When I met my husband a decade ago, I also met his cream shiba inu, Aura Spark. They have both been in my life ever since and I love them both dearly. She is now somewhere around 15-17ish years old, well beyond the average life expectancy of her breed, though that doesn't make this any easier to go through.

I've not had much death in my life, even with pets, so I'm not really sure how to even start to process it. Her health took a very sudden nose dive- we suspect she had a stroke. She was born with a birth defect that caused her to have seizures her whole life, though through trial and error we figured out how to mitigate and reduce them as much as possible to where she was only having one every 6 or so months and much less severe. But in the last couple months she was starting to go blind and deaf, and being slower to move around, so we knew that this was coming to some extent, and within the last couple of days, her ability to even stand on her own plummeted fast. She is far too old for surgery or anything of that nature, and the thought of her having even just a small seizure in that state would be way too hard on her, so we made the decision to let her go so she would not have to be in pain anymore.

I am going to miss her so much. I took her on daily walks, sat with and gave her muscle massages whenever she experienced seizures, played with her and showered her with love in every way I knew how. We gave her the best life that we could and I am thankful for every day I got to spend with her and how much time that we had. As anyone else who has gone through this surely agrees, it is just never enough time. I am also worried about her best buddy, my cat Jasper. They've been besties for Jasper's whole life and he is about 5 now. Luckily we have a second cat so he won't be alone, but I still think he is going to struggle for a while since he won't be there to understand what happened.

The cost for euthanasia and cremation came out to $210. Thankfully I'm able to cover it for now, but I will be short for other things in the next couple weeks for bills and groceries, so I'll likely be opening emergency commissions to make up for it. If interested, please comment or DM for more information.

If anyone wants to help, feel free to do so at my kofi or cashapp, though don't feel obligated.
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/mllllonsknlves
Cashapp: $lofivoid

I also just want to say that commission work might be slightly delayed while I allow myself some time to grieve. I hope everyone understands. Hopefully it won't delay for long, but I will keep everyone updated in the coming days.

Just out of curiosity for what people are interested in-
I want to expand what I offer as commissions but am having a hard time deciding where to start, so I figure who better to ask than my watchers!

What would you like to see from me?
YCHs (if so, sfw, nsfw, scene, etc??)
Pixels
Icons
Adopts

Also, Im considering lowering my pricing. I havent gotten many bites since raising them so I figure theyre too high for the demand right now. If anyone has any suggestions for pricing, let me know!

This year was my first ever artfight. When I decided I was gonna do it, I was still on leave from my surgery and experiencing an art high because Id been able to do so much while not working. I really thought Id continue to have the energy, drive and time to actively participate, though I knew it wouldnt be nearly as much as I had been doing since I would be back at work.

Unfortunately, right at the start, I hit a block. I should have anticipated it- the combination of returning to my full time job plus the “pressure” to draw for AF really grinding my momentum to a halt. I was only able to get 3 revenges out when I had wanted to do way more. The month went by so fast, between work and appointments and general life, and suddenly AF was over. Im proud of myself for at least doing those three and I am SO GRATEFUL to everyone who attacked me. I HOPE I can maybe draw something as a thank you to those people over time even if it doesnt count towards AF.

It just landed at an unfortunate time in my life this year. I havent decided if Im going to do it again next year but only time will tell! Im trying not to beat myself up too much about doing so little….

We finally got the team themes! This is my first artfight, so I was pretty excited to see what it was this year.
As someone who collects rocks, crystals, and bones, needless to say I was pretty excited about the theme
It was so hard to pick! Originally I went with fossils, bc I love bones and the gold they picked was pretty but I ended up swapping to crystal. I maaaaaay switch again, but thats what I'm going with for now!!
I am 100% cool with friendly fire and hope to do some myself as well as lots of attacks assuming I dont get too busy.
If you want to follow me, my page is https://artfight.net/~lofivoid

What team did you pick?

Mostly through my queue so I wanted to open up a few more slots!

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60150405/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61185070/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61198642/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61209532/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61241728/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55854942/

Prices are as follows:

MONOCHROME (simple toning/highlights)
- Bust: $20
- Halfbody: $30
- Fullbody: $40

COLOR:
- Bust: $30
- Halfbody: $40
- Fullbody: 50

If you want a second character, it'll be an extra 50% of the price but for a limited time, I'm offering NSFW FOR FREE!! (Small fee may be charged for more involved fetishes, but most will be free)
Comment or DM to claim a slot!

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This week has been crazy hectic with doctors appointments as well as being stuck with a cough and PRIDE today, as well as taking a bit of a brain break from art since I noticed I was getting a tiny bit burnt out and my hand was starting to hurt. This all has caused me to be a bit slow with art BUT after the festival today, (first pride post surgery, and since getting on hormones, lets fucking goooo) I plan to kick it back into full gear!!

I do have ONE MORE SLOT open for my less expensive commissions, so go snap that up before its gone: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11148455/

I hope everyone else is having a stellar pride month so far as well and staying safe with all the fires going around AGAIN o/

Wanted to open some smaller comms that are a bit more affordable for people!
So I thought I'd go back to something a bit looser than my art has been as of late- slightly messy sketches! Its really just shy of what my lineart is, which is why I call them "clean" sketches.
I don't have a ton of examples right now, but these give an idea of the quality you can expect:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55537904/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55601893/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55854942/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60548310/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60150405/

So they'll be
- $20 for full body, monochrome (I'll add some toning like the 3rd example)
- $20 half body color
- $35 for full body with color

If you want a second character, it'll be an extra 50% of the price
Comment or DM to claim a slot!

1. spicychaikitten - PAID, cleaning + coloring
2. raveneer - PAID, done
3. justamyrk - PAID, sketched
4. ProxyEMT - PAID, sketched
5. vahtthehusky - PAID, not started

I've never done it before, I'm not entirely sure how it works, but from what little I know, it seems like a fun challenge. Since I dont have a lot of commissions and do want to practice as much as possible, I went ahead and made an account https://artfight.net/~lofivoid

Any tips or tricks or stories yall have? What's your account so I can follow... subscribe??? LMAO

So I see that a lot of people use telegram and I've never really known anything about it. I assumed it was more or less like a messaging app, kind of like discord, but it seems like it does more??
Is it more akin to social media? Kinda curious if its worth making an account but I'm not sure.

My surgery was this past Wednesday and it went as smooth as it could have! I've been home recovering ever since and taking it easy, following drs orders, etc etc.
I've been able to sit at my desk for short stints until my body becomes so exhausted that I have to go back and lounge on the couch or in bed, but I'm able to do it a little longer each day, which means that hopefully I'll be able to get back into drawing soon! I have done a little bit, but the painkillers + exhaustion + limited movement means it isn't as good as I'd like it to be for comms n shit xD
Honestly, the most painful parts were the soreness of my throat from the intubation, and the itch of the surgical compression vest. The incision pain hasn't been TOO terrible as long as I am keeping at least somewhat medicated- trying to do a mixture of the heavy stuff plus ibuprofen/tylonol so ween myself off the heavier stuff over time.

I get my drains taken out next Wednesday which is when I should get the okay to shower. I think they'll still want me to wear the vest as much as possible otherwise, but it will be the first time I actually get to see my results which is very exciting!!

I still have medical bills to pay, so I am still taking commissions and accepting donations! Every little bit helps in the long run!
https://toyhou.se/32904174.discount.....mmissions-open
https://ko-fi.com/mllllonsknlves/goal?g=14
https://gofund.me/ca11e94c

In case you haven't kept up with my previous journals, I am getting top surgery next week, assuming all goes well!!
I have unfortunately had to have many in office visits and tests and antibiotics etc in preparation, which has racked up a few decently sized bills. Nothing terribly big on its own, but it certainly has added up quickly. That paired with the out of pocket payment I will have to pay on the day of surgery and then the final bill once it arrives, though I'm far less concerned about the final bill at this time.

So! In celebration and to help with these expenses, I thought it would be a great time to offer a discounted rate for any trans/NB/gender non-conforming character!
The focus of the art doesn't have to be surrounding their gender identity or anything like that, either, and I'm open to both SFW and NSFW!

Examples are in my most recent submissions but you can also scroll through them here: https://toyhou.se/32229181.commissi.....s-open/gallery

Prices are as follows

Flat color bust is $15, normally $20
Flat color half body is $20, normally $30, + character $20
Flat full body is $50, normally $60 + character $30

NSFW fee can be discussed, complex characters/outfits/wings/props/etc may incur an extra fee. Inquire if you are unsure.
Environments are priced based on complexity.

Comment or note if you'd like to order one, or have any questions!

And if you dont want to commission but want to give a little bit, feel free to donate at either my kofi or gofund me!
https://ko-fi.com/mllllonsknlves/goal?g=14
https://gofund.me/ca11e94c

I mentioned this in an earlier journal, but my top surgery (after waiting 10+ years!!!!) is scheduled for May 7th! I am beyond excited, but there is still the stress of the financials that come with any medical appointment in the US, much less a surgery. Luckily, my insurance covers it, but I still have co-insurance, co-pay, deductibles, and the out of pocket maximum that I will have to fork over.

So, I have commissions open! I will be trying to get as many done before that date as I can (currently only have 2 in queue and one is already started), but do keep in mind that, at least for a week or two, I wont be able to draw much. I expect to get a decent amount of time off work before I have to return, so as soon as I can manage, I plan to jump back on the art horse, though!

You can find my prices and examples here: https://toyhou.se/32229181.commissi.....nd-trades-open

I also have a kofi to help fund what is essentially the downpayment on the day of surgery, which was estimated to be about $705: https://ko-fi.com/mllllonsknlves/goal?g=14
And a gofundme for the rest of the expenses: https://gofund.me/48e04760
The gfm amount is just an estimated amount for now based on my deductible/oop max, but I will update the amount once I get an actual bill.

Gonna be so real, I'm actually a fan of the April Fools Day banner FA put up, and I will genuinely miss it when its gone.
Aint even all that mad at the font choice either,,

I just got my approval letter for top surgery!!! Just have to call tomorrow to get it scheduled but I'm expecting May/June at the latest. So I want to open some commissions to help make payments towards my portion that my insurance doesn't cover.

All examples are flat color, I am not offering shading at this time (but feel free to ask if you'd like)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60150405/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60157703/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60322641/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56021299/

Prices:
Flat color bust is $20
Flat color half body is $30, + character $20
Flat full body is $60 + character $30

NSFW fee can be discussed, complex characters/outfits/wings/props/etc may incur an extra fee. Inquire if you are unsure.
Environments are priced based on complexity.

Got some designs that Ive yet to do much with or havent used in a while, so Im tossing them up for resale. Some more tentative than others.

https://toyhou.se/lofivoid/characte.....ags:1/tagged:s

Their worth is listed on their profile or name, some I am willing to haggle on, others not. Prefer money only but am open to mixed offers. Holds open for discussion.

Comment or DM!

I took a long break from the art/oc community and am trying to get back into it (again... tried a couple months ago and that didn't go well but here I am trying once more.)
Unfortunately due to the long break, I have become unattached to a number of my older designs. So I'm looking to get art of newer OCs in exchange for those designs!

Everyone here is open for offers: https://toyhou.se/lofivoid/characte.....ffer,on%20hold

Some do have a price that I am willing to resell for (you are welcome to haggle as well) and I am also open to design trades, but I'm primarily interested in art.
I am a bit picky, and there are a few I'm more tentative about, but feel free to comment or DM your offer!

I joined this site in college on a whim. I had always been into anthros but had never known that there was a word for it, much less an entire community. I called this place home for many many years. Had many ups and downs and eventually left the community for a few years.

On a whim, a couple months ago, I came back. I'm not nearly as active as I once was, and I'm not sure I ever will be again. I hope so, one day, to make new friends in this community, or rekindle old ones.

All this to say that I owe a lot to this site. I officially got serious about drawing thanks to this community. I pushed myself to improve and learn new things and I wouldn't be the artist I am today without it. If it wasn't for FA, I wouldn't have felt safe coming out as a trans man a decade ago. So. Rest in peace, Dragoneer, and thank you for everything. We will never forget you or everything you've done for this community. All of my thoughts and condolences to his friends and family.

I want to test the waters again for doing commissions, plus I need some funds for groceries. So, I've decided to open up two commission slots. Full body with color.

Style and quality will look like these examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56033519/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56030870/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56021299/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55831818/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55601893/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55537904/

I am willing to do NSFW, but I dont have any finished examples of that at this time, $10 extra for that. Willing to add an additional character for an extra charge that can be discussed, but I would prefer to keep these solo! Pretty open to everything else otherwise, fanart, human, furry, or subject matter!

Simply comment or note to claim a slot! Payment will be through paypal.

So I've been wanting to do more furry art lately because I want to get back into the swing of things. I dont feel comfortable enough with my speed or quality yet to try to open commissions BUT I want to light more of a fire under my butt to get art done than it would if I just opened freebies. So! I figured a good incentive would be to open art trades for some new kiddos I've gotten lately that I want art for!

Idk how much traction this is going to get, but feel free to lmk if you're interested! Not looking for anything super complex, but you can get an idea of what my style is like and what Im willing to offer through these recent examples of my work:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55537904/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55601893/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55831818/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55854942/

Just happened upon this raffle on the front page. The art drew my attention because its such a cool style, the raffle is just a bonus!
You should absolutely check out their page and join their raffle. I think they deserve all the attention they can get~

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55655488/

I'm returning to the community after not really being active for several years. I'm reviewing my OCs and decide its about time to do a purge and maybe get some new OCs or some art of ones I want to keep in return!

Anyone here is open for offers: https://toyhou.se/lofivoid/characte.....%20not%20offer

Comment or note if you're interested or have any questions!

Long time no see, huh? I am not really a part of the furry community anymore and I need some money for bills and medication, so I'm selling a few designs that I don't use anymore.

https://toyhou.se/softtop/character.....ged:for%20sale

The ones for offer are, as it states, for offer. They are worth more and I am willing to negotiate. Looking for around $200 each for them, and am willing to discuss potential payment plans.

If you just feel like helping out, it would be super appreciated and I can even doodle you something if you'd like!
https://ko-fi.com/waywardwol

So... life has been REALLY crazy the last couple weeks. My boyfriend and I had to go on a 36 hour round trip car drive to rescue a friend from a shitty living situation. They are currently living with us, but they don't currently have a job and the trip really hurt our funds, as well as my energy levels.

It's been a struggle to find energy to draw but I think I'm finally getting around to it, so apologies to those two kind patient folk who have been waiting orz

Money is EXTREMELY tight right now due to the extra body until they can get a job. They have a few things lined up, but it can take time to get settled and start getting paychecks.

If anyone is interested in a commission, I'm offering them at a discounted price with the catch that it might take a tiny bit longer than normal to complete. Usually my turnaround is 2ish weeks, and I don't anticipate it being longer than a month or so, but bear that in mind! If anyone is interested, feel free to let me know. $30 colored sketches will be reduced to $20, $50 flats to $40, and so on.

I've been drifting away from the fandom for some time. I just don't really draw much anymore, much less my own OCs, so I figured I'd try to part ways with as many as possible.

Mostly looking for art (art of the OCs I'm keeping as well as fanart)
But I will also look at design trades (will be picky) and money for those I can sell.
Please provide examples of art as well as how much/what type of art you are willing to do.
I will not be replying to every response right away.

Feel free to comment or note.

Designs can be found here: https://toyhou.se/softtop/character.....%20not%20offer

Just wanted to remind everyone that I've been uploading all my latest art on my new account softtop
I'll eventually upload everything here, but it will be way delayed. So make sure you go watch the new account if you want to be sure to stay up to date on all the art I've been doing! There are currently eight whole pieces that have been uploaded there that have not been uploaded here!
I might start doing "preview" uploads here, with cropped versions of the full piece that will link to the full size on my newer account, just to get more traffic over there. I'd like to stop using this profile entirely, but I just don't have the follower count over there to feel like I can let this one go entirely yet.

Also, I've been mostly active on twitter! Its a mixture of my personal thoughts, ffxiv screenshots, and my art, so if you're interested in all that, feel free to follow me there! https://twitter.com/softtop_