Sad.
General | Posted 14 years agoIt's all I can say. I have a void inside of me that's tearing me up. I can't keep my façade sometimes, I feel lonely and most of the time I don't know what to do. I hope I could erase some of my mistake as easily as the lines of one of my drawings. I'm sorry.
Painting sucks
General | Posted 15 years agoHi, guys. Here I am whining again about how hard it is to be an illustrator, or an independent student like me. I been practicing coloring on Sai with I piece I posted some time ago, and though I had a very entertaining, enthusiastic, and very positive beginning, it seems now, as I kept going the piece looks....ummm.....well....not right. I'm gonna start studying again with some books I bought some time ago and research how other people do it, until I can get a real good grasp and understanding of coloring. Since I bought this new wacom I been dying to post new stuff or old stuff colored, but it'll be a while until I can get a hang on this again and try to be more involved and loving with my FA and DA galleries. Till then, I hope to provide good quality, adorable, sexy, inspiring art to you all and to gain "EXP" so I can gain a few "lvls" in the process. All feedback is welcome. Thanks people! =]
Snatched from someone..IDK.
General | Posted 15 years ago01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
Yes, yes I am. =D
02) What was your dream growing up?
A doctor.
03) What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could play the electric guitar.
04) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
A coke.
05) Favorite vegetable?
Broccoli.
06) What was the last book you read?
Betty Edward's "Drawing from the Right Side of the Brain"
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Libra.
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain what/where.
Nope.
09) Worst habit?
Sniffing myself.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
I usually picked up my friends when I had a car.
11) What is your favorite sport?
Blitzball.
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
I consider myself optimistic.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
I would try to start a conversation.
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Crashing my grandma's car.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I have a slight case of retardation.
16) Do you have any pets?
Yep, Roger, he's our Yorkshire Terrier.
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
I would yell you; "Do you know what a phone is?"
18) What was your first impression of me?
Of....who?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
They are people who make people laugh by forcing themselves to laugh....they ARE scary.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I would be hot.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Conscience most likely.
22) What eye color do you have?
Hazel green.
23) Ever been arrested?
Nope.
24) Bottle or can soda?
Glass bottle soda.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
I would invite my friends to dinner and buy me a used car with a nice Mac Dektop.
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
Starbucks.
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
Nope.
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Draw and play video games. Sleep.
29) Do you swear a lot?
Oh Lord, yes!
30) Biggest pet peeve?
Sports.
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Relaxing.
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Very much!
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
Sushi as my favorite, and i hate food that have mayonnaise.
34) Do you believe in God?
No.
35) Will you re-post this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Not likely.
Yes, yes I am. =D
02) What was your dream growing up?
A doctor.
03) What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could play the electric guitar.
04) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
A coke.
05) Favorite vegetable?
Broccoli.
06) What was the last book you read?
Betty Edward's "Drawing from the Right Side of the Brain"
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Libra.
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain what/where.
Nope.
09) Worst habit?
Sniffing myself.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
I usually picked up my friends when I had a car.
11) What is your favorite sport?
Blitzball.
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
I consider myself optimistic.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
I would try to start a conversation.
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Crashing my grandma's car.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I have a slight case of retardation.
16) Do you have any pets?
Yep, Roger, he's our Yorkshire Terrier.
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
I would yell you; "Do you know what a phone is?"
18) What was your first impression of me?
Of....who?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
They are people who make people laugh by forcing themselves to laugh....they ARE scary.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I would be hot.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Conscience most likely.
22) What eye color do you have?
Hazel green.
23) Ever been arrested?
Nope.
24) Bottle or can soda?
Glass bottle soda.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
I would invite my friends to dinner and buy me a used car with a nice Mac Dektop.
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
Starbucks.
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
Nope.
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Draw and play video games. Sleep.
29) Do you swear a lot?
Oh Lord, yes!
30) Biggest pet peeve?
Sports.
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Relaxing.
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Very much!
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
Sushi as my favorite, and i hate food that have mayonnaise.
34) Do you believe in God?
No.
35) Will you re-post this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Not likely.
8 truths about me
General | Posted 16 years agoTagged by IVYBETH
1)these are the rules
2)post 8 true things about yourself
3)at the end you must tag 8 people and post their icon
4)then you must go to their page & tell them you got tagged
5)NO tag backs!
1. I been watching porn since I was 10.
2. In kindergarden there was this girl who always took off her panties and always made the whole table (we were sitted by tables of 9 to 10 kids) look under the table while she lifted her skirt. I think that was the first time I saw a "vagina" the closes I been to one anyways.
3. I went through all my school years with out fighting, not even once.
4. When I told my mom I was gay, she bursted laughing and continued laughing for about an hour. She thought I was telling her a joke.
5. I started drawing because I liked a girl who loved Sailor Moon. Consecuently, Sailor Moon was my first anime series.
6. I never played any sport.
7. My first guy experience was with my neighbor, we both played video games and rivalled each other for the best scores and levels. He was a slim, kinda built twink, totally different to what I like now.
8. I have a lion which I adore but my first love is in Chile and I can't wait to go visit him.
NO TAGGING!
1)these are the rules
2)post 8 true things about yourself
3)at the end you must tag 8 people and post their icon
4)then you must go to their page & tell them you got tagged
5)NO tag backs!
1. I been watching porn since I was 10.
2. In kindergarden there was this girl who always took off her panties and always made the whole table (we were sitted by tables of 9 to 10 kids) look under the table while she lifted her skirt. I think that was the first time I saw a "vagina" the closes I been to one anyways.
3. I went through all my school years with out fighting, not even once.
4. When I told my mom I was gay, she bursted laughing and continued laughing for about an hour. She thought I was telling her a joke.
5. I started drawing because I liked a girl who loved Sailor Moon. Consecuently, Sailor Moon was my first anime series.
6. I never played any sport.
7. My first guy experience was with my neighbor, we both played video games and rivalled each other for the best scores and levels. He was a slim, kinda built twink, totally different to what I like now.
8. I have a lion which I adore but my first love is in Chile and I can't wait to go visit him.
NO TAGGING!
Here I am...
General | Posted 16 years agoHey...
Ummm....some of you might be wondering where have I been and why I haven't returned to FA. Truth be told, I been really out of sorts and I been getting used to several changes over time and issues I had to deal with. My boyfriend fired and he losing his car, my abussive boss and terrible work schedules, my demanding classes (which I failed terribly) some roommate problems and, of course, money problems have left me with to work with and has made me a little bitter, depressed and tired. However, little by little I been trying to get a hold of myself and pushing onward 'cause there is no way back and nobody is going to help me out in the end. I been absent on the net for these reasons and many more and I usually dont talk to anyone unless people ask me and talk to me first. I would have to thank Ivybeth, Yamibliss, my boy Pochito, Lunarwolf and his boy Efra, and some other friends because with out them, I wouldn't had the drive to keep going.
About the drawings, I made a few, yes, but no porn, which I'm almost proud. I made a lot of sketches and I been completing them over time. I also had an idea for a new character but it's been laid to waste since I don't even have a stable constant character myself. I made a lot of random illustrations for friends and things that caught my attention, nothing coherent or with a same theme, but I made som good progress and I'm proud of the ones I've done. I'll be posting them when ever I get the chance to scan them and most likely be in DeviantART.
One last thing, for those people I watch, favorite and comment every now and then, just wanted to say thanks for posting your drawings and letting the whole world see them and that I'm sorry for not paying it back by posting my stuff. Thanks for everything!
Dennis Vargas
Ummm....some of you might be wondering where have I been and why I haven't returned to FA. Truth be told, I been really out of sorts and I been getting used to several changes over time and issues I had to deal with. My boyfriend fired and he losing his car, my abussive boss and terrible work schedules, my demanding classes (which I failed terribly) some roommate problems and, of course, money problems have left me with to work with and has made me a little bitter, depressed and tired. However, little by little I been trying to get a hold of myself and pushing onward 'cause there is no way back and nobody is going to help me out in the end. I been absent on the net for these reasons and many more and I usually dont talk to anyone unless people ask me and talk to me first. I would have to thank Ivybeth, Yamibliss, my boy Pochito, Lunarwolf and his boy Efra, and some other friends because with out them, I wouldn't had the drive to keep going.
About the drawings, I made a few, yes, but no porn, which I'm almost proud. I made a lot of sketches and I been completing them over time. I also had an idea for a new character but it's been laid to waste since I don't even have a stable constant character myself. I made a lot of random illustrations for friends and things that caught my attention, nothing coherent or with a same theme, but I made som good progress and I'm proud of the ones I've done. I'll be posting them when ever I get the chance to scan them and most likely be in DeviantART.
One last thing, for those people I watch, favorite and comment every now and then, just wanted to say thanks for posting your drawings and letting the whole world see them and that I'm sorry for not paying it back by posting my stuff. Thanks for everything!
Dennis Vargas
No Subject
General | Posted 17 years ago'Stolen' from DigitSlayer
1. Here's a simple one, name your favorite Breakfast food?
> CROISSANT!!! RAAWWRR!!
2. What's your favorite mid day snack?
> ....mmm....an "arepa de coco"....ummm its hard to describe....
3. Favorite thing for supper?
> Paola's cooking....rice and beans with chicken!!
4. What's your favorite fruit(s) you enjoy to eat?
> Mandarin oranges, grapes, white grapes, melon
5. Got a favorite veggie(s)?
> hahaha ummm...brocoli, carrots, lettuce, tomatoes (tomatoes are fruits), corn
6. We know you've been waiting for this one, what are your favorite FROZEN Treats?
> ....umm...a crunch bar?
7. Lets hear your favorite HOT treat.
> CHICKEN BAKES!!!
8. How about generic candies?
> ....im no sweets fan...
9. What's your favorite food to order out for?
> hahaha chinese food, yum!
10. What's the WEIRDEST thing you've ever eaten?
> ....ummm....i cant remember
11. What's the NASTIEST thing you've ever eaten?
> My mom's cooking when she doesnt feel like cooking
12. O..k...bizzare but Uhh...what's your favorite place to get fast food from?
> Church's chicken and Taco maker.....i love those 2
13. What is your favorite Restaurant/Buffet you love going to?
> Olive Garden, Macaroni Grill, Uno
14. Thanks for answering, now for fun wanna tag some
ivybeth yamibliss arius illution
1. Here's a simple one, name your favorite Breakfast food?
> CROISSANT!!! RAAWWRR!!
2. What's your favorite mid day snack?
> ....mmm....an "arepa de coco"....ummm its hard to describe....
3. Favorite thing for supper?
> Paola's cooking....rice and beans with chicken!!
4. What's your favorite fruit(s) you enjoy to eat?
> Mandarin oranges, grapes, white grapes, melon
5. Got a favorite veggie(s)?
> hahaha ummm...brocoli, carrots, lettuce, tomatoes (tomatoes are fruits), corn
6. We know you've been waiting for this one, what are your favorite FROZEN Treats?
> ....umm...a crunch bar?
7. Lets hear your favorite HOT treat.
> CHICKEN BAKES!!!
8. How about generic candies?
> ....im no sweets fan...
9. What's your favorite food to order out for?
> hahaha chinese food, yum!
10. What's the WEIRDEST thing you've ever eaten?
> ....ummm....i cant remember
11. What's the NASTIEST thing you've ever eaten?
> My mom's cooking when she doesnt feel like cooking
12. O..k...bizzare but Uhh...what's your favorite place to get fast food from?
> Church's chicken and Taco maker.....i love those 2
13. What is your favorite Restaurant/Buffet you love going to?
> Olive Garden, Macaroni Grill, Uno
14. Thanks for answering, now for fun wanna tag some
ivybeth yamibliss arius illution
Updates....I guess
General | Posted 17 years agoHi everyone...
TaiyoKid here telling you the updates on my gallery...which are none for now, but just calling your attention to inform all of you that I'll be posting everything until now in a few days. I need to scan some drawings, others need to be inked and pencil and I will try to make a new batch of pr0n (if possible) for all of you. I haven't been drawings lately since work and school are betches but, I hope to get my mojo going since I have some good ideas and concepts for stuff. I would also like to say that I'm gonna try and post my works for my drawing class as scraps for my gallery since they are works I'm, in part, proud of (I will post them in the main gallery of DeviantArt).
Anyways, as for myself, I been good, working my ass off for both school and my job and trying my best to procrastinate. XD
Well, that's all for now. I hope to be posting before October since I have a lot of reports and presentations to do till then.
Sorry for the wait. I hope to make great art for you all.
Your friend,
Denis
TaiyoKid here telling you the updates on my gallery...which are none for now, but just calling your attention to inform all of you that I'll be posting everything until now in a few days. I need to scan some drawings, others need to be inked and pencil and I will try to make a new batch of pr0n (if possible) for all of you. I haven't been drawings lately since work and school are betches but, I hope to get my mojo going since I have some good ideas and concepts for stuff. I would also like to say that I'm gonna try and post my works for my drawing class as scraps for my gallery since they are works I'm, in part, proud of (I will post them in the main gallery of DeviantArt).
Anyways, as for myself, I been good, working my ass off for both school and my job and trying my best to procrastinate. XD
Well, that's all for now. I hope to be posting before October since I have a lot of reports and presentations to do till then.
Sorry for the wait. I hope to make great art for you all.
Your friend,
Denis
No Subject
General | Posted 17 years agoHey Guys....It's been pretty long since I been active in the galleries....
Anyways, I'm here to tell you about some updates and ideas I been thinking about.
Let's start off byt saying that recently I moved away from my parents house and I'm trying to begin my life near the art school I had to leave a few months back. By the time I was a little blinded and I was foolish enough to do some stupid shit, but that aside, I'm returning to finish a bachelor's degree in art education. Since I don't have the drive to keep pushing myself to draw or to do such constant, great work like some of my closest friends (Arius, Yamibliss, Ivybeth, PixieChan, Dragon Illution, MADdison) I believe that I should do something less....demanding, or rather, more social like, working with talented but unexpirienced people and help out others like I was helped (and pushed, and pulled, harassed and whipslashed XD, thanks guys for everything). And before some of my friends fire a "MAMAU", I know I have the makings to be a great illustrator, I believe in myself (well, sort of) but being an illustrator is tough work and I'm just too slow. Putting this subject behind, I also wanted to say that my life has been turning for the best (except for the being completely mojoless). The pieces are finally falling in to place and in some time I might even have a job, depending on Pizza Hut's administration and managers. My friends have my back and I feel confident in this next school year. So, all in all, I feel better, not great since I havent been able to finish some work I already had under way or to do new work (hence, why I haven't posted new stuff here or at DA). About my love life, I'll just say that me and my boy and patching up stuff and we're good, even though we're kinda far. About family matters, my mom and I are in good terms also, she approved of me going and that's why I been more decided to finish as an teacher since she wanted me to be a teacher to begin with.
Ok. The item on the list would be my art work. As you know, my gallery has been getting dusty and a little old. I have some work I need to finish, but the rush of emotions and getting used to a new work space has left me a little mojoless and without good ideas to do. I bought a book, however, to practice cartoons with, I made a scraps and stuff, but nothing worthy of posting. One of my ideas was a to do cartoon portrait commissions. Anyone interested could send me a picture(s) of his face and I could a cartoon of him/her as whatever he/she wants. Since I need money for the time I stay there jobless (I'm waiting for Old San Juan's Pizza Hut to give me an appointment to sign the contract) I would open commissions to everyone interested, but only after I finish DigitSlayer's commission , which is almost finished but since the wacom and I dont get along, it taken me a long while to get used to drawing in photoshop. I owe him a lot of commissions since he helped me out a lot, so I hope to repay him for his help and support. So, anyone interested or wanting to give me a try as a commissioned artist is welcome to PM me thru here or leave a comment in one of my drawings. I need ideas to keep practicing or polishing my skills.
I also wanted to say that I really miss everyone that left for AC and that I miss them a lot. I hope everyone had fun!!
To end this journal, I hope to post things soon, many recomended to post scraps but people don toften look at the scraps so, It's not that worth it. I hope to hear from everyone soon. Take care all of you!!
Anyways, I'm here to tell you about some updates and ideas I been thinking about.
Let's start off byt saying that recently I moved away from my parents house and I'm trying to begin my life near the art school I had to leave a few months back. By the time I was a little blinded and I was foolish enough to do some stupid shit, but that aside, I'm returning to finish a bachelor's degree in art education. Since I don't have the drive to keep pushing myself to draw or to do such constant, great work like some of my closest friends (Arius, Yamibliss, Ivybeth, PixieChan, Dragon Illution, MADdison) I believe that I should do something less....demanding, or rather, more social like, working with talented but unexpirienced people and help out others like I was helped (and pushed, and pulled, harassed and whipslashed XD, thanks guys for everything). And before some of my friends fire a "MAMAU", I know I have the makings to be a great illustrator, I believe in myself (well, sort of) but being an illustrator is tough work and I'm just too slow. Putting this subject behind, I also wanted to say that my life has been turning for the best (except for the being completely mojoless). The pieces are finally falling in to place and in some time I might even have a job, depending on Pizza Hut's administration and managers. My friends have my back and I feel confident in this next school year. So, all in all, I feel better, not great since I havent been able to finish some work I already had under way or to do new work (hence, why I haven't posted new stuff here or at DA). About my love life, I'll just say that me and my boy and patching up stuff and we're good, even though we're kinda far. About family matters, my mom and I are in good terms also, she approved of me going and that's why I been more decided to finish as an teacher since she wanted me to be a teacher to begin with.
Ok. The item on the list would be my art work. As you know, my gallery has been getting dusty and a little old. I have some work I need to finish, but the rush of emotions and getting used to a new work space has left me a little mojoless and without good ideas to do. I bought a book, however, to practice cartoons with, I made a scraps and stuff, but nothing worthy of posting. One of my ideas was a to do cartoon portrait commissions. Anyone interested could send me a picture(s) of his face and I could a cartoon of him/her as whatever he/she wants. Since I need money for the time I stay there jobless (I'm waiting for Old San Juan's Pizza Hut to give me an appointment to sign the contract) I would open commissions to everyone interested, but only after I finish DigitSlayer's commission , which is almost finished but since the wacom and I dont get along, it taken me a long while to get used to drawing in photoshop. I owe him a lot of commissions since he helped me out a lot, so I hope to repay him for his help and support. So, anyone interested or wanting to give me a try as a commissioned artist is welcome to PM me thru here or leave a comment in one of my drawings. I need ideas to keep practicing or polishing my skills.
I also wanted to say that I really miss everyone that left for AC and that I miss them a lot. I hope everyone had fun!!
To end this journal, I hope to post things soon, many recomended to post scraps but people don toften look at the scraps so, It's not that worth it. I hope to hear from everyone soon. Take care all of you!!
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