I think I should get my feelings out here, since I've been hiding them for a while, just didn't wanna carry my emotions over to you. So anyways, I was diagnosed with depression about a year ago, found out right after I had gone to CATC (the Child and Adolescent Treatment Centre) and yeah, I admit it, I'm a minor, 16 years old, and honestly one of my biggest fears when I started making fatfur stuff was "oh god, what if they find out about this and I get harassed over it?" honestly I'm gonna be anxious as hell when I post this, cause I feel like it'll turn some people away from me. Anyways I'm getting off track, so yeah, things haven't been going too well, recently lost a friendship, thankfully didn't hit me as hard cause we barely talked to begin with. School's been.. a mess to say the least, I've been put in my own little area to work, but my ADHD ass just messes around on my phone instead of working. There's more stuff I wanna talk about but I think I might leave it for another day, I've gone on for long enough.

So on Wednesday I'm going on a trip with a bunch of people to Winnipeg! We're gonna be learning some things, bonding together, AND I get to share a hotel room with like, 5 other boys (I can't lie when I heard that it made me internally blush a little, boys are so cute istg) so yeah, I won't be able to comment, favorite posts and stuff until probably Friday starting Wednesday, love you guys! <3

I'm gonna try not to vent too much, but a lot of stuff has happened this weekend, so basically, I fucked up, heavily, I made my ex really uncomfy, made jokes about kissing her and stuff, that and sending inflation, which I heavily recommend NOT doing in a gc, and she's ignored my apology, I've been moping about it for days, doesn't help that I was diagnosed with depression almost 2 years ago.

Sooooo, my laptop couldn't connect to wifi today, I literally have to use a hotspot on my phone to get wifi, there's a chance it might have to do with the laptop itself, but I'm not sure, but depending on whether it is or not, I probably won't be able to upload for a bit ;w;

I know that doesn't seem like a lot! But damn it feels amazing! Just the fact that 15 people like my art that much is just so surreal to me, thank you all! <3

So some stuff happened today, I'd rather not get into it but essentially I'm gonna be taking a break from drawing fatfurs and stuff, I feel like I need some to do other stuff with my page, which is likely what you'll see for a bit!

So I just wanna say: yeah I'm still doing art, despite the fact that I haven't uploaded in a week. There's been a few reasons why I haven't been uploading. Mostly because I have a decently sized project in the works right now, and I'm kinda failing to get the motivation to finish it, especially today since I'm going through technically a break up. I won't go on about it but just know I'll be fine, even if I'm struggling a lot mentally.

So, this has been on my mind for a while, but I've been wondering if I should actually start doing fatfur/inflation drawings, it's been tempting, but I'm heavily worried about it sorta ruining my reputation. :P What do you guys think?