so bad time at the house so i have to leave and no it is not a simple thing! like my life is in dangers! so i will be on the run till i have no idea when....... i am srry to all my friends and ppl who read thus though if you live in or near london ontario and have a spare couch i might be able to barrow would appretiate it but no big^^ but yea i will be gone quite some time (week or more)

so bad time at the house so i have to leave and no it is not a simple thing! like my life is in dangers! so i will be on the run till i have no idea when....... i am srry to all my friends and ppl who read thus though if you live in or near london ontario and have a spare couch i might be able to barrow would appretiate it but no big^^ but yea i will be gone quite some time (week or more)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY58uPtAM68&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXMeZwO2qZ0&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdXvqMF-6vI&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iblZXp66rtc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5wDiA6IjA0&feature=related

and so much more!
all should go give her a listen!

to all my watchers, i am thinking i may leave FA for some time! i am not sure how long or if i will return! but i also do not want anyone to be sad so if i hear enough ppl say no then i suppose i will not but it is in your hands!


OK SO FAR! I HAVE 3 GOOD ARGUMENTS TO STAY NOW 2-5 MORE AND I WILL! IF NOT THEN SORRY TO ALL!

facebook: shawn misinne
aim: shawn missinne
yahoo: missinnes[at]yahoo.ca
msn: deadlif[at]hotmail.com
http://www.formspring.me/penthos

and i can't think of any others!

so the other night oct,29, 2010. i was seriously hurt, like way more than any time before!
i was on a walk to clear my head (being the 2 anniversary of my gf's death) so i went to leave a black rose (her fave) where she was found. and sadly and strangely i got FUCKED UP!
first of all i got hit by a car and flew about 10 feet away! then as i try to get some help a gun fight starts between cops and the ass who hit me! anyone guess what happend then?.......


I GOT SHOT! thats right i got it fight in the gut! god it hurt but i didn't notice until the medics told me! truth! i don't notice pain till i see it!

so now i can not draw, play my guitar/ drums, or hang with my friends!

but i was luck to have been able to chat with WOLFY2 earlier. but he had to clean and i had to go back under the knife! it turns out they missed some internal bleeding!

so all injuries: one broken leg, three fractured ribs, a hole in my gut, and now i got more cuts in my back (dono why) and im gonna die of headache!


so i'm not sure if anyone will read or give a crap just anted to tell everyone.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My hair.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
BLACK

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes

4. Do you plan outfits?
No

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
bored

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red
blood

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I with friends then rain and alone then bleeding and dieing alone!

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No, school is same all time!

9. What are you craving right now?
company, like wolfy2

10. Do you floss
some times

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
pucke!

12. Are you emotional?
most are severd!

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
yea cos it`s cookie dough!

15. Do you like your hair?
No I hate it!

16. Do you like yourself?
sometimes

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
lol no

18. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

19. Are your parents strict?
not really

20. Would you go sky diving?
its on my bucket list :D

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Eww it looks like curdled milk

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
nope

23. Do you rent movies often?
only when Im at my friends house

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
bling bling! yes

25. How many countries have you visited?
5

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
no

27. Ever been on a train?
no

28. Brown or white eggs?
none!

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
yeas

30. Do you use chap stick?
no i bite my lips too much

31. Do you own a gun?
yes

32. Can you use chop sticks?
with ease!

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
no one!

34. Are you too forgiving?
no hold grudge long time!

35. Ever been in love?
yea but she was murderd!

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
going to school most likely then drinkin

37. Ever have cream puffs?
yea they suck!

38. Last time you cried?
to day (contact lenses hurt!)

39. What was the last question you asked?
where am i

40. Favorite time of the year?
summer solstice

41. Do you have any tattoos?
No. not yet!

42. Are you sarcastic?
frequently (all time!)

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no! never will (of free will)

44. Ever walked into a wall?
ALL THE DAMN TIME

45. Favorite color?
blood red!-black

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes lol

47. Is your hair curly?
mind of its own

48. What was the last CD you bought?
SIMPLE PLAN!

49. Do looks matter?
not to me but real life then yea

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
depends!

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
i hate talking on the phone so no

52. Do you like your life right now?
no its lonely :c

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
never!

54. Can you handle the truth?
i live with it every day

55. Do you have good vision?
20 20 last check!

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
none

58. The last person you held hands with?
probly my bf after gf death

59. What are you wearing?
sweats and T

60.What is your favorite animal?
husky!

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
don`t like photos

62. Can you hula hoop?
kinda sorta a little

63. Do you have a job?
no :c

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
my lunch

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
plenty of times and more to come!

Appearance:
[x] = You have blue/green eyes. (green/brown hazel)
[x] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.(chuckle)
[x] = You're quiet. (around people I dont know well)
[x] = You say random silly things.
[ ] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

Innocence:
[x] = You're a virgin.
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[o] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.(depends how you look at it, movie dinner and stay home cuddles! no sex till 3-4th date;p)
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal. (more than one x3)
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 13/14

Colors:
[ ] = You like the color pink/light blue. (hate pink but I love every blue <3)
[ ] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.
TOTAL SO FAR: 13/14

Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[ ] = You like happy upbeat music.
[ ] = You like "Cutesy" music. (FUCKING SCHNUFFLE BUNNY BITHCHES)
TOTAL SO FAR: 15/16

What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals (except small dogs and rodents!)
[x] = You like babies a lot. (when there quiet!)
[ ] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3" (hate them!)
TOTAL: 18/19

Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute"


ps: do you agree?

so today i was kicked out of five different churches! i guess i understand why. i did dress as a zombie! with full out gore with fake blood, cuts and the whole shabang! but i did it for what it going to happen latter today at 4-12pm. hear in london ontario we do the zombie walk for fun i have been doing it for 5 or 6 years now with pardons from the goverment. and i just wanted to test how good my friend was at the FX makeup. so i don't know but it is a lot of fun to dress up before halloween!and not get ritacueld!

hello to all who watch me. pleas tell me why you have chosen to watch me and if so why and what is the best art i have to you?

hello to all my watchers (all 11 of you!) i was and still hoping that if you read this you could tell me what is a good are program for the computer? i know most of ALL your work is good and looks like it was on the computer. so i was just hoping for a little advice PLEAS! and when i get a good program i WILL try to make gift art for ALL of you! MY FRIENDS!

so as i am sure you know i am a wiccan, and as of late i have been having overly vivid "dream" i guess. so to sum them all up (as i hate to go into detail unless pvm) i hang with my friends like at a huge party, then just the best budds, next i survive an unthinkable thing (ie' lightning repeatedly) but go unharmed! then for like no reason i will be on the ground dieing!

soooooo am i going crazy?
pleas tell me your opinion,


ps feel free to use as insperation or what ever

they will only be what i do once I : A, get a WORKING scanner, B, can get an art program at least half decent! C, have inked(maby) or colored the work i have now. also prehaps with WIP when i can get pay-pal or other online paying service. UNLESS YOU LIVE NEAR ME THEN WE COULD DO CASH?

(london ontario canada [whitoaks district])

So this new website is in beta testing stage for sending money. And they are really seeming to want people to join to provide feedback and to test features as they are implemented. They give you a signing bonus of $50, and more money each day you log in to provide feedback. Whether its ACTUAL money you can use is not known, but there is no risk involved since they do not ask for any personal information. If its a slight chance for a little free money, everyone needs to check it out.


http://www.paybox.me/r/penthos

i find it is better than pay pal and you dont need credit card!

hey so.... i just changed the title of one of my pics just to keep it strait in my head and i think it makes more sense!

Graphics Tablet Give Away

Journal Entry: a day ago
Ok guys this is the chance you have been waiting for ...A chance to win a Graphic tablet

The prize is #

How can you win you might ask...EASY

Just copy this Journal into urs and leave a link to this Journal so people know about it and comment back here and leave the link to your Journal

*********The WINNER will be announced on October 27th**********
One of you guys will be the lucky *WINNER* ^_^

The *WINNER* will receive The Graphic tablet & another art prize as a bonous

The winner will be sent a note saying they have won and if you wish to find out who has won I will be posting a winning Picture in my gallery so dont forget to watch ^_-

Good luck to all who enter

hey, to all who see this:

this is a sad attempt (in my eyes) to find fellow wiccans, druids, pagans, and other craft followers! pleas i wish to learn more of the religion for i have three other friends, fore of us, and we wish to start a coven in our area we are probably the most open of all followers. most wish to hide, it is there "nature" i say that because i see no reason for the fear or what ever the reason. so just to sum this up: looking to hear from more of the craft followers!

“If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?”

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

i do this around 11:15 pm where i am. i feel my life is worth nothing, a lonely spec of dust in yours and everyones eyes. this is my norm but now it is worse for about the umpteenth time. it is so bad i wish for death! i care not how it comes only that it will! i know i am young but i still feel this way it is not suppose to be this way. (if u want to know my age sent in a secret way!!!!!!). pleas do not tell me different! i will not d anything stupid to self harm ( agane) i am too sleepy now so prehapps ill do more latter