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General | Posted 11 hours ago
i had the worst panic attack tonight ;;
im still recovering, im not even sure what happened
i was just hanging out and chilling for the night
and then i just started getting more and more anxious :c
then i panicked. hhh
stress
General | Posted 3 days ago
we have a very long and stressful week ahead. so much to do before the holidays.
im happy though because jack has his appointment thursday and we're all hopeful he'll get the meds he needs <33
im just really overwhelmed ahahaha there's so much we need to do outside of the house
and having agoraphobia makes that so much harder. ;;
im back ;;
General | Posted 6 days ago
hey sorry for being hard to reach. we've barely been online. i've been stress sleeping for days.
jack had another seizure and im just so scared. but i am so grateful knowing we can get him to
the vet next week ;;; that takes a lot of the stress off. so thank you again to everyone
who helped me ;; <3333
once jack is on heart meds i think i'll feel a little better. for now im just scared
something bad is going to happen to him before then. :c
thank you for everyones patience ;;; this is my first cat and he's my whole world. im just
so scared. :c
thank you!!!
General | Posted a week ago
our cat, jack, has cardiomyopathy, and i am so so stressed about affording his vet appointments.
we're disabled and my art is our only income, i haven't had a comm sold in days and im so scared he won't be able to make his next appointment
which he needs for his meds.
please if anyone can help i have comms open here: https://furaffinity.net/journal/11268426/
or you can help directly here:
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier/
thank you so much.
i still have comms open:
https://furaffinity.net/journal/11268426/
but i got the funds for jacks appointment <333333333
thank you so so much ;;;;
comms info
General | Posted a week ago
terms of service: https://tekk.pet/#tos
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doodle icons: $25
examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63143697/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62224571/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61881675/
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bone ych #2: $30
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63222437/
example:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63189504/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63201415/
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bone ych #3: $50
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63222511/
example:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63190523/
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HOW TO ORDER:
note me here OR pm me on telegram: https://t.me/tekfoxx
let me know what you'd like to commission
& i'll send you a link to fill out a form for your ref & comm info!
thank you!! <3
jack vet funds [ edited ]
General | Posted a week ago
my cat, jack, has cardiomyopathy, & i need to pay off his vet bill. i need $40 by december 8.
the total bill is $147.85. thank you for any help given. <33
genuinely. this has been so scary and stressful, but thank you for all the support i've been receiving ;; <333
my cat, jack, has cardiomyopathy, & i'm saving for his next vet appointment + meds!!
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier
i will have ychs open too & link them here:
https://furaffinity.net/view/63222437/
https://furaffinity.net/view/63222511/
Unspecified Dissociative Disorder
General | Posted 2 weeks ago
i want to open up and talk about my udd. i've started using we/us for myself more and more and i guess i want to take the time to explain.
i have had dissociation problems most of my life. my mom would have to pick me up from school because i wouldn't know whats real and whats not and it would cause me to have breakdowns and i would be sent home. i can completely lose all hearing and sight from dissociating. but in 2021 something happened ( jul 2, 2021 ) and i remember i woke up the next day to hearing a different voice in my head. i remember being really confused and like i didn't believe what was happening at first, and at one point, i thought i was going crazy. i remember the voice stuck around for a bit and then things started evolving, i realized i could talk to them and they could understand me and talk back. then things evolved more and there were other voices. now fast forward some years. i finally open up to my therapist about everyone, not really looking for a diagnosis but she helped me figure out over time "Unspecified Dissociative Disorder". im very comfortable with everyone, everyone has their own names and they are a part of me. there are 5 of us and i love them all so much. i never know if i should call myself plural or not, but i do consider them like headmates. x3
thanks for reading :3
[ VET FUNDING ] CLOSED
General | Posted 2 weeks ago
WE GOT THE FUNDS!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH <3333
check out my friend :3
General | Posted 2 weeks ago
you guys should check out my friend ghoulcrimes :33 <333
[ BLACKOUT PROTOCOL ] -- Character Updates
General | Posted 2 weeks ago
Echo, Signal, & Fish all got their about sections completed!!
https://blackoutprotocol.helzzier.com/#characters
oops
General | Posted 2 weeks ago
u probably will be seeing me post a lot about my comic :3
it's become a hyperfixation xD
Where to find more of [ BLACKOUT PROTOCOL ]!
General | Posted 3 weeks ago
see updates here: https://bsky.app/profile/tekk.pet
i post wips on my Ko-fi Where you can also join my memberships for even MORE wips / art & updates!!! & vote on polls ( free )!
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier
& of course our website!
https://blackoutprotocol.helzzier.com/
still a wip but has information on the comic!
Want to Support my comic, [ BLACKOUT PROTOCOL ]?
General | Posted a month agoWhat is [ BLACKOUT PROTOCOL ]?
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11253944
You can help support my comic & help me eat!
See reveals & vote in polls! all on my ko-fi!
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier
Want to get early access, join my ko-fi memberships
& get access to everything early and voting not on ko-fi!
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier/tiers
help support me so i can make this comic come to life!!
thank you!!
[ BLACKOUT PROTOCOL ] -- Project!
General | Posted a month ago
working on a new comic! BLACKOUT PROTOCOL!
i'm sharing a bit of what it's about and you can see how you can support me and the project!
ABOUT:
"After being a subject of Aethel Global Energy’s ( AGE ) cybernetic integration project, and losing his memory, Pixel joined AGE, working alongside Echo. Pixel fell for the charming hacker, and then was betrayed when the hack they were working on together, to take down Aethel Global Energy, was discovered by the CEO, Thorne. Echo denied any involvement, successfully pinning the blame on Pixel and protecting Thorne’s secret.
After Pixel went into hiding, with a broken heart and nothing left, he wanted to take everything in his own hands to finish the “Absolute Grid Shutdown” protocol himself. Taking everything off the grid and sending the world into chaos as the ultimate revenge against AGE and Echo.
After running into Signal, a brilliant and more ethical hacker, who is fighting to reverse the protocol, Pixel decides to team up. As they work together, Pixel starts to question his own motives.
After everything Aethel Global Energy and Echo did to him, will he send the world into devastation to achieve his revenge? Or choose to reverse the protocol and save the world that he never truly belonged to?"
"Pixel is fiercely independent and distrusting. He has zero patience for wasting time, authority, or institutional rules. Having been betrayed by the two people he trusted the most, he prefers solitude and is deeply committed to executing his revenge. He will do any means necessary to remove the obstacles from his path.
As a youth, Pixel was unknowingly the subject of a horrific, high-level experiment by Aethel Global Energy (AGE), undergoing cybernetic integration to become an advanced AI operative. His memory was wiped and he was forced to work for AGE– until Echo and the corporation betrayed him. Now fueled by vengeance, he is determined to destroy AGE and Echo. Even if it means activating the Absolute Grid Shutdown protocol himself, and destroying the world."
want to help support this project? check out my monthly subscriptions!
https://ko-fi.com/helzzier/tiers
haiii
General | Posted 3 months ago
i haven't been posting, but i've been here! just browsing art, i don't have a lot of new things to post
but i'll hopefully have something or two next week x3 <3
just didn't want anyone thinking im not here just because im not posting >W<
