Well seeing how FA is turning more and more hostile towards ABDL art, I'm leaving. I will no longer be posting here. It's getting fucking stupid and I am sick of it. I will likely be moving to IB as at least there I won't be banned for posting art of my character as a charmander... I will porabbly be posting a link to that in time. I'm not removing any art so if it's get striked down here whatever I no longer care.

Due to ALOT of bs going on I'm likely going to just end up nuking everything in my gallery instead of having to comb though and pick and chose what might be okay. So I'm just going to nuke it and maybe place it elsewhere, but for now I'm just going to remove it all before someone gets me suspended... AGAIN or even banned. But for now save what you want as I might be moving them. It's sad it's gotten to this point mostly because of vauge wording which REALLY pisses me off to no end.

I would do that now, but 1 I'm lazy, and 2 I work 11 to close tonight which isn't fun. So just a heads up.

Yeah, been a year now, And it's still nice.

Sure doesn't feel like it sometimes, but well here we are, 11 years later and wow I have changed a good bit since I first joined.

Well that's one shot down, just one more to go! I even got that neato card! No I won't share it cus I know some people are stupid and will do things they shouldn't, but I am good to go so far!

I figured I'd go ahead and make a discord server for the sake of managing people far easier. For the sake of making everything easier, if you wish to join the sever, message me and I will send you an invite. Note we are playing the Java version so if you are using the Bed Rock version or whatever else it's likely not compatible so be aware of that! So with that out of the way, I will likely add people tonight and get the server up and running and we'll go from there.

Been thinking about it because my brother got a laptop and we played minecraft for a while, and thought about maybe starting up a server again and maybe a discord if we get enough people, or I can get around to that kind of thing. So just wondering if anyone would be interested in joining, I'll have my brother ask if any of his friends would want to join as well. I'll have an update on this in a day or two based on what kind of answers I get. Just note it will be several others so no fetish talk or anything like that. Just a server for minecraft and what my brand of chaos in constitution will exist.

I have survived for 28 years on this rock! And this is this first birthday in my own apartment! :3

So I got a new job and I get to start working on monday, so yay to that and it seems like a nice place to work so I'm all for it.

I got fired, so my day sucks, I'll be looking for a job tomorrow...

But is that new? Shouldn't be really as I am always lazy about SOMETHING.

Anyways, this is kind of an update journal so unless you are in the string of people I talk to often changes have been made as of late.

1) I have moved out, into my own apartment with my brother, so that's been done for like 2 and a half months now.
2) I have diapers and let me say this 1, diapering on your own in not as easy as you'd think and 2, WORTH IT!
3) I've been stupidly obcessed over Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate on Switch. And super hyped for Rise when that comes out in march.
4) Work is hell, but that's nothing new though, just stating cus 2 weeks in a row of over time sucks, but the check is so nice... help
5) I think that's about it for now.

Anyways I'll be around, then again I'm not hard to find.

I should have my own place by the end of the month! This is huge for me! I'm super excited! And we literally just our security deposit in today! I will have my own place soon! I'm super excited for it!

I don't know what to call it other than a... requirements for if you want to RP with me, now granted, my friends who I know VERY WELL don't have to apply because I've known them for well... a long time. I might make one of these soon. I might do that tomorrow night, if I'm not dead tired or forget.

I can confirm, I had it and boy does it SUCK, mostly cus I am TRYING to go back to work... welp I dunno how or when I can go back, but soon would be nice.

And it's my birthday again yay, I won't be around much, cus we are going to be doing stuff.

Please do not leave the subject line of a journal blank, I cannot click on it, and selects it like I want to erase it or something. Please it drive me crazy. I don't know is others have the same issue, but it's really annoying to me.

And I haven't posted cus damn I'm lazy!

Yeah to anyone who didn't know or noticed, my laptop has been broken for about a month. And I'm back so hi! Also I have Pokemon Sword and it's a great game, been having fun. Annnnnnd I found a way to manipulate the game to give me the G max pokemon I want, and I already got Gmax Charazard, and NO it wasn't the one Leon gives >;3 I am a beast!

TURN OFF AUTO-SAVE AS SOON AS YOU CAN! There is a bug that will fuck up your SD card and corrupt your save files! I don't care your thoughts on the game, I'm just passing on the word because this is one nasty bug on release. It will hopefully be patched soon, but just to be safe for now if you are on digital turn off the auto-save.

I checked my blood sugar, 135.. SOOOO I'm now paying close attention to what I'm eating, lower carbs and no sugar to lower this number, which hopefully means lower weight as well so I can stop this now and preventing becoming diabetic while I still can.

Ya know... I've been thinking a lot lately and I made a interesting connection. Between Char and myself, namely with relationships. With every relationship I've tried I always end up the one who ends up breaking it all.

And its an odd thought. With Char in every single cannon universe Char's parents are dead and gone. There is not a single universe where they live. So Char is more or less on his own.

But I know what you're thinking "But Char, you have Violet taking care of you." Well yes and no. Violet does care for Char, but he never calls her mom or sees her that way, because he knows shes not his mother nor can she be replaced.

Now then as I think about that I realized I kind of push people away without realizing I do. Because Char is on his own, as am I most times. So its odd I have friends and I love them, but I try not to rely on them knowing that I can't do that.

Because Char and myself are on our own. I think this is part of a big reason being in a relationship with me isn't really going to work. I just do this and I never meant to... Maybe I'm thinking too deep into this. I dont know really. Its just an odd thought I had.

Just a repost from my twitter,

Being broke sucks got $20 for food til Thursday.

Well it's the same as ever ask me questions, I'll answer them and as always no limit on what you wanna ask.

And if you want me to answer them on twitter I do have a Curious Cat too: https://curiouscat.me/The_Char_Char

Why does life hate me? First I cut my finger on a meat slicer, then my glasses broke... I fixed them... but now what? I mean really what do i need to prep for...