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General | Posted 3 years agoI said that I had a sneaking suspicion that there was some work behind the scenes being done to rip it away from founding members of this community, and that deleting the FA forums was the first step.
I implore everyone who had a problem with what happened during the first week of January because of the rule change get into that Discord NOW, because it's filled with nothing but Twitter users who have literally NO opposition on how this site should be run.
And there are very vocal admins making some opinions that paint a very ugly picture for the future development of this site.
Unless you want this site to transform into Furry Twitter 2.0.
I implore everyone who had a problem with what happened during the first week of January because of the rule change get into that Discord NOW, because it's filled with nothing but Twitter users who have literally NO opposition on how this site should be run.
And there are very vocal admins making some opinions that paint a very ugly picture for the future development of this site.
Unless you want this site to transform into Furry Twitter 2.0.
YCH You're Ryo's Lunch
General | Posted 3 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/view/50825069/
YCH, You're Ryo's Lunch
Bidding starts at 100$
Minimum bid is 10$
Final pic will be Advanced Color quality..
Character features will be adjusted to winner's OC.
Size cannot be changed.
Auction ends Sunday February 5th at Midnight US Central Time.
Attempts at bid sniping will extend auction by 30 minutes.
Auction will then end 30 minutes after final bid.
Good luck!
That's Sunday's Midnight. So when it stops being Sunday US Central time, the last bids will be looked at.
This auction ends 11:59:59pm US central time
This Auction is also being held on Twitter and Eka's.
I will be updating things when necessary.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50825069/
Patchy Belly Xray YCH
General | Posted 3 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/view/50705691/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50705691/
Bidding starts at 100$
Minimum bid is 10$
Final pic will be Advanced Color quality..
Character features will be adjusted to winner's OC.
Size cannot be changed.
Auction ends Friday January 27th at Midnight US Central Time.
Attempts at bid sniping will extend auction by 30 minutes.
Auction will then end 30 minutes after final bid.
Good luck!
This Auction is also being held on Twitter and Eka's.
I will be updating things when necessary.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50705691/
Patchy Belly Xray YCH
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50705691/
Bidding starts at 100$
Minimum bid is 10$
Final pic will be Advanced Color quality..
Character features will be adjusted to winner's OC.
Size cannot be changed.
Auction ends Friday January 27th at Midnight US Central Time.
Attempts at bid sniping will extend auction by 30 minutes.
Auction will then end 30 minutes after final bid.
Good luck!
This Auction is also being held on Twitter and Eka's.
I will be updating things when necessary.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50705691/
Patchy BLJ (Photosensivity warning)
General | Posted 3 years agoA silly thing I made to show off how Patchy gets around where ever they feel like.
This is actually canon. lol
This is actually canon. lol
The Fa Update
General | Posted 3 years agoThe day it went up I immediately made a feedback report that replacing important parts of the rules with umbrella terms that aren't defined elsewhere in the rules was a bad idea.
I know I warned folks that calling every single cartoon gag trope in Looney Tunes a sexual-fetish was a bad idea for years.
I can almost guarantee the harassment that's been going on since this recent rule change wouldn't be happening if people had listened instead of making fun of me.
I don't approve of any of the harassment that's been happening.
Especially when there isn't anything sexual happening.
The only sexual thing happening is in the heads of the harassers.
"Why can't you draw art I can jack off to" is not the kind of thing you should be saying to people,
and "I know a guy that jacks off to that" isn't the argumentative point for defending your harassment you think it is.
The same goes for the people bringing up the clothing and calling the expressions "suggestive"
Bringing any of these up might as well be the rape equivalent of "she was dressed for it" "she was asking for it"
It's fucking disgusting to talk like this.
These people are basically mad because art was made of a particular subject well enough that they feel guilty for wanting to enjoy it, but the inclusion of one particular element makes that enjoyment impossible.
Yes. This is about what happened to
Foshu over the last few days.
I will not debate anyone over this subject.
The harassment is unwarranted.
On a lighter note, there was a humorous moment of one of the people calling them out,
who immediately was called out because their faves had my art in it.
And then finding out they were immediately banned from Eka's portal for trying to harass folks there about this.
Certainly felt full circle there.
I know I warned folks that calling every single cartoon gag trope in Looney Tunes a sexual-fetish was a bad idea for years.
I can almost guarantee the harassment that's been going on since this recent rule change wouldn't be happening if people had listened instead of making fun of me.
I don't approve of any of the harassment that's been happening.
Especially when there isn't anything sexual happening.
The only sexual thing happening is in the heads of the harassers.
"Why can't you draw art I can jack off to" is not the kind of thing you should be saying to people,
and "I know a guy that jacks off to that" isn't the argumentative point for defending your harassment you think it is.
The same goes for the people bringing up the clothing and calling the expressions "suggestive"
Bringing any of these up might as well be the rape equivalent of "she was dressed for it" "she was asking for it"
It's fucking disgusting to talk like this.
These people are basically mad because art was made of a particular subject well enough that they feel guilty for wanting to enjoy it, but the inclusion of one particular element makes that enjoyment impossible.
Yes. This is about what happened to
Foshu over the last few days.I will not debate anyone over this subject.
The harassment is unwarranted.
On a lighter note, there was a humorous moment of one of the people calling them out,
who immediately was called out because their faves had my art in it.
And then finding out they were immediately banned from Eka's portal for trying to harass folks there about this.
Certainly felt full circle there.
Happy New Year!!
General | Posted 3 years agoWhat a decent reason to bump the last folder! :3
I don't have anything special to say. XD
I don't have anything special to say. XD
Happy New Year!!
Become a Dragon 2022
General | Posted 3 years agoBehold
My dragon music
You can buy it
https://tanookicatoon.bandcamp.com/.....-a-dragon-2022
Please consider Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
Or Donation to Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
My dragon music
You can buy it
https://tanookicatoon.bandcamp.com/.....-a-dragon-2022
Please consider Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
Or Donation to Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
Truffle's Lunch
General | Posted 3 years agoHere, watch this 30 second video on loop.
Youtube slapped a restriction on it after the fact because I'm Mexican.
Youtube slapped a restriction on it after the fact because I'm Mexican.
Posey Swallowed Fly (Animatic)
General | Posted 3 years agoIt's the whole thing
Like comment and subscribe or else you will die.
Like comment and subscribe or else you will die.
Posey Swallowed Fly (Animatic)
General | Posted 3 years agoSO
I said I want to get started on this again.
here I am doing just that.
I'm going to storyboard the whole thing first, instead of trying to power through the whole thing month by month.
I'll see how this works out in the long run compared to how I was doing it before.
I said I want to get started on this again.
here I am doing just that.
I'm going to storyboard the whole thing first, instead of trying to power through the whole thing month by month.
I'll see how this works out in the long run compared to how I was doing it before.
A fellow to follow!
General | Posted 3 years agoI have a friend who's been trying to get a little exposure to their works and such
Could you give
whitmore02 a look? x3
Could you give
whitmore02 a look? x3Patchy & Friends: Micro
General | Posted 3 years agoAfter mulling about it for over a year I've finally decided to go ahead and release this. lol
I just never liked any of the voice takes I did for this and, of course, with the move, I just no longer live in the environment that allows me to get clean recordings.
So, For vore day I'm finally letting people see this, cringe voice lines and all. XD
Happy vore day everyone~
If you like what you see here, please don't be afraid of supporting me on Patreon on donating to my Ko-Fi, anything helps!
Updates and such
General | Posted 3 years ago
ChristyKitsune helped fix my laptop.She's literally the best.
I literally owe her everything.
Like all the time.
I know people wonder why I make so much art for her.
She really be there for me like ya'll don't know.
Computer issues.
General | Posted 3 years agoFirst... Twitter fuckin broke right now wtf...
Anyway
So right now my computer is doing some weird shit.
Ive had this computer since 2013,
I bought it myself when I actually had money in the Navy.
I have not been able to save jack shit since discharging.
I'm legit scared my computer might be broke because I definitely wont be able to buy a new one.
I have my tablet, but it's not as powerful, and it crashes a shit load.
I straight won't be able to animate on it.
Like legit, actually scared.
I'm getting some new thermal paste for it soon,
But I'm not sure if it's even over heating.
I've tried restarting, but it'll act normal for a moment,
But then freeze, stuttering everything hard like it's going to BSoD,
Then the fan will ramp up to max and then just not stop.
This happened one single time last week,
I restarted, and then its been fine, until literally right now.
I woke up to it freaking out.
Literally no idea what to do. Im trying a system restore first,
But other than waiting for new thermal paste to arrive, I've got nothing.
Anyway
So right now my computer is doing some weird shit.
Ive had this computer since 2013,
I bought it myself when I actually had money in the Navy.
I have not been able to save jack shit since discharging.
I'm legit scared my computer might be broke because I definitely wont be able to buy a new one.
I have my tablet, but it's not as powerful, and it crashes a shit load.
I straight won't be able to animate on it.
Like legit, actually scared.
I'm getting some new thermal paste for it soon,
But I'm not sure if it's even over heating.
I've tried restarting, but it'll act normal for a moment,
But then freeze, stuttering everything hard like it's going to BSoD,
Then the fan will ramp up to max and then just not stop.
This happened one single time last week,
I restarted, and then its been fine, until literally right now.
I woke up to it freaking out.
Literally no idea what to do. Im trying a system restore first,
But other than waiting for new thermal paste to arrive, I've got nothing.
Mr. Chamberline
General | Posted 3 years ago__I've just got to say, I'm looking at the faves my latest pic has gotten, and I honestly can't help but be surprised.
My artwork almost never gets that many faves within a week. Like, legit, wow.
__For one, I suppose people have just been missing Kuhntee for so long. It's been quite some time since I've actually drawn them. But even to me, it's just real nice to see them again.
__As for the amount of faves on them, I'm just really happy to see people seem to really like the art. X3
It's really nice to see people are happy about it~
__Here's the art in the case you're reading this out of context: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47726172/
My artwork almost never gets that many faves within a week. Like, legit, wow.
__For one, I suppose people have just been missing Kuhntee for so long. It's been quite some time since I've actually drawn them. But even to me, it's just real nice to see them again.
__As for the amount of faves on them, I'm just really happy to see people seem to really like the art. X3
It's really nice to see people are happy about it~
__Here's the art in the case you're reading this out of context: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47726172/
Patchy Eats A Fellow (YOUTUBE)
General | Posted 3 years agoAt last, the animation I worked on early April is public!
Patrons on my Patreon go to see this early when it was completely done, as well as the WIP shorts. X3
Thank you for watching, please like and subscribe, yadda yadda yadda
Take a look at my Patreon and give me your money:
https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
Patrons on my Patreon go to see this early when it was completely done, as well as the WIP shorts. X3
Thank you for watching, please like and subscribe, yadda yadda yadda
Take a look at my Patreon and give me your money:
https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
🎵I'm Choosing Violence🐲
General | Posted 3 years agoYou ever write a song and realize you're accidently writing a remix?
I did that and decided I'm just gonna make a remix.
Typical Շคภ๏๏кเMusic, but it has the Mortal Kombat player select theme because that song fucks.
I did that and decided I'm just gonna make a remix.
Typical Շคภ๏๏кเMusic, but it has the Mortal Kombat player select theme because that song fucks.
UPDATE
General | Posted 4 years ago.____OKAY so it's dawned on me that I haven't updated my FA for a hot minute.
BASICALLY, all of December I've been moving back to my parents, and for the last month, if it wasn't obvious already, I've been doing my best to actually work on commissions and random personal projects.
.____So like, I'm finally actually able to save money to actually spend on helping the family out and shit. I'm still not exactly saving money up for myself. Maybe a little bit here and there on the side, but nothing big. I dunno, all I'm saying is thank you for the support, and if you're cool, to continue with the commissions, and maybe even a donation or two to my Ko-Fi or Patreon.
.____As usual, my Ko-Fi is here: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
.____And my Patreon is here: https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
.____Anything helps, and it'd be cool if I can actually build up some money and support to where I can actually, like, afford things to keep a nice flow of art and even animated content going.
BASICALLY, all of December I've been moving back to my parents, and for the last month, if it wasn't obvious already, I've been doing my best to actually work on commissions and random personal projects.
.____So like, I'm finally actually able to save money to actually spend on helping the family out and shit. I'm still not exactly saving money up for myself. Maybe a little bit here and there on the side, but nothing big. I dunno, all I'm saying is thank you for the support, and if you're cool, to continue with the commissions, and maybe even a donation or two to my Ko-Fi or Patreon.
.____As usual, my Ko-Fi is here: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
.____And my Patreon is here: https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
.____Anything helps, and it'd be cool if I can actually build up some money and support to where I can actually, like, afford things to keep a nice flow of art and even animated content going.
Requests
General | Posted 4 years agoSO
I've made it known several times,
It'll be in my journal header when I post this,
and I know it's in the footer I set up for every single post that I make
But for the longest time I have said that I DO NOT take requests.
Lately I've been ignoring all requests and suggestions people give me
and I've noticed some people have caught onto characters that I actually like, and the situations that I actually enjoy and such,
and to be frank, it's pretty annoying.
WELL,
Today I'm going to say, I'm done with that,
BUT
Just know that all suggestions and requests are going to be put up on Patreon in the same format that I've been making my current posts with.
Ya'll.
I'm still fucked on jobs right now.
I'm living with my family now and am trying to support them as much as I can.
My mother is extremely immunocompromised and is losing her disability in two months.
I can not; should not be doing this stuff for free anymore.
I've made it known several times,
It'll be in my journal header when I post this,
and I know it's in the footer I set up for every single post that I make
But for the longest time I have said that I DO NOT take requests.
Lately I've been ignoring all requests and suggestions people give me
and I've noticed some people have caught onto characters that I actually like, and the situations that I actually enjoy and such,
and to be frank, it's pretty annoying.
WELL,
Today I'm going to say, I'm done with that,
BUT
Just know that all suggestions and requests are going to be put up on Patreon in the same format that I've been making my current posts with.
Ya'll.
I'm still fucked on jobs right now.
I'm living with my family now and am trying to support them as much as I can.
My mother is extremely immunocompromised and is losing her disability in two months.
I can not; should not be doing this stuff for free anymore.
Posey Swallowed a Fly (Preview)
General | Posted 4 years agoOkay, this one is pretty fun. haha~
I think I'll be making the rest of the WIP previews exclusive to Patreon.
I tend to have a bad habit of oversharing things I'm really excited about working on. lol XD
As usual, please consider supporting me on Patreon so I can keep making animations like this. uwu
https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
Or if you don't want to, you can always leave a donation through my Ko-fi.
https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
It all goes to the same place~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qc67cxReQwc
I think I'll be making the rest of the WIP previews exclusive to Patreon.
I tend to have a bad habit of oversharing things I'm really excited about working on. lol XD
As usual, please consider supporting me on Patreon so I can keep making animations like this. uwu
https://www.patreon.com/Tanookicatoon
Or if you don't want to, you can always leave a donation through my Ko-fi.
https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
It all goes to the same place~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qc67cxReQwc
SFW/NSFW
General | Posted 4 years agoThere's something troubling about 20 year olds who get into NSFW.
Not so much about NSFW in general,
but because it seems they get into it thinking it's only about them, and not about the thousands of people that were there before them.
Like, most of these places were created as art sites to post art and share interests.
Just because others create NSFW, doesn't mean others aren't allowed to be SFW or enjoy, or even cater to a SFW following.
I've had plenty of people come after me, accusing me of grooming and pedophilia for this.
And that's nothing but utter and pure bullshit based on nothing but their own insecurities about themselves.
These are the same of people who basically cursed the fandom with "Furry is a fetish" "Furry is NSFW" years ago,
and now that they found out it's something that gets them off, they're all clattering around as if they were apart of the fandom the entire time, "it's always been like this" no it fucking hasn't.
I don't want anything to do with children, let alone anyone still in there 20s, who have to use their imaginations in order to victimize themselves and accuse others of things they've never done.
And this is includes the strange older crowd who haven't learned not to do the same, or feel the burgeoning desire to follow anyone who's got big numbers on their profile, simply because they know it'll keep them from their wrath.
It's fuckin sad as fuck to watch some of you bend at the fucking knee to people 10-15 years younger than you,
because they create something you get off to, you'll just agree to anything they say, as long as they don't come after you next.
People who are addicted to NSFW have major issues with people who enjoy SFW and want to be left alone and away from that crowd.
They don't realize how uncomfortable they make them, and how much they basically do their best to force their mindset on them.
They certainly don't fucking understand that NSFW art can be appreciated by individuals who want to mostly enjoy SFW art.
Any plain regular artist can enjoy both at the same time, especially when it comes to artists who are incredibly skilled at rendering out anatomy in the vivid ways they're able to.
But when it comes to the folks who can't. To the people who are very clearly only in this fandom to jack off,
to the people who feel the need to enforce their own imaginations and opinions onto others who've literally done nothing wrong to them,
I'm not sorry I'm not one of you.
What I am sorry is that it took me this long to admit to myself that it made me uncomfortable catering to people who find the need to basically make it a competitive sport to corrupt and sexualize the next plain mundane thing they can find.
I'm over it.
I enjoy what I've been creating since I was a child.
And I'm going to keep making what I like regardless of what these sexual harassers try to say.
It's nothing but pure bullying simply because I don't want to be perverts like them.
I had to deal with this bullshit in fucking middle school, and I guess now that this is exact same generation is all over the internet, I'm dealing with it all over again.
It's basically given me nightmares and PTSD over how these people have treated me,
I can't stop finding myself in mental loops over this. Ours on end, I know I've done nothing wrong,
I find myself trying to talk to people I've been friends with for over 10 years dropping me for popularity, because no one wants to bother defending someone against someone who has over 6k followers on twitter.
Scramble for having the loudest voice to enforce your bullshit views on people who done nothing wrong to you.
It's pure wrong what these people are doing, not just to me, but to others as well.
I'm the only one speaking, because the others have basically been forced to be speechless, and are afraid of you.
When there are clearly people who are afraid of you,
you really need to step back and ask yourself, what the fuck is wrong with you?
Of course. These people don't think they're doing anything wrong.
Not so much about NSFW in general,
but because it seems they get into it thinking it's only about them, and not about the thousands of people that were there before them.
Like, most of these places were created as art sites to post art and share interests.
Just because others create NSFW, doesn't mean others aren't allowed to be SFW or enjoy, or even cater to a SFW following.
I've had plenty of people come after me, accusing me of grooming and pedophilia for this.
And that's nothing but utter and pure bullshit based on nothing but their own insecurities about themselves.
These are the same of people who basically cursed the fandom with "Furry is a fetish" "Furry is NSFW" years ago,
and now that they found out it's something that gets them off, they're all clattering around as if they were apart of the fandom the entire time, "it's always been like this" no it fucking hasn't.
I don't want anything to do with children, let alone anyone still in there 20s, who have to use their imaginations in order to victimize themselves and accuse others of things they've never done.
And this is includes the strange older crowd who haven't learned not to do the same, or feel the burgeoning desire to follow anyone who's got big numbers on their profile, simply because they know it'll keep them from their wrath.
It's fuckin sad as fuck to watch some of you bend at the fucking knee to people 10-15 years younger than you,
because they create something you get off to, you'll just agree to anything they say, as long as they don't come after you next.
People who are addicted to NSFW have major issues with people who enjoy SFW and want to be left alone and away from that crowd.
They don't realize how uncomfortable they make them, and how much they basically do their best to force their mindset on them.
They certainly don't fucking understand that NSFW art can be appreciated by individuals who want to mostly enjoy SFW art.
Any plain regular artist can enjoy both at the same time, especially when it comes to artists who are incredibly skilled at rendering out anatomy in the vivid ways they're able to.
But when it comes to the folks who can't. To the people who are very clearly only in this fandom to jack off,
to the people who feel the need to enforce their own imaginations and opinions onto others who've literally done nothing wrong to them,
I'm not sorry I'm not one of you.
What I am sorry is that it took me this long to admit to myself that it made me uncomfortable catering to people who find the need to basically make it a competitive sport to corrupt and sexualize the next plain mundane thing they can find.
I'm over it.
I enjoy what I've been creating since I was a child.
And I'm going to keep making what I like regardless of what these sexual harassers try to say.
It's nothing but pure bullying simply because I don't want to be perverts like them.
I had to deal with this bullshit in fucking middle school, and I guess now that this is exact same generation is all over the internet, I'm dealing with it all over again.
It's basically given me nightmares and PTSD over how these people have treated me,
I can't stop finding myself in mental loops over this. Ours on end, I know I've done nothing wrong,
I find myself trying to talk to people I've been friends with for over 10 years dropping me for popularity, because no one wants to bother defending someone against someone who has over 6k followers on twitter.
Scramble for having the loudest voice to enforce your bullshit views on people who done nothing wrong to you.
It's pure wrong what these people are doing, not just to me, but to others as well.
I'm the only one speaking, because the others have basically been forced to be speechless, and are afraid of you.
When there are clearly people who are afraid of you,
you really need to step back and ask yourself, what the fuck is wrong with you?
Of course. These people don't think they're doing anything wrong.
Support Me On Patreon
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leave me the fuck alone
General | Posted 4 years agoI've been up sinve 8pm
i'm just
i'm already tired.
My head hurts. It's constantly swimming with stress.
I don't need people spreading rumors and lies on top of it.
I'm fucking just
i'm tired.
It's like a constant panic attack.
i don't know how many times I've explained how I got into furry to escape from the highschool bullshit and bullying from when I was a kid,
and its just
it's all online now
it's all here again and I can't get away from it.
i'm so fucking tired
People seriously only love going after me because they've made me an easy target for bullying, and do nothing but lie and make more rumors because they don't want to admit that I've done nothing to them, but beg them to leave me the fuck alone.
I'm so
fucking
tired.
I shouldn't have to think about this all the time, I shouldn't even care about this kind of thing,
but again
i got into furry to escape this bullshit
but that's all I'm seeing now
I can't escape it
"I don't actually support you, I just looked at their profile and think they're insufferable"
WELL I"M FUCKING SORRY I"M CONSTANTLY BEING FUCKING WITH
I"M SORRY PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE THEIR GOD DAMN ISSUES OUT ON ME
I"M SORRY YOU ENJOY MAKING PEOPLE SUFFER FOR NO REASON
I just want people to leave me the fuck alone,
I want people to stop lying and making up bullshit about me
leave me the fuck alone
i'm fucking sick of it
leave me the fuck alone
oh look at them
this is you're fault this is projection
this is you playing the victim
this is you acting like you did nothing
FUCK YOU
I"VE DONE NOTHING BUT BEG YOU TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
I'm mother fucking 30 years old.
the only mother fucking reason these people do this is because they enjoy taking advantage of bullying a mother fucking autistic adult who just wants to be fucking happy.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
The only reason these people take this shit to Twitter is because they know that Twitter does fuck all about reports against continued harassment.
If they did this shit on FA or anywhere else the would be taken care of within a day.
there's people who have seen this shit from the very beginning who are afraid to openly defend me because they know they'll be taken down with the same lies and rumors, exactly the way they've done with me.
I've had so man people I had been friends with for over ten years, drop me like nothing, simply because it was easier to do than defend against a bunch of liars,
they're popular
why defend against anyone they hate, right?
Defending me means you get taken down with me.
I can't fucking take it anymore
i'm constantly in pain
i'm constantly scared
i'm so fucking tired
i just want it to fucking end
and it never fucking ends
the moment I feel like things might be getting better
a new mother fucker feels like they need to take a piece of me for popularity points
I just want to be fucking left alone
leave me the fuck alone
it doesn't matter how much I fucking ignore it
it doesn't matter if I do nothing about it
there's literally nothing I CAN do
people are going to continue this bullshit
i'm constantly seeing it
i'm constntly being effected by it
my own fucking head doens't leave it alone
i can't fucking stop thinkng about it
it's a living fucking nightmare every single fucking day
i'm constantly fucking scared someone else is going to be starting shit with me
someone else is going to be spreading rumors
i can take a walk
i can take a break
i can turn off the internet
i can turn off my computer
this is my only way of making money anymore
this is my only source of a livelihood now
and these people have turned it into a never ending waking nightmare
i still have to come back to work
and when I come back it only continues
it never fucking ends
it never stops
i'm so fucking tired
i'm dead fucking serious when i say the suicidal thoughts have returned.
i don't know what else there is to do
no one outside of the few have tried to stand up
people are afraid to defend me despite having been there from the very beginning
people made me the fucking fandom punching bag
people made it fucking popular to fucking bully
me
just leave me the fuck alone
leave me the fuck ALONE
quit fucking making shit up about me just to get your own fucking popularity points
quit trying to say i'm fucking endangering people
I haven't done jack shit to you or anyone
leave me the fuck alone
leave me the fuck alone leave me the FUCK ALONE
i'm just
i'm already tired.
My head hurts. It's constantly swimming with stress.
I don't need people spreading rumors and lies on top of it.
I'm fucking just
i'm tired.
It's like a constant panic attack.
i don't know how many times I've explained how I got into furry to escape from the highschool bullshit and bullying from when I was a kid,
and its just
it's all online now
it's all here again and I can't get away from it.
i'm so fucking tired
People seriously only love going after me because they've made me an easy target for bullying, and do nothing but lie and make more rumors because they don't want to admit that I've done nothing to them, but beg them to leave me the fuck alone.
I'm so
fucking
tired.
I shouldn't have to think about this all the time, I shouldn't even care about this kind of thing,
but again
i got into furry to escape this bullshit
but that's all I'm seeing now
I can't escape it
"I don't actually support you, I just looked at their profile and think they're insufferable"
WELL I"M FUCKING SORRY I"M CONSTANTLY BEING FUCKING WITH
I"M SORRY PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE THEIR GOD DAMN ISSUES OUT ON ME
I"M SORRY YOU ENJOY MAKING PEOPLE SUFFER FOR NO REASON
I just want people to leave me the fuck alone,
I want people to stop lying and making up bullshit about me
leave me the fuck alone
i'm fucking sick of it
leave me the fuck alone
oh look at them
this is you're fault this is projection
this is you playing the victim
this is you acting like you did nothing
FUCK YOU
I"VE DONE NOTHING BUT BEG YOU TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
I'm mother fucking 30 years old.
the only mother fucking reason these people do this is because they enjoy taking advantage of bullying a mother fucking autistic adult who just wants to be fucking happy.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
The only reason these people take this shit to Twitter is because they know that Twitter does fuck all about reports against continued harassment.
If they did this shit on FA or anywhere else the would be taken care of within a day.
there's people who have seen this shit from the very beginning who are afraid to openly defend me because they know they'll be taken down with the same lies and rumors, exactly the way they've done with me.
I've had so man people I had been friends with for over ten years, drop me like nothing, simply because it was easier to do than defend against a bunch of liars,
they're popular
why defend against anyone they hate, right?
Defending me means you get taken down with me.
I can't fucking take it anymore
i'm constantly in pain
i'm constantly scared
i'm so fucking tired
i just want it to fucking end
and it never fucking ends
the moment I feel like things might be getting better
a new mother fucker feels like they need to take a piece of me for popularity points
I just want to be fucking left alone
leave me the fuck alone
it doesn't matter how much I fucking ignore it
it doesn't matter if I do nothing about it
there's literally nothing I CAN do
people are going to continue this bullshit
i'm constantly seeing it
i'm constntly being effected by it
my own fucking head doens't leave it alone
i can't fucking stop thinkng about it
it's a living fucking nightmare every single fucking day
i'm constantly fucking scared someone else is going to be starting shit with me
someone else is going to be spreading rumors
i can take a walk
i can take a break
i can turn off the internet
i can turn off my computer
this is my only way of making money anymore
this is my only source of a livelihood now
and these people have turned it into a never ending waking nightmare
i still have to come back to work
and when I come back it only continues
it never fucking ends
it never stops
i'm so fucking tired
i'm dead fucking serious when i say the suicidal thoughts have returned.
i don't know what else there is to do
no one outside of the few have tried to stand up
people are afraid to defend me despite having been there from the very beginning
people made me the fucking fandom punching bag
people made it fucking popular to fucking bully
me
just leave me the fuck alone
leave me the fuck ALONE
quit fucking making shit up about me just to get your own fucking popularity points
quit trying to say i'm fucking endangering people
I haven't done jack shit to you or anyone
leave me the fuck alone
leave me the fuck alone leave me the FUCK ALONE
I shouldn't have to say this but, No Minors.
General | Posted 4 years agoI don't know why I have to say this,
but since the FA team refuses to up the age limit on this website, (In fact, I'm sure they lowered it. It used to be 17.)
and also refuses to require age to be shown LIKE THEY USED TO
I have to say it.
Please.
No minors.
Do no interact. Please.
I know I make SFW stuff here now.
I don't care.
Just don't.
I'm here to make art for myself.
It's only labeled SFW, because it is.
I like to answer fun questions here and there, but
99% of the time it's some veiled secret shit, and the last thing I want is one of ya'll using that as an excuse to say I said some weird shit to you.
I barely trust anyone age 25, what makes you think I'm going to trust anyone younger than that?
Way too many of ya'll are vindictive stalking creeps, so please.
Do not want.
but since the FA team refuses to up the age limit on this website, (In fact, I'm sure they lowered it. It used to be 17.)
and also refuses to require age to be shown LIKE THEY USED TO
I have to say it.
Please.
No minors.
Do no interact. Please.
I know I make SFW stuff here now.
I don't care.
Just don't.
I'm here to make art for myself.
It's only labeled SFW, because it is.
I like to answer fun questions here and there, but
99% of the time it's some veiled secret shit, and the last thing I want is one of ya'll using that as an excuse to say I said some weird shit to you.
I barely trust anyone age 25, what makes you think I'm going to trust anyone younger than that?
Way too many of ya'll are vindictive stalking creeps, so please.
Do not want.
Merry Does a Digestion (Youtube Link)
General | Posted 4 years agoI'm just wondering when FA is going to finally allow MP4 posting.
Till then, give my Youtube some attention, why don't ya~
Till then, give my Youtube some attention, why don't ya~
