Turned 33 ..well be in 2 hours from now when this is posted. I guess I will post what happened today tomorrow if anything. Right now not ... circumstances have ... well.. You know just forget it.

Well earlier this year i got a bad case of excasama (sp) to the point I scratched grooves in to me, Now don't know if was because it was really dry, or stress, maybe even diabetes, anyways it has came back, with vengeance (for the past 2 months) and right now my right shin looks like got hit with a shotgun.. well ok maybe not that bad but it looks shredded, I've tried OTC and even some stuff that cured before but now it laughs at it, I think I got it under control, but any suggestions if it comes back to try something? Also my tooth is killing me well not at the moment.

How ever I get my first 3 shifts (maybe 4 ) this weekend coming up (next sat and sun) so Getting geared up for it. also waiting to hear back from this apartment chain that really liked my resume.

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (if you know me, you know why)

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its over that I don't have to do odd jobs anymore..I got a an actual job, job.. sorta its part time on the weekends but its something for now.. still looking for better job to help with the family. also a place to live still..

Got an interview tomorrow at 2 pm to work at a food pantry. Wish me luck ...please

Looking for jobs and apartments both here in colorado and in idaho. I get call backs but nothing yet. Trying to find apartments same thing man with whats going on and such my sleep is all messed up i could play for a goth rock band all i need is some white make up... my eyes already look the part o_o huh go fig.

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come on check it out.. Awesome cute dragons here

So since my artistic talent rates like a 2 for most things I have try to draw Cept for the ravyge did not draw it but looking at it again i thought hey pretty cool..then saw it 3D by brother in law...ooo im just waiting till see that in action XD)I guess it goes in to cooking and poetry, And since I don't have the stuff to do a youtube like cooking show? Anyone want to see what I have written of late? It is not emo but very heart felt, heart heavy and depressing for reasons that's going on. Just want some feed back on this?

For the past almsot 2 weeks, my right foot has been swallowen just my right foot.. No bites no rolling no injuries... Also my appaatite has demisnhed and been kinda crappy unless I drank 3 sodas.. then about 96 oz of water... just thirsty... can't quech it and insomnina.. right now its all pointing to type 2 diabetes... *chuckles to himself that hcukle of you got to be kidding me chuckle* Which would also explain my random mood swings for the past well long time ..So going to get tested for it soon... Some of us just can't get a break huh?... This year has been... goram bullshit..I CALL FUCKING DO OVER

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Click above...DO IT

Hey I can signal boost for anyone if you like.. Will it get out to people who knows? But I can signal boost and link stuff in here.

I have no idea ... its a maybe.. but since i don't draw or draw porn.. who knows what will be viewed.

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Ok so been putting in for jobs like 5-7 a day almost every day and got an email saying hey you look good call us we can set up an interview. I was like "ok sweet finally a break" but noticed two diff numbers now this would not raise any flags but one was a local number the other a WI number so im like "Ok maybe it his cell or home office eh what ever" Looked up both numbers the.. the WI was a cell the local one I looked up... Well its a scam/phishing company... Already reported the BBB .

Bloody hell, thought I had something there.

Just got off a phone interview part one and now off to a online questionaire thing then a call back to do a second one then if things go good.. which is sounds like they are a real interview. So who ever is all praying for me...Thank you ;)

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Do it... please

As much as we want to blow shit up today (trust me i want to but due to half of Colorado is having firework Nazi's running around today due to the ban of them were talking if they see you with it in town not shooting it just having it they will bust your ass ) Lets give a moment to thank those who made sure that we can still celebrate it. Also if for some reason you can't blow something up.. Click here http://oldspice.com/explosion/

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Watch her she is awesomness

Do you? Give ya clue, Bruce Campbell (sp?)

Slams head on desk multiple times. " FUCK!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!

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As some of you may know ( a few in patrilcair) here I love storms, (got some nice pics this time will up load later) how ever guess what the sirens went off...I went out side.. and I am disapoint, might had something drop but nothing, thou it was nice hearing those sirens, is it odd they relax me?

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Still going to help. What can I say, its who I am.

So doing about 2-3 classes a week now one being anger management every Monday and parenting Tuesday or Wednesday or both.

We talked about the anger tree (yes i know it sounds rather cheesy but when broke down it dose help) and the thermometer ( gauging your anger and what happens at points) Well they asked me which would I be using and I told them both, I already use the thermometer from my counseling sessions but the tree helped me realize what was causing my anger to grow and a lot of it was fear and things associated with it.

One person the ask said something about would we have the tree people want to be around or one thats ugly and such.

I agreed with but then added. Well If the ugly tree had the voice of Tim Curry coming out of it I'm totally cool with that XD. All I got was.. the " what are you talking about faces" Then I realized my nerd popped out and said hi to everyone.

(points if you get the ref)