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General | Posted 14 years agofrom the sonar to the water break it went according to plan
then 2 buckets of blood passed thru the doctors hands
he pulled the baby out she reached for her son
his first breath was spit blood being patted from his lungs
they tried to clean him up but no amount of sponges
could stop it or the weeks they would observe untill the month ends
she had to leave him there once he started breathin air
he could leave she didnt need to be told his disease was rare
she wrapped him up warm signed some forms and left
by the time the elevator door would open he was wet
lobby to the street the sky was black no stars and
3 blankets were soaked up by the time they got to the CAR
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
THEN YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
christmas time wrapped up in gause camouflaged /sittin on santa's lap to applause
and cause mall doors to exit the screams exiting jaws/when his pores pour out it shellacks the floors
unless you were massively hemorrhaging to death in a bath
would you ask to be sat next to blood boy in your class
in a pool of cranberry dirt and squandered skeletons
the worms are technicians when your relieved of modern medicine
more hemorrhaging high school first relationship deaths a friend
the color red leaking from fang holes in his neck again
some long to be near it sing songs and swear at
the crowds that flock up like sheep to stare at the
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
and you can all pretend you laid in blood
clothes ripped up the line across your stomach re-opened up
before sewn shut start to drift up then thrown back in the cut
after a flat line that could be enough
transfusions to plug god saves
live out the hell in health
but upon death came back to life as something else
and though it seems dead dreams of teens are left with them
where people worship gods that don't come from bethlehem
they know his name now his brains out
just wanted to find a way to turn the pain down
youth feed from his veins now
slowing the latency a hole becomes a vacancy
of patiently awaiting people that pay him to make em see
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
then 2 buckets of blood passed thru the doctors hands
he pulled the baby out she reached for her son
his first breath was spit blood being patted from his lungs
they tried to clean him up but no amount of sponges
could stop it or the weeks they would observe untill the month ends
she had to leave him there once he started breathin air
he could leave she didnt need to be told his disease was rare
she wrapped him up warm signed some forms and left
by the time the elevator door would open he was wet
lobby to the street the sky was black no stars and
3 blankets were soaked up by the time they got to the CAR
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
AND YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU NEVER GAVE UP
THEN YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
christmas time wrapped up in gause camouflaged /sittin on santa's lap to applause
and cause mall doors to exit the screams exiting jaws/when his pores pour out it shellacks the floors
unless you were massively hemorrhaging to death in a bath
would you ask to be sat next to blood boy in your class
in a pool of cranberry dirt and squandered skeletons
the worms are technicians when your relieved of modern medicine
more hemorrhaging high school first relationship deaths a friend
the color red leaking from fang holes in his neck again
some long to be near it sing songs and swear at
the crowds that flock up like sheep to stare at the
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
and you can all pretend you laid in blood
clothes ripped up the line across your stomach re-opened up
before sewn shut start to drift up then thrown back in the cut
after a flat line that could be enough
transfusions to plug god saves
live out the hell in health
but upon death came back to life as something else
and though it seems dead dreams of teens are left with them
where people worship gods that don't come from bethlehem
they know his name now his brains out
just wanted to find a way to turn the pain down
youth feed from his veins now
slowing the latency a hole becomes a vacancy
of patiently awaiting people that pay him to make em see
BLOOD THE RED FLOODS HOPELESSLY IN RUGS/SEARCHIN TO BE HELD BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HUG/DRUGGED THE PLOTS DUG I'M ONLY HERE FOR LOVE/SO WHEN IM SNUFFED YOU CAN ALL PRETEND YOU GAVE A FUCK
How hard is it to poach a fucking egg!!!!
General | Posted 15 years agoCan you just tell me what's really up? Poach the fucking egg right!! :3
lulz teh average furry jornal entry.
General | Posted 15 years agocrycrycrycry...bitchbitchbitch....whinewhinewhine...whorewhorewhore...sum lulz...don't rinse for about two weeks or a month.....repeat.
thank you...you're done for the year, no need to read any other journals
thank you...you're done for the year, no need to read any other journals
The eye
General | Posted 15 years agoI don't know what it was, possibly the sudden urge or rush. Then again, it could be the copious dosages of narcotics rushing through my system. Either way that is not what is important at the current time.
That woman, near the entrance. Rose coloured lenses, frilly white blouse, "mom jean" type slacks, and the aura emanating from her is that of a lonely, and sad woman.
Could it be her?
She greeted just like the others. Fake smile and glare as I walk past her.
Just by looking at the place I know I've blown my cover.
It was probably a bad idea to do as much as I did that day. Whole twenty four hours prior were spent on a massive drug orgy. I was going for a top record of seven possibly eight. I do not remember but I do know shit was getting real.
I could feel her stare burning through the back of my skull. Her sour gaze glued onto my person throughout the room.
Thinking to myself, "Shit, shit, shit! It's over."
My paws, skillfully, silently, and quickly go to work. All while casually strolling on by on my planned out path.
He pops up out the corner, almost unseen.
Tall, Grey, and too cheerful. He's onto me too. I just know it!
Another greet and idle chit chat. I scan the area whilst speaking to him about bullshit. Completely playing the part of "Mr. Interested."
A little bit of reconnaissance work while having this idle chat.... more to come...Refund
General | Posted 15 years agoYAY!! seems like the refund was the smoothest part of this so far. wo0t....just sucks about the drawing...but hey...you learn from your mistakes :3 bah....would of been really awesome to had gotten some 
shiuk art but...now we know better
shiuk art but...now we know better Shiuk...
General | Posted 15 years agoI just want our drawing or at least our money back now. Its been about a month since our commission was supposedly, according to shiuk mailed out.
We still have not gotten anything in the mail and i am kinda worried about even asking for my money back since we will prolly get the same guarantee from Shiuk about sending stuff now.
What would be great so that shiuk doesn't have to spend cash to mail us the commission, could just "if" he still has it or can reproduce just do it on pc and email. free delivery.
As for refund i'd be happy to give him $5 out of my $50 so he can send it priority with tracking #, or w/e...
i didn't think getting a commission would be like this.
stay tuned tho, more info and archives to come!
**Paid in full $50 at Califur 2010**
shiuk
*not received yet*
=supposedly "in the mail" for more than a month now.= pfft...yea
Califur June 2010- rough sketch supposedly done, commission to be finished by end of con. =Didn't happen=
July- Couldn't finish due to moving =understandable=
August & September- Finished but can't mail, has no other means to deliver to us, no scanner, no camera capabilities, not able to upload by any other means? (tablet?) =sighs=
October- Finished again in mail since October 16th, 2010 supposedly in manila envelope standard USPS mail. =waits by the mailbox=
November- November 2nd, 2010 still nothing yet. =sadly whimpers=
November 17th, 2010- Yet still nothing in the mail yet and I think Shiuk was getting upset at us for asking for a refund on a drawing we have yet to even see or receive.
shiuk mailed out. We still have not gotten anything in the mail and i am kinda worried about even asking for my money back since we will prolly get the same guarantee from Shiuk about sending stuff now.
What would be great so that
shiuk doesn't have to spend cash to mail us the commission, could just "if" he still has it or can reproduce just do it on pc and email. free delivery.As for refund i'd be happy to give him $5 out of my $50 so he can send it priority with tracking #, or w/e...
i didn't think getting a commission would be like this.
stay tuned tho, more info and archives to come!
**Paid in full $50 at Califur 2010**
shiuk*not received yet*
=supposedly "in the mail" for more than a month now.= pfft...yea
Califur June 2010- rough sketch supposedly done, commission to be finished by end of con. =Didn't happen=
July- Couldn't finish due to moving =understandable=
August & September- Finished but can't mail, has no other means to deliver to us, no scanner, no camera capabilities, not able to upload by any other means? (tablet?) =sighs=
October- Finished again in mail since October 16th, 2010 supposedly in manila envelope standard USPS mail. =waits by the mailbox=
November- November 2nd, 2010 still nothing yet. =sadly whimpers=
November 17th, 2010- Yet still nothing in the mail yet and I think Shiuk was getting upset at us for asking for a refund on a drawing we have yet to even see or receive.
Archive of Events
General | Posted 15 years ago-=rough draft more accurate information to come=-
**Paid in full $50 at Califur 2010**
shiuk
*not received yet*
=supposedly "in the mail" for more than two weeks now.= pfft...yea
Califur June 2010- rough sketch supposedly done, commission to be finished by end of con. =Didn't happen=
July- Couldn't finish due to moving =understandable=
August & September- Finished but can't mail, has no other means to deliver to us, no scanner, no camera capabilities, not able to upload by any other means? (tablet?) =sighs=
October- Finished again in mail since October 16th, 2010 supposedly in manila envelope standard USPS mail. =waits by the mailbox=
November- November 2nd, 2010 still nothing yet. =sadly whimpers=
**Paid in full $50 at Califur 2010**
shiuk*not received yet*
=supposedly "in the mail" for more than two weeks now.= pfft...yea
Califur June 2010- rough sketch supposedly done, commission to be finished by end of con. =Didn't happen=
July- Couldn't finish due to moving =understandable=
August & September- Finished but can't mail, has no other means to deliver to us, no scanner, no camera capabilities, not able to upload by any other means? (tablet?) =sighs=
October- Finished again in mail since October 16th, 2010 supposedly in manila envelope standard USPS mail. =waits by the mailbox=
November- November 2nd, 2010 still nothing yet. =sadly whimpers=
Inside.
General | Posted 15 years agoEven now I curse the day--and yet, I think,
Few come within the compass of my curse,--
Wherein I did not some notorious ill,
As kill a man, or else devise his death,
Ravish a maid, or plot the way to do it,
Accuse some innocent and forswear myself,
Set deadly enmity between two friends,
Make poor men's cattle break their necks;
Set fire on barns and hay-stacks in the night,
And bid the owners quench them with their tears.
Oft have I digg'd up dead men from their graves,
And set them upright at their dear friends' doors,
Even when their sorrows almost were forgot;
And on their skins, as on the bark of trees,
Have with my knife carved in Roman letters,
'Let not your sorrow die, though I am dead.'
Tut, I have done a thousand dreadful things
As willingly as one would kill a fly,
And nothing grieves me heartily indeed
But that I cannot do ten thousand more.
Few come within the compass of my curse,--
Wherein I did not some notorious ill,
As kill a man, or else devise his death,
Ravish a maid, or plot the way to do it,
Accuse some innocent and forswear myself,
Set deadly enmity between two friends,
Make poor men's cattle break their necks;
Set fire on barns and hay-stacks in the night,
And bid the owners quench them with their tears.
Oft have I digg'd up dead men from their graves,
And set them upright at their dear friends' doors,
Even when their sorrows almost were forgot;
And on their skins, as on the bark of trees,
Have with my knife carved in Roman letters,
'Let not your sorrow die, though I am dead.'
Tut, I have done a thousand dreadful things
As willingly as one would kill a fly,
And nothing grieves me heartily indeed
But that I cannot do ten thousand more.
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Done.
General | Posted 15 years agosweetness...i literally like not even 1 minute ago just finished colouring in 
Masoch 's commish and i think it looks alright ^^ hopefully he'll like it and teh such. Not posting until approval is received. so hopefully this will get my tail back into gear and keep drawing on a daily basis. brush up on mah rusty ass skills and get back to where i used to be. i also need to learn to start getting my creativity from other means that do not involve having to be in a "mood" per say. just wanna be able to just pick up the pencil and go to town on the paper at any given time. anywho i'd like to rant about some thing but here's the gist of it. blah blah blah blahzy blah yadda yada, blah blah blah...prolly all that woulda came out but hey saved us all some time, no?
i'll keep ya updated.
Masoch 's commish and i think it looks alright ^^ hopefully he'll like it and teh such. Not posting until approval is received. so hopefully this will get my tail back into gear and keep drawing on a daily basis. brush up on mah rusty ass skills and get back to where i used to be. i also need to learn to start getting my creativity from other means that do not involve having to be in a "mood" per say. just wanna be able to just pick up the pencil and go to town on the paper at any given time. anywho i'd like to rant about some thing but here's the gist of it. blah blah blah blahzy blah yadda yada, blah blah blah...prolly all that woulda came out but hey saved us all some time, no?i'll keep ya updated.
ok back...
General | Posted 15 years agookies
so my commish for Masoch is now currently at 99.9% done, all that is needed are the final touches and colour. Well im not that good with colouring but i will do my best. Unless Masoch has someone else in mind for for colouring his drawing. so if colour is no issue then i guess the commish is done. ^^;;;;
other than that nothing much else to report other than getting laid off of work and STILL waiting on a supposed "finished" commission from an artist from califur this year...x.X ugh got a feeling i will not see anything from that $50 commission me and shakuna had requested. i know this is probably some sort of rant but come on man x.X since then? specially after getting messages from the artist saying that it is done and about ready to mail for months x.X i'd be happy with just a digital copy ;.; oh well i guess if i can buy myself "medicine" i could waste $50 on a drawing. Just wish i could see it or something ;.; Just sucks because we were really looking forward to getting it at the con, since that was the plan in the first place...i mean c'mon. we got all kinds of stuff from other "busy" people and they responded that same day or the next. I digress though. Just a little bummed about it all.
anywho i'll try too keep y'all updated or something
so my commish for
Masoch is now currently at 99.9% done, all that is needed are the final touches and colour. Well im not that good with colouring but i will do my best. Unless Masoch has someone else in mind for for colouring his drawing. so if colour is no issue then i guess the commish is done. ^^;;;;other than that nothing much else to report other than getting laid off of work and STILL waiting on a supposed "finished" commission from an artist from califur this year...x.X ugh got a feeling i will not see anything from that $50 commission me and shakuna had requested. i know this is probably some sort of rant but come on man x.X since then? specially after getting messages from the artist saying that it is done and about ready to mail for months x.X i'd be happy with just a digital copy ;.; oh well i guess if i can buy myself "medicine" i could waste $50 on a drawing. Just wish i could see it or something ;.; Just sucks because we were really looking forward to getting it at the con, since that was the plan in the first place...i mean c'mon. we got all kinds of stuff from other "busy" people and they responded that same day or the next. I digress though. Just a little bummed about it all.
anywho i'll try too keep y'all updated or something
Pre-evaluation
General | Posted 15 years agorAhdtf the currentg ftime and date, Idfsdfsdfstadg will rgpfgdrecisherly bhe two weeks sintua3ce patient obserfgfdgvatiodrn began.g Patgifege5ynjt has shown siadrygns of distress, aifdgs hdpsychdhfr5uologically unrgabalanced, emotionallfgdgy fragile, and has lost erdyconfidence anyd trust in some people. geesykmg
Our observations will proceed until further notice. Patient must be kept under surveillance for an undisclosed period of time. More observations to come before Admission and Diagnosis.
Our observations will proceed until further notice. Patient must be kept under surveillance for an undisclosed period of time. More observations to come before Admission and Diagnosis.
okay so....
General | Posted 15 years agoI'm like 20% or 25% done with like this drawing for Masoch and I realize that I don't have much experience drawing felines at all so im at this wall where the only thing missing is how i am going to "actually" (meaning, facial features and style) draw him head/face wise. >.< that's my only block at the current moment. Im not really sure which way i wanna go with it....im thinking he's got enuff "natural" looking heads...so maybe im going to look up and study on more of a "Tim Burton" look? or something a little more twisted...im really lost ^^ but i think that would look pretty sick...hehe i dont know...X3 what do you thinks???
Masoch and I realize that I don't have much experience drawing felines at all so im at this wall where the only thing missing is how i am going to "actually" (meaning, facial features and style) draw him head/face wise. >.< that's my only block at the current moment. Im not really sure which way i wanna go with it....im thinking he's got enuff "natural" looking heads...so maybe im going to look up and study on more of a "Tim Burton" look? or something a little more twisted...im really lost ^^ but i think that would look pretty sick...hehe i dont know...X3 what do you thinks???hehe ^^;;;;
General | Posted 15 years agomaybe i should update this sometime...hehe to be honest i had forgotten my password and username so i just searched my tail up and here i am!
i'll keep updating this and you can also reach me on my other pages as well...
i'll keep updating this and you can also reach me on my other pages as well...
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