A lot has happened in the last 1-2 years, which has affected my personal life and my business affairs, including drawing and visual arts. I moved to the capital, got a job in the adult industry and fell through a lot of money sinks. There was also a draft from the state, which made things even more difficult for people, and changed my tax form, thus making it impossible not only for me, but also for the work and hobbies of millions of other people. Fortunately, these have already been eliminated on my side, I am currently dealing with crisis and lack of funds/rescues by solving problems generated around me.

Don't worry, I'm fine and I haven't stopped anything. :)
It just got weird. I'm active on Telegram, and cautiously, but I want to get back into drawing and streaming as well.

As many of you asked why I don't upload much art nowadays... Well, what can I say... My life practically turned upside down in the last year and a half, as I fled from one workplace to another.

Fortunately, I already have relative financial security. In other words, it was, I still live day by day, despite the fact that I earn more than four times the minimum wage I have received so far. I had everything... From COVID infection to the stupidity of the government, till the more than a year's worth of consumption that has been created in less than a month by a bad electrical network where I live. The re-election of the government has come, and they will be at the head of Russia's friend illiberal democracy against EU for 16 years now with their arbitrary completely reckless decisions, and they will continue to fight against randomly selected enemies. Among other things, they destroyed my already unstable business in less than 24 hours, and now they are making the already difficult life of millions of citizens more difficult.

Anyway, I don't plan on being a good dinosaur and I'm not going extinct.

So I live and I will figure out everything to stay who I was.

Eurofurence was very very very okey.

No... just kidding... IT WAS FUCKING EPIC!

Thank you guys for all the love and support and simply being awesome!

You all were a super cool experience!

Greetings everyone! One of my friend and good artist need a help! Unfortunately by accident she lost her vision on one of her eye. If you can help -even a little- we'd be very thankful :c

More info in her journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9169033/

Thank you so much

One of my friend  ritka needs some help!

She is open for commissions if you're interested or you can support her via ko-fi to get her out of her situation!

https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/ritka/
https://ko-fi.com/G2G2RZQF

Thank you!

A lot of people complained about my quality and prices.... Anyway, i still don't feel that my art deserves a bigger price tag but it's only my opinion. I am more curious to your own :)
How much do you think would worth my -one character, full body- drawing for you?

It happened a while ago... And guys, I already miss you all :(
I had a great fun!

Greetings everyone!
I know, my ratings commonly questioned in community... some people wants to see my ratings as they are: mature (because their "mature" category covers a lot more than usual) . So, as -Adult- artist i wont listen anymore! :3
Actually... i am not planning to get a suspension (in bad way) So i will rate my arts as they were before, mostly as -Adult/explicit-.

Thank you!

I'm lowering the numbers of commissions on my list!
Afraid, but I can say that I can concentrate on drawing more and more! :)

I always telling to my commissioners, but I declare publicly that all drawings will have been finished and I wont disappear! : Love:
Again; I apologize for being so slow artist

not... much... yet

Greetings... Maybe you recognized that i've never showed holiday mood by my gallery or by personal chit-chat.
I am glad about X-Mass wishes and such stuff but please avoid good wishes toward me because i am not celebrating ANY holidays, neither my birthday.
Because i've never had... i missed them, now it hurts deeply... it changed, and currently i feel my belly in my throat when i hear about them. I know that you don't know this, that's why i want to clear this and please keep respect. It's stressing me out.

Thank you

It's not my strongest part to type a public journal about my life but honestly; i feel so relaxed and lazy for 5 days right now!
I left my family 5 days ago and I am so fucking happy!!!! <3

I hope this time (4th escape in row) will be successful.

Love you all~

Greetings! One of my friend need help! If anyone can do anything, at least, please share!
https://www.gofundme.com/ontiveros-emergency-fund

I told it :)
I want to list something here later

I know it makes me look bad, but it's only fair to let my commissioners know what's going on.

TO all commissioners: First of all I am really sorry that my arts are taking so much time. :/ It's nothing personal... I don't mean to be so negligent. I have commissioners who have been waiting for their pieces for a year or more, because I have a hard time saying no and I end up overwhelming myself. Lately I'm so burnt out I don't even want to open Photoshop.
I promise I won't accept more commissions until I've caught back up.

Thank you for understanding and mostly your patience :(

https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/tanathy/

Heyo!

Awww first of all i want to say thank you for everyone who has been worried about me stopping arting. I never wanted, but situation i had almost leaded me to stop it for a while. Temporary.
Fortunately things has been solved and i can say, i am glad to have great friends like you all, and i wish everyone a boss i have! <3
I came back almost completely and i work on commissions as i can and as my time allows! <3 i already accumulated 9 of them :o But at least... not chores/big tasks for low money

Thank you all, and sorry for my overturning on my last journal <3

Since life is not going well at me (haha seriously! when it has been done well~) i get seriously tired into things...
To understand what is going: I am mood driven naive person, i need NORMAL environment to be creative. I am really tired all of the drama and tension around me (not about me).
I hate hiding my stuffs, i hate being questioned about every of my steps, i hate being menaced, i hate the restrictions that i live every single fucking day and currently i feel it's abusing what's going with me actually and no one recognize...

I don't have even tool to art (and because i REALLY HATE two steps back one forward strategy) i wont spend money to an other tablet for a while. There are bit more important things to put myself back on the line.
I am simply sorry for being unpredictable artist :| If you wish you can wait for commission or requesting the money back... I try to refund back somehow

I don't know... Maybe my mind will change, but currently i am really down

I hate these types of memes but oh well... m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶p̶a̶g̶e̶v̶i̶e̶w̶s̶ I got tagged by Boha.

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 1

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 0

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 1

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it ( :D )
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around (I am super tired often)
Total: 5

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers (Very often.)
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 3

Final total: 19

That 62% dissociates itself.

Guys, seriously... I don't know what to say...
I have to say thank you for all staff members, the hotel employees and conops, secs who made this con, The ffffff artists, the people who attended are all so So SOO freaking fucking AWESOME!!! Seriously... This was the best event i attended for a while! Also thank you for all of the furs who shared cigarettes when my vape fought to survive the shower. Thank you for wonderful room parties, the awesome coctails, sushies, thank you for all of my commissioners, you are all crazy kind people! Omg....
I GOT MORE LOVE THAN WHAT I GOT IN MY WHOLE LIFE! I needed this so badly...

I know i said too much sorry, so i have to do it again. So... i am sorry if i was always under the feet... Just I love to help people, even getting know what's going behind the scenes! It's awesome experience to see something under building and comparing to the final result. So hey, I can't say anything else than it's a freaking big effort to build a con like this! And you all made it! You all made a fantastic memories to everyone!

I have serious PCD...

I love this con, I love my friends, I love my commissioners, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
See you next time!

It was really okay :3