SOrry I haven't been around as much. I had a stroke of amazing luck
just recently and have very busy.

I was asked to be in a cover band.

Now I've been in many original bands, writing bass to songs as they are
created is usually how I do things, just seems easier for me. But playing
songs that are already written is both fun and challenging. Other musicians
styles and genres I don't normally play. And to be perfectly honest... I really
haven't an ear for these things, so between videos, tabs and alot of practice
I have been working hard on this.

If all goes well it could mean a chance to make alittle extra money doing
something that I totally love to do ^.^

“Don’t Call it a come back, I’ve been here for years!”

I’ve been in the fandom, sorta, since about 2003. I was active for
a while, changed species a few times, trying to figure out who I am
or who I wanted to be, when I should have been trying to figure out
who I was supposed to be, which I’ll get to in a paragraph or 2.

I landed on rabbit a few time, so here is where I’ll stay. It has a lot of
meaning to me in many ways. But I am going back to being a dutch rabbit,
not a black rabbit, not an orange rex or any other kinda rabbit. I am a
black and white dutch. “But you have an all black rabbit fursuit”. Yes,
indeed I do. I love my fursuit, though I haven’t had much opportunity to wear
her. She has been renamed “LAPIN NOIR” and will be making a proper
debut soon…ish…

Now on to true purpose of this lengthy journal.

Yeah, I disappeared for a bit there, was little lost for a bit, but I’m back.
I have a clearer path than ever before. I know exactly what I want and
need in life. Just took me a bit to figure it out and get the pieces together
and some semblance of order.

So there a lot of changes, both occurring and to occur. Some of you already
know the biggest, most important ones, some will find it little shocking, some
will probably be like “I thought so”. Some of you may even have figured it out
from things on my profile information.

But here it is: I am trans. I am transgender. I have always been told if you
don’t like your life or something about your life, change it. SO I am. I have
been on hormones for almost 2 years. But only half of them… sadly I’m
allergic to the testosterone blocker, but I am also looking for better medical
so that may change. I have been getting laser to rid my face of horrible facial
hair, I have been dieting a lot, 6 months or so I have lost approx. 50Lbs or so.

Now for the hardest part. When you are born your parents name you. Then
later you can change it if you want. But for something like this it was… it was
difficult. I had started this out, thinking I knew what I wanted to be called. For
almost two years I had a few call me this. But it never seemed to fit quite right.
SO I’m not going to tell you what that name was, instead I’ll tell you what I
finally chose.

My name is Mackenzie. But please, you need not be formal, Kenzi is fine. Or if
you prefer, Primrose or Prim are perfectly good too.

I’ve been working very hard. This path is not an easy one, but I am up for the
adventure. I have a lot of love and support from family and friends so the journey
will be less difficult than it could be.

So that’s where I have been for so long.

Now, for those of you who know me and know where I work, please use my fur
name only. My work doesn’t know shit about me and I’d currently like to keep it that
way. So if you come to my place of work, simple stick to calling me Prim.

Thank you all for reading this, if you have questions I will try to answer them
as best as I can.


*~Primrose Rabbit