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Posted 11 years agoHey guys,
For those who know me, you know that the furry fandom has been incredibly cruel to me. I have had so much hurt and heartbreak, and it has not been anything like I had expected.
For those who I may not have spoke to, and honestly I have been ignoring most people who are furry for a bit, it is nothing personal. Everything furry just seems to hurt.
I even had finally got my fursuit months ago, and I only just recently opened it to try it on (and I only tried the head on, not even the paws/feet), and I haven't touched it since. I am just so incredibly jaded by everything furry.
I am starting to be interested again, I mean... I did try my suit on, and I just logged onto FA which I haven't in so long. But I am really worried about being hurt again. And honestly, those who have hurt me have changed me into a person I don't like. I am so sad and angry all of the time, I used to be ok. It's been over a year since the worst of my ex's, and I am still not over how cruel he was to me. I am not over how some of the furs at meets have treated me. I am not over how people I thought were friends stabbed me in the back. I have not been ok for a long while now.
You might see me again someday, maybe soon, but I have been very jaded and I have needed a break. I will see you guys when I see you.
For those who know me, you know that the furry fandom has been incredibly cruel to me. I have had so much hurt and heartbreak, and it has not been anything like I had expected.
For those who I may not have spoke to, and honestly I have been ignoring most people who are furry for a bit, it is nothing personal. Everything furry just seems to hurt.
I even had finally got my fursuit months ago, and I only just recently opened it to try it on (and I only tried the head on, not even the paws/feet), and I haven't touched it since. I am just so incredibly jaded by everything furry.
I am starting to be interested again, I mean... I did try my suit on, and I just logged onto FA which I haven't in so long. But I am really worried about being hurt again. And honestly, those who have hurt me have changed me into a person I don't like. I am so sad and angry all of the time, I used to be ok. It's been over a year since the worst of my ex's, and I am still not over how cruel he was to me. I am not over how some of the furs at meets have treated me. I am not over how people I thought were friends stabbed me in the back. I have not been ok for a long while now.
You might see me again someday, maybe soon, but I have been very jaded and I have needed a break. I will see you guys when I see you.
Fursuit
Posted 11 years agoOk... so... I have seen progress on both Damon and my fursuits... and I am SO happy with them! My Dal head looks SOOOOO adorable! I have seen some funky ones out there, but this... omg, so happy!
My Bunny
Posted 12 years agoJust a little over a week until he get's here... and Christmas will still be set up and waiting for him for when he walks in the door.
Kohta, just remember that in the fury of your darkest hour... I will be your light, because I burn for you with everything I am. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pQu.....woptions=false
Kohta, just remember that in the fury of your darkest hour... I will be your light, because I burn for you with everything I am. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pQu.....woptions=false
Free Art Raffle
Posted 12 years agoHey guys,
Apparently there is a new rule where people cannot ask other's to post journals, which has a friend of mine rather bummed because he has a raffle going, so I am just doing it it because I would like to let other's know there is some really good free art going on.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:37410313
From what I understand about the new rules he mentioned which are somewhere, I can still post this, but he just cannot ask for people to post a journal... but please let me know if I am mistaken!
Apparently there is a new rule where people cannot ask other's to post journals, which has a friend of mine rather bummed because he has a raffle going, so I am just doing it it because I would like to let other's know there is some really good free art going on.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:37410313
From what I understand about the new rules he mentioned which are somewhere, I can still post this, but he just cannot ask for people to post a journal... but please let me know if I am mistaken!
I am so happy
Posted 12 years agoI have a new mate and I could not be happier.
He is incredible in EVERY way. This guy has been very good to me and makes me feel completely loved... and I mean completely, which is a first. I have had no doubts about him, which is also a first. I have been friends with him for quite a while and I know he is a good person with a great heart... he is also gorgeous too and you can't beat that! I like most of his music, all but a few songs here and there, we already have a bucketlist of movies to watch, we have been spending all night on the phone and/or internet together... I feel like I am in HS talking to a first love. He makes me want to travel the world, to explore new things, and again... he makes me so incredibly happy. I absolutely adore him.
<3
He is incredible in EVERY way. This guy has been very good to me and makes me feel completely loved... and I mean completely, which is a first. I have had no doubts about him, which is also a first. I have been friends with him for quite a while and I know he is a good person with a great heart... he is also gorgeous too and you can't beat that! I like most of his music, all but a few songs here and there, we already have a bucketlist of movies to watch, we have been spending all night on the phone and/or internet together... I feel like I am in HS talking to a first love. He makes me want to travel the world, to explore new things, and again... he makes me so incredibly happy. I absolutely adore him.
<3
I'm a dog. I like socks.
Posted 12 years agoWatch this! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swmuqGWgZCc
Dear person of interest...
Posted 12 years agoDear person of interest,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you. I think I realized it last year when you peed your pants in your closet and I saw you sit on my corned beef hash. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that we're related. I'm returning your toe ring but keeping your photo with the mustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the moose poaching and your cucumber-fetishism is weird.
Please don't hurt me,
~Thedd
I don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you. I think I realized it last year when you peed your pants in your closet and I saw you sit on my corned beef hash. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that we're related. I'm returning your toe ring but keeping your photo with the mustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the moose poaching and your cucumber-fetishism is weird.
Please don't hurt me,
~Thedd
Huzzah for AC!
Posted 12 years agoJeff and I have an inexpensive room for AC with out fursuiters which is really exciting (Although, our suits will not be done for AC) and we will be riding up with out good friend Romi.
Not to mention it will be completely drama free because I don't have to worry about a slutty ex sleeping around with half the con... lol.
So everything is a go for us being at AC! I can't wait to see what an actual convention is like!
I hope to see some of my buddies there!
Not to mention it will be completely drama free because I don't have to worry about a slutty ex sleeping around with half the con... lol.
So everything is a go for us being at AC! I can't wait to see what an actual convention is like!
I hope to see some of my buddies there!
Fureffect Raffle
Posted 12 years ago
fureffect is doing a raffle for an awesome drawing, and I am trying for the free slot for Jeff while bidding on a paid slot for myself!!! The link is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10783064/
Love
Posted 12 years agoYou can't say I didn't love you.
That I didn't give you my all.
That I didn't sacrifice and compromise.
That I wasn't afraid.
That I wasn't brave.
That I wasn't stupid.
That I wasn't wise.
You can't say I didn't try...
You can't say I didn't love you...
My heart will mend. It always does.
- Written and posted by
ives
That I didn't give you my all.
That I didn't sacrifice and compromise.
That I wasn't afraid.
That I wasn't brave.
That I wasn't stupid.
That I wasn't wise.
You can't say I didn't try...
You can't say I didn't love you...
My heart will mend. It always does.
- Written and posted by
ives