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AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelo.....vy-seal-emblem

I'm supposed to be working as a mechanic out near Circle and Hancock but we haven't worked in 2 weeks and i need money to pay bills, anyone in Colorado Springs know of any job openings?
I REEEEEEALLY NEED A DIFFERENT JOB

finally got my demonoid account back up ^^

anyone need an invite?

^^

have you ever been frustrated and not know why, i have been pissed off for 2 days now and i dont know why, its getting to the point where i hate just about everyone i know. :( i dont want to sound like a emo but im to the point where i just wanna move away from everyone and everything i know and start over. i cant do that cause im married (no kids) but i just need a day or 2 away from everything, i need peace. i dunno......any advice?

Hvo45 is hosting a contest for a chance for your character to be the main character in his story!!!

Spread the word for awesomeness ^^

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free icons thingy, awesomely free ^^

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seriously free promotion thingy,
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hope to see you all there ^^

i finally uploaded some of my stuff, i should have new art tommorow as well as my 2 stories. (and more pics of me being bored with video games)

that is unless you wanna see something else lol
(i kid i kid)
(EDIT) i thought i read all the AUP so until i get a bit more confirmation my toy images have been removed for now, but you can still find them on www.bad-dragon.com ^^

just beat a game, figured id pop in here so everyone knows im alive.
Wait........
Am i alive

*checks*

o.0

IM A ZOMBIEEEEEEE

D:

*chases random people*
NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM

=^_^=Merf=^_^=

*giggles* laid in bed all day ;) i love having no stress anymore. although my roommates cat is in heat, which is absurdly annoying to say the least. that reminds me, tomorrow i should have pics for everyone ^^
see you all soon, ^^

i moved out of my old place and into a new house across town, fun place too, no bills and a decent income equals a happy dragon. ended up leaving someone i care for behind in the process which upset me quite a bit, but she absolutely refuses to move out here, and i cant move there because of my mothers health issues so i now find myself in a new situation lets say.
im a collared pet to a very wonderful Domme, ^^ its actualy quite an experience, hard to explain but damn fun
well, its like 2 am here, ill post more tomorrow now that i have my interwebs back
Merf
see everyone later

lately it seems like everyone is lying to me, all i ever ask is the truth from people, yet they seem to believe that by lying to me, i will feel better, or maybe they believe that if they tell me the truth i will try to stop them.
the truth is, i don't really care anymore what people do around me, i wont try to stop them unless they try to harm or steal from me and mine, but im tired of it. all the people that hate me, or lie to me, it hurts, it hurts a lot, and i don't know how much more i can take
i really don't.
so for now i concentrate on doing for me, on making my life better, if this hurts other people, im sorry. but i need this, i don't know who i can trust, who is lying to me, who hates me, and smiles to my face.

lately i don't talk to anyone, i don't see people, all i do is hide from the world, i don't seem to care about anyone but myself and its getting worse, because it makes me feel better im relying on it.
i hate myself lately. so much hate, so much anger. people betray my trust, and think i didn't know, i try to help them, even with my last breath i still try to help them, yet they still hurt me
maybe i should cut myself off from the world, sever all ties with my friends and family, maybe i should try to help them still, be the beating rug they seem to think i am
i try to be a nice guy, i help when it hurts
but
i dunno anymore
i don't know why people hate me
i don't know, i just don't know