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General | Posted 17 years agoYou know why I saw the "religion and government" thread ending "well" slash sarcasm? Because EVERY religion and/or government thread ends up getting shut down. I'm suprised the "Big controversy thread" hasn't gotten nuked. There are simply too many differing opinions, with too many different people who can neither keep their mouth closed or let a supposed insult to their faith/belief in government/whatever just GO. Really folks, I have it in my little avatar line for a reason: "It's just the internet."
Also: Irony:
Me: I see this ending well.
Skunk (Not the same skunk from the other day): I know you're being sarcastic, but this will end well. Unless someone takes it out of context.
Later down in the thread:
Horse: There are two reasons people are religious. 1. they're taught to belive it from the time that they're children, and 2. They're looking for answers to some of life's biggest questions. Face it, few normal people would belive any religion if they weren't presented with it until their 18th birthday. You have to be indoctrinated into many faiths to even consider them. The other group of people tend to either be uneducated, or looking for a unique social experience when they take up a religion. These folks uasually take up some alternative faith such as wicca or a neo-pagan beleif system. (Relavent part bolded)
Skunk: I don't think I picked neo-pagan because I wanted a unique social social experience, and I know I'm not uneducated. Are you trying to start an argument? Because addressing someone's religious figures as "imaginary" is a very good way to do it.
Tell me FA, should I post something to the effect of "Epic Fail" or simply just "Ironic, ain't it?"
Also: Irony:
Me: I see this ending well.
Skunk (Not the same skunk from the other day): I know you're being sarcastic, but this will end well. Unless someone takes it out of context.
Later down in the thread:
Horse: There are two reasons people are religious. 1. they're taught to belive it from the time that they're children, and 2. They're looking for answers to some of life's biggest questions. Face it, few normal people would belive any religion if they weren't presented with it until their 18th birthday. You have to be indoctrinated into many faiths to even consider them. The other group of people tend to either be uneducated, or looking for a unique social experience when they take up a religion. These folks uasually take up some alternative faith such as wicca or a neo-pagan beleif system. (Relavent part bolded)
Skunk: I don't think I picked neo-pagan because I wanted a unique social social experience, and I know I'm not uneducated. Are you trying to start an argument? Because addressing someone's religious figures as "imaginary" is a very good way to do it.
Tell me FA, should I post something to the effect of "Epic Fail" or simply just "Ironic, ain't it?"
So...I bought rollerblades yestderday!
General | Posted 17 years agoCheap ones, from Walmart, but rollerblades none the less. I haven't bladed since I was 13. Boy shit 'n howdy, it shows. All I have to say is thank god I have padding on my ass and that I know how to roll, otherwise it would have hurt more. I'll get back into the groove when I practice more, but at the moment I'm just going to rub my backside and go back to my videogames.
Next purchase: Elbow, Wrist, and kneepads.
Next purchase: Elbow, Wrist, and kneepads.
Dear Self:
General | Posted 17 years agoActive sabotoge of your research methods group is a BAD BAD BAD THING. It doesn't matter that you have two papers due, you need to go to class despite the fact that it sucks. You have the capabilities to work during the "rehersals" so use it. You should also be doing homework now, instead of pissing around on Furaffinity/Literotica/Jack Forums/ETC.
We can make it two more weeks.
We will work harder.
(Points for any of my Poor Suckers...readers...who know where that adapted quote is from. Hint: Potentially a furry favorite.)
We can make it two more weeks.
We will work harder.
(Points for any of my Poor Suckers...readers...who know where that adapted quote is from. Hint: Potentially a furry favorite.)
T: The GIANT BITCH in my research methods group
General | Posted 17 years agoPLEASE DROP DEAD, PREFERABLY FROM SOME SORT OF DISEASE THAT IS VERY PAINFUL, LEAVING YOU WITH BLOOD COMING OUT OF EVERY ORIFICE. SPIKED DILDOS WILL ALSO BE INVOLVED, I HOPE.
YOU wrote my fucking chunk of the paper, apparently because you got tired of me asking how to do something I haven't done in two years and don't particularly care for. YOU fix the fucking problems, including finding out why we're missing half the data. I have two more papers I need to work on, and I WILL be working on them first. I'm so very tired of this bullshit.
YOU wrote my fucking chunk of the paper, apparently because you got tired of me asking how to do something I haven't done in two years and don't particularly care for. YOU fix the fucking problems, including finding out why we're missing half the data. I have two more papers I need to work on, and I WILL be working on them first. I'm so very tired of this bullshit.
Hay guys, look, it's a moron!
General | Posted 17 years agoFor hilarity's sake, I need to post something ELSE from Furtopia. Actual forum post. (Not mine.)
"I'm only posting this here because I figure it would get moved. I'm not really looking for help, although comments are welcome.
So, there's this hallway at school that has a table I've been drawing at for the past week or so...I do that during 1st and 4th period because Mr. Alland (my "case manager" and the director of the Autism department there) grades me on leaving him alone during 1st, and Mr. Amundson just doesn't want me to show up during 4th for American Lit. because I don't work and am sarcastic and cynical. So I draw, elsewhere. I used to do it in the library where it was safe as the librarian doesn't care and likes me (most of the staff do). But the library is getting hot, humid, and filled with cretins. So I decided to move to the hallway.
For a while, it was fine. Then teachers started talking to me. When I didn't feel like talking anymore, they starting making phone calls. Yesterday they told me that they didn't want me there anymore. Apparently, me drawing there is a prelude to the second Holocaust.
I got mad and spiteful. Alland was trying to tell me what to do but I have no respect for him because he's no educator, he's just a tool and a jerk. Today came the pinnacle of both this situation, and all of my past disciplinary episodes. I went back to the hallway, this morning. Out of spite, mostly. I saw no problem with me drawing peacefully there especially since the teachers sort of tell me to just go away, anyway. They called my administrator to get me to move. I wouldn't until she gave me a decent reason for the problem. All she could say was that "you're defying an administrator." Somehow, she thinks I think they're worth anything. So she had them call Officer Jake, the cop who's stationed right in the school.
He came up to me, and I introduced myself, shaking his hand. He told me all of these things that could happen over this. I was thinking that placing a student considered to be in need of Special Ed under arrest for drawing in a hallway where they didn't want me could end up with me getting a lot of money or at least someone fired. The cop told me he could mace me and put me in handcuffs and haul me off. I held out my wrists and said, "Can I just have the handcuffs?"
Needless to say, I wasn't taking this too seriously. Well I kind of was...but I didn't care. I wanted to see how far I could take it. The cop started pulling out the mace, and had to think if I felt like doing the mace thing. Well, I didn't. After a while, I decided to get up, but then he put the cuffs on me. I wasn't sure what was going to happen. They were either taking me to JDC or just taking me to the administrator.
Actually, they were taking me home, and not making it a "law enforcement" thing. They suspended me for 3 days, and I got a ride home in the squad car. The cop took off my cuffs before putting me in the car, not thinking I was going to cause a problem. I small-talked with him on the ride home, strategically trying to sound like a intelligent, reasonable guy.
Surprisingly, mother wasn't as upset as I thought she'd be. She didn't say if I was "grounded," either, and dad has no authority over me. This was my first large problem in about 3 years. I told her my side of the story, and she understood but was still giving me the talk about what I should have done.
So my only regrets are that I might not get my new computer from dad (although mother came to my aid when he started talking about that), I might not be able to go buy those colored pencils I wanted, and the parents keep acting like I don't understand the situation. The worst part was that they compared it to having done it at a job because once you turn 16 (though I'm 17, now) they can relate anything to a job, which drives me insane. As if I don't know how it works.
So I'm cautious, but not alarmed. I'm even sort of proud in a way, and if my parents would just shut up, then it would be a pretty fantastic thing, overall.
Hell, it still kind of is."
My comment:
...I think you should have kept your mouth shut, moved when they told you to, and left the issue alone. Contrary to what you think, you are not being "cute", "cool" or anything like that. You are being a snotnosed little child, no better than the peers you so look down upon, as you have so often said in other posts. Being an adult, or at least mature is knowing when to fight over something--the issue of where you're drawing is not one of those issues to be causing trouble over.
Grow up.
EDIT: Also, at least in Colorado, you can't leave students out in the hall alone. It's some sort of child abandonment issue. (My mother had a fit over this when a teacher sent my also SpEd brother out into the hall for the entire class) Which no, they DON'T have to tell you that that is the reason they're asking you to move. You are a student, they are an authority. You have no rights, you follow orders you are given. Don't like it? Tough luck.
Buddy of mine's responses:
Him: I weep for the generation coming up after mine.
Child: And I'm sad for you. I feel great that I didn't just bend, and according to what you said, you lived your whole life believing that that's the only way to be :( . And this is school. Not a job. I'd be paid to work a job, and I'm given nothing I want out of school. God, is that so hard to get across?
Buddy of mine: My whole life? Don't assume such things about me little boy. You think you're some nonconformist, just like everyone else. I knew disrespectful little "NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO!" idiots in school. They're working at a movie theatre or fast food joint somwhere, I was in the military and have a good career in law enforcement ahead of me. Have fun flipping burgers because you tried to act like a tough guy in school. I can't wait till you get to the real world, with that Im stepping out of this convo because you're just another know it all kid. Good luck.
EDIT: Some of you may think I'm being spiteful, or not letting something go...you'd be right. Remember: Slytherin.
"I'm only posting this here because I figure it would get moved. I'm not really looking for help, although comments are welcome.
So, there's this hallway at school that has a table I've been drawing at for the past week or so...I do that during 1st and 4th period because Mr. Alland (my "case manager" and the director of the Autism department there) grades me on leaving him alone during 1st, and Mr. Amundson just doesn't want me to show up during 4th for American Lit. because I don't work and am sarcastic and cynical. So I draw, elsewhere. I used to do it in the library where it was safe as the librarian doesn't care and likes me (most of the staff do). But the library is getting hot, humid, and filled with cretins. So I decided to move to the hallway.
For a while, it was fine. Then teachers started talking to me. When I didn't feel like talking anymore, they starting making phone calls. Yesterday they told me that they didn't want me there anymore. Apparently, me drawing there is a prelude to the second Holocaust.
I got mad and spiteful. Alland was trying to tell me what to do but I have no respect for him because he's no educator, he's just a tool and a jerk. Today came the pinnacle of both this situation, and all of my past disciplinary episodes. I went back to the hallway, this morning. Out of spite, mostly. I saw no problem with me drawing peacefully there especially since the teachers sort of tell me to just go away, anyway. They called my administrator to get me to move. I wouldn't until she gave me a decent reason for the problem. All she could say was that "you're defying an administrator." Somehow, she thinks I think they're worth anything. So she had them call Officer Jake, the cop who's stationed right in the school.
He came up to me, and I introduced myself, shaking his hand. He told me all of these things that could happen over this. I was thinking that placing a student considered to be in need of Special Ed under arrest for drawing in a hallway where they didn't want me could end up with me getting a lot of money or at least someone fired. The cop told me he could mace me and put me in handcuffs and haul me off. I held out my wrists and said, "Can I just have the handcuffs?"
Needless to say, I wasn't taking this too seriously. Well I kind of was...but I didn't care. I wanted to see how far I could take it. The cop started pulling out the mace, and had to think if I felt like doing the mace thing. Well, I didn't. After a while, I decided to get up, but then he put the cuffs on me. I wasn't sure what was going to happen. They were either taking me to JDC or just taking me to the administrator.
Actually, they were taking me home, and not making it a "law enforcement" thing. They suspended me for 3 days, and I got a ride home in the squad car. The cop took off my cuffs before putting me in the car, not thinking I was going to cause a problem. I small-talked with him on the ride home, strategically trying to sound like a intelligent, reasonable guy.
Surprisingly, mother wasn't as upset as I thought she'd be. She didn't say if I was "grounded," either, and dad has no authority over me. This was my first large problem in about 3 years. I told her my side of the story, and she understood but was still giving me the talk about what I should have done.
So my only regrets are that I might not get my new computer from dad (although mother came to my aid when he started talking about that), I might not be able to go buy those colored pencils I wanted, and the parents keep acting like I don't understand the situation. The worst part was that they compared it to having done it at a job because once you turn 16 (though I'm 17, now) they can relate anything to a job, which drives me insane. As if I don't know how it works.
So I'm cautious, but not alarmed. I'm even sort of proud in a way, and if my parents would just shut up, then it would be a pretty fantastic thing, overall.
Hell, it still kind of is."
My comment:
...I think you should have kept your mouth shut, moved when they told you to, and left the issue alone. Contrary to what you think, you are not being "cute", "cool" or anything like that. You are being a snotnosed little child, no better than the peers you so look down upon, as you have so often said in other posts. Being an adult, or at least mature is knowing when to fight over something--the issue of where you're drawing is not one of those issues to be causing trouble over.
Grow up.
EDIT: Also, at least in Colorado, you can't leave students out in the hall alone. It's some sort of child abandonment issue. (My mother had a fit over this when a teacher sent my also SpEd brother out into the hall for the entire class) Which no, they DON'T have to tell you that that is the reason they're asking you to move. You are a student, they are an authority. You have no rights, you follow orders you are given. Don't like it? Tough luck.
Buddy of mine's responses:
Him: I weep for the generation coming up after mine.
Child: And I'm sad for you. I feel great that I didn't just bend, and according to what you said, you lived your whole life believing that that's the only way to be :( . And this is school. Not a job. I'd be paid to work a job, and I'm given nothing I want out of school. God, is that so hard to get across?
Buddy of mine: My whole life? Don't assume such things about me little boy. You think you're some nonconformist, just like everyone else. I knew disrespectful little "NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO!" idiots in school. They're working at a movie theatre or fast food joint somwhere, I was in the military and have a good career in law enforcement ahead of me. Have fun flipping burgers because you tried to act like a tough guy in school. I can't wait till you get to the real world, with that Im stepping out of this convo because you're just another know it all kid. Good luck.
EDIT: Some of you may think I'm being spiteful, or not letting something go...you'd be right. Remember: Slytherin.
Alright...I'm giving you my money...
General | Posted 17 years ago...for art. I'm looking for a couple of model sheets for my personal fursona (the drion) and my herm wolf character Robyn that I can either get before AC or pick up at AC. (Before would be preferred, so I can laminate it here.) I can give you money by personal check, concealed cash (I've never had a problem with either being sent through the mail) or if you have the paypal option that allows me to use my credit card without having to sign up for a Paypal account I can use that. We can discuss options.
What I'd like:
A full body picture.
A few expressions--not sure which right at this moment.
The character name somewhere.
Both characters are nude, though the drion will be having cartoon bits. (No nipples, and..."anatomically impared as a Ken Doll".) The herm wolf's bits are sheathed, and if the artist doesn't object to drawing bits, I'd like a separate close-up picture of said bits. Human bits, not critter-bits.
Of course I"ll be more specific with description when the time comes. Also: my price range is $60 for both. Comment me, or note me with your prices and examples ^^
I hope I'm not being too demanding here. >>
Have a person doing the drion. I am now only looking for a character sheet for the herm wolf.
What I'd like:
A full body picture.
A few expressions--not sure which right at this moment.
The character name somewhere.
Both characters are nude, though the drion will be having cartoon bits. (No nipples, and..."anatomically impared as a Ken Doll".) The herm wolf's bits are sheathed, and if the artist doesn't object to drawing bits, I'd like a separate close-up picture of said bits. Human bits, not critter-bits.
Of course I"ll be more specific with description when the time comes. Also: my price range is $60 for both. Comment me, or note me with your prices and examples ^^
I hope I'm not being too demanding here. >>
Have a person doing the drion. I am now only looking for a character sheet for the herm wolf.
To: The Jack Forumites:
General | Posted 17 years agoJesus Christ, some of you people act like goddamned first graders. If someone annoys you by mere virtue of their existance, ignore them. They are generally not worth the time and effort you're taking to get a bug up your butt. If someone has genuinely insulted you, then take it to the mods. (And genuine insult does not include the whole "existing" thing.) You don't have to fucking respond to every post someone that irritates you has mad. I swear, I've seen sharks at a whale carcass act more polite than you people.
Honestly, do y'all act like this when you're talking face to face with someone? If you do, you must have a very lonely existance.
Do me a favor and grow the fuck up. Or leave the forums, if you hate them and the people in them. The one thing that I like about the furry fandom is that people really do give a shit about one another and despite our general dramawhoring we're overall not so bad. I don't want to reevaluate the fandom based on one forum, but considering it is the one forum I spend most of my time on...it's influencing my views of the fandom unneccessarily. I'm beginning to thank God and my parents that I've got my own room at AC--just so I can get away from this shit if need be.
And yes, I am too pussy to post this on the forums themselves. But I do know that a good number of you watch my journal.
Criminy. I'm gonna go lurk on Furtopia. Their rules may not make much sense, but at least there isn't so much drama because of it.
Honestly, do y'all act like this when you're talking face to face with someone? If you do, you must have a very lonely existance.
Do me a favor and grow the fuck up. Or leave the forums, if you hate them and the people in them. The one thing that I like about the furry fandom is that people really do give a shit about one another and despite our general dramawhoring we're overall not so bad. I don't want to reevaluate the fandom based on one forum, but considering it is the one forum I spend most of my time on...it's influencing my views of the fandom unneccessarily. I'm beginning to thank God and my parents that I've got my own room at AC--just so I can get away from this shit if need be.
And yes, I am too pussy to post this on the forums themselves. But I do know that a good number of you watch my journal.
Criminy. I'm gonna go lurk on Furtopia. Their rules may not make much sense, but at least there isn't so much drama because of it.
Goddamn, people piss me off.
General | Posted 17 years agoNewsflash: Shitty photomanips turning various japanese pop artists into "Tonks" meaning you put pink hair and a monroe piercing on the picture, do not qualify as creative art.
And don't bitch about not having any drive to actually create your also shitty ass anime pictures when all you do is spend time on photoshop doing aforementioned shitty photomanips.
People in general don't piss me off...immature anime otaku do. Newsflash, anime fans, people like this give your fandom a bad name. Please, do us all a favor and beat them over the head with an American made Louisville Slugger at your next anime convention.
I'll pay back by doing so with "those" furries.
EDIT: Also, to the artist mentioned above: I did mean that bit about someday someone kicking your ass because you called someone the wrong name by spouting your random japanese-sounding syllables in an attempt to sound cute.
And don't bitch about not having any drive to actually create your also shitty ass anime pictures when all you do is spend time on photoshop doing aforementioned shitty photomanips.
People in general don't piss me off...immature anime otaku do. Newsflash, anime fans, people like this give your fandom a bad name. Please, do us all a favor and beat them over the head with an American made Louisville Slugger at your next anime convention.
I'll pay back by doing so with "those" furries.
EDIT: Also, to the artist mentioned above: I did mean that bit about someday someone kicking your ass because you called someone the wrong name by spouting your random japanese-sounding syllables in an attempt to sound cute.
Most Depressing Children's Song Evar--"Puff the Magic Dragon
General | Posted 18 years agoSeriously. Screw this shit:
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Little jackie paper loved that rascal puff,
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff. oh
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on puffs gigantic tail,
Noble kings and princes would bow wheneer they came,
Pirate ships would lower their flag when puff roared out his name. oh!
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
A dragon lives forever but not so little boys
Painted wings and giant rings make way for other toys.
One grey night it happened, jackie paper came no more
And puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless roar.
His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like rain,
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane.
Without his life-long friend, puff could not be brave,
So puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his cave. oh!
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
There, now y'all can be depressed too.
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Little jackie paper loved that rascal puff,
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff. oh
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on puffs gigantic tail,
Noble kings and princes would bow wheneer they came,
Pirate ships would lower their flag when puff roared out his name. oh!
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
A dragon lives forever but not so little boys
Painted wings and giant rings make way for other toys.
One grey night it happened, jackie paper came no more
And puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless roar.
His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like rain,
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane.
Without his life-long friend, puff could not be brave,
So puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his cave. oh!
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee.
There, now y'all can be depressed too.
What is this all for?
General | Posted 18 years agoCan someone please explain to me why I'm suffering through this fucking crap at school so I can get a degree and work the rest of my life? What's the point of that shit? So I can be happy? Fucking A, being happy is seriously becoming Not Worth This. I'm normally very good at seeing the big picture, but my life has gotten down to scheduling hours in my day in order to possibly see if I can maybe not fail my classes.
And why the hell am I completely falling apart for a man after years of being self sufficent in the way of companionship? Why do I now, oh god especially now, when, as mentioned above, I'm failin gmy classes? And why this particular guy, when I've had merely a passing interest at best. Oh, yeah, he gave me a little bit of attention. Now I'm turning into an obsessive and paranoid human being that I"m praying that I, and all of my friends, can weather. Otherwise, I think I may end up alienating all of them.
Yes, I know I have relatively very little to complain about, as I have a job that pays for food and a roof over my head and education, both of which my parents are paying for. I know there's a lot more that could go wrong with my life and I'm being rather emo if my life sucks because my balancing act is starting to come down on me. Anyone who feels the need to try and one-up me can go and piss off.
I don't feel much better.
And why the hell am I completely falling apart for a man after years of being self sufficent in the way of companionship? Why do I now, oh god especially now, when, as mentioned above, I'm failin gmy classes? And why this particular guy, when I've had merely a passing interest at best. Oh, yeah, he gave me a little bit of attention. Now I'm turning into an obsessive and paranoid human being that I"m praying that I, and all of my friends, can weather. Otherwise, I think I may end up alienating all of them.
Yes, I know I have relatively very little to complain about, as I have a job that pays for food and a roof over my head and education, both of which my parents are paying for. I know there's a lot more that could go wrong with my life and I'm being rather emo if my life sucks because my balancing act is starting to come down on me. Anyone who feels the need to try and one-up me can go and piss off.
I don't feel much better.
My most sincere apologies...
General | Posted 18 years ago....To those who got journal-spammed by me yesterday.
I was having a rough time of it. (Though y'all shoulda seen me last night--I was back 'up' and made a total tard of myself in walmart.)
It's all good now...B and I just need to find some time where we're both not busy. Wish me luck.
I was having a rough time of it. (Though y'all shoulda seen me last night--I was back 'up' and made a total tard of myself in walmart.)
It's all good now...B and I just need to find some time where we're both not busy. Wish me luck.
"Knowing Thyself"
General | Posted 18 years agoA little bit of freewrite to organize my thoughts--
I think I'm going through what some kinky people call "sub frenzy" except...not. I haven't done anything terribly kinky. Though last night...I dunno what it was, I wasn't terribly sober but I knew what was going on with B and I very much liked it. I haven't been touched like that in years, not since freshman year of high school. Just a gentle carress, with an expectation but not an expectation. It just was. I want to do it aagain. I don't know what I'm going to do with D and M though. I'm sure they'd be very happy for me to be happy, but I don't want to disappoint them.
What if all I'm feeling is the enjoyment for how B treated me and not B himself? I like him, a lot, I really do I just...I don't know. I know I need to talk to him, I just dunno when. Maybe I'll email him for coffee like he emailed me a month ago. Discuss. But I need to talk to D and M to see what they think.
But what if all of this is just in my head and he was feeling me up because I was drunk and Certainly Not Objecting and not because he actually likes me? But his actions and his words didn't show that. Maybe I'm just paranoid.
FUCK ME I'm going in circles.
I just need to talk to him. And them. Them first. But I don't want to break it off with them first and then find out that I was completely barking up the wrong tree. But if I'm not and I break it off with them are they going to be happy? Am I going to be happy? I know how he acts sometimes, does that bother me? Provided he's not, you know, sleeping around--why am I even thinking about that right now, I don't even know if he's actually interested?
FUCK. This didn't help.
I think I'm going through what some kinky people call "sub frenzy" except...not. I haven't done anything terribly kinky. Though last night...I dunno what it was, I wasn't terribly sober but I knew what was going on with B and I very much liked it. I haven't been touched like that in years, not since freshman year of high school. Just a gentle carress, with an expectation but not an expectation. It just was. I want to do it aagain. I don't know what I'm going to do with D and M though. I'm sure they'd be very happy for me to be happy, but I don't want to disappoint them.
What if all I'm feeling is the enjoyment for how B treated me and not B himself? I like him, a lot, I really do I just...I don't know. I know I need to talk to him, I just dunno when. Maybe I'll email him for coffee like he emailed me a month ago. Discuss. But I need to talk to D and M to see what they think.
But what if all of this is just in my head and he was feeling me up because I was drunk and Certainly Not Objecting and not because he actually likes me? But his actions and his words didn't show that. Maybe I'm just paranoid.
FUCK ME I'm going in circles.
I just need to talk to him. And them. Them first. But I don't want to break it off with them first and then find out that I was completely barking up the wrong tree. But if I'm not and I break it off with them are they going to be happy? Am I going to be happy? I know how he acts sometimes, does that bother me? Provided he's not, you know, sleeping around--why am I even thinking about that right now, I don't even know if he's actually interested?
FUCK. This didn't help.
What th---
General | Posted 18 years agoOh jesus christ. (Slight rant ahead)
T MY ROOMMATE: You know, you have D and M's cell phone number too. You can communicate with them just the same as they can communicate with you. Yes, phones suck. Get over it, you will have to use one in your lifetime. You are also a big girl now--act like it. I'm sorry our friends can be dickwads, and I'm sorry my having a good weekend because I kept in touch with said friends made you upset. I tried making it up to you, but you want ot be a martyr.
I hope you don't have a glass jaw because this afternoon if you say something I will tell you the goddamned truth as to why our friends pushed you out. You are obnoxious and full of yourself. The difference between you being such a way, and me being such a way is that I can acknowledge it and quite frankly I attempt to change myself. You don't seem to find anything wrong with it.
Newsflash: There is. People don't like it.
Yes yes, I know you don't care what people think. Maybe you should start. People would like you more.
Also: Your fiancee is even worse than you are. That would be the other reason people didn't want you along; because he'd invite himself along too, or you'd invite him without consulting people, which is asshattish. As well, I'm fairly certain that if B or D sees him again, they WILL tell him exactly where he can go, because he freaked M out bad the night before last with his dumbass phone call. Teach him some manners...leave your fucking NAME with a message and don't sound so goddamned creepy. And, I'm sure if said fiancee gave B or D shit about it, they would both pound him into the ground. Your man is not as tough as you think.
Piss off.
T B: I enjoyed what we did, despite still being fully clothed and watching a Disney movie. Can we do it again? This time while I'm sober so I can really really enjoy it. (T Everyone reading this: I was sober enough to know what he was doing, don't worry...) And maybe go a bit further?
T D and M: I enjoyed what we did, too. If you happen to find out what B and I did, please don't think it as a slight against you two. I wouldn't have the testicles to do what I did if it wasn't for you. <3 Have to schedule another happy fun time.
Man, I really am a furry...drama revolves around me. :)
T MY ROOMMATE: You know, you have D and M's cell phone number too. You can communicate with them just the same as they can communicate with you. Yes, phones suck. Get over it, you will have to use one in your lifetime. You are also a big girl now--act like it. I'm sorry our friends can be dickwads, and I'm sorry my having a good weekend because I kept in touch with said friends made you upset. I tried making it up to you, but you want ot be a martyr.
I hope you don't have a glass jaw because this afternoon if you say something I will tell you the goddamned truth as to why our friends pushed you out. You are obnoxious and full of yourself. The difference between you being such a way, and me being such a way is that I can acknowledge it and quite frankly I attempt to change myself. You don't seem to find anything wrong with it.
Newsflash: There is. People don't like it.
Yes yes, I know you don't care what people think. Maybe you should start. People would like you more.
Also: Your fiancee is even worse than you are. That would be the other reason people didn't want you along; because he'd invite himself along too, or you'd invite him without consulting people, which is asshattish. As well, I'm fairly certain that if B or D sees him again, they WILL tell him exactly where he can go, because he freaked M out bad the night before last with his dumbass phone call. Teach him some manners...leave your fucking NAME with a message and don't sound so goddamned creepy. And, I'm sure if said fiancee gave B or D shit about it, they would both pound him into the ground. Your man is not as tough as you think.
Piss off.
T B: I enjoyed what we did, despite still being fully clothed and watching a Disney movie. Can we do it again? This time while I'm sober so I can really really enjoy it. (T Everyone reading this: I was sober enough to know what he was doing, don't worry...) And maybe go a bit further?
T D and M: I enjoyed what we did, too. If you happen to find out what B and I did, please don't think it as a slight against you two. I wouldn't have the testicles to do what I did if it wasn't for you. <3 Have to schedule another happy fun time.
Man, I really am a furry...drama revolves around me. :)
....I should stop trying to figure out the logic.
General | Posted 18 years agoApparently, it is against the rules to use symbols for swearwords on Furtopia because it is a PG board. For example: *#&!.
Even though millions of children read the same thing in your average comic strip in a daily newspaper.
Not sure why I'm there.
For the *shudders* lawls, I suppose.
Even though millions of children read the same thing in your average comic strip in a daily newspaper.
Not sure why I'm there.
For the *shudders* lawls, I suppose.
This may be very unpopular
General | Posted 18 years agoBut I feel sorry, honest to god sorry, for people who are vanilla.
And by vanilla, I mean "Only want sex with one person, and the sex cannot have any kinky components to it."
I can't imagine not having the fun I do with my two friends who I have sex with and the kinky play partners I've had before. I can't imagine how anyone wouldn't want that. Then again, I'm sure vanilla folk can't imagine how I can enjoy having sex with two people and how beating me with cow flesh turns me on. (I'll admit, I haven't figured it out myself, but it does.) *laughs*
Also, I get so FUCKING irritated with furries who act holier-than-thou about the fact that "I'm mated and I only have sex with him/her" or "I'm not mated and I'm saving it for marriage." Because then it implies "And anyone who doesn't do this is a terrible human being and one of THOSE FURS who jump on cameras in bondage gear and hump dogs." (I'm looking at about HALF of you, Furtopia Adult.)
Then again, I try not to talk to those people who make such judgements. I'll be blunt here, if people aren't at least open minded, they arent worthy of being my friend.
Man, this turned out more angry than I thought.
And by vanilla, I mean "Only want sex with one person, and the sex cannot have any kinky components to it."
I can't imagine not having the fun I do with my two friends who I have sex with and the kinky play partners I've had before. I can't imagine how anyone wouldn't want that. Then again, I'm sure vanilla folk can't imagine how I can enjoy having sex with two people and how beating me with cow flesh turns me on. (I'll admit, I haven't figured it out myself, but it does.) *laughs*
Also, I get so FUCKING irritated with furries who act holier-than-thou about the fact that "I'm mated and I only have sex with him/her" or "I'm not mated and I'm saving it for marriage." Because then it implies "And anyone who doesn't do this is a terrible human being and one of THOSE FURS who jump on cameras in bondage gear and hump dogs." (I'm looking at about HALF of you, Furtopia Adult.)
Then again, I try not to talk to those people who make such judgements. I'll be blunt here, if people aren't at least open minded, they arent worthy of being my friend.
Man, this turned out more angry than I thought.
I'm totally boned. (Plus: "Overheard on Campus" #1)
General | Posted 18 years agoI am so totally boned. Stupid fucking essay exams on stuff I have not exactly been paying attention on because I'm worried about work. Next exams will be better after this.
I hope. Wish me luck folks.
And the introduction of "Overheard on Campus" -- a feature that I'll include whenever I hear something that makes my brain hurt, and my commentary.
Today, walking across the quad:
Girl 1: "So, I broke up with two guys on Valentines Day."
Girl 2: "Ohmygosh, really?"
Girl 1: "Yeah, I'm going out with nine guys, so I cut it down to seven."
Me: ?????
Now, don't get me wrong, I find nothing wrong with being, well, poly. Hell, I'm dating (read, having sex with) two friends of mine who happen to be married to each other. (Enjoying the hell out of myself too.) But nine people? And do they know about each other? Really... is this sort of thing common? Are we as a generation beginning to, well, loosen up about sex? Or was I just overhearing two sorority sluts?
I hope. Wish me luck folks.
And the introduction of "Overheard on Campus" -- a feature that I'll include whenever I hear something that makes my brain hurt, and my commentary.
Today, walking across the quad:
Girl 1: "So, I broke up with two guys on Valentines Day."
Girl 2: "Ohmygosh, really?"
Girl 1: "Yeah, I'm going out with nine guys, so I cut it down to seven."
Me: ?????
Now, don't get me wrong, I find nothing wrong with being, well, poly. Hell, I'm dating (read, having sex with) two friends of mine who happen to be married to each other. (Enjoying the hell out of myself too.) But nine people? And do they know about each other? Really... is this sort of thing common? Are we as a generation beginning to, well, loosen up about sex? Or was I just overhearing two sorority sluts?
Well, shit.
General | Posted 18 years agoThere's nothing like having a British phd telling you that yes, you are a dumb fuck and now I know you're not reading the textbook.
In much more polite terms, of course.
*headdesk*
In much more polite terms, of course.
*headdesk*
Goth Couple Gets Thrown Off Of Bus--Because of a Collar and
General | Posted 18 years agoThis's been going around some of the BDSM forums I frequent.
A young Goth couple were apparently thrown off of a bus after the female half of this couple was lead, on a leash, by the male half of this couple. The bus company has sited claims of safety, while the Goth couple has hollared discrimination.
Well, you ask, what does this have to do with furry? A lot, really, aside from the collar thing.
We have a lot of people who seem to act like this goth couple-- do something out of the norm and maybe to get people uncomfortable and then cry "fursecution" when the rest of society calls us out on it. I'm not talking things like being lead around on a leash or having public furpiles...maybe just wearing a tail. I'll admit, I walk around in my "TCD" collar (or my choke chain which has less "furry" connotations and more "leather" connotations, or I think) every once in a while, and I do get strange looks and all that. I'm also aware that I am violating a norm, and woudldn't complain if someone called me some sort of a freak. Certainly it wouldn't feel good, but I brought it upon myself.
I'm not saying really that what we get is what we deserve, at least not all the time. I'm not saying that what the driver did to the goth couple was necessarily right, but I'm also saying that what the couple did and how they're reactting isn't necessarily right.
I dunno. Sorry for the ramble.
A young Goth couple were apparently thrown off of a bus after the female half of this couple was lead, on a leash, by the male half of this couple. The bus company has sited claims of safety, while the Goth couple has hollared discrimination.
Well, you ask, what does this have to do with furry? A lot, really, aside from the collar thing.
We have a lot of people who seem to act like this goth couple-- do something out of the norm and maybe to get people uncomfortable and then cry "fursecution" when the rest of society calls us out on it. I'm not talking things like being lead around on a leash or having public furpiles...maybe just wearing a tail. I'll admit, I walk around in my "TCD" collar (or my choke chain which has less "furry" connotations and more "leather" connotations, or I think) every once in a while, and I do get strange looks and all that. I'm also aware that I am violating a norm, and woudldn't complain if someone called me some sort of a freak. Certainly it wouldn't feel good, but I brought it upon myself.
I'm not saying really that what we get is what we deserve, at least not all the time. I'm not saying that what the driver did to the goth couple was necessarily right, but I'm also saying that what the couple did and how they're reactting isn't necessarily right.
I dunno. Sorry for the ramble.
So...I'm looking through Pounced
General | Posted 18 years agoAnd I'm noticing just how young, overall, the fandom is. I'd have to say, just at a glance at the first couple of pages, that the majority of furs were somewhere in their 20s...though granted, Pounced is 18+ now, so I don't know how much that would skew the data in one way or another.
It's not like the BDSM community, where, at least in my experience, the majority of the population are older, or at least established in life.
Just something interesting. Also, am avoiding the Sociological Research homework I have to finish.
It's not like the BDSM community, where, at least in my experience, the majority of the population are older, or at least established in life.
Just something interesting. Also, am avoiding the Sociological Research homework I have to finish.
Further Confusion Bans Babyfur Magazine
General | Posted 18 years agoNow I know CYD isn't exactly the most....unbiased source for furry news, but then again what furry news source is? Anyways, posted on CYD was this article here:
http://www.crushyiffdestroy.com/fro.....;tb=1&pb=1
Now, I'm all for letting a convention (read: business) pick and choose who it wants to be able to sell stuff at their convention. I just hope they're all for me choosing not to attend their convention.
I'm sorry guys, and I know this will make me a Very Unpopular Person around here, especially for some people from the Jack forums (you know who you are), but adult cub art is not child pornography. It doesn't even come remotely close. Child pornography is abusive and horrible, and it actively harms the child in it. It is bad. The harm you get from cub porn is probably close to rugburn on certain parts of one anatomy. Hell, I'll even go so far as to say that if you're one of those adult cub art lovers who happens to also be a (DUN DUN DUN) true and honest to god pedophile...I'll say as long as you don't start touching little kids in real life, and keep your stuff in your head...you're not bad in my book. Now, you start molesting and I'll gladly join in on the pitchfork party.
And quite frankly, it's not even the issue of banning that really really urks me. It's something I've seen in the furry fandom over and over again, more recently. It's this idea that "While my kink/fetish/non mainstream idea is okay, yours is not." Inflationists knocking on the bondage types who are knocking on the diaper lovers who are knocking on the therians? What the fuck people...all of these things are, in the grand scheme of things messed up and quite frankly getting nasty with one another is really kind of pointless. One really can't help what gets one aroused. For me, it's pain. For others, it's pictures of BabyfurX getting schtoinked. For even others, it's the idea of fucking a horse.
What one CAN help is ones actions. You can help yourself from touching little Johnny. You can help yourself from deciding Bessie over there would make a good girlfriend. You can get beaten safely or not at all. You can draw your pictures of cubs getting yiffed, though don't expect me to be interested.
Nor, however, will I condemn you to the Ninth Circle. Lord knows I have some fetish skeletons.
Everyone does.
http://www.crushyiffdestroy.com/fro.....;tb=1&pb=1
Now, I'm all for letting a convention (read: business) pick and choose who it wants to be able to sell stuff at their convention. I just hope they're all for me choosing not to attend their convention.
I'm sorry guys, and I know this will make me a Very Unpopular Person around here, especially for some people from the Jack forums (you know who you are), but adult cub art is not child pornography. It doesn't even come remotely close. Child pornography is abusive and horrible, and it actively harms the child in it. It is bad. The harm you get from cub porn is probably close to rugburn on certain parts of one anatomy. Hell, I'll even go so far as to say that if you're one of those adult cub art lovers who happens to also be a (DUN DUN DUN) true and honest to god pedophile...I'll say as long as you don't start touching little kids in real life, and keep your stuff in your head...you're not bad in my book. Now, you start molesting and I'll gladly join in on the pitchfork party.
And quite frankly, it's not even the issue of banning that really really urks me. It's something I've seen in the furry fandom over and over again, more recently. It's this idea that "While my kink/fetish/non mainstream idea is okay, yours is not." Inflationists knocking on the bondage types who are knocking on the diaper lovers who are knocking on the therians? What the fuck people...all of these things are, in the grand scheme of things messed up and quite frankly getting nasty with one another is really kind of pointless. One really can't help what gets one aroused. For me, it's pain. For others, it's pictures of BabyfurX getting schtoinked. For even others, it's the idea of fucking a horse.
What one CAN help is ones actions. You can help yourself from touching little Johnny. You can help yourself from deciding Bessie over there would make a good girlfriend. You can get beaten safely or not at all. You can draw your pictures of cubs getting yiffed, though don't expect me to be interested.
Nor, however, will I condemn you to the Ninth Circle. Lord knows I have some fetish skeletons.
Everyone does.
I'm cute
General | Posted 18 years agoI'm CUUUUUUUTTTTTTEEEEEE!
*leaps into the air*
It was a very good night.
*leaps into the air*
It was a very good night.
What the hell...?
General | Posted 18 years agoWhere in the fuck do people get off calling a furry convention a freakfest?
What I mean is:
Where the fuck do otaku, who go to anime conventions, get off calling a furry convention a freakfest and, I quote "worse than anime conventions."
God damn you, you people are the reason I fucking hate anime and would likely burn any that I came across.
No, I don't mean anyone here, really. Just venting off steam.
What I mean is:
Where the fuck do otaku, who go to anime conventions, get off calling a furry convention a freakfest and, I quote "worse than anime conventions."
God damn you, you people are the reason I fucking hate anime and would likely burn any that I came across.
No, I don't mean anyone here, really. Just venting off steam.
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