if anyone cares enough to know when the big day happens, its on the seventh... and to be honest... im not ready. im scared, pissed and lonely, and its gonna get worse on that day... i really want someone with me T.=.T

is that ME AND XYLEX LOVE EACHOTHER THAT YOU'D BE SHITTING GOLD IF YOU COULD JUST FEEL A SMALL PORTION OF OUR LOVE!!!! love you xylex, always :)



CAPS IS THE NEW COOL

either my psp or network has been tampered with, or their servers are shit ATM because i cant make any skype calls

vgm... why do you talk about death? i love you too much to let you die....but.... i dont know what todo. YOU USED TO BE HAPPY BUT LOOK NOW! IS EVERYTHING IVE DONE FOR YOU IN VAIN?! ...where did it all go wrong... where is the vgm that i knew was to strong to let himself get like this... *punches a hole in the wall* WHY AM I SO FUCKING USELESS FOR? why cant i just take the pain away... *starts to shake* ive went way beyond my limits to help.... ive went through sleepless nights wondering if your even alive

3 in the morning, jackass fart machine of a friend is spending the night so i got no bed, im tired, school is beyond fucked that its to the point that im having thoughts (carried a few out, nothing really bad)....




penis

wake up dead tired, dumped hot coffee on my pants, wait half an hour for my fucking schedule, found out that my main teacher lied at my iep meeting, she sayed im getting drivers ed, i ask why i dont have it and i got played like an ass, sayed teacher ignores me in math, only gave me a page number but nothing else, then i get bitched at for not working, then she makes me look like an ass, missed my bus and took an alternative one and fucked up my neck because the cieling is only 5ft.... im 6ft tall damn it!

 vgm22 is really upset and i think im just making worse when im trying to help, now he signed off *sighs* now i fear the worse..... damn it draconas what have you've done?...

i was let out early.

im still depressed.

i miss my mate.

i got yahoo mobile running, anyone who wants to add me has to note me their contact info, pending on size, browser speed, and traffic, i could be slow to respond

*crawls under a rock*

how pissed i am at anti piracy, it pretty much killed my psptube, and i cant get the homebrew 5.02 for the damn thing

ive checked for signals, 10% of the building was covered, sadly when i connected it rejected me, i have a few theories. one is the security, another is the metal surrounding me, and lastly the laptop cart could have power but no connection.... oh well

fourth time... fourth time i had one, i dont know if its acne, a blood clot, or something horrible. i go do a #2 and when i sat down, lovely sharp pain, and when i look, what do i see? a purple lump, reminded of my past experiences i tried to drain it... didnt do anything but bleed and excrutiating pain, three inches under the sac... *sighs* whats wrong with me? -.=.-

tremendous amount of pain i am in now, not gonna tell what i did but damn.... all im gonna say is, is that its not fatal, but could have been. damn me and my fetish

everyone is required to watch me for updates

im depressed, its nobodys fault....but mine, im too damn selfish. i wanna talk with my mate and my good friends but... everyone has things todo but me, sit here online, thinking of everyone.... im gonna go to sleep, 4:24 in the freaken morning

i feel bad, it seems like i call everyone at the wrong time. and the weather....jesus im wearing triple thick clothing and im getting hit by the cold harder...

wet,tired,and bleh.... waited for someone to call me... >..>

for obvious purposes i cannot reveal my real account, nor can i use it at this time, if you see this, please tell everyone from my main accounts list to watch me, would be very greatful. do note that this account is temporary