I said may in the title because I've been proven wrong before.

Anyways, I will not be using this profile -as much- if not at all in the future. So if you were watching me, or still are interested in watching me, I will have moved to a secondary profile, which I will link in this journal.

Sorry if this springs any inconvenience on my friends, now or future friends alike.

 DarkDivide19

Signing off for maybe the last time,
Ilmax Kruxereg

Was there ever a time when you asked the hypothetical question that goes as follows: "If I was never born/killed myself now, would there be a difference in the world or the community I live in?"

I'm considering this question now... the first rendition, of course, since I'm not pondering suicide.

Would any of you guys feel like helping me answer this question?

This guy's gonna be doing an entire collection of art pieces for mostly all the species in existance! Check it out if you want while there's still room for your species in the queue!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3872098


GO CHECK IT OUT!

1) A couple new OCs are now mine. Want a list?
- Eroxa: (F) Renamon, 5'6'' and 120lbs or so. Her slim body makes her nimble and quick, two things a Renamon should be.
- Sky Dive: (M) Dragon 5'10'' and 170lbs or so. His powerful wings enable him to glide gracefully through the air or plummet vertically from the highest heights in a matter of seconds.
- Stellar Wind: (F) Cryophoenix 6' and 140 lbs or so. Her icy cold body can cut through the most intense of flame and her powerful wings can beat blizzards if she so chose.

2) If you guys were interested, I'm now open for story trades. Just detail what you would like in a note and I'll get to it... more than likely in a timely matter considering it takes time to write a story. These stories can be traded for art or other stories.... whichever one you'd like.


Well, that's all for now!
See ya later guys!
-Ilmax Kruxereg

Hey guys.

A couple of things to say here, some good and some bad.

1) My brother and sister are back from their first day of school . It feels really weird since I'm not exactly used to being out of highschool yet. I dunno, it's good to be out of school, but my job is all I have now to keep me busy.

2) My computer's crashed. This was the bad news in question to let you guys know. My parents had promised me a new computer for graduating high school 3 months ago and still have not been able to get it. It was fine back when I was able to use my laptop as a desktop by connecting it to a monitor, but now that I am unable to use it without a bootup disc, I dunno. It just seems weird to not have a computer anymore. I'm currently posting from my brother's laptop, which he's given me permission to use for a little bit, but I'd really like my own computer again.

Well.... that's all. I've kinda touched on everything that I wanted to say... especially the reason that I'm unable to be more active on this site as of late.

See ya as often as I can (which may not be that often til I get a new computer),
Ilmax

It's been about three months... I'm sorry about my leave of absence before. I had to get some things taken care of before I could come back.

First of which: Getting my emotions sorted out. When I left this account three months ago, I was going through a lot of turmoil based on... get this... who my friends were. I seriously didn't understand why people were blocking/ leaving me because I was friends with people they didn't like. This had upset me, and I had to deal with it.

Lastly: My own personal life. I'm not all furry all the time. I have a job and I had school to finish up. Needless to say, High School is now a thing of the past, and now I'm looking towards working until the Fall of 2013 before going to college possibly. But before I do that I need two things: 1) Money 2)An idea of what I want to major in, so I can decide where to go.

So yeah. That's my life up to date. Well, I don't know if you were interested, but there it is.

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And now the question. I had been writing three different stories but I didn't know whether I should post them on here. And I would love an honest opinion, but not too critical in judgment.
1) Ilmax's Nonexistence: The story I had been writing for this account previously. KH Fan based.
2) Shades of Black: A story I had been writing for a different FA account. Pokemon Fan based.
3) Dark Nights of Equestria: Like the name suggests, an MLP Fan Based story.

Thank you for reading this journal, if you actually read it all the way through that is.

Signing off for now,
Ilmax

It's been about three months... I'm sorry about my leave of absence before. I had to get some things taken care of before I could come back.

First of which: Getting my emotions sorted out. When I left this account three months ago, I was going through a lot of turmoil based on... get this... who my friends were. I seriously didn't understand why people were blocking/ leaving me because I was friends with people they didn't like. This had upset me, and I had to deal with it.

Lastly: My own personal life. I'm not all furry all the time. I have a job and I had school to finish up. Needless to say, High School is now a thing of the past, and now I'm looking towards working until the Fall of 2013 before going to college possibly. But before I do that I need two things: 1) Money 2)An idea of what I want to major in, so I can decide where to go.

So yeah. That's my life up to date. Well, I don't know if you were interested, but there it is.

Signing out,
Ilmax

This guy is holding a raffle for free fursuit pieces to celebrate his birthday... chack it out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:25827460

Check it out right here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:25756316

Go!

Saw from  Seantehwulf

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
William

2. How tall are you?
5'5

3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Black

3. What about eye color?
Gray with brown sliver- Dichromatic

4. What orientation are you?
Undecided

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Undetermined for sure

6. What do you do in your spare time?
School, Work (cashier at CVS), Video games, and Sleep

7. What's your job?
High School Student XD about to graduate though
and CVS cashier

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My capacity of forgiveness and kindness is amazing in my eyes and others as well

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Procrastinating

10. What are some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I'm not especially tall so they often look at this.

Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any)?
Ummmm.... not really sure anymore

12. Do you drink?
Not old enough. But I NEVER will.

13. Favorite color?
Blue, Green, and Black

14. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Super speed or the ability to stop time

15. Favorite movie?
Star Trek Generation

16. Least favorite food?
Seafood

17. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Pepperoni Pizza from TD Alfredo's (delicious stuff)

18. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Don't drive yet



The Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.

19. Most disliked bug?
Hornets

20. Most hated pet peeves?
Dishonesty and overall pessimism

21. Dislike in life?
All the crime and ignorance in the world

22. Most annoying sound?
Motorcycle revving right outside the building (ugh, so LOUD)

23. Most disliked TV show?
Any little kid's cartoon.... you know, the ones where they;ll wait for the kid to answer? HATE THEM

Thanks for reading.... maybe this'll clue you in as to what I'm like? Or maybe you just wanted to read something lame? Either way, here it is!

Tired of trying to figure out which invitation to send me to chat to me for a good while? Pay attention because this is for you!

Skype: Ilmax Kruxereg (that's the Skype name)

AIM: ilmax_kruxereg[at]aim.com

Yahoo!: ilmaxkruxereg18[at]yahoo.com

MSN: ilmaxkruxereg18[at]hotmail.com


And I'm making a new Steam acoount... add me there if you like. It's gonna be... (you guessed it!) IlmaxKruxereg18


Thanks for paying attention to me instant messengers rant. Talk to you guys soon!

I've got a new AIM if anyone is interested...

I'm looking for contacts to add on it so it doesn't seem so new.

I like talking to people... listening to people... whichever one tickles your fancy at the time. Possibly even RP.

Comment if you want the address okay guys?

My pet  Atemal99 is doing poetry commissions for only $1.00! How is that for a good price! xD


If you're interested please go check it out!

Just as an experiment...

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

Hiya everybody!! And Happy Valentines Day as well! <3

Well... just thought I'd give a little bit of an update as to what I'm up to.

At the start of my high school senior year (some 6 months ago) I thought I would fail since I was doing so horribly in my classes... I just wanted to get the year over with and try again next year. But since then, after a meeting with my teachers one day, I decided all I needed to do was take the initiative to try to have a fresh start the following week. This renewed sense of dedication to my studies has boosted my grades dramatically to a point better than all of my other years of high school! *fist pumps with success* Hell yeah! Things are finally going my way!

As well as my recovery with my grades this year, I've been accepted to a couple of colleges in PA, my home state. These colleges are called Montgomery County Community College and Neumann University. I was also on planning on applying to a couple of more schools possibly... just keeping my options open I guess. I want to go into teaching as a major, although my parents say I have much more potential. I see myself continuing in the learning environment since I grew up with an almost-unquenchable thirst for knowledge and I've loved going to school for as long as I can remember. If anyone reading this has any advice to give me, it would definitely be appreciated by me.

I also have the privilege of having a job in my community. Since I'm technically an adult, I can be eligible to work in many places in my area and this leaves me a good shot at mostly anything I would be interested in applying for. Currently though, I am a cashier/customer service associate at the CVS in Phoenixville so far... possibly going to go either full time there once I graduate or going to apply for another part-time job to help me out financially... again, if anyone has advice for me, feel free to share it, I'm all ears! xD

Oh and also as an added side note, I would like to thank  Atemal99 for helping me come into the acquisition of a new laptop which I just got today. Thanks a lot buddy!

Well... I think I've blathered on long enough... what do you think? Sorry... had to get this out..

See ya around!
Ilmax

My attempt to stream was unsuccessful... oh well... Dx

My attempt to stream was unsuccessful... oh well... Dx

Hey guys...  Kookaburlesque is doing some Gryphon art for free. If you're interested in this so far, come here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:24354291

My old accounts are going to be for contacting me in not-furry ways so I'm gonna make a new Skype... if anyone here has my old Skype or would like my new information to contact me, see me for my new account information.
Thanx for understanding,
Ilmax

A friend of  Atemal99 Atemaru is in serious trouble... she just got out of the hospital after recovering mostly from an intensive heart surgery and he needs $40 to help her pay for an internet bill because she cannot go and earn the money herself, still being in a fragile condition...
If you have some extra money, if you could please help him out with this it would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you for your support,
Ilmax

Of course... I may not be using it to draw... I'm more of a writer but on my channel there would be writing, videogames, and (failed) attempts at drawing. If any of you want to see me stream let me know.

- Ilmax

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!! 2012 is here!! xD

Well... it's not me you would be helping, but rather, a friend of mine who's finding it difficult to view anything positive in his life.
 joe-schmendrik is the friend in question... I'm worried for him... if you could please help him out by either chatting with him, RPing with him or suggesting to someone to RP/chat with him that would be great! Please... *gets down on hands and knees* I'm begging you!

Sincerely,
Ilmax

To whoever's reading this:

I need to know your opinion... As of recently, my money situation has gotten kinda drastic, with all these fees and stuff that I have to pay, plus some comfortable spending money issues as well.

So this brings me to the main point of this journal. What i'm honestly considering to do about this issue of mine is this: I'm considering opening up story/poetry commissions here for anyone who's interested in some. However... I need to know 2 things from you:
1) Should I do this?
2) If yes, how much should I charge for each one that I do? I need reasonable price ranges, I might charge too little if I don't ask this now.
3) How do I actually do a commission? I've never attempted this before and i need a few pointers...

Thanx for bothering to read my journal... please respond to this if you read it.

-Ilmax Kruxereg

Well... time for an update I think...

12th grade is fun... aside from all the work and tribulations that accompany it. My friends are tryin their best to keep me optimistic in my efforts to keep up with the year and I think it's working! I haven't cracked yet, which is a good thing! The work, although assigned on me in massive amounts, is bearable with a little time management and determination on my part. So that's that.

Work is great too! One might expect retail to be a little boring (and at times it is) but that isn't stopping me! Most of everyone I ring out later compliments on my willing to help them out and relate to them if possible. And my coworkers tell me I'm great to have around, which is boosting my self-esteem immensely! All in all, that's wonderful as well!

Oh... one more thing... tomorrow is the first time I get to vote! Sure it's for stuff in my town but it's still a step I feel as though I have to take to get ready for life outside my little world at home.

Well... that's my life up to date so far... sorry if I bored you but I thought this would be worth sharing. Hope this encourages people to keep their chins up in times of tribulation.