry that I cannot say more to any of you (really I'm not supposed to tell anyone anything, but I trust ya'll).

I love you guys so much, thank you for returning the love