Well kitchen update..its been completed for a while now..and got some nice comphy kitchen chairs from the range down the road..got a nintendo switch for christmas and had gran round christmas which was nice..and sis and her hubby..too
Then later on months later my grans sister died..my uncle had to go to hospital..and back home currently..got to go back again..then SNOWOPOLYPSE..the snow..caused chaos..red weather warnings.
Now snow gone..so far..talks of it returning.

And part from this etc fighting a bug..and gaming and watching tv

Take care

TF

after he got his hip.replacement..later on in year..we Lost the old man..struggled to walk..lets just say it was Hard knowing it was his last day..we spoiled him rotten..then he went down the road to get put to sleep..i still miss Tyson..but they have Jester now..hes now man of the place..(cries)

then later on recently..dad flooded kitchen and downstairs
that was madness..water everywhere..
now ee have a new kitchen
and some twit..has done it again..and never told us..so floor gotta get layed down again
Kitchen Chaos i tell ya.

so now almost everything back to norm..well till they have to uplift the new flooring.
luckily my room has been untouched..

been doing my usual gaming..and week activities
i attend a roleplaying group..our storylines are pretty od heh

sadly tf wise i have done nothing lately
cept rp group wise i am able to turn things into jelly
and can make jaffacake minions..so my dragon char is a Jaffamancer now..yup our group weird heh
it gets very very silly

hopefully i do draw or write soon
any questions or messages for reqs or a natter
feel free

T.F

well my dad was ill during christmas..only mainly start of jan he got rushed to hospital
had to get an op on his prostrate.

christmas was nice..cept dealing with a friend who was feeling very down.
we had gran round..my sis and her husband..and old man Tyson(dogs) and Jester

i got some games inc lego dimension..been holding off getting that..sonic made me end up wanting to get it..
and a samsung gear VR..(need to install that soon)

i am on telegram as Terminatorfan

well today is now my Birthday
yikes not done one of these in a long time..meep

it was nearly 2am..i was on telegram checking out groups i had joined..my phone turns off..would not turn on..thought battery..later on in week got a new battery..still did nothing..took it somewhere to get repaired..was eventualy returned..the motherboard..was dead..so was needing a new
phone.was lokking at a s5 mini..but then my dad seen a good deal online for a contract for a S7..its big..and silly me ended up deleting my telegram..didn't realise my number was changed successfully..and hit delete..got most of it back now..if ur on there i'm terminatorfan.

we have my grans freezer now..aparenttly it was in the garage..juust waiting to be used for christmas.

It feels abit odd and weird not having her here...esp at christmas..1st christmas since her passing.
the other gran was here..christmas, boxing day, new year day, and day after..had the dogs round too.
gran doesnt get out as mutch as she used to..lets just say oxygen now.

got some new games for christmas..and got a chromecast from my sis for my birthday as wel as a new ipod touch.

I havent been drawing or writeing in a while..hopefully will start back doing that this year

take care

T.F

latly i have been getting bugs..almost one after the other..not fun
it is going to feel weird not seeing Gran at christmas
my other gran is on oxygen now..she has ben on it for a while now
i hsvent been on my laptop in a while..first time on it lately
i had an early birthday present a month o 2 ago..I went with a friend and seen weird al which was brilliant
my xbox controller decided to stop working lately..so had to pop out and get another controller..followed by the folowing day with me getting a bug again..
i have mainly been watching tv and gaming
It wil be my birthday on Saturday 12th December..i will be 30

its amazing the scientific and medical breakthroughs ive seen since i was born
fact is i should be dead..but thanks to an operation when i was born im alive..and now something that wasnt routine back then..is routine now.

just saw the trailer for TMNT 2..im scared..i kinda want to see it but kinda dont..esp after the last one..PLEASE DONT SUCK..

anyway

see yah

T.F

I was the ring barer. .the wedding was fine..met a friend ive not seen in years
As well as family members
On the friday her new suite arrived. .so fri was chaos
But in the long run. .everything was fine

My other gran now takes oxygen to help with breathlessness

From fumes when she used to work..before health n safety laws

But anyway
My status. .surviving..mainly gaming
And just waiting for win 10 to go on notebook

Need some drawing sugestions and stort ideas

TF

its now 16th july..and my sis gets married on 1st Aug
im trying to cope..but lately been sleeping in late..feeling abit down
sis status..she found somewhere..just down the road mainly..not to far...not too close

been playing ESO..on xbox one

got some dvds to watch...My tenchi collection is almost complete
had to get a ntsc ver of tenchi universe
but got a region 0 of GXP

oh and got cowboy bebop collection incoming

my tablet doage has been increased as well just before i went on holiday to salu


take care

TF

We are all scared of change

I understand why it was sold..we should be grateful it didnt get bought just to be shut down
I think this might be a good thing

1 theyre keeping site going

2 will be better performance
And better site

Yes I am worried. .but I think it wont be as bad as people think

My Gran died on tuesday..funeral is on Tuesday this week

well one of my sisters dogs died.. they would have been 10 in 2015

I got a new notebook for Christmas its win 8.1
going to go to a brilliant panto which has..barrowmn and crankies

all the best for 2015


TF

Now got an xbox one..sunset overdrive limited edition. .white xbox..got dead rising 3 now as well..and gonna get gta 5 next gen for it too

Well after that incident ive not been feeling like drawing. .recently I had what ive been told was a anxiety attack..been buying games, dvds etc lately..but yea...SIGH.. I love horse rider tfs lts another fave heh.. but yea.. mostly that.. ive not been feeling myself since last year's incident. . Aparently its all in my head. . But I try my best to cope...I want to wear my costumes n go to a furcon.. anyway.. hopefully I will do more drawing. . Feel free to give me any ideas..

TF

had a hospital checkup..throat cam aint nice
results good thoughstill going to remploy...
just not been in mood to draw
lateky

need to upload part 2 of that story
was meant to be done for halloween but alas
it will be uploaded soon as i pop on laptop

its my bday in dec yay..but scared too
gettin ooold

yea..well its been a fun wee while..Not
yea things happening in life...cant stand it
but what choice do i have...sigh
Art..i have drawn..but not uploaded it yet
still needs completed..but will try n complete it or ipload what ive done so far

someone trolling me on tues..on twitter
like my tues wasnt stressful enough..

found out someone is moveing..sighh

seems everytime im happy..i must have something to happen to make me feel down

yea and feals like i dont deserve companionship/friendship
sighhh

been playing Saints Row 4.. its fun
and been watching That Puppet Game Show

well since my mum was made redundant...and same day got a lettrer about benefit changes

ive been haveing good days adn lots more bad days...lately
and need cheering up badly.. keeping sane best i can

tues was hell.. and also renently lost the net and tv service from a sat and got it back on the thursday..of that week...

started drawing bit again.. and also buying dvds etc

bought full collection of all 10 seasons of danger Mouse
and lately bought Cat Planet Cuties.. something i usually wouldnt buy.. but with a mention on furries etc.. sold me.. and i am actually getting into it....

still wanting to meet peeps as well

Stay squeeky

T.F

Well today is awesome
Mum made redundant
and then i get a letter..to tip me over the edge

NOW TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER

(feel i'll be alone etc forever..)

feels like curling into a ball





Am I Being Punished.. helping out a so called i thought friend
only to not be contacted ever again
(this person is someone i met.. )

ive been used lots of times in my life
and now it feels liek i DONT DESERVE LOVE
NO ONE WANTS A NICE CARING SCOTTISH GINGER HAIRED KIND FUR

now my mothers job is aparently being made redundant

was away for a few days.. found out on monday

feels like life is litterly being flushed down the pan

Am I Being Punished.. helping out a so called i thought friend
only to not be contacted ever again
(this person is someone i met.. )

ive been used lots of times in my life
and now it feels liek i DONT DESERVE LOVE
NO ONE WANTS A NICE CARING SCOTTISH GINGER HAIRED KIND FUR

lil update

not drawn lately.. been fighting with the ipod to put music on it today
its great how u can buy a film on itunes and NOT watch it anywhere apart from cert vid programs..not even let u watch it on dvd
and fun how u have to have itunes installed

dont have any probs with my ol faithful mp3 player.. though its sd based heh

(dont get me wrong its not that the ipod is bad.. its just anoying how u have to use itunes etc
(id moan more about the film i want to put on dvd..but least it was not mutch..bout £5 or so

plus gameing too


I am a frienndly and kind fur in scotland
if you would ever liek to chat or meet please message me

and mostly been watching ducktales....on dvd collection 1-3
and gameing as usual..

Bit of info bout me

i dont mind abit of creative criticism
but inc anyone wonders yes i do have learnng difficulties/disaled and i do try my best...

(just thought about posing that cause of some comments in past)

and i dont really like trolls...or cyberbullying or bullying

and yes i will draw etc...

i would like to meet some fellow scot furs
im a kind careing fur
message me if u would like to talk

confuzzled sounds fun..wish i could have enough moneyz/ travel to go
sighh oh well thats my life

feeling badly lonely here

been up n down lots
been even thinking do i deserve love

sigh

apart from that bit so so
least hmv is here to stay

and no change during check up which is good i suppose

any local scot furs message me if u want or anyone

will try n get most rec art posted on here when i can

Squeeky Update

Hope u all have a nice christmas n have a nice new year..
and if anyone knows anyone etc or places i can get a custom suit made
though has to be not too expensive..
been crazy christmas
and anyone who thinks im whats wrong with the community
dont judge a book by its cover..theres more to me that u know
yes i'm a furry..and yep i want to go to a furcon
i'd love to make friends as..rl very shy for abit
and feel bit lonely

see yah

TF




for all u nagging hateing my work
i dont care
none of u know me
so stop trolling
and posting these replies
i do my darn best to try n draw
so what..i'm not a great artist
its the fact im trying to draw better
not everyone is a great Artist
i respect all art

be it ms paint
or anyother
this is a community site
and its trolls etc that make people avoid posting on here

oh and for info i have been bullied lots in past
and i dont really care about silly comments

uploaded my most recent art

well its my bday soon..on wed
but before that seeing war of the worlds the next generation live

looking foreward to it

see yah

T.F

looking for someone who can make pvc..vinyl.. spandex etc custom made suits

halloween was pretty blahh
new art needs to be uploaded here.. its still on my da.. and need to post it here

yep still wanting to go to local furcons

been gameing on 360 as well

seen Skyfall...its not the best bond ever

wish wreck it ralph was out here...but out next year here i think

though ghostwatch is on my on demand servive at mo.. (got it on dvd as well.. oh and mongrols series 2 is out now
shame they canceled it

and enjoying the new series of REd Dwarf X on dave
its gone back to the originsl formula


see yah


T.F

Yep still looking for furcons
oh and game closed.. but gamestation stayed open..Same company

i might upload my art again.. Screw The Trolls...
just because someone hsd a disability adn they draw.. wow..i dont care about the work is crap etc.. its the person that puts effort into it..that counts.. its the fact they posted it.. thinking people will like it amd Good On em posting it..Keep at it dont let trolls etc and bad comments put you down..

so my message is

If u get a suit made and u like it and others hate it... they dont understand how hard it was to find it..etc..someone somewhere will like it.. so Listen to the positives...if always try your best...oh and when u think u cant go on...KEEP AT IT..

show them u are strong...And Fight
fight for your right to draw
fight for the community

and Believe in yourelf...no mater what comments there are....
but do listen to the comments where people try to help you

W. Wallace N R. Bruce
(yup i'm a descendant.. found out recently)


oh and wondering if there is anyone nout there who can make a pvc or vinyl custom suit..if u can please let me know

Shinji..aka terminatorfan