Yep guys, today is the sharks Bday uvu
The big 30 hehe

It was an alright day for the most part since technically I started a job today XD
I had mixed feelings for the most part ^^;
Oh well...the weekend us here!!
Time to par tay! >.</

OH....MY....GOD..... O_________________________________________________O

Hi Everyone,

So I've been back from my vacation since Sunday and already back to work ;3;
It was definitely a very awesome trip overall and I wish I couldve stay slightly longer! So as some of you know, I went to Orlando and of course Disneyworld.....again (you know that was bound to happen xp). We went to all the parks and it was very handy to have a Park Hopper in case :) We also got to go to 'Mickey's Very Merry Chrismas Party' where I got to meet Judy and Nick from Zootopia as they are rare characters to meet <3 They also had stalls where they handed out cookies and hot chocolate and the shows and parade were so beautiful ;w; Also it snows on Main Street adding to the surroundings!
I might just skip out for the next year or two and we are hoping to go to either Mexico or Canada next year! Just gotta save up again! >_<;

Anywho, that is all for now folks! Thanks for reading and take care all! ^^

"B"

Hey guys,

I will be going away to Orlando on Thursday for about 10 days. Ill be in Disneyworld for the most part and will be exploring around Orlando as well ofc uvu . We are hoping to go to Universal this time but not counting on it ^^;
So though I'd let you guys know in case someone questions if Ive gone missing in action lol
About time I get this well deserved vacation ;w;

Also, Have a Happy Halloween!

Anywho, that's all for now :)

"B"

EXPECT MORE SHARKS SOON!!! >:3

Just wanted to rid that previous depressing journal ^^;

Hope you guys are doing well ;w;
Thank you to all who keep supporting me! Much love and appreciation! <3

"B"

Hey guys,

I apologize again if anyone had to read this below depressing journal. It seems that I caused some negative vibes unfortunately :(
Im feeling abit better now at least but I think from now on I will not be posting journals like these ever again. I think it's doing more damage than helping getting it off my chest.

Thanks for understanding everyone

"B"

---

My mind has just been filled with a lot of thoughts tonight to the point I cannot sleep well. I've been getting these doubts of questioning if people really value my friendship because I get the feeling that it is not the case....like I'm just some toy to them that they only want to use when they want to and cast you aside when it's over and done with.

Youre probably wondering why I am just bringing this up suddenly. Well, there's just been a few instances in the recent past that has brought this up but it boils down to one big one that totally and unexpectedly punched me in the gut hard. I've basically kept it to a few friends.....until now.
Ill start with the minors first. Recently, I see that certain people have been avoiding me like I'm the plague but suck up to others. Cuz every time I try to strike up a conversation with them they don't want to talk me but would talk more with others. It's not that I'm constantly talking to them but does it hurt to say hi in return rather than let me do all the work?? Then they say "I'm too shy that's why" . But not too "shy" to talk to some other big shot huh?

Another thing that really upsets me is when people don't acknowledge that I take MY time to do something for them. No thank you's, no acknowledgement whatsoever?
See if I ever do anything for you anymore....

Then there's the big one. I'm sure a lot of you would know who exactly I'm referring to in the coming words. Let's just say he's an ex-best friend who no longer walks on DA. Honestly I feel like my friendship was a lie. They dumped me for some other friends apparently and want nothing to do with me anymore. And I'm here asking myself "why"?? What did I do wrong to deserve this torture?? I've tried so many ways to contact this person even when they are obviously around. I just get ignored and I feel like it's the biggest back stab ever, One of my best friends who I grew up on DA from the start... just abandons me. It not only breaks my heart but it also creates this hate for them. The very sad part is that it's spawn these other negative thoughts. If it could happen with them....it can happen with my friends and that's what is really upsetting me. I've developed this "fear" that drives me mental when I feel the slightest thing is goes wrong with me and other friends.

i really don't want to think these thoughts but because of past events, it's stuck with me and I find it really hard to let it go. Trust me I just want to put it in the past but there always something that triggers those bad memories. I'm sure it'll be fine for me in time but for now, it's just a deep wound that needs time to heal

I apologize for the rant but I just needed to get this one off my chest.
I just want to say a big thank you for those who have still stuck by my side to this day. Those are the people I really cherish the most.

"B"

Just a quick question but I wanted to ask my watchers, what would you be interested to see me draw more content or new content of? Specifics! Can be SFW and NSFW as well. I won't judge on your taste....we all have our kinks afterall. ;)

Let me know ! :)

"B"

Hello everyone,

Just wanted to let you guys know that Im alright and we've been spared of Irma's onslaught ;w;
We got the outer bands only, so there wasnt much to worry about. The southern Islands werent as luck unfortunately as they got hit harder but the damage wasnt as bad as they were on the first set of Caribbean Islands to get hit by Irma.

Unfortunately, Irma is not through just yet and is about to hit Flordia along the west coast. Let's keep these guys in our thoughts and prayers! ;w;
Best of luck to them!

Thanks everyone for checking on me to see if I was ok! <3 <3 <3

"B"

Greetings friends,

As some of you know, there is a Hurricane that's been brewing in the Atlantic for some time now. Hurricane Irma has become a Category 5 and is about to hit the Leeward Islands and Puerto Rico. Based on the latest tracking, the southern part of the Bahamas will be affected mostly (unless Irma suddenly changes course)

We have begun preparations over the weekend for the most part in case. We are hoping that it will divert away from everyone back into the Atlantic. For those in our neighboring countries who might be affected before us, PLEASE stay safe out there! ;3;
Will be posting updates of how things develop.

Thanks guys

"B"

Hey guys!

So my awesome friend  kb-unlimited is on the brink of getting 1000 watchers and I thought I'd mention for you guys to check his works out :3
He's been doing alotta animated YCHs and other commissions as of late , in addition to his ongoing webcomics series 'Demitails'! ^^
Not sure what exactly he has in store for the milestone celebration but you can check in with him to see! I'd appreciate giving his page a look :D

 kb-unlimited  kb-unlimited  kb-unlimited

Thanks guys!!

"B"

Yep guys

The-B-Meister is back on FA. I cant believe it myself but here I am writing to you guys after returning from what turned out to be a 5 month hiatus. Im in complete shock myself tbh.
But anyways, most of you are wondering....."Why did you leave suddenly?". Well tbh, I thought I didnt belong here anymore at the point....like, I didnt fit in you can say and some of the people here kinda turned me off. Honestly, it did feel alot better being away from here but eventually I did start feeling bad leaving some of my friends who are only active here and not on DA (or not as active).
So yea, for those of you who do not know, Ive been full-time on DA since the leave. Despite coming back....my main focus will still be on DA BUT I will post on here as well ofc.
Not sure how you guys felt about me leaving suddenly with no headsup.....but I really needed to be away from here you can say. And for that, I apologize ;3; I've done alot of drawings since ofc, so expect me to post some very soon.
Anywho, I hope things will be better this time then previously. We'll see how things go.
I hope you guys understand. And I want to thank everyone who have still stayed by my side despite leaving ;w;
Thanks guys

"B"

Online!

picarto.tv/thebmeister

All welcome!

"B

Hey guys,

Decided to post another Meet n' Greet journal with yours truly since it's been awhile and of course the first for the year :)

Im sure some of you have kept up with recent events in my life. 2017 didnt start so well for me but that doesnt mean the rest of the year has to be bad.
Art has been on the slow side but I will continue to post of course :) Ive just had so many projects Ive been tackling lately.....mostly collabs but I want to focus on personal projects very soon.

So how are you guys doing for the year so far? Anything new? New Years Resolutions?

Also havent heard from certain people in awhile ;3; Just wanna make sure if things are fine between me and whoever. Sometimes I feel like I mightve said something that might've upset them :( Hope you are ok

"B"

Hey guys so I finally got Internet at home again!
Yay! XD

Almost went without it for 2 weeks @___@
So now to catch up on drawings and such ;v; This week has been so busy too!

Good to be back!

"B"

I havent had internet at home for the past week or so and the Cable company wont be available to fix it until Wednesday ;3; So for now Ive been using my work internet as well as my phone data sparingly ^^;
Im hoping to get back in action by Wednesday. Until then, things will be a lil less active.

Also we had our Grandmothers funeral on Saturday. It was quite emotional overall for the family but it was a beautiful send-off and well attended funeral. She was well known and will be missed by many.

Hope to see you guys soon!

Thank you for the ongoing support!

"B"

To those who left messages and gave condolences for me and the family.
They are very much appreciated!! <3
I am holding up well atm at least. The funeral for my grandmother is next Saturday. Will try stay strong for the rest of the week.

Thank you guys For the love and support <3

"B"

I was awakened this morning to find out that my grandmother had passed away at her home. :( As some kid you all know, she was in the hospital for the past month due to complications with her breathing as well as having stomach pains. She was a fighter... As we thought she was going to die in hospital due to some close moments where she was weak. But fortunately she was able to make it home and die in peace. She has been through slot and I'm upset she is finally passed on but I'm also glad she doesn't have to suffer anymore.
Not sure when the funeral is but it'll probably be the middle or end of next week.
Until then, I think I will be taking things easy with art and other activities as I just started drawing again last night and recovering from art block.
We'll see how things go from here.

Thank you all for understanding my friends.

Take care

"B"

Even though it's not official yet here, I wanted to wish each and every one of you guys a Happy New Year! May 2017 bring alot more positive things to light compared to 2016.

All the best!! <3

"B"

https://picarto.tv/thebmeister
All welcome!!

http://www.thedorsalfin.com/wp-cont.....hite-shark.jpg

Hope you all have a great day fellow sharks and humans!! :3
Cheers!!

"B"

So I finally moved into the new condo after months of waiting to get things finalized!
We arent fully settled yet and have a few boxes to unpack but I can say we are officially moved in!!! ^^

It's so great to finally be living in our own place again after staying and my mom and dad's home for a few months in order to save some money from rent.

What does this mean? Well for one Ill be able to stream more often again without nosey people interrupting @_@
Drawings are to resume again full time as well! Though it might be a lil slow for the Christmas season. Will play by air.

In other news, my Grandmother is still in hospital unfortunately but they are looking to transfer her home soon. Hopefully before Christmas day. Things have been rather stressful for the whole family as of late because of this. But she is hanging in there at least.

Anywho guys, I just wanted to update you all in case youre wondering why I have been MIA lately.

Thanks!

"B"

Hey guys since we finally got sorted out with the new home, I will be moving stuff and preparing the new place for the the next couple days. So expect very low activity for the time being until we get sorted with everything.

hope you guys are well!

"B"

And it's been rather crazy so far ^^; Like.....REALLY crazy....good and bad.

Well first let me start with the good stuff. Me and the wife have FINALLY closed out the deal to get our new home!! And it just had to be on my B-day as well XD I have a feeling this was set up like this after waiting so long >___> But oh well! XD Hopefully we'll be getting the keys VERY soon.

Though on the bad side, my grandmother is in hospital :( We did find out what is wrong and the doctors are working hard to help her out. She is in a good spirits at least so thats the positive side of it.

We'll see how the rest of the day goes and I hope it only gets better from here ;v;
Thanks to every for the Birthday wishes so far!! ^^ <3

"B"

Welp it finally happened. I made it to 500 watchers.
It took me two years as of exactly tommorrow to make it this far. All that blood and sweat to go into these drawings. The numerous attempts to engage my watchers and make new friends as well.
Sure I should be glad I made it this far....Yet it still feels rather bittersweet for me to be honest.
After all, it's just a silly number. Kinda sad to see me struggle while I watch some new guys start a new account more recently only for me to be beaten out in only a matter of months....some accounts just simply being reposts of commission/gift works (no disrespect to those users of course). Still kinda have those doubts whether I should continue onwards or not. I keep changing my mind.
Anyways I digress...
Allow me to thank everyone who has been there for me from the start. I much appreciate the ongoing support guys! Hopefully things will loook up in the near future.
Thanks guys

"B"

Just wanna say I hope you guys have a great, safe and delicious Thanksgiving Day!
Now go forth and eat your turkey sticks uvu

*chomp chomp*

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vu3-LrV2_xc

"B"