Hey hi all how are ya?

as i am sure most of you can tell i am used to talk to ppl, but I try if you even bother to read this and care to talk or ask me Questions, go for it i would like to try to talk to you ppl and furs so what are you all up too? ^^

I have removed the art from gallery at the request of the artist that drew it, i am sorry to those of you who enjoyed the art but rules are rules.

I don't feel like being reported and causing drama that don't not need to be, do take care all and be well.

Life has ups and downs i just wounder sometimes, what is next or how ppl will do things .... soon i will have a little one in this world and that little one will meen the world to me, i know and hope that the new little one and the mother will be ok and well. i think that all will work it self throw and that things will work out in the end .. but that is to be see ttyl all.

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Hey all i hope that you will have a good year, i know there is a lot of bad things out there but you have to try to look on the bright side of things ... so good luck all and i wish you the best ^^ take care and be well ttyl.

i am doing good and ok for the most part to thos that watch me i am ok not bad downers for now hope it stays that way but go figher that my bad luck get me again lol my puter fan is f-ed up and it over heats fast so i am working on trying to fix that but with little to no money it's hard ... but hey i got great friends and greats friends on line you all know who you are *hugs* hope you all are ok and take care of your selves ... here to life and love .... *hugs all*

if funny in a way when shit is hitting the fan how you look over your life and wounder if you made the right decisions or not .... when the chips are down and you have no were to go what do you do who do you talk to ...... your friends .... if you talk to your friends then you bring them down with your crap that they don't need to hear how can they help you .... they can talk to you but if you keep smacking your head into a wall ... then all the help they give you is a wast so .... why do you have friends why do some ppl like you .... why do ppl like me .... how do i help them, how do i teach them, how do i help them have fun ..... i just am thinking to much again and i know i am making my self go do a depression spiral but i just need to get that off my chest and see what you furs and ppl have to say ... how do you get away or calm down from fights and life if it gets you down .... if anyone is reading this and your buy your self how do you deal with life .... and no i am not going to drink or do drugs ...... lol ... i just am trying to learn how deal with life so i don't have have to hurt ppl i care about i want to deal with my problems my self and help ppl with there ... the ppl i care most about i can't help because i can't seem to help my self right now.... and i am mad at my self because i can't seem to help or listen the right way to the ppl i care most about ..... maybe i can just not able to listen to ppl right i don't know .... so what do you all think?

just wanted to get that mess off my page lol and to say hi to you all, how is every one? and hope your ok. if you want to chat feel free to send me a line ok ttyl all and take care.

why the .... why should ppl deal with stuff they live with why not just forget it all ... why not move on ... why stay? if any one even cares to talk about thinks they don't want to deal with but have to or just live with things about them selves every day that make you sooo mad ....

like me ..... i have a really hard time spelling (spell check thing) and i live every day wiht problems about my self that i know are not good or healthy about me but that was how i was born .. my memory is not great and i know i forget about a lot of stuff but who don't and then again i want to forget other things but can i ... no of course not ... that would make thing to easy ... OMG...... why... that is the question we all ask are selves from time to time why.... why are we the way we are? why am i do stupid? why am i so .... why are you .... why can't i ... why will this .... and on and on ... you all know what i am talking about you have been there at one point or in your life at some point you will ask why ......... and you know what most time you can answer it your self if you just think about it but that's the problem we don't think about it when we are upset ether mad, sad, in love , ext you get the point ..... so ... what makes us ... or breaks us ... or ... there is one thing i know for sure more than anything now..... the ppl we care about most ..... are the ppl that can hurt us the most ... ya you know who you are ..... see we all are having money problems right now the world is going to shit and we pay for it ... the only ones that are ok are the ones that have the power and money .... what do they care .... they are still living there lives just fine noting going wrong not trying to live not trying to make sure there is food on the table .... bills payed .... you know you work your ass off ... and you try your best to make sure the ppl you care about are ok but... what happens when the ppl you care about stab you in the back .... when you fall and they are not there to help you .... you it the ground .....hard ......




then ,,,, the cold reality of life hits you ....... your ..... you stand no chance by your self we as a race have grown to work together and live together we are made to be a pair or bigger it don't matter weather your a guy-guy, guy-girl, girl-girl or what ever you are it don't matter just as along as you work together that is the only way you will make it in this hell ( sorry if that bothers any of you out three but i can't think of any word that would sum it up so nicely) you need each other work together .......
why wast your time like the rest of the world fighting and killing your self ..... we live on the same planet and we fight ... we always have ...fighting .... we as a race have not grown at all weather we kill each other with clubs.... spires..... bows..... swords..... cannons..... guns.....nukes...... it is the same thing but see.... we are moving father from seeing the killing close pushing are selves from the blood .... but we still kill ..... then you bring that down .... really small ... and into a home .... yelling at each other .... scramming .... throwing things..... you still hurt each other and kill each other in side ... no blood ... but is some family's ..... there is blood ... and real pain ..... we just don't see it we turn a blind eye ..... we don't see it... it don't happen does it ....WRONG!! ... it still happens .... but i thought we were better than that .... grown as a ppl ... but even the most or well held mind will and can fall to the beats in side of us all ...... .... i will stop for now .... and think on this .... i work to night so i might not get a chance to comment to you but i will comment to every one that talks here no flaming if you have some thing to say say it from you mind and soul ..... what do you think how you feel .... plz.... i don't want to fight here ....... there is to much of that all ready .........

well i am writing a big journal so ya i thought to get that mess of my page i would put this up lol .. so ya say what you want and chat to me i need friends lol no but what ever lol i just want to meet more furries out there ad get to know ya ... ttyl all

well sense every other furry seemed to go throw this i thought why not ... so here it goes .... i am felling really down right now and i probably am going to sound like a self pity jerk but what ever... it just seem like every thing i do to try and help ppl just has been blowing up in my face and i am just going to leave every thing alone and not both anyone any more ... i think it would be best if i left FA ... but if 10 ppl want me to stay then i will but i doubt i have that many loved ones and or friends here ... sorry all if this was a wast of you time ... nice knowing you all and hope you all have a better life than i am having now ....... best of luck to you all......




How many ppl care ....= 7 and 1 that shouted on my page so = 8
how many ppl the tell me off ^^;;;;;;....=

well i am in the city and doing ok so far so wish me luck lol
as far as thanking every one i stil don't have my onw puter and am realy bisy so sorry to thos i have not got back to saying thanks and i hope realy hope to get a better puter soon lol ... ya the same thing i said 6 months agow XD oh well ttyl all ^^ ( and sorry for any spelling :P )

Well i am sorry, i have not got the chance to say thank you to all tho who have watch and faved my work and page. Tho i will get to you and say thanks really it's just my puter is soooooo slow lol ... really i need to up grad ... hope to have a new one soon tho, wish me luck.

As it stands right now the computer i am using is slowley turnning into a over grown paper weight and i don't have the time to try and color or try and draw on it, so soon i hope to have a new one but i am not holding my breath :P ttyl and later days all.

ok hi all as you probley know this is my First Journal here on FA ^^ i got are tablet finaly and i hope to start getting back into drawing and then posting i am going to try coloring first then the line work .... hope i can do good well latter days =^-^=  Terrai