IF I HAVE DONATED TO YOU PLEASE DO NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT CHECKING MY WATCH LIST AND

LETTING THEM KNOW I AM DOING THIS AS MUCH AS I CAN IN CASE I HAVEN’T ALREADY.

IF I AM WATCHING YOU AND HAVE FOUND A WAY TO DONATE I AM DONATING ASAP.

HOW MUCH?

DON’T WORRY. IT WILL BE ENOUGH.

I’M GETTING PAID TO HIT THE GYM, AND I DON’T KNOW WHY.

IMMA LOSE 100 FUCKING POUNDS FOR Y’ALL. NOT HARMING MYSELF, BUT I MUST DO THIS FOR YOU. PLEASE UNDERSTAND.

IF I HAVEN’T FOUND A WAY TO DONATE TO YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT IT IS.

THANK YOU.

You know what? No. If you’re on this profile you deserve better than a small thing about my life.

You may notice throughout what I say here that I talk about transformation as if it’s possible right now and anyone can do it. That’s not true, right?

Why do I say that? How do I do it?

Simulations of course. The grand (and perhaps only) part of my meditation.

Wearing a suit is great for a lot of people, I noticed. It changes lives, our hearts and minds, for the better. However, I fear that cost, size and keeping it in good condition would be exceptionally difficult. I have trouble doing that with my plushies/friends sometimes.

What if I just pretended to transform by meditation, if I were to focus on the different “changing” parts of my body, even parts I don’t have like tails, wings and extra legs? That’d be pretty sweet, actually. I’ve found it saves a lot of time that I could have spent lamenting being unable to keep a suit clean (cause I do actually suck at that).

Obviously my favorite part is growing a tail, and it seems the number of other people who like that as well is growing rapidly by the day.

I can’t tell people how to live their lives.

That said, being a Yoshi’s pretty cool where I’m from. I recommend it. If you want me to type up an average experience, please note or comment.

You will not be disappointed.

Thanks for reading,
ThatOneGuyWithANintendoSwitch

I definitely still like Riolu, Rockruff and Sylveon. In fact this journal’s more like a reminder that I also want people to see.

I may get some more plushies, you see.

We’ll see what happens and if it all works out you, the reader, will be the first to know.

noun

(1) Thinking you did something wrong, meaning that you, in that situation, would have to pay the full price,

even though you never did anything wrong in the first place and you're pretty much crying over nothing despite the stares you think everyone's giving you. You know, those empty stares? The ones that sometimes don't have any expression? Maybe it's the pictures where you look at someone getting rebuked or punished and you think you're in that picture? You think you're in the wrong and everything's your fault?

You know what I mean.

Leave a note for yourself next time.

I've read a lot of stories lately.



I like them.



I just don't like the Mental Regression ones.


No, actually, it's not that. The writing's good, the author's good, but here I am thinking this could happen to me.

Do you know what Alzheimer's is? I don't think they have a direct correlation except for one thing.

The effect of slowly losing your memory and/or who you are as a person, to me, feels equivalent to the characters losing their minds. Regressing. Losing control. Losing freedom of choice. Losing free will.

THINGS WE DO NOT WANT TO LOSE, AND MY GREAT-GRANDPARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH THAT. Yes, I might be a depressed person who sometimes perhaps incorrectly thinks of himself as worthless or undeserving of kindness, BUT I FEEL THAT NO ONE DESERVES TO FEEL THAT MUCH PAIN.

Paranoia about this has gotten the better of me for the majority of about four years, and of course I have to forget that things like this don't exist. These people aren't real. Nothing has actually happened to them in person. I swear I tell myself that every time, every sentence. Nothing has actually happened to them. Nothing has actually happened to them. Nothing has actually happened to them. Nothing has actually happened to them.

It doesn't work.

There's one upside to this, though. All the writers did was impress, and get themselves another reader. Nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing purposefully made to scare people, because other people can take jokes and understand that some things are imagination at best. I can't do that much anymore.

Their writing is great, but my reaction is not.

Please tell me this will work.

I - Irealize that I’m dreaming now but I can’t awaken. Wesss
still I can’t move an inch I’m paralyzed [/i]

i've been socially active on this site for less than a week and i might have already gotten blocked by somebody.


No warning notice by the staff or anything, so that's different.

That's been happening a lot to me for some reason. It's not recent or anything, quite the opposite actually. Anything I did three years ago, it's just now come to kick me for something I've already forgotten.



Of course, I'm sorry. It's just strange; in an ideal situation where you apologize for something you don't know (exactly) what you did, it looks to me that there's less you can do.


That's not fair, is it? They should know everything, shouldn't t-shouldn'tthey?

AHHAHHAHAH I AM SO ENERGETIC



ALL OF THESE EVENLY PLACED HASH BROWNS




i am so awake

I want to see if I'm not alone on this website. I know that's pretty obviously wrong, but just to be sure so I don't forget.

I partake in a sort of nightly meditation that rather mimics basic standards of transformation. Through meditation I find that no species is hard to become, except on the first time because you're learning.

I'm mentioning this because a few stories I recently read have given me a bit of an idea.

Depending on the type of content I'm looking for, I've noticed over the years there's a serious amount of art and especially stories that I don't quite have the privilege of seeing on other websites. Everyone has their specialty, but I do believe I've hit the jackpot. As that goes on, I also find more and more interesting artists and storytellers to follow.

Case in point, @DuskShadowBrony, just at the moment because there are a lot of other people, but there's a lot of results unless you filter them through types or sort-bys. I mention this account specifically because I notice something most in "A Teddy's Duty," just to name one gem among several others, that may or may not largely affect the storyline.


When I meditate, it involves consciously and physically pairing up with the character, in case you wouldn't understand each other without this to correct the situation.

When people regress past the point of talking, they can still think. If we aren't mentally paired up with the person regressing, I get the feeling that there's a lot we're missing.

I'm uncertain on if this has been researched before, or if it's intentional, but I do find that there's a lot more you can understand about your characters with meditation.

By controlled regression, I am not proposing to stop at a certain point. I am proposing that when the regressee gets too young to talk, we can still understand what he's thinking.

One person I don't quite remember the name of argued that in regression, your mind is the last thing to go. That having been said, if you want to know what someone that young is thinking,