fuck all, OK I am getting annoyed right now about these comments I'm receiving, i do appreciate them don't get me wrong i love that you're all paying attention and ik don't mean this in a bad way,. but for gods sake when you say "that looks good" i want to know why it looks good, what makes it good is it the anatomy the camera angle the choice of colors what? if it's bad, why does it look bad what am i doing wrong? and these better be genuine reasons, no some half assed "oh well it sucks because it looks like so and so's art" or "it's good because of the breasts on the chick" a lot goes into ones art i do need people tot ell me what i need to do to start getting better to move up and work harder and get better. that's all i really ask. now if it is some half assed reason i will tell you that it is a half assed reason and if it annoys me you will be flagged an idiot and ignored :D

writing out to all who will respond, basically tonight I'm kinda venting/ reaching out/ dunno anymore. i can not tell you all how sick i am of work, especially now sense it seems one of my managers wants to get me fired by saying all sorts of BS about me, making up customer complaints, saying i have an attitude problem, things like that and i know it's because I'm simply not kissing her ass like a good little walmart bitch er worker... i really paid no mind to it especially sense she even had me get a verbal warning. i don't feel it's very fair, but i usually can ignore it. but lately, it's been effecting me. it's kinda dropped a 10 ton drawing block on my arm. kinda feels like it too *rolls shoulder* but yea it's kind of upsetting me that because of this one idiot i simply cannot do what i love. i would like any suggestions as to help my situation or help me move this artists block. I've been thinking about it all day and just simply decided to leave it here and see who picks at it, but please, anything would be nice

yea I'm kinda facing my controversy again i kinda do but then again, I'm very reluctant to do so. so, i turn to my audience, should i shouldn't i, you guiz decide

so yea, I'm just practicing right now, head shapes busts hands body shapes. studies is what one would call them, joy oh joy..... but yea, i hope to get some new stuff pumping through here fairly soon, maybe just some line art at the very least. also, thanks for all the people actually paying attention to me, almost at 500 hits, I'm actually fairly surprised, thank you all

wow i can't believe i hit a 400 hits mark, I may do a drawing to commemorate a 500 hits mark, and btw, my commissions are still very open. i do art trades as well as take cash monies. but be patient, i am slow with my drawing, but i am slow because i want it perfect for the person commissioning the picture.

i'm back, I'll start to work on commissions again

I'm going out of town for the weekend and will be back on Sunday, those who have commissioned drawings be patient they are in the works, on is completely in photoshop and well i can't exactly take my computer with me into the woods. they don't plug into trees. anyway, I'll be back Sunday and in full swing, for those who don't have stuff in photoshop I'll work on it this weekend while I'm gone

coming up on 350 hits, surprising i think, anyway...going back to my dilemma journal, i may have to compromise, possibly doing nudes, or maybe more suggestive kinda erotic pictures that will only be posted here. because my family knows about my deviant art, and that's the last thing i want them to see :D anyway, i am still wide open for commissions trades or idea's feel free to drop a comment or message my way, i have some planned, i just need to get busy in my sketchbook. I've been doing some busts as of late that should be fairly good... also I'm going to be gone from Thursday to Monday, going camping ^^ so I'll be back then probably with new sketches to post up.

well, I've been noticing the small bit of traffic my page is getting and I'm trying to think of how to get noticed more, and it seems the onyl way to do so is to move to pr0nz. I'm not exactly in the mood to do pr0nz, at least not at this point in time. but then again I also stop and think that most of the great art, the most famous, has nudity in it, granted not completly sexual acts, but nudity. and also i have to think about the fact that I'm going to have to draw nudity when i get into college in life drawing classes... but I'm still not sure, i guess i ahve that underlining fear of people going "O.O WTF?" and people constantly ask to see my sketchbook. and being in a very......................... G rated we shall put it state, I'm not exactly sure if i really want to. i could really use some help on this

yea, i had a sketchbook hiding in my room, I'm gonna dump the best onto here and possibly my DA, bare with me through this. i may ahve a number of submissions a day

Help, I need somebody, Help, not just anybody, help you know i need someone help! ok enough of that.... in all seriousness tho i need help finding inspiration and motivation, I don't really want to force myself into drawing and such because well... that sucks the fun out of it and is in fact more detrimental to drawing then if i were to be in the mood or motivated to draw, so if anyone has any suggestions it'd be greatly appreciated so.... uhmmmm.... yea, thanks

I am Participating in it this year I have gotten the phone call, it will be as it always is over the weekend of the 20th of June and again i have absolutely nothing planned for it and I never do till I get there, you'll be as surprised as I will be, so yea 2 days of early morning fun in the sun, it's been pretty mild as of late not too terribly hot. i get free lunch and drinks tho which is good. I am still working in photoshop as well so we'll see how that turns out to. and to all who have watched me, thanks