been awhile.
Posted 11 years agoHave a meme thingy
If your 'Fursona' meme...
Stolen from:
FoxenBPerry
1.) If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be: gorilla. Cause why not?
2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: WHITE MU FUCKIN TIGER!!!!
3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: G sheps doe
4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: probs a horse :T
5.) If your fursona had to be a weasel, it'd be: umm.... a weasel? Idk mang
6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Western diamond back rattle snake
7.) If your fursona had to be a mephitidae, it'd be: bot really sure what it is and to lazy to look :l
8.) If your fursona had to be a marine mammal, it'd be: hmm... not good with marine life but I'd have to say hump back whale. I think they're neat c:
9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: shit. The only amphibian I can think of is a frog
10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be: red tailed hawk. I used to watch em fly around everywhere as a kid.
11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: camel spider
12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: hmmm.... im not really sure :s
13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: the obvious choice is dragon buuuuuuut I'd have to say.... chimera
14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokémon, it'd be: there's like 6 bazillion now :l mayyyyyybe scyther
15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: a sunflower. Cause I'd brighten peoples days (puns are dumb) and everyone loves putting my seed in their mouth hehehehe >:3
If your 'Fursona' meme...
Stolen from:

1.) If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be: gorilla. Cause why not?
2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: WHITE MU FUCKIN TIGER!!!!
3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: G sheps doe
4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: probs a horse :T
5.) If your fursona had to be a weasel, it'd be: umm.... a weasel? Idk mang
6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Western diamond back rattle snake
7.) If your fursona had to be a mephitidae, it'd be: bot really sure what it is and to lazy to look :l
8.) If your fursona had to be a marine mammal, it'd be: hmm... not good with marine life but I'd have to say hump back whale. I think they're neat c:
9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: shit. The only amphibian I can think of is a frog
10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be: red tailed hawk. I used to watch em fly around everywhere as a kid.
11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: camel spider
12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: hmmm.... im not really sure :s
13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: the obvious choice is dragon buuuuuuut I'd have to say.... chimera
14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokémon, it'd be: there's like 6 bazillion now :l mayyyyyybe scyther
15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: a sunflower. Cause I'd brighten peoples days (puns are dumb) and everyone loves putting my seed in their mouth hehehehe >:3
update
Posted 11 years agoLove how depression just beats me down. People are shitty. I just want out of this place and out of this institution. 8 1/2 more months....
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN (Afghanistan update)
Posted 11 years agoYou've been buggin me for my address welp here it is.
SPC Wathen, jacob
HHC 1-502, 101st abn
FOB Fenty
APO AE 09310
SPC Wathen, jacob
HHC 1-502, 101st abn
FOB Fenty
APO AE 09310
Jalalabad
Posted 11 years agoi am now stationed at jalalabad air field, also known as FOB Fenty in jalalabad afghanistan. got my laptop set up and should have an address soon.
DONE FOR NOW
Posted 11 years agoIM SORRY TO WATCHERS FOR SPAM BUT IM DONE!
BED TIME NOW. NIGHT.
BED TIME NOW. NIGHT.
REPOSTING
Posted 11 years agoso i guess im going to start reposting some of the commissions i've gotten. idk i just feel like doing it now. of course i'll credit artists and add links to their pages and if they're not okay with it then i'll take whatever they want down down. okay? okay.
owed art
Posted 11 years agoso i have a list of people that owe me art. one of which i haven't paid for the commission yet so this doesn't really pertain to that BUT those i have paid money from, i've had pretty much 400+ stolen from me just because the artist i had commissioned (long story) didn't get his way. other then that there are 2 artists that owe me over 100 dollars worth of art. im kinda getting fed up with other commissions getting put before mine especially since i've commissioned these people MONTHS ago and they're taking new commissions before mine. just going to start asking for my money back.
icon
Posted 12 years agoi need a new one... :T
that is all
that is all
CARE PACKAGE
Posted 12 years agogoooo its such a neat idea
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/115......net/view/11536300/http://www.furaffinity.net/view/115.....inity.net/view/11536300/http://www.furaffinity.net/view/115.....uraffinity.net/view/11536300/http://www.furaffinity.net/view/115.....www.furaffinity.net/view/11536300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/115......net/view/1153
promotion
Posted 12 years agoi got promoted to specialist today! :D im so happy.... im still a bit upset over my friends death.... wish you were still here to celebrate my bday and promotion brother. rest in peace sean <3
BEST BIRTHDAY EVER
Posted 12 years agois what did not happen this year. i just got word that my best friend from back home, who i haven't seen in a few years, is no longer with us.... it breaks my heart to loose someone that isn't even 20 yet... i'll miss you sean, wish you didn't leave....
birthday
Posted 12 years agowelp, its that time of year. two and a half (give or take) more days and its my birthday. dont think im celebrating it though. i haven't for awhile now except back in 2011. i remember that year.... was thinking about getting myself a cake but the more i think about it the more i dont want to and i have no clue why... ah well.
helping out a fellow fur
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
go check it out. maybe y'all can help out a tad
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4980046/
go check it out. maybe y'all can help out a tad
art raffle
Posted 12 years agofree stuff!!!!!! (18+)
Posted 12 years agoit speaks for itself
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4759063/
the campaign:
http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/n.....s?browse_v=new
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4759063/
the campaign:
http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/n.....s?browse_v=new
catbug
Posted 12 years agoafter everything that JUST happened, sending me into a downward emotional spiral, a new little animated show made everything a little better, especially this guy right here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnZdiR7YbN4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnZdiR7YbN4
update
Posted 12 years agowell i was having a fantastic weekend, not a care in the world. thought about my life and said fuck it and started thinking about my life long dream to be a video game developer. no matter what i wanted to be a part of it, coding, character design, level design, story boarding, anything. i finally said fuck everyone putting me down im going to do it. i felt good. for once i actually didnt cry myself to sleep over the weekend.... and then this shit happens. i dont know what it is but i feel like utter crap.... hope everyone had a good weekend. i need to get some sleep. got work tomorrow.
elemental meme
Posted 12 years agoLight Elemental
[x] You're proud of who you are
[x] You state your opinion
[ ] You think you're intelligent
[ ] You enjoy learning
[ ] You're raised in a very traditional way
[ ] You hardly show emotions
[ ] You're a morning person
[ ] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[x] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 4
Dark Elemental
[x] You always say what's on your mind. (yeah but i usually get ignored)
[x] You're a night person
[ ] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[x] You don't like mornings
[ ] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[ ] You argue with people a lot
[x] You laugh at stupid people
[ ] You hold on to grudges
[ ] You love scary stories
[x] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 5
Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[ ] You love being outdoors
[x] You're somewhat gullible
[x] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[ ] You're not a good fighter
[ ] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[ ] You love drinking water
Total: 6
Water Elemental
[ ] You're a good swimmer
[ ] You love fish
[ ] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[x] You don't usually like to talk
[ ] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[x] You like things to stay the same
Total: 6
Fire Elemental
[ ] You have a bad temper
[ ] You love hearing gossip
[ ] You like to fight
[x] You're kind of slow sometimes
[ ] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[x] You're also gullible
[x] You like to see things burn
[ ] You hate swimming/water
Total: 5
Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[x] People think you're immature
[ ] You tend to be a sceptic
[ ] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[ ] You live everyday fully
[ ] You love riding with the window down
[ ] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 5
Thunder Elemental
[ ] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[ ] You like things to be unpredictable
[ ] You like to live dangerously
[ ] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[ ] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[ ]You like being the center of attention
[ ] You love thunder storms
[x] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[x] You don't trust others easily
[x] You don't forgive easily
Total: 3
Ice Elemental
[x] You don't express yourself very well
[ ] You like winter better than summer
[x] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[x] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[x] You tend to keep to yourself
[x] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[x] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[ ] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 8
well i wasn't expecting that.... i guess ice it is
[x] You're proud of who you are
[x] You state your opinion
[ ] You think you're intelligent
[ ] You enjoy learning
[ ] You're raised in a very traditional way
[ ] You hardly show emotions
[ ] You're a morning person
[ ] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[x] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 4
Dark Elemental
[x] You always say what's on your mind. (yeah but i usually get ignored)
[x] You're a night person
[ ] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[x] You don't like mornings
[ ] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[ ] You argue with people a lot
[x] You laugh at stupid people
[ ] You hold on to grudges
[ ] You love scary stories
[x] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 5
Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[ ] You love being outdoors
[x] You're somewhat gullible
[x] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[ ] You're not a good fighter
[ ] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[ ] You love drinking water
Total: 6
Water Elemental
[ ] You're a good swimmer
[ ] You love fish
[ ] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[x] You don't usually like to talk
[ ] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[x] You like things to stay the same
Total: 6
Fire Elemental
[ ] You have a bad temper
[ ] You love hearing gossip
[ ] You like to fight
[x] You're kind of slow sometimes
[ ] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[x] You're also gullible
[x] You like to see things burn
[ ] You hate swimming/water
Total: 5
Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[x] People think you're immature
[ ] You tend to be a sceptic
[ ] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[ ] You live everyday fully
[ ] You love riding with the window down
[ ] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 5
Thunder Elemental
[ ] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[ ] You like things to be unpredictable
[ ] You like to live dangerously
[ ] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[ ] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[ ]You like being the center of attention
[ ] You love thunder storms
[x] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[x] You don't trust others easily
[x] You don't forgive easily
Total: 3
Ice Elemental
[x] You don't express yourself very well
[ ] You like winter better than summer
[x] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[x] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[x] You tend to keep to yourself
[x] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[x] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[ ] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 8
well i wasn't expecting that.... i guess ice it is
sexy meme thingy ma jig
Posted 12 years ago1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
maybe, im not sure :s i'd honestly have to look through my list... wait watchers? or friends list from facebook or something?
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
honestly i dont mind at all but if i had to choose i'd have to say at night, shower time is awesome.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
yes
4. Do you masturbate?
you'd think i was shooting dice how much i do it
5. How often? Lately?
5 times yesterday, not yet tonight, YET!
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
no. probably never will... well... idk male stripper sounds enticing (sorta)
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
i'd have to say shower cause i haven't taken a bath in forever
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
FUCKING RAD AS HELL
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
i like to use imagination but if im trying to get rid of it in a jiffy then i will
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
both though i think i'd prefer aggressive
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
there's different kinds of love but just to be a vague ass, yes i do
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
not really, alot of them yes but not all
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love. i make so little amount of moeny and i cant stand having it and i need to get rid of it so why would i want more?
14. Your top three favourite kinks in bed?
well i haven't really tried anything kinky but i think i'd like being dominated, pegged, and bit
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
i dont think so....
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
i would say the desert if it wasn't freezing tits out side. the stars and scenery out there is amazing. sooo.... her room actually.....
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
back of a car. i'll never forget that honda either
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
nope. i was interrupted once cause my parents were downstairs and called me down.
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Never ever ever
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
i've never been to a bar, period :l
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
refer to question 20
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
again. reference 20
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
kissed
24. What's your sexuality?
bi i guess? i prefer women though
25. Had sex in a movie theatre?
hehe, it would be kinda kinky but no i haven't
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
if you count the shower then yes in multiples
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
oh yes i just get gang banged by all the infantry guys >:l no i haven't nor will i.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
no :/
29. Bought something from an adult store?
online
30. Do you own any sex toys?
two from bad dragon. they're fun
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
moko the liger (dildo) in a small and natascha the anthro husky (fleshlight) yes i have three somes by myself. fucking winning.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
unsure... not sure if she deleted them or recorded me on skype, doubt she did though
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
oh totally! no, i haven't nor will i.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
honestly i dont remember.... i might have talked dirty but phone sex? i dont think so
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
yeah i have...
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
not really but hey to each their own
37. What's your favourite sexual position?
honestly... i love missionary. being able to hold my partner close and just... idk i guess im kinda sucker for romantics and thats the most romantic position to me
38. What's your favourite sex act?
ummm.... sex?
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
No and nor do i want to. i want it between me and that special person. thats it. sharing is caring but i dont fucking care about your wants!
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
not sure.....
maybe, im not sure :s i'd honestly have to look through my list... wait watchers? or friends list from facebook or something?
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
honestly i dont mind at all but if i had to choose i'd have to say at night, shower time is awesome.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
yes
4. Do you masturbate?
you'd think i was shooting dice how much i do it
5. How often? Lately?
5 times yesterday, not yet tonight, YET!
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
no. probably never will... well... idk male stripper sounds enticing (sorta)
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
i'd have to say shower cause i haven't taken a bath in forever
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
FUCKING RAD AS HELL
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
i like to use imagination but if im trying to get rid of it in a jiffy then i will
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
both though i think i'd prefer aggressive
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
there's different kinds of love but just to be a vague ass, yes i do
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
not really, alot of them yes but not all
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love. i make so little amount of moeny and i cant stand having it and i need to get rid of it so why would i want more?
14. Your top three favourite kinks in bed?
well i haven't really tried anything kinky but i think i'd like being dominated, pegged, and bit
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
i dont think so....
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
i would say the desert if it wasn't freezing tits out side. the stars and scenery out there is amazing. sooo.... her room actually.....
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
back of a car. i'll never forget that honda either
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
nope. i was interrupted once cause my parents were downstairs and called me down.
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Never ever ever
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
i've never been to a bar, period :l
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
refer to question 20
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
again. reference 20
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
kissed
24. What's your sexuality?
bi i guess? i prefer women though
25. Had sex in a movie theatre?
hehe, it would be kinda kinky but no i haven't
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
if you count the shower then yes in multiples
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
oh yes i just get gang banged by all the infantry guys >:l no i haven't nor will i.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
no :/
29. Bought something from an adult store?
online
30. Do you own any sex toys?
two from bad dragon. they're fun
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
moko the liger (dildo) in a small and natascha the anthro husky (fleshlight) yes i have three somes by myself. fucking winning.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
unsure... not sure if she deleted them or recorded me on skype, doubt she did though
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
oh totally! no, i haven't nor will i.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
honestly i dont remember.... i might have talked dirty but phone sex? i dont think so
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
yeah i have...
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
not really but hey to each their own
37. What's your favourite sexual position?
honestly... i love missionary. being able to hold my partner close and just... idk i guess im kinda sucker for romantics and thats the most romantic position to me
38. What's your favourite sex act?
ummm.... sex?
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
No and nor do i want to. i want it between me and that special person. thats it. sharing is caring but i dont fucking care about your wants!
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
not sure.....
bad weather, bad feelings.
Posted 12 years agoidk why but i feel like the weather affects how i feel... plus i feel like no one really wants me around and this song came on over shuffle and i just.... well yeah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DR3_l7piqhc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DR3_l7piqhc
artist
Posted 12 years agoi hate not being one.
i lack the skill.
i want to draw vent art. i really do. i see others all the time. i'd commission it but its just not the same.
sorry, just a little vent it would be ALOT longer but im way to fucking upset to take about it tonight.
i lack the skill.
i want to draw vent art. i really do. i see others all the time. i'd commission it but its just not the same.
sorry, just a little vent it would be ALOT longer but im way to fucking upset to take about it tonight.
Haven't posted in awhile
Posted 12 years agoWell today is memorial day. Well it was. I salyte bith past and present military members. Including myself.... I had a pretty shitty day which is ending with me crying myself to sleep as usual but thats just how it goes right? Goodnight those who actually read my journals *cough cough* kia *cough* goodnight.
maukling raffle
Posted 12 years agomore fur drama
Posted 12 years agowell technically. just got a call from my 'father' haven't spoken to him in over a year and he calls to just yell at me and pretty much tell me how im a shit son and everything wrong in our relationship is my fault. i can assure you that that's just a load of horse shit... im so fucking done with this.... my step mom is more of a parent then he ever was or ever will be..... fuck it. im going to bed.
11 years
Posted 12 years agotoday is the day my mom passed away 11 years ago.... idk why im posting this but... yeah. today's been kinda shitty but im working through it. thanks to all those who where here for me today....