A friend and very good artist here is doing a YCH raffle and I wanted to help.
I also want people to watch him because I think he deserves more followers ^^
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48347013/

I just wanted to announce to everyone that I have not gone away or whatever. I've just been going through a bunch of stuff and my interest in this place has gone back and forth. Especially when it comes to the kink stuff. I have sometimes wondered if me having these interests is not good for me and my life, so I've kind of been sad about it when thinking of going back here, and I just lost motivation. I think these thoughts might just be part of me learning to accept what I like though. But I also feel like I can't come to a concrete conclusion as to what exactly I am into when it comes to this kind of stuff so it confuses me even more. But I think this is fine, because like I said, I think this is just a phase or something. I want to come back to drawing stuff here again. Especially because I feel like I've done a lot of interesting improvements in my normal art that I've done outside of here.
I do have a few pics I made that I was going to upload here but I hav'nt gotten around to it yet.

Basically I wanted to say that I have not disappeared, I'm just changing, I guess. I feel interested in doing stuff here again.
Also in the last few years I sorta became a musician lol

I don't understand why artists don't think pornography is art. It makes no sense .__.

I just wanna remind people that it's my birthday on saturday :D
You all better buy me some snickers!

There's this artist on here called bondagefanart. He has done a lot of cool bondage pics and stuff and it seems like he has just dissapeared out of nowhere. Every account he has on every website has been disabled. Does anyone know what has happened? o_o

I'm surprised it took this long for that show to include lesbians. I mean after all this other shit they've had xD

I thought you guys should know that I feel better now. I'm not feeling completely lifeless anymore ^^ or atleast for this moment, I don't know if it might happen again.
I've also kinda been trying out other methods of drawing, like doing sketches with graphite pencils. And I also tried out manga studio 5 and sorta realized that the program I use for coloring (photoshop elements 10) might not be the best choice for me when it comed to digital xD I've been trying out painting in it. I can't really show anything I tried out though because the trial version does not allow me to save >.< but if I buy it I will be able to make better stuff, so I might buy it. We'll see.

If you don't care much for me venting then you can just ignore this.

I try to keep my personal feelings away from people Because I don't want anyone to feel bad for my sake. Bit doing that just kinda makes it worse. Also it seens to be a general opinion among people that venting and stuff is a bit pathetic.
But I feel like I need to be honest to you people right now, I wish I could just die right now. And I really mean it. These past few months I've been feeling pretty much worthless and I've sorta lost motivation for doing things, so my life has sorta been stuck. I hav'nt been able to draw anything new, because whenever I try drawing it does'nt appeal to me.
This is a feeling that starts to get to me very often and it usually comes in waves.
Although I did feel better for a while after I saw Zootopia, because that movie made me feel good about myself again :D But that only really lasted for maybe a week and now I'm just back to this same state again.
It's not the first time in my life that I've felt this suicidal-ish though. There was that one time in high school when I was'nt doing well in my classes and I mean, I was always feeling pressured very harshly by my family to do good but my concentration problems pretty much made it impossible to do any good. So back then I sorta had some suicidal thoughts but I ended up not really doing anything and then I just sorta failed school and now I don't really have any future.
These thoughts are something I've never really admitted to anyobe before, because I really don't like being that guy who ruins the party by being a downer. So I apologise for doing that. I don't know how active I'll be now, because right now I'm not feeling for anything.

It was a lot more than I thought, and I reaaaaaaaally loved it owo

Go watch that stuff!

Hey.
I wanna first off thank you people for saying on my last journal that you're okay with me saying that I sorta bisexual. I did'nt get to reply to any comment because I felt like they were sorta too many xD I do appreaciate your support.

Now I was gonna upload something during this week but last thursday I took a plane to London with some family and that's why I hav'nt gotten to do new arts yet.
But yeah I'm in London now :D ..... Dunno what to say to that xD

So basically, I noticed that one of my friends on here, Crysalia, had made a second account where she makes art that is more sexy and erotic than the art she has on her normal account. And I talked to her about it a bit and she said that it was because she wanted to be more open and show more of her ideas (or something similar to that. I might not remember it correctly xD). And I was kind of inspired by the decision. And no I don't mean I'm gonna start making more explicit stuff (...although I could do that too if anyone would like it xD), but I mean that I was inspired to be more honest about some stuff and show more different ideas about what I'm into.
So basically what I'm getting at is: I occasionally like dudes. Seeing a dude bound and gagged feels the same as seeing a gal bound and gagged to me... except that they have different bits here and there obviously xD (and I also like the ones that are a bit chubby :3 I am a bear after all.)
I prefer not to call it "bisexual", but rather "diverse" or "confused" xD
Me saying this might not seem like the biggest deal to some of you, but it has kind of been a thing I've tried to keep secret most of the time, because I feel like all the people I've gotten to know are kinda only into the female bondage side that is on here, and that also my gallery has mostly been focused on the that side of things aswell, with maybe a few exceptions where I have drawn a dude tied up once or twice. I'm not saying that the friends I've gotten to know here have been bad friends. Nonono, they have been amazing! :D I'm just saying that I feel bad about keeping this secret from everyone, and also that I don't want to be labeled as someone who is exclusively into one side, and I feel like the same should go for my gallery.
So basically: More male bondage pics will happen now ;D (aswell as the ones I always do)
And if you have anything against it, blame Crys xD

...making long journals to say simple messages is an artform in itself xD

So yeah, now I'm finished with that costume project I was talking about last time ^^
If anybody wants to see it then you can go here (warning: I am in it XD) : http://tama-bjo.deviantart.com/art/.....Frye-589523120
And if you wanna see more than you go here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTTAVrkTiYg XD

Now that I've been away for a long while I've stacked up on a loooot of messages on here, and I don't know if I'll get to them all =u= but we'll see.

Hi. I'm sorry that I've been a bit offline for a few weeks now and have not replied to anything. The thing is, I'm working on another one of those crafting projects again. And this time it's a costume and a muppet! XD So that has taken time.
I do feel really bad for not being that active on here and that I'm missing out on all the fun stuff everyone is doing, but I really have to work on this project because I have a deadline for it on 12th february. So yeah xD
I have a lot of sketches for bondage stuff that's waiting to be linearted and stuff that I want you to see so that will be fun :3
But basically, I won't be active until the project is finished. So until then I will keep being this inactive. I hope that's alright with some of you.

...is it fair to say that Beauty and The Beast is a story about Stockholm syndrome?

Yeah I have decided now to take a break with commissions for a while. Mostly because it feels like I've just been only working on commissions for while.
I'd wanna focus on drawing new things I have in mind, like new characters I wanna do, or new types of bondagestuff I wanna try out. I would also perhaps like to do more collabs with some friends on here :3 I hav'nt really done much of those XD That would be fun.
And I also wanted to focus a bit more on doing my normal art over at DeviantArt. Now that I've been getting into that again :3

Anyways that was all. Have a good night ^^

1. Been working a bit on this: http://tama-bjo.deviantart.com/art/.....-WIP-563450833 and another quick cosplay thingie on the side. Which is one of the reasons for why I hav'nt been active on here.

2. I have kind of a job now....ish. So that's another reason for my inactivity.

3. I have multiple ideas for pics I wanna make. I just need to get around to them soon =u= Though I feel like it's harder to get around to them now when I have to work on them during the day. Because for some reason working during the night seems kinda more natural to me sometimes <.< I also feel like my inactivity recently has made me sorta loose some of the friendship I have on this site with some of you people. Which makes me feel bad :c I do wanna make up for it though by being active again.

4. I've been thinking a lot recently about how normal people don't seem to see the difference between a furry and a fursuiter. There's not much of a big point I wanna make or anything by saying that. It's just something that kinda hit me recently when I said to a friend that I was a furry and they just kinda assumed I make fursuits. Which I don't. Because they're hard to make and I don't know if I'm interested xD Though I guess they might be comfy.

5. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nXpKBzFE4Mc I found this recently, and I'm amazed it exists xD

6. Dice just made an open beta for Star Wars Battlefront. I've played it and it's AWESOME!!! 8D

That's all I can come up to talk about right now. So bye ^^

Yeah I hav'nt said or done anything for a while on here. I just hav'nt been feeling that well recently. But I'll propably get back to stuff soon.

I know it's been sort of a while since I was active on here. I guess you could say that I got a life xD
I am still working a lot on the art I do, it's just that now I have other work to do in life aswell which gives me less time to draw aswell. I am coloring one of the commissions I have on the list right now though so I will be working on that.

Also on August 13th it's my BIRTHDAY!!! :D

This here should explain why I hav'nt been very active here for 2 months.
[WARNING It has pictures of me in it XD] http://tama-bjo.deviantart.com/art/.....ssin-547027910

I find it funny that the word "village" rhymes with "pillage".

I have gotten better now. I have decided I should maybe not try and focus on a job now and maybe instead think about if I should go to university or something.
I am thankful that all of you are supportive and ot does genuinly make me feel good ^^ thank you.

The reason I have not been that active lately is because things have gone sorta horrible with me lately. I'm still sick, then I got an art block, then I have a bunch of meetings and stuff I have to go to and then I just have this realization that I might be a bit of a useless person. Because the only thing I'm really qualified to do is draw stuff, which made me have a bit of a breakdown yesterday.
I guess I just need to calm down from things.

I don't wanna sound like one of those people that tells everyone about my problems, but I thought some of you people would know why I hav'nt been doing much lately. Things are just hard for me right now.
I'll propably get back the things I usually do in a while.

Yeah I've got a bit of a sickness going on right now ^^;
So I might work slower on the commissions and stuff.
That's it for now.

I need a bit of money for a thing right now so I need to start doing more commissions ^^
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Slot 1.  robthehoopedchipmunk TAKEN
Slot 2. OPEN
Slot 3. OPEN
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Prices:
Lineart 10$
Lineart + Color 15$
Lineart + Color + Shading 25$
Lineart + Color + Shading + Effects 35$
(If you need a better example then look here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15626178/ )
If you are interested than please send a note to me ^^
Things I will draw is mostly the stuff I've uploaded here, but I am very flexible and willing to draw new things ^^
If there's anything I won't draw then I will pretty much point it out if we conversate about it through notes.
Also the payment will happen through Paypal.

A friend of mine on here  smokethetyphlosion is right now doing commissions and he really needs some help. So I thought I'd tell you all about it ^^
He's a nice friend of mine that does latex bondage and breathplay stuff, and he's got a discount at the moment :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6566674/
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GO HERE IF YOU'RE INTERESTED :3