As jacked from  alister


You remember watching:

[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug
[x] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky & the Brain
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[x] Rocko's Modern Life
[x] Animaniacs
[x] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold!
[ ] Out of the Box
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House
[x] Beavis & Butt-Head

[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".

You remember:

[x] Step by Step
[x] Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Full House
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons


When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors"
[x] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish"
[x] "Miss Mary Mack"


[ ] When kickball was something you did everyday ( I hated Kickball )
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[x] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape
[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos...but never taped anything funny

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone
[x] Reading Rainbow
[x] Ghostwriter
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Gushers (Atomic Warheads = awesomeness)

You listen to:
[x] KoRn
[x] Tool
[] Garbage
[x] Green Day
[] Clutch
[ ] Jesus Jones
[x] White Zombie
[ ] Violent Femmes
[x] Beastie Boys
[ ] Danzig
[x] Red Hot Chili Peppers
[] Primus
[] Slayer
[] Pantera
[] GWAR
[] Ministry
( I lead a very culturally sheltered life :( )

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series ( several different ones infact )
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters

[x] You remember Ring Pops
[x] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players
[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them ( they were called cootie catchers :p and i still make them every now and again)
[x] You played and/or collected Pogs (stupid yes but they were nifty)
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went. ( i never took it anywhere and lost it constantly )


You watched the original cartoons of:
[x] Rugrats
[x] Wild Thornberrys
[x] Power Rangers

Ladies only
[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand. (Hell no. Try Trapper-Keeper. Yes, I'm that old.)

You collected:
[x] Beanie Babies
[x] Pokemon cards
[ ] Carebears
[] Silver dollars

You remember when:

[x] Everyone watched the WB (I miss WB ... i dont watch tv much anymore)
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by name ( still know most of 'em)
[x] Digimon was still on

Check these if:

[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is. (still have it somewhere...)
[x] You know the Macarena by heart
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary (I remember the Styrofoam too!)
[x] Light up sneakers were cool (they were okay.. not my style)
[x] You rented VHS tapes, not DVDs (I remember seeing a beta player but never using it)
[] Gas was $0.95 a gallon
[x] We recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets
[x] You actually played outside until it was Dark

Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear...

Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times looking at this test
And if you remember at least half the stuff on here

Is it sad that I am afraid to buy the next and final books of two different series just because I don't want to have to go through the troubles and pains of finding ANOTHER really-good-literally-can't-put-it-down-cry-yourself-to-sleep-cause-you-finished-the-last-one-too-fast-series?

The Immortal Nicholas Flamel
http://www.randomhouse.com/teens/alchemyst/

And

Pendragon
http://www.thependragonadventure.com/

omg!! I just watched a guy either kill himself (by the blood-loss) or seriously hospitalize himself and now i cant stop twitching and cant stop my skin from crawling



oh god ! oh god oh god

why do people host these things!!!!?!?!!?!!!

holy crap..

Have you ever had that feeling that something is going on behind your back but you dont know what it its nor do you have any real concrete reason to believe that something is happening without you. You just feel that something right now is happening that concerns you but your not there to know what it is...

makes me feel paranoid.

It just dawned on me that im 20 years old... >.>.....


feb 20th.... hmm almost took a month >.>
(for those of you who dont know ... Jan 27th ....)


wow...

i just saw something so totally annoying and scary at the same time o.o which i think that makes it kinda cool .. kinda...

you know that thing .. IRL ... that oh so popular omg my kid is gonna get raped by the person who says IRL to them over the internet

... ( IRL = in real life for you un-trendy folk)

I just read a comment ... that said ISL! .. holy crap >.>...

i was all like O_O... *shiver* secondlife is pretty cool but .. omgwtf xD

Stolen from:  x_panther and  complication5

Your Guy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[-] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[-] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.


Total = 11

Your Girl Side

[-] You wear lip gloss. (if i have it )
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[-] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[-] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[-] You like wearing dresses when you can. ( i prefer skirts that i can twirl in .. but no i dont own any )
[-] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. ( it's gotta smell good)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (alll sorts of them >.o )
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (never tired >.> )
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 15.5

yeah we all knew this >.>..... my favorite power ranger was kimberly :p

Fill it out and reply to this journal... For those new to this.

Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
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[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

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[] Miss Me?
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[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

Hard pencil is for ego boost drawings, proving to yourself you have some skill in what your doing

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1888740/

Soft pencil is for pride. You drew it your proud of it it looks good and you couldnt be happier

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1888762/

I started writing a response to

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/548530/

but it got long so i decided to post it as a journal instead and link it.

i have to say my favorite line was

"i suggest you remove yourself from my reach before your 'self preservation' is endangered."

i must admit i dont remember who i voted for or if i even did vote for a president and i dont know why ron paul is any better then obama or bush I'm very uneducated when it comes to politics and more then half the time I've found myself wondering why we even bother if politicians insist on lying to get positions like a fucking popularity contest.

but i agree with everything stated here

and on a slightly relevant side bar i also love and take pride in the fact that our founding fathers those men who wrote our constitution were committing treason at the time and i have to wonder, no need to answer me its just a thought i want you to answer to yourself,

who out of all of you would have shot them on the spot or let them hang?

Thats my point... these men, all of them, risked their very lives on a single piece of paper with some simple little words on it. changes to it should not be taken lightly.

Consider this, banning guns wont change anything except maybe a higher jail population and increased debt (currency and to society) the idea that banning something is going to make the world better is idiocy. Banning guns wont get them off the street they will still be used illegally its not going to change anything except of course that the 7-11 clerk cant defend himself when being robbed or a law abiding man and his family cant protect what belongings they have left from looting after a natural disaster that a man cant protect his family (this goes for women too don't think I'm being sexist)

We need someone or something to blame that is the thought process of most people in the world whether they know it or not and so when someone says guns are evil guns cause wars guns kill people they jump right in with their own self righteous bull shit blinded by their ego.

for those people I suggest that if your not too busy shoving your head up your ass or the asses of others( or both) i suggest you watch V for Vendetta and really listen ... REALLY... and Im not saying that that is the end all solution because its not but its a damn good start and what i think is an accurate depiction of what we'll end up like should we start changing the constitution at a mere whim.

And thats why life sucks.. and thats why i cry
a moment near a moment dear.. sublime


Depressing..

school starts tommorrow and im nowhere near ready my Aid money that i got came at a rather bad time i didnt have any time to get books before the weekend i dont even know if i'll need books this semester .. it would probably be better if i didnt need them then i could set aside a little money to save and be happy with a fall back like i was the last couple of semesters i might try to get a rather laid back job if i can i have the hours to do it really. I'm just not sure if i'll be able to keep up with school work.. i know i wasnt able last time i had a job i dont need anything hard or even well paying i mean my roommates are the most generous people i have ever met allowing me to stay here for free and they help keep me fed i try to help when i can but really they are astounding people i wish i could do more for them. i'd just like a little bit of income enough to say buy a meal every now and then any suggestions would be helpful and appreciated.

maybe i'll try cheapy commissions maybe.

anyway i should go do something productive. peace out good luck with the oncoming school semester ( or year depending on your grade etc) shoudl be interesting...

And so we go

I don't know if anyone knows this and if you do I'll just reiterate it ... spending money gives such a rush .. i can feel my heart starting to pound cause it was a fair share of money somewhere around 80 some-odd dollars in TOTAL I'd tell you guys \ and gals what i bought but the person whose birthday i bought them for reads my journals... but holy crap >.<...

5 things I own (stolen from  taen)

1) Name a CD you own that none of your friends have.
-Everclear

2)Name a book you own that none of your friends have.
-The Prophecy of the Stones

3)Name a movie you own on DVD/VHS/whatever that none of your friends have.
-Hackers

4)Name a place that you have visited that none of your friends have.
-Elvis's house

5)Name a piece of technology or any sort of tool you own that you think none of your friends own.
-CycloDS Evolution Media Card

God i hate that picture i hate all of them (specific ones i promise i just cant really say which they are) seeing them i cant imagine what ive done to deserve something like this and then i realize i know exactly what i did i know every fucking little detail that set off the multiple chains of reactions that put me into this little hole im in today..

now It's not so bad im comfortable, most days i look forward to going to school my friends and room mates take care of me and subject me ( whether i like it or not sometimes) to a social aspect of my life that i never really thought existed
untill i had graduated high school all i had ever known was school, the place im supposed to call home, and my computer. sure i'd get invited over to someones house but i never really went.. in my head i wanted to be somewhere else i wanted to be 'home' in my room door closed ( not locked cause that always gets me in trouble)
untill i had graduated high school i had the friends that instinctually from the first day i had met them i knew that they could do no harm to me. the only catch was they were from online and that didnt bother me because the internet was my world it was my sanctuary from those who could hurt me like my father, my sister, choices that were made FOR me WITHOUT me.
one of my room mates who is significantly older then me was joking around once making fun of some emo punk wannabe or something saying that my generation stole his generation's angst not like they were using it anyway but he argued that they stole it and they should get their own fucking angst.. maybe he's right and maybe we stole their angst for a reason..
think about it.. in the today and now we have drug abuse, we have wars, we have dictators in foreign countries, dumb shits in the government, we have cracked out polices that keep us from being free (a friend of mine has to go back to Zimbabwe roughly every six months or he wont ever be allowed to go back ever), we have diseases, teen pregnancies, child abandonment, prejudice, stereotypes, hate crimes, and gun-toting thirteen year olds and a lot more im too aggravated to mention. to top it off we have other issues too school work, grades, the opposite or the same sex ( depending on the individual), puberty, the hormones the emotions and most of all the expectations things expected of us by said elder generation. we are supposed to do better then they did be better then they were so that the next generation can have a next generation that has a next generation ( etc) that has a brighter future..

and you know what this entire rant boils down to? two stupid pictures (that i know of) go figure right? maybe there is a connection .. im sure if i looked for it i could find one.. like where a piece of my angst stems from or an emotion that just wont stop nagging at me .. I saw a piece of one of the pictures not five minutes before writing this and you know if it had been of the other character i probably wouldnt have even noticed and this never would have been written i would have left a note on the journal expressing my concern for the author of that journal because right now that would be the best i can do and i would move on because i know the world is corrupt i know that the next generation needs to stand on my shoulders .. our shoulders just like we stand on the generation before us and so do they the ones before them and so on I know i need to be strong for them, no matter how much i may dislike them now because once i was the future to someone and one day (barring some massive cataclysm) they will probably be the future for me.
but honestly if the future of my future is some little gun slinging child of a slime ball who doesnt know any better than to pull the trigger of a gun on a stranger who probably wasnt even looking at him.. then my the future is dim gloomy and a lot darker then i was lead to believe i can hear the cities colapsing around me...


Still think I'm stealing the angst?

Thanks for reading this if you did correct me if you like its a little sporadic or hell post your angst post a problem ANY Problem you could have a fucking burnt out light bulb for all it matters i just want to know..

Albert Einstien once said "God does not play dice"

well you know what I think .. i think he does play dice and on top of that I think the dice are fucking loaded...

Tagged by:  zanity

Valentine Times Meme:

Are you single or taken?
taken

Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate, white chocolate to be specific.. though if done tastefully i would guess flowers would be awesome >.>

Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I will be in school >.>

Do you like anyone ?
Uh.. DUH...

Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yeeeupp

What would be your dream Valentines date?
privacy at home for the two of us a movie some goood food ( even really good take out works) and some lube :p

Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
not really but that doesnt mean i wouldn't like to make a big deal out one day with someone special

Have you ever had a secret admirer?
if it's secret would I know?

Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Yes, would i send it? I'm not so sure...

Do you believe in Cupid?
I believe in a lot of things... but a flying infant in diapers flying around shooting people with arrows?... well... now i understand where baby jokes stem from...

Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
I do sometimes though as i've grown older it's mostly been a card and some cookies from my mom :-D

Do you still send out Valentines cards?
I havent sent out any kind of card in a long time...

Do you like candy hearts?
i'll eat them.. I like sugar and sometimes I really like them but its kinda like candy corn... it was all made a hundred or two years ago and it's just being re-marketed as fresh and new every year..

Is Valentines depressing?
if your single

How do you feel about PDA? (Public Display of Affection)
depends on if they are hot.. xD PDA is okay.. but not in the middle of the path.. if i'm walking down the hallway and cant get by your tonsil hockey game then we have a big problem... other wise continue at your lesuire

How is your love life?
its doing okay i think :)

Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope

How many roses would you want?
I dont know

Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I hope so :)


I TAG: the first and third comment ( if any ) as well as anyone who reads and feels like answering it :P

So I borrowed a Drawing Tablet from my friend... and i was all excited because now i could put more initiative towards drawing and so on so forth ( everyone hates the dark mistake marks on paper the ones you cant erase it just doesn't work >.>... ) but holy crap is it hard to use! I have discovered a deep respect for those who have learned or taught themselves the way of the tablet congratulations and kudos to you talented people out there.. I envy you oh well back to drawing the old fashioned way for now i guess :)