ok guys see ya in 2 days I'm going on the Grey to Toronto!! WOO!!

love you all!

LOVE YOU WIFEY!!!

ok so I need a head base to work on for fursuits, I have this stupid styrofoam head an its driving me nuts, got a tilt in it and whatever I hate it. anyone know where to get a decen head base? with shoulders preferably.

I was in bed at # wake up at 4:15am unable to breath..rather than freak out like I usually do I sat up walked around to get air moving, took my inhaler wich wasn't really working...so I waited al ittle before I went down and made 3 teabags of tea in a small mug, so the Caffiene was concentraited, I drank it down while outside with the company of my 3rd boob Joey ( my jap chin dog, love that lil guy ) watching over me and pawing my leg rather than go run off to do potties. (which he did eventually, after I told him too) sat out there a good 15 minutes to calm down and listen to nature while drinking my tea and deep breathing. soon enough I was able to catch my breath and go inside, made some toast and well I can breath but now I'm wide awake...and I have gas cramps..ugh but whatever at least I can breath -sigh- the last 2 attacks I had before this one had used up my NEW inhaler..200 doses were gone in a WEEK!. this time I used maybe 10 puffs and all is well. hmm..interesting.

I still hate Asthma, its an awful thing..I wish there was a WORKING cure or Medication..Advair seems like its doing SHIT all now -.-

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950452/ < --- Herm OVER

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950504/ < --- Female or Herm Highest Bid $6.75

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950507/ < --- Female or Herm $7.00

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7937234/ < --- Male OVER

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950452/ < --- Herm Highest Bid $15.00

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950504/ < --- Female or Herm Highest Bid $6.75

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950507/ < --- Female or Herm NO BIDS YET

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950452/ < --- Herm

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950504/ < --- Female or Herm

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7950507/ < --- Female or Herm

it ends on Friday Midnight!! wooo, if this takes off I'll offer more poses with more than one person in it ^^ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7937234/ Highest is 14 as of an hour ago!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7928638/ <

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this is still going on and could be you!!!!!

SO! I'm gonna do a Join me and in this Join me I'll be drawing randomness and ppl can buy it if they like and I'll give a price, probably nothing over 20 dollars

I'm dong con badges for 5 dollars tho who whoever wants, gets and first come first serve!!

also doing adopts!! so if I do something you like you can claim it!! adopts go at 2 dollars each to START!! hehe ok so lets go!

RULES!

no biting
no hitting
do not feed the animals....

Please no racial slurs/discrimination

being a perv is ok, I'm one myself haha

be nice, don't slander or troll

https://join.me/327-735-585

so my dental bill or tooth extraction is on tuesday! I haven't enough money for it!! I'm 200 or so short for the extraction and cavity fill! -flails- Ideally I'd like it money order cause paypal will take longer to go through -waaaaah!- what do I do now x-x...

-holds cheek and pouts-

I mean seriously I'll work all day on commissions and post them as I finish em, I just really need this tooth out and 2 cavities filled, its been too long ><!

whatever is left over from the 200 gets me soft foods and stuff cause I won't be able to eat x-x

ok so anyone going to Anime north? if so I can offer Digital Con badges so you can print em off and have em at the con cause its so close!! so! anyone interested!? doing them for 5 dollars each!, right now I have a slot limit of 5, these will be priority cause AN is so close!

ALSO if anyone is going as anyone from DBZ or HTTYD, OR a Furry LEMME KNOW!! well.. ya I'll be Kid Buu, Toothless ( Hopefully ) and either a lime green and white liger or a chubby Dumbo Rat, my Conbadge Tag will read 'Wild FuZz Studios' I'm not sure what pic I'll have on it yet tho, probably my mascots Loaf and Rory. hehe so ya!!

Digital Conbadges $5.00 CAD/$6.00 USD

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Ok so I know alot of people like some certain chars of mine, so I decided to 'pimp them out' yep doing whatever you want with YOUR char, so...they could be baking a cake or...having mad sex WHO KNOWS haha, and all at affordable prices!!

Busts - 10 dollars

Waists up - 15 dollars

Full body - 20 dollars

Pin ups - 30 dollars

Porn - 40 dollars

ALL PRICES INCLUDE: one of my chars, OR add another one of my chars or your chars for an additonal 5 dollars!
All are shaded, NO LIMITATIONS TO WHAT YOU COULD WANT!

so I normally for example don't do any water sports..well I do now!...etc etc...get it?

so yea anything and everything goes, and I'm getting these done first come first serve, I plan to have them done within the next day upon ordering!. so ppl gimme something to do! woo!!

You'll need to visit the following link as thumbnails don't work on FA http://tani-da-inki.deviantart.com/.....ions-295371457

I have a need to make some money for my tooth and anime north as I have a debue with a new company at AN

so anyone who would like to commission please go here http://tani-da-inki.deviantart.com/.....FAST-295334175 and check it out!

in addition WHO do I owe art too, and please be honest, I'm going to try to pump em all out between now and before AN, and I mean it, no more bullshit, not letting drama get to me this time.

I need this trip to happen so I can actually have steady income and won't be so down in the dumps. so if I owe you art, NOTE ME, and if you'd like a commission Comment and NOTE me here!

and when I say quick commissions I mean I get it done within a day or 2, I'll let you know if I'm working on cosplay stuff cause I have to fix a few suits for the trip too.

http://tani-da-inki.deviantart.com/.....FAST-295334175

ok so if I did cash adopts, whats the most wanted thing people would like to see and how much would they be willing to spend on an adoptable?, I want to know cause I'm going to be making some with the intent on raising money for my mouth, I have to get my wisdom tooth top right removed and 2 cavities filled.

my bottom wizzies might stay in they are impacted and could affect my nerves for my chin and tongue if removed x-x

but that aside, yes what would people want/like to see?

Ok, as I type this I'm in tears, my mouth is throbbing on the other side now, I could only afforod one tooth removal last month, now the other side is acting up! and I can't bear to live like this it hurts t oeat, talk, drink and sleep!. please please please!! commission me or spread the word, I'm desperate! I won't work under 5 dollars but I'll take just bout any price! just name it! the sooner I get this tooth out the sooner I can crank out hte art!

PLEASE HELP ME!!, tooth decay leads to heart disease! I DON'T WANT ANY!!

ok, so I'm slowly raising money, I think in total that I have IN MY HAND is 125, I still need to have up to a solid 500 in total x-x, slowly but surely -sigh-

all commissions are being worked on as I raise the monies, so please don't get discouraged if I post adopts and not commissions, cause the adopts are going towards raising monies, once I have enough I'll start posting the commissions! owo!

I hope that doesn't make anyone uneasy, I have every intention of getting them done ( even the ones I said I needed to refund a while back, cause I think its unfair to do so, I've got my art knack back and I intend to use it! )

Beeker Over and Out!~

Ok guys, I'm offering commissions, and I know I've got some I still need to finish wich I HAVE been working on. I need to take more ASAP.

I just got a wisdom tooth pulled...partly only the crown came out now I gotta find money to go have it surgically removed in the next week other wise it will get infected and infected teeth lead to heart disease. so please pass this journal around circulate it please I need to get this ass ache out of my mouth, NOW.

Pricing. Traditional is a few dollars more than Digital

SKETCHES

Digi: 5 dollars, Trad: 7 dollars

LINEARTS

Digi: 10 dollars, Trad: 12 dollars

FLAT COLORS

Digi: 15 dollars, Trad: 20 dollars

SHADED COLORS

Digi: 22 dollars, Trad: 26 dollars

FOR MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER IN A PICTURE, ADD A DOLLAR, FOR THE MORE MATURE ART ( PORN AND THE LIKE ) ADD AN EXTRA 5 DOLLARS TO ANY OF THE SPECIFIED PRICES.

ALL PRICES OTHERWISE INCLUDE PIN UPS, SIMPLE BACKGROUNDS, BOTH A WATERMARKED IMAGE AND A NON WATER MARKED IMAGE.

I also will accept Ref sheets for a FLAT PRICE OF 50 for Digital, 70 for Traditional. ( this includes full colored and shaded, turn around full body, expressions )

there is no slot limit, AS OF YET SO COME AT ME!!

thank you for reading and please PASS this around if you can!! I need this to happen

~Tani, the Sore tooth Inki~

((Following Message was an email I got, when I joined the petition when this thing started, WOO! ))

Hi everyone!

A big hurrah to you!!!!! We’ve won for now -- SOPA and PIPA were dropped by Congress today -- the votes we’ve been scrambling to mobilize against have been cancelled.

The largest online protest in history has fundamentally changed the game. You were heard.

On January 18th, 13 million of us took the time to tell Congress to protect free speech rights on the internet. Hundreds of millions, maybe a billion, people all around the world saw what we did on Wednesday. See the amazing numbers here and tell everyone what you did.

This was unprecedented. Your activism may have changed the way people fight for the public interest and basic rights forever.


The MPAA (the lobby for big movie studios which created these terrible bills) was shocked and seemingly humbled. “‘This was a whole new different game all of a sudden,’ MPAA Chairman and former Senator Chris Dodd told the New York Times. ‘[PIPA and SOPA were] considered by many to be a slam dunk.’”

“'This is altogether a new effect,' Mr. Dodd said, comparing the online movement to the Arab Spring. He could not remember seeing 'an effort that was moving with this degree of support change this dramatically' in the last four decades, he added."

Tweet with us, shout on the internet with us, let's celebrate: Round of applause to the 13 million people who stood up - #PIPA and #SOPA are tabled 4 now. #13millionapplause



We're indebted to everyone who helped in the beginning of this movement -- you, and all the sites that went out on a limb to protest in November -- Boing Boing and Mozilla Foundation (and thank you Tumblr, 4chan)! And the grassroots groups -- Public Knowledge, Electronic Frontier Foundation, Demand Progress, CDT, and many more.

#SOPA and #PIPA will likely return in some form. But when they do, we'll be ready. Can you make a donation to Fight for the Future, to help us keep this fire going?



We changed the game this fall, and we're not gonna stop. $8, $20, every little bit helps.

13 million strong,

Tiffiniy, Holmes, Joshua, Phil, CJ, Donny, Douglas, Nicholas, Dean, David S. and Moore... Fight for the Future!


P.S. China's internet censorship system reminds us why the fight for democratic principles is so important:

In the New Yorker: "Fittingly, perhaps, the discussion has unfolded on Weibo, the Twitter-like micro-blogging site that has a team of censors on staff to trim posts with sensitive political content. That is the arrangement that opponents of the bill have suggested would be required of American sites if they are compelled to police their users’ content for copyright violations. On Weibo, joking about SOPA’s similarities to Chinese censorship was sensitive enough that some posts on the subject were almost certainly deleted (though it can be hard to know).
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After Chinese Web users got over the strangeness of hearing Americans debate the merits of screening the Web for objectionable content, they marvelled at the American response. Commentator Liu Qingyan wrote:

‘We should learn something from the way these American Internet companies protested against SOPA and PIPA. A free and democratic society depends on every one of us caring about politics and fighting for our rights. We will not achieve it by avoiding talk about politics.’"

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(press release is here: https://fightfortheftr.wordpress.co.....ess-releases/)

Anyone hearing these weird horn noises in the sky? its happened all over the globe and no one knows what it is, some say its the apocolypse others say its the trumpets from the book of revalations while others think tornado or UFO or tektonic plates or even H.A.A.R.P or whatever the hell that means. I've experienced them here in Manitoba, the bottom link is filmed here in Winnipeg or the Pas, I live an hour away and I hear this! I've heard in 2011 nearing october, and again now in January 2012...what...is is..

Second link is the noises heard all over the world. please share your thoughts and what not I'm curious to see if anyone else is experiencing this or not and wanna knwo more myself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xf4e-AxJ7nM&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZQwyV7wHzM

well I finally got my mom to get me my pills..3 days later -.-..but i have them. the first night i took em I noticed a change the next morning, the oozing had stopped DARASTICALLY, I was no longer soaking bandages within an hour and could sleep comfy. imagen my surprise when I wa slike UGH I have to redress them again! here we go!, and I peeled off the bandages and they weren't even soaked..smelly ( as pus can be ) but other wise not green or red, but nearly clear, thats good right!

right now I have the areolas covered cause I figure the rest needs a chance to dry out, so I'm doing that, I noticed the skins was bright red, so I was like...ooo looks fragile and didn't touch it, but the next day its pink and dry looking then has ....you guessed it pus pockets. wich on both boobs have spread -sigh- and now on my neck, and in my elbows and behind my knees. but with me scratching it don't help much. I can't help it, I'm afraid to bathe cause then the oozing starts over again. so I was like...fuck this I can't wait another week for the cream.

I got the cream thanks to a friend ( you know who you are! ) and I'll be having a shower tonight,drying up the area's ASAP and then applying the cream, in the morning I should have little to no weeping and some new skin growing, I know cause I've used this cream before but had no internal meds to help it do its thing. so! hopeful this time!!

oh and this year is MY YEAR!, YEAR OF THE DRAGON YEA!!!

P.S I know its weird...and probably will get cirrculated around the web and possibly give ppl the insight to troll me on it...BUT, if anyone wants to see pics I'll be posting a diary of em soon. you never know if the info and pics could help someone else out before they suffer like I'am

ok still no meds and I keep leaking!! lastnight I noticed that the pus is now orange! like thers blood! ahhh!!! and the nipple BURNS, and the pustules are spreading over onto good skin, FUCK!!!

this...is insane! the doc has NO idea what this is..NOT A CLUE!! she pulled out a med book and was like no...no...no...no...maybe..no...

went and got a second doctor took photos, and then swabbed areas, shes baffled, they both are!. but at the same time are excited..like they just found gold or something...its weird..they are excited I'm fucking terrified cause they haven't a clue what it is!!.

I don't know if its good or not but the puss went from green, to yellow to now orange cause theres blood, usually blood means its getting better..USUALLY...

so I'm on trial meds..but my mom don't want to fucking help me pay for them. I see the docs again a week today and she wants results. IDFK how I'm going to do this, guah!!, also she said its good I'm keeping a picture log and journal on this, it may prove to help me alot. oh joy..this...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm...annoyed -.-...

she said its unlikly to be Paget's disease of the breast, or mastitis, it looks like a bacterial infection, not sure what yet. but we'll see. sooo this cancer scare isn't clear yet theres still a possibility but she don't think that its a big one.

i didn't make one cause I never really get to celebrate always too poor too, but I hope everyone else is having fun. I'll admit...I cried when I woke up not too long ago. my mom blames me for the lack of x-mas due to the fact I have no job.

well even with the nurse at the trans clinic telling us its cause of discrimination and the fact my health is going down hill fast..it seems my mother can be a very heartless bitch..-.- not words I wanted to use on today of all days.

anyhow..my asthma has been keeping me awake lately along with IBS, and now this breast cancer shit...wisdom teeth, AND tonsils..like I don't have enough to worry about!

its been 7 months or so since I took commissions and I haven't got them posted. to be honest I took them at a time I was feeling GOOD, then shit happened and I haven't been able to pick myself up, I was just bout done the commissions 2 weeks ago then my flash drive done gone and corupt itself so I had to start over.

my life..is fucking hard, my family is celebrating, I can't see non of them, I'm miles away from my mate and I don't even have a tree or presents to even say I'm celebrating, nope nothing. I don't think I'm being selfish at all, 9 years no x-mas and I've come to hate the holiday, everyone else that I know gets to be happy but me.

my wishlist...while I can't really ask for alot, I mean I have headphones from a friend, an airbrush and paint and fursuiting supplies from another and that shit aint cheap! I have something in the mail from my Mate. I got the frist things early and I'll be getting the mail late. I know I should be greatfu, but I think its more the fact my own blood didn't want to spend money on even just a small gift or card, heck gimme 20 dollars I woulda went and and got meself some markers and sketchbook, I'm easy to pleae seriously, anything art related has my attention.

well continuing on...

2. I wish my mate was here or I was with her..miss her so much even if we fought alot...the best couples do. I can't imagen myself without her in my life at all. she makes me smile and act a fool, i know i make her cry too much and i don't mean too, sometimes i can get very spiteful...like i wanna see tears...but thats cause my mom does it to me and it scares me i'm acting like her...fuck..

3. health..i want to be fucking healthy!!! please!!! let me get through this PLEASE!! I have sooo much to live for I WANT TO FATHER CHILDREN!!, adopted or surrogate I don't care I WANT TO BE A DAD!!

4. Transition, I'm soo fucking close to my first appt please let everything go ok!! I've been waiting for years!! OMG YEARS!!

5. Forgivness, among past and recent friends and fallouts, I just want peace and forgivness, the fighting to stop and that whatever happens happens on a good note, I don't want to loose anymore friends over sillyness i don't want to see anymore tears or vent arts, just want ppl happy.

6. a chance, a chance to show the world who I am as a person, my worth, a chance to fit in, a chance to be me, a chance to live.

7. ...any gift art is welcome! > 3> hehe..or anything at all I like material possessions I can hold onto them, know its real. but yea..

thats..pretty much it..I don't know I'll have to take life one step at a time. I hope I get through this.

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate

to the rest who can't...BAW HUMBUG WITH ME!!! owo!

~Tani~

I just got out of bed after having no sleep, I had put bandages on prior cause of...( sounds gross and is ) leakage...its NOT fun or pretty and just ugh..ick..at thispoint I'm pretty sure I'll have no nipples to speak of and will need grafts when I have top surgery..but anyway to give an idea..and ( yes I'm somewhat open to sharing ) the nipple and some of the areola that was once a healthy moca..is now blackish grey, raised and irritated..leaking what appears to be puss and has puss pockets underneath skin thats trying to heal. gross huh? ya..ITCHES LIKE HELL!!

so basically open legions that don't heal, if at all for a day or two after ishower and cover them let them leak out over night remove bandages let them dry out then before I sleep bandage again etc, the whole process is continuous and each day it either looks better or worse...I'm tired of this..I wish they just cut em off already! but no I have to wait..such is life...and I have to suffer through this until the deed is done..

in the end I hope to have a clean bill of health, I see a doc on the 28th, we shall see what happens.

Merry Christmas

...I have breast cancer particularily Paget's Disease ..I'm scared yet laughing...I'm laughing cause me being Trans this is kind of cool? I mean one of the ways to get rid of it is top surgery..

I' m scared cause if I don't do something NOW it will get worse and spread to my lymph nodes. I'm also scared cause I can't pay for any of this.

I'm going to have to get a biopsy to see what it says, cause at first they thought it was just eczema and so i got a steriodal cream, it worked for as long as I used it, if I stopped I broke out again and now the area is tender, sore and flakly just as described. the rash is spreading all over the breasts and..its painful.

I'm scared..so very scared..what...what the hell am I going to do now.