Hello! I'm really sorry for disappearing off the face of the earth...Too many things happened, my great-grandmother died, the guy who sold me the laptop scammed me and I no longer have a way to work until further notice, suicide attempts due to depression and stress of not being able to work and owing a lot of money to people because of the mistake of the idiot who sold me the laptop that eliminated all my work... Anyway, many things, I really don't want to victimize myself too much and make them feel sorry for me. I just wanted to let you know the reasons why I haven't been here in a long time, and again I'm sorry... I'm making a huge effort to save up for a PC, I hope to have it for Christmas :') Seriously, I just want to get back to work , give the money and the drawings to the people I owe them and get out of this stress that idiot put me in...I'm very sorry for everything, I'll try to publish things here ;3; and above all, to work with what I have, they currently lent me a PC, it is very bad, very slow and it is annoying to work here, but I can't just flatten my ass in the chair and wait for things to resolve themselves, right? ?? I'll do my best even if I break my back here X'D Whatever...I love you! I hope you understand my situation

So-...That, my dad with all his heart and desire to do something good brought me a new mouse last night, I'm trying to do my best to finish everything this month because I'm exhausted and I want to go on hiatus xddd

My mouse (the thing I draw and work with) definitely broke 3 days ago, I can't draw anything, and of course, I have money to buy another one! but my problem is that I have no idea how to get money from Paypal, in general it was a friend of my mother or my boyfriend who helped me with that and transferred the money to my card so I could fulfill my tasks and important expenses but now I I'm getting desperate because there's a lot I have to move forward and finish and I don't know what to do.
Does anyone know of a page or help to be able to withdraw or change money?

At the moment the commissions are still closed until I finish the drawings I have pending but I need money so soon I will open commissions and sell adoptables, but I will only sell the commissions in flat color because making such large and complex drawings has exhausted me a bit mentally

I'm sorry for not posting anything and I'm really sorry, I'll have to leave my house for a while since I'm suffering from a very abusive situation right now and I'd better get away before everything gets worse, unfortunately I won't be able to continue with the commissions for a while because I don't have internet where I'm going so I'll have to be useless without a job for a while until I get a job around here somehow, thanks for the support, I love you

Damn, whenever I solve a problem about money, another one appears immediately, they are not taking away my house, it's just annoying that when I finally finish paying for my laptop my headphones just break and now I have to buy new ones, damn it!

Aaaah don't worry, I'm not asking for money, I'm just letting off steam, this is very frustrating!

Someone commission me something for 10 dollars pls? X'D It's not very urgent but I need them in case something happens this week and my parents run out of money

I'm very sad...

Anyone ever want an art trade? I'm not very picky but I feel like I need to distract myself a bit and make little drawings for cool people :')

I really want to kill myself right now, I'm so exhausted

My laptop just died almost a week ago, it just turned on today and I'm worried, I lost part of the money from my new laptop, but I'm doing a good effort to keep going and solve all this mess! I just wanted you to know that I'm trying to work on you and that I'll give you notices soon if I get the new laptop so I can finish my pending work ;;;; this week was a headache

My goal is to save $500 for a new laptop, I'm going for $140, we're doing well, I hope to reach my goal soon ;v;

Guys, lately I've had countless problems with my laptop that don't allow me to work properly on my drawings and commissions, currently what's happening is that no matter what, every time I plug it in to charge it suddenly turns off and I can't continue drawing because if I try to turn it on it keeps turning off over and over again, and some would probably recommend me to just let it charge, but I can't waste 2 and even 4 hours of my time waiting for it to load and do nothing, and what's worse, when it is at 100% it also turns off suddenly and i can't use it until it is less than 70% or 60%, it's so annoying and frustrating! and I do not know what to do

It gives me headaches, and I don't know if the pc is overheating or something else, but I'm fed up, I want to save for a new laptop but at the same time I can't because the one I have doesn't let me work and this is basically a walking circle

I'm having a little crisis, I don't know what to give my boyfriend for our first anniversary ;v;

I'm thinking of opening animated commissions soon, in case someone wants a simple animation from me nn even though I have to finish the pending work first!

I urgently need money... I'm tired of living in this house in these conditions, does anyone have any suggestions to earn more money?

The whole month of December was a particularly traumatic year for reasons that I will not say out of fear, but I am happy because at least my New Year's goals are being met, I am meeting a lot of great people and artists, my art is improving a little, I I am discovering myself and I am taking care of myself more!
I am very grateful to all of this...I hope the rest of the year continues to be great and I continue to meet more great people!

How do I upload videos here?...

Can I do that even? I have no idea, but I would like to show examples of my animations X')

I'm planning to sell animations for maybe $100-...I'm saving up for a better laptop
But tell me if you like the idea! ;v;

PS: Not all animations will cost the same! It depends on what they ask me! BUT the animation ones with a blinking character will be the cheapest, costing $60 ;v; but again, tell me if it's okay for you to start selling them! nn